I maintained my consciousness by pressing my palm with my nails in my hazy state of mind. I’d survived so many life-threatening crises until now—I couldn’t die at the hands of such a psycho killer. Just as I was pondering how to escape, I heard the sound of someone knocking on the door.
“Your Highness, you have an afternoon audience scheduled shortly. The noble delegation is already waiting.”
Deus, who hadn’t answered, suddenly grabbed me by the collar and stood me up. Since I couldn’t see, I had to guess where I was through surrounding clues. Judging by the damp floor and the faint soap scent stimulating my sense of smell, Deus seemed to have brought me back to the bathroom. Deus, who had pushed me into the bathtub, said.
“I’m going to lock the door, so you can’t run away.”
“……”
“I’ll be back soon, so stay quiet, okay?”
For a moment, I made a blank expression, not understanding what Deus meant. He meant to leave me locked in the bathroom. The moment I thought about being trapped in an enclosed space with my eyes unable to see and my wrists bound, my mind went completely white. I heard the sound of Deus leaving the bathroom after finishing his words.
‘No, I can’t be locked up in this state. I’ll die from panic before Deus can kill me.’
Along with the feeling of my lungs shrinking, my body moved first. Whether I could see ahead or not, I hastily stepped out of the bathtub. And at that moment, my foot slipped on the damp floor. With a bang, my body tilted forward. I unconsciously gasped at the breathtaking pain.
My knee that hit the floor hurt enough to bring tears to my eyes. Perhaps loosened by the impact, the cloth covering my eyes slipped off smoothly. My eyes met Deus’s, who was looking down at me rolling on the floor with broken knees. I pushed against the floor with my relatively intact shoulder to laboriously raise my upper body, then panted and said.
“I’ll do it, I’ll do anything. Please don’t leave me here alone.”
“……”
“Sex, right. You like sex. Don’t you? I’ll do it, I said I’ll do it. I can do it well.”
Even though I tried to maintain my composure, my voice kept trembling. Deus, who had been looking at me begging without emotion, answered with a sneer.
“No.”
“……”
“How could I use a hole that was fucked by a man other than your husband? I’d rather stick it in some neighborhood wall where anyone pisses. Right?”
I bit my lower lip at Deus’s words. The moment I thought there really was no way out now, I felt like I was collapsing.
Deus, who had been staring down at me trying to hold back tears with my gaze lowered, cupped my cheeks. Then he made me lift my head to look at him. I squinted one eye at the touch rubbing my lips.
“But you’ve probably never used this hole, since Kiss is the modest type.”
The hand that had been rubbing my lips soon grabbed my hair. I glared at Deus with resentful eyes as he made me rub my face against his front. He was determined to stick his dick in every hole in my body. Deus, looking down at me like that, spoke in a languid voice.
“Don’t make that face. I feel like I’ll come already.”
His already hard erection touched my cheek. I was of course puzzled about how to put this enormous corpus cavernosum, which wouldn’t be strange to have its own consciousness, in my mouth, but since I’d never done this kind of thing before, I also wondered where to start.
Deus, who had been looking at me in despair as if puzzled, pressed his member firmly against my cheek.
“Are you getting acquainted with your husband’s dick?”
“……”
Right, what can’t you do to survive? Rather, if I got him off with my mouth, I might not have to use my swollen back hole, so it might be beneficial. After deliberating, I finally opened my mouth irritably. Then I stuck out my tongue briefly and licked over the piss hole already dripping pre-cum. Deus, who had sighed, said.
“At this rate, will you make me come before the day ends, honey?”
“I, I’m doing my best too.”
“No, this isn’t your best. Gather saliva and open your mouth wider. Keep your tongue down.”
At Deus’s action of tapping my cheek, I eventually opened my mouth wider. I somehow managed to get the tip of his dick in my mouth, but my jaw hurt from the volume filling my mouth, making it hard to move.
‘It’s astringent and fishy……’
Deus, who had been watching me intently in this predicament, gripped my nostrils with his idle hand and pulled the hand gripping my hair. At the dick instantly going all the way down my throat, I made a “gak” sound and gasped for breath. Deus’s roughened breathing pierced my ears.
“Haa……”
The moment my throat, which had never been stimulated like this, was touched, I felt my eyes reddening. In a situation where I couldn’t breathe because Deus was gripping my nostrils, and my throat was blocked too, it felt agonizing to the point of death.
