Thump, thump, thump.
Beyond the firm chest pressed against his ear, he could feel a regular but excessively fast vibration.
Lim Sehyun was acting relaxed, but his body couldn’t lie. It seemed like the sound of his heart beating as if it would burst was being transmitted completely.
Now that he looked, his body also seemed a bit stiff.
But was Lim Sehyun’s body temperature originally this high? The touching skin was hot as if being burned by fire.
‘Is he nervous?’
It was a completely different reaction from the shameless attitude he’d had just moments ago. That disparate sensation strangely stimulated Doha.
Doha suddenly wanted to check.
That kiss in the studio earlier had been bewildering but not unpleasant. He was curious about the reason. Was it just that his thoughts had frozen because it was so absurd, or did his body really not feel any aversion toward a man—toward Lim Sehyun in particular?
If he erased the bewilderment, what kind of emotion would be laid at the bottom?
He wasn’t particularly fond of adventures originally. But had his personality been remodeled as his lifestyle changed? He wanted to check right away.
‘I’ll know if I check.’
Doha stretched out his fidgeting hand and grabbed Lim Sehyun’s pajamas. Then Sehyun’s eyes widened. He seemed surprised.
“……!”
He felt Sehyun’s body stiffen with a flinch. But that was only for a moment. As soon as Doha raised his head and pressed their lips together, Sehyun opened his mouth as if he’d been waiting and swallowed him up.
“Mmm……”
Was it because his vision was blocked in the darkness? His sense of touch became acutely sharp. The sensation of the soft tongue parting his lips and tracing his teeth was vividly chilling.
If the kiss in the studio had been like a preliminary skirmish, this was close to instinct. The wet friction sounds filled the silent room.
“Haa, ha, hyung……”
Each time their lips separated, Sehyun exhaled heated breaths and sought Doha.
It felt like his reason was melting away. Doha gripped Sehyun’s clothes tightly and burrowed in deeper.
If this was a test, he wanted to finish it perfectly in one go. To do that, when you do it, you have to do it properly.
But Doha was already feeling it the moment their lips rubbed together. Aversion? Where was there any of that?
The sexual desire that had been killed off his whole life surged up all at once, like ‘Oh? Can I come out now?’ breaking out of its shell.
His mouth opened, and their tongues mixed. Sehyun’s kiss, which sucked on his tongue as if tracing the hot palate and teeth wasn’t enough, presented a suffocating pressure as if his breath would stop any moment.
It was while they were exchanging wet sounds.
Sehyun’s hand, which had been lingering at Doha’s waist, slid inside his loose t-shirt.
The palm touching his bare skin was excessively hot. When the rough, large hand groped along his spine line, Doha’s body bounced up on its own.
He had thought he should do it properly when doing it, but… isn’t this a bit deep?
Doha momentarily felt like he himself had become the stone thrown into a lake. Can you just dip your feet in and pull them out? It felt like he’d keep sinking and eventually hit the bottom.
Sehyun’s body gradually tilted, and soon he was in a position mounted on top of Doha’s body.
“Haah……”
Maybe this wasn’t a lake but a swamp.
Sehyun’s eyes that met his were gleaming. He could faintly feel blatant lust in his deeply sunken gaze.
“Ngh.”
Sehyun’s hand didn’t stop. At the shiver running up his spine, Doha let out a faint moan. As if that sound became a catalyst, Sehyun’s touch became rough. That somewhat crude hand movement was rather stimulating.
The hand that had been wandering around his navel gradually went down. The fingers that pressed and stimulated his pelvic bone crossed over the dangerous boundary line.
‘Uh, wait. There……’
It was the instant the thought that this was a bit dangerous flashed through his mind.
Sehyun’s hand brushed past the area around his pants band and lightly swept over Doha’s center.
“Ah, ugh!”
Doha’s eyes flew open wide.
As soon as Sehyun’s touch reached his penis, his lower half began to throb and blood rushed there like a lie. His head thought it was flustering, but his body was reacting in the complete opposite way. No, to be honest, he’d been expecting it.
‘Crazy.’
Doha bit down hard on his lips. More than embarrassment, the shock was greater. Something like kissing couldn’t possibly be a problem. Seeing how sexual sensation was faithfully surging up even when his precious thing was being touched like this……
Fucked.
This was really a big problem. No matter what line was crossed, he wouldn’t feel any aversion.
Far from disliking it, his lower abdomen pulled sharply and an instinctive thirst arose, wishing he’d touch more. The spot where Sehyun’s hand had touched was burning hot and unbearable.
