It took me a few seconds to understand the command that had been given to me. I fumbled with the hem of my clothes and stammered.
“Wait. I’ve never… done this kind of thing before….”
“Don’t tell me I have to strip you myself? Like I would with a lover.”
At those cynical words, I shook my head.
“That’s not what I meant.”
Eventually, before an even sharper sneer could cut into me, I took off my pants myself. The feeling of cool air touching my entire legs was strange. Maybe I was more tense than usual because Kwon Yujin’s gaze was on me.
“Take off your underwear too.”
“……”
As soon as I removed my pants, Kwon Yujin issued the next command. I grasped my underwear with faintly trembling hands.
I’d thought showing my naked body would be easier than showing my face, but I’d been mistaken. Even though I knew I had to remove all my lower garments for what was about to happen next, it wasn’t easy to put into action.
I lowered my underwear with my head bowed, trying not to make eye contact with Kwon Yujin. It was embarrassing to be completely naked below while still wearing Kwon Yujin’s jersey on top.
It seemed better to get on all fours as Kwon Yujin had said, rather than face him directly. I immediately turned around, got on my knees, and lay face down on the bed.
This was the first time I’d shown my body to anyone, so this situation was unbearably difficult to endure. One second felt as long as one minute.
Why did I say I’d do this? If possible, I wanted to run away or hide right now.
As I stiffened my body while lying face down, I heard Kwon Yujin moving behind me. The sound of fabric rustling, breathing, and his presence gradually getting closer.
“…Wait.”
Then at some point, Kwon Yujin’s hand touched my lower area. To be precise, the inner part of my buttocks. For a moment, I thought my breath had stopped.
“Have you ever seen this part yourself?”
He asked while running his hand over my buttocks and the perineum inside.
I’d never once in my life thought that another person could touch this area, so the shock was considerable.
I shook my head vigorously in denial.
“Hm?”
“No.”
“Have you ever shown it to anyone?”
“That neither.”
“It’s white and firm.”
“……”
“And wet.”
“Ngh….”
Why is he even saying such things?
I bit my lower lip hard while staring at the back of my hand gripping the bed sheet. Every time Kwon Yujin’s touch reached below, it felt like goosebumps were rising up my lower back.
It was a strange sensation. I felt humiliated enough to want to disappear from here right now, yet my breathing kept quickening. All my nerves were sensitively concentrated on my lower abdomen and the area where Kwon Yujin’s hand touched.
“Do you get wet easily normally too?”
“…Ah.”
When I remained frozen without answering, a thick, long finger suddenly slipped inside in an instant. In other words, Kwon Yujin’s finger had penetrated my lower area, down there.
At the foreign sensation I’d never felt in my life, my eyes widened.
“Kw-Kwon Yujin.”
“Hm? I asked if you get wet easily.”
As if pressing me, Kwon Yujin slightly curved the finger he’d inserted inside. A ticklish, peculiar sensation traveled up my lower abdomen.
Somehow feeling like this couldn’t continue, I instinctively tried to turn my body toward Kwon Yujin.
But before that, a large hand pressed my head down firmly into the bed. My face was crushed directly into the sheets.
“No. Not even once… have I ever been like this.”
I mumbled out an answer with difficulty. It seemed Kwon Yujin wanted me to continue lying face down on the bed without showing him my face.
Well, I suppose he wouldn’t want to do such things while looking at me. Rather, I was more comfortable with that too.
“Then this is your first time in front of me.”
Every time Kwon Yujin’s finger moved, I could hear squelching sounds from below. It was hard to believe this sound was coming from somewhere in my body.
I bit down hard on my teeth, hoping this moment would pass quickly. There was no way to avoid it now, so enduring was the only option. Whether it was shame or fear, it would all disappear once time passed anyway.
While somehow enduring with that thought, Kwon Yujin pulled his finger out from inside me. Then silence flowed for a moment. Nothing happened.
I was anxious because I couldn’t see what Kwon Yujin was doing. While I was wondering whether to lift my face buried in the bed or continue waiting like this, a low sigh sounded from behind me.