Even uncaring about my action of slapping his thigh with my palm, Deus shook his hips with veins bulging in his neck. The saliva pooled in my mouth wetted his member, making squelching sounds.
“How are your tongue small, your mouth small… your body narrow, and your dick only clit-sized?”
“Mmph, ngh.”
“It would’ve been good if you were born a girl to match your appearance. Then I could’ve gotten you pregnant right away and kept you sitting at home. Right?”
I tightened my throat for a moment at Deus’s action of pressing down on my crotch with his foot. Deus, who had frowned at my action, pulled my hair even closer so that his pubic hair rubbed against the bridge of my nose.
Before long, the dick ravaging my throat throbbed and poured out semen. Only after ejaculating did Deus release the nostrils and hair he’d been gripping, then suddenly pulled out his dick without warning.
“Kheuk, hic, cough……”
At the strange feeling of the dick that had filled my throat being pulled out, semen I couldn’t swallow dripped onto the floor. The concentration was thick and the amount was large, so my mouth was completely covered in semen. Deus, who had covered my mouth as I was busy coughing lightly from the wrongly swallowed semen, met my gaze.
“Swallow it all. Don’t spit out even a drop.”
I flinched at the cold voice. Gasping for breath while dripping tears and snot, I eventually swallowed the semen. Only after confirming I’d swallowed did Deus remove his hand covering my mouth and smile pleasantly.
Just as I was relieved, thinking he’d end it at this for today, question marks appeared above my face at the firm arms picking me up. I asked Deus, who was laying me down on the bed, in a bewildered voice.
“Wh-what are you doing?”
“Hm? What do you mean what… We have to do marital duties.”
“But just now, you said there was an audience scheduled……”
“I’ll take care of such trivial matters myself.”
Trivial. Right now, because of whom are the noble representatives who control the empire gathered in one place? The trivial one seems to be this side no matter how I think about it. I shook my head with the blood drained from my face at the unexpected situation. Deus, who had grabbed my pelvis and pulled me down, said with eyes already gone mad.
“You just need to focus on me.”
* * *
My thighs convulsed at the member invading inside with a thud. My body, flipped over and only letting out groaning sounds, was already covered in sweat. I think I counted up to about the third time, but I didn’t count after that, so I had no idea how many times we’d had sex.
Deus, who had embraced my neck as I only let out moans with my mouth half-open, shook his hips with weight. It was harder and more painful because I couldn’t even push away with my wrists tied behind me.
“Stick out your tongue.”
Deus, who had grabbed and turned my shoulder as I swayed almost out of my mind, kissed me. Just as our tongues were mixing wetly as usual, something dripped down my philtrum.
“Huh.”
Bewilderment showed in Deus’s voice, which rarely showed confusion. I’d consumed stamina for too long, and it was naturally impossible for Ash’s body to endure Deus’s stamina, so a nosebleed had finally burst out.
Deus, who had frozen for a moment, reached his hand toward my face. My body shrank at the large hand that seemed about to slap my cheek. I shouted in a voice full of fear.
“D-don’t touch me!”
Deus, startled by my desperate voice, hesitated. I bit my lip with my face lowered. Perhaps because the blood flowing from my nose seeped into my mouth, it tasted salty. Deus, who had been quietly watching me trembling while completely withdrawn, spoke in an expressionless voice.
“What’s wrong?”
“Stop, stop it. You’ve done enough, you’ve tormented me enough.”
I shed tears while biting my tongue in fear. Unlike before when I could look him in the eyes and talk, now I was too scared to even meet his gaze. I spoke with my gaze lowered.
“Wh-what did I do wrong for you to do this? I didn’t do anything. I’m scared of you. I’m scared you’ll kill me.”
“……”
“How many times do I have to say it, I can’t like you. If I’m with you, I’ll have to live trembling like this for the rest of my life. I want to go home. I want to go back home……”
I spewed out the thoughts floating in my panicked mind haphazardly. My lower area was damp from having urinated long ago, and my swollen cheeks from tears stung and hurt.
In a situation covered in sweat and tears, I’d even gotten a nosebleed, so this was probably the worst face I’d ever shown Deus.
I forcibly held back tears but eventually let out a pitiful cry. In the instantly frozen atmosphere, Deus, who had been silent the whole time, asked in an affectionate voice.
“Then should we just stop?”