Doha had no choice but to acknowledge it. He was enjoying this situation right now.
“……Hyung.”
Perhaps feeling Doha’s body stiffen and react with twitches, Sehyun slightly pulled away and looked into Doha’s eyes. His pupils, accustomed to the darkness, were asking.
Was it okay to continue? Or would they stop here?
Doha gasped for breath and looked at the man before his eyes.
Lim Sehyun’s gaze looking down at him from above, his hair disheveled with sweat, his reddened and swollen lips were terribly lewd.
‘Tsk, since we’ve come this far anyway, wouldn’t stopping be even more ridiculous?’
Suddenly, stubbornness kicked in. Perhaps he’d just gone crazy with desire. He wanted to resolve this boiling thing first. It was to the point where it wouldn’t matter who the partner was. Or no, does it matter? Anyway.
“Let’s do it. Don’t stop.”
He didn’t know why he answered so resolutely, but it was clear he’d made up his mind.
Sehyun was clearly wavering too. The anxiety about crossing this line wasn’t Doha’s alone. But as if Doha’s words gave him courage, Sehyun moved right away.
Eventually, Sehyun’s hand dug deep into Doha’s pajama pants. At the grip strength that grasped his center without hesitation, Doha’s waist jumped up.
“Heu, ngh……!”
Doha gripped Sehyun’s shoulder tightly. Each time the calloused palm rubbed the tip of his sensitive glans, his mind flashed white.
“Hyung, here…… your shaft became incredibly hard.”
Sehyun whispered low in his ear and moved his hand. The touch stroking down the penis glistening with precum was explicit. Squish, squish. The sound of mucous membranes colliding rang out embarrassingly loud.
“Haa, ah…… stop, talking……”
Doha let out a moan mixed with shame and pleasure. But Sehyun didn’t stop. Rather, he stimulated the base end even more persistently.
Sehyun’s face was flushed. Doha wondered why Sehyun was making such an expression when he was the one being touched. Doha bit the back of his hand and forcefully held back the moans trying to burst out.
“Ugh, ngh.”
But Doha wasn’t someone skilled enough in sexual acts to be able to hold back just by trying. He groaned each time Sehyun’s hand moved. It felt like he’d ejaculate any moment.
Ejaculating as soon as a hand touched would hurt his pride too. It was when his mind was complicated in various ways.
Sehyun hastily unfastened his own pants buckle. What had been constricting tightly was liberated and revealed a heavy presence. When the fully enraged thing touched the inside of Doha’s thigh, hot heat suddenly permeated.
Sehyun burrowed between Doha’s legs. He pressed his penis against Doha’s.
The moment their shafts touched and rubbed together, a tingling pleasure rose up his spine. Each time the flesh bumped and slid against each other, his spine tingled.
Doha looked down with hazy vision. In Lim Sehyun’s hand, the two penises were intertwined. Even in the midst of this, the clearly different sizes of those places were scanned.
“Ah!”
But that too was only for a moment. When Sehyun rubbed the penises roughly, his breath was cut off. His eyes trembled.
“Sl-slowly……, ngh.”
Doha was out of his mind too, but Sehyun looked just as out of his mind as Doha. Now as if he couldn’t even hear Doha’s words, he was concentrating only on the wet thing in his hand. It was completely covered in precum he didn’t know whose it was.
Sehyun’s touch became increasingly urgent.
“Haaah……!”
In sync with the hand jerking up rapidly, Doha’s head tilted back. His sweat-soaked nape was exposed palely. Sehyun pressed his lips to that Adam’s apple and buried his face there. His hand was still moving busily.
The more intense the friction, the more pleasure rushed toward its critical point. Hot, sticky fluid flowed wetly between his fingers.
“Wa-wait, I think I’ll, cum…… haa, Sehyun…… ngh!”
Doha urgently called Sehyun’s name. His vision spun and his toes curled.
Doha urgently lowered his hand to stop Sehyun’s fierce hand movements, but rather, Sehyun became more excited when Doha’s hand touched.
“Together, ugh, let’s go together, hyung.”
Sehyun breathed roughly and moved his hand faster. At the grip that squeezed hard one last time, eventually Doha couldn’t hold back and ejaculated.
“Haah!”
White fluid surged in spurts and wet Sehyun’s hand. Almost simultaneously, Sehyun also let out a low moan and poured hot things onto Doha’s stomach.
The excitement that had surged up completely drained out like an ebb tide. His whole body was hot.
As he blinked while exhaling sharply, he could see Sehyun’s chest rising and falling. A moment of silence flowed between the two.