“Kw-Kwon Yujin? Why….”
“When you’re trembling like that, it makes it seem like I’m forcing you.”
Had I been trembling? I didn’t know. I was just confused because this situation was unfamiliar.
“You’re not forcing me.”
I emphasized that it was my choice, not coercion. I tried to speak firmly, but my voice wavered slightly at the end.
“Then ask me to fuck you.”
At first, I thought I’d heard wrong. At the unexpected words, I gripped my fingertips and asked back.
“What?”
“Say it with your own mouth. Ask me to fuck you.”
“……”
I wanted to say I absolutely couldn’t do such a thing, that couldn’t we just continue as is? But from several previous experiences, I knew Kwon Yujin wouldn’t bend.
He would probably force or torment me until I did as told. I soon squeezed my eyes shut and opened my lips.
“…Fuck me.”
“Who are you saying that to?”
“To you.”
“Then you should call my name.”
“Fuck me, Kwon Yujin.”
“Are you serious?”
“…Yes.”
“So hyung is asking me to fuck him.”
Wanting to escape this situation quickly, I nodded frantically. Soon after, along with the sound of some wrapper being torn, I felt Kwon Yujin’s presence.
Unable to confirm what he was doing, frustration and anxiety crossed in my mind. Even though I wanted to turn around to check, I didn’t have the confidence to handle it if my eyes met with Kwon Yujin’s.
Then, without warning, something hard touched me below. Something thick and hot began to press firmly against the entrance where Kwon Yujin’s finger had been until just moments ago.
At first I thought no way, but I soon realized it was Kwon Yujin’s member. Unconsciously, strength entered my lower area.
“Ngh….”
It was a pressure incomparable to his hand. The forcibly spreading entrance felt like it would tear at any moment.
No. This won’t work. That thought blinked like a warning light in my head.
No matter how wet the surrounding area was, inserting it while spread to this limit was too much.
“Hah, relax.”
“Kwon Yujin, wait….”
When I tried to pull my body forward because it seemed impossible to handle, Kwon Yujin pressed down hard on the back of my neck again. My face was shoved directly into the mattress.
“Ungh!”
I wanted to tell Kwon Yujin to wait a moment, but my voice was muffled by the sheets, only letting out vague murmuring sounds.
I froze stiff at the surging fear. The sensation of being forcibly spread below felt alien. At the same time, it was stiff and painful. The hard pillar gradually entering my inner walls was unbelievably thick.
“Hngh.”
Is this really a penis? Unable to see it directly, I was just terrified.
Even if Kwon Yujin hates me, surely he wouldn’t bring something like a baseball bat to insert below, right?
Sensing a threat, I reached my hand back to touch Kwon Yujin’s member connected below. The thickness I felt in my palm had completely exceeded the normal range no matter how I looked at it.
“Just wait a moment, Kwon Yu… Ah!”
As I was about to say I couldn’t handle it and to please stop for a moment—thwack!—with the sound of flesh slapping, something pierced through me. Something very hot and huge.
That massive member had gone in all the way to the base in one thrust. Tears instantly welled up in my eyes. At the same time, I felt like my body was being split in half.
“Fuck, this is more than I thought….”
Kwon Yujin muttered curses and let out a moan. But I couldn’t properly hear what he was saying.
Because of the pillar filling my insides completely, it felt like all my organs were being pushed upward. A nauseating dizziness rose up as if I was getting motion sickness.
“I think… I’m going to die.”
I trembled violently in my arms from the shock and barely managed to mutter.
Something had definitely gone wrong. Even though I’d taken the inducer and gone into heat, I couldn’t handle this.
Because I was so shocked, once my mouth opened, it wouldn’t close. Not even noticing that saliva was dripping disgracefully, I kept shaking my head.
Then I heard chuckling from behind.
“I guarantee you won’t die, hyung.”
“……”
Followed by a soft voice.
Even though I knew it was fabricated kindness, somehow I felt a slight sense of relief at that obvious lie.
