“Hng, mm…….”
Perhaps surprised by the moan echoing in his throat, Rose immediately parted his lips. It was still close enough to feel each other’s breath. Tickling his cheek with the tip of his nose, Rose whispered softly.
“Does it hurt?”
“No.”
Elijah pulled his neck into an embrace.
“Do it more, it feels good.”
The red eyes looking down at him trembled. A few seconds of precarious silence flowed. His pale, beautiful forehead furrowed slightly. Perhaps because the position was quite uncomfortable due to their height difference, he lifted Elijah up in one motion and sat him on the counter.
Elijah bound him with both legs and pressed their lips together. Though it couldn’t be, Rose’s tongue had a dizzying sweetness. He lightly bit his lips like Rose had done earlier, and slowly rubbed the inside of his teeth with the tip of his tongue.
It felt like it would be fine to never separate like this for a lifetime. Rose’s breath, trembling faintly each time he sucked on his tongue, was sweet enough to make his head dizzy.
They had merely crossed just one boundary between the lips they’d always pressed together, yet he hadn’t known such new pleasure existed beyond it. If he’d known that licking inside each other’s mouths felt this good, he would have done it every day from a younger age—the years he’d lived without knowing felt unjust.
“Haa…… Elijah.”
Rose unbuttoned Elijah’s shirt with one hand. Elijah’s heart pounded fiercely. He wanted to get closer to him. Even though they were already as close as they could possibly be, he yearned because they couldn’t touch more.
The lips that parted with a wet sound descended down the corners of his mouth, the tip of his chin, and his nape. The breath flowing over the exposed skin grew increasingly thick. Long fingertips traced the surging Adam’s apple. Elijah removed his shirt himself.
Elijah’s shirt silently settled onto the old rosewood counter stained with countless faded scars. The lips that descended along the exposed shoulders headed below the collarbone.
“Ngh…….”
At the sensation of gently sucking on his skin, Elijah moaned shallowly with a shudder. Rose’s movement, which had been tightly pulling his waist with one arm, abruptly stopped.
“……Does it hurt?”
His surprised face carefully examined Elijah. Elijah shook his head while unbuttoning Rose’s shirt.
“I was just a bit startled because it tickled.”
“Sorry.”
Haa…… Rose’s breath poured onto his nape. The body pressed against him without gaps was completely rigid. The tense muscles writhed, and strength entered the arms embracing Elijah. Even to Elijah’s perception, it was a gesture that seemed not to know what to do.
Rose’s embrace, which had become as strong as his grown body, sometimes suffocated Elijah quite a bit. Still, Elijah even liked that slight burden. If they merged like dough like this, it would truly be ecstatic.
The two young men focused on sensations they’d never felt in their lives while their bodies pressed together without gaps. Neck, shoulders, arms, wrists, sometimes even fingers. They licked, bit, and sucked everywhere their mouths touched.
“Ngh……, Rose.”
Elijah moaned softly and pulled his head into an embrace. A tingling thrill flowed wherever Rose’s lips touched. Though they’d seen each other’s naked bodies countless times and touched without reserve until now, he didn’t know why it felt so unfamiliar.
Just wanting somehow to press their bodies closer together, Elijah, who had bound Rose with both legs, bucked his hips. Rose ceaselessly pressed his lips against his shoulders and firm chest.
The lukewarmly wet lips covered the light brown areola. The soft tip of his tongue roundly licked the sensitively erect protrusion.
“Mmh…… Ah.”
Elijah’s shoulders trembled. A chilling shiver spread around the areola wrapped by the warm mucous membrane. A part he’d never once been conscious of despite it being attached to his body was crushed beneath his tongue, bringing an unbearably strange sensation.
Rose, who raised his head, quietly looked down at Elijah with a thirsty gaze. He whispered in a precariously trembling voice.
“……I’ve never heard that voice before.”
The fingertips carefully caressing around his eyes were tender.
“Is it because it hurts?”
“No.”
“Then?”
“I don’t know either…… Can’t you just continue?”
Rose was asking the same question for the third time already, but Elijah just thought his concern was excessive. It seemed like it would feel even better if they continued, so he didn’t understand why he kept stopping.
He yearned with heat that seemed about to be satisfied but wasn’t. The heat that couldn’t surge to the end and flowed down weakly pooled precariously in his lower abdomen. Elijah didn’t know what more to do or how to fill this insufficiency.
“Just a little more…….”
It was when Elijah, who had pulled Rose’s neck into an embrace, was about to press their lips together again.
—Are you sure you left it in the kitchen? You didn’t even go to the kitchen today.
—No, it’s definitely the kitchen.
Iris and Clover’s voices gradually grew closer. Clunk, the kitchen doorknob shook. Elijah couldn’t even think to thread his arms through the shirt Rose was putting on him, and looked at the door over his shoulder.
—Did you look in the dining room?
Beyond the door became quiet for a few seconds.
—Let’s go to the dining room first. I don’t think it’s here.
Rose, who had been waiting without moving for their footsteps to grow distant again, let out a small sigh. He threaded the shirt onto Elijah’s arms and said.
“Let’s go to the room.”
* * *
He didn’t know with what presence of mind he’d climbed those long stairs. It was the first time the path going up to the room had felt this far. Heat rose from his body, flushed from the excitement that had already risen as much as it could and from climbing the stairs.
Elijah, who glanced outside the window carelessly, was a bit surprised to see the darkened sky. It had definitely been early evening, so when had time passed like this?
As soon as they entered the room, their lips pressed together as if they’d been waiting, becoming deeply entangled with squelching sounds. Elijah unbuttoned Rose’s shirt, which had been fastened roughly here and there, and removed it below his shoulders.
Rose, who had been stepping backward pushed by his body, flopped down on the bed. Elijah climbed on top of him and unbuttoned his own shirt, pulling it open.
“Do it like before…….”
Elijah, who brought Rose’s hand and placed it on his own chest, whispered while pressing his lips against his cheek.
“It feels really good.”
In his eyes, which were distorted as if troubled, Elijah discovered the same desire as his own. The red eyes quietly glistening within the reddened eye rims were lovely.
“Elijah…….”
Firm arms bound Elijah’s body. The lips that grazed the tip of his chin fell to his surging Adam’s apple. Roughly running his hands through the puppy-like soft curls, Elijah savored the ticklish sensation of his lips grazing.
The hand that swept down his spine burrowed inside his waistband. The large hand weakly gripped Elijah’s buttocks. Elijah felt the pants he was wearing were stuffy. He felt the desire to touch completely with a bare body without a single thread.
“I want to touch more.”
“Me too…… I do too, Elijah. But…….”
Elijah kissed Rose’s hesitating face all over. The reddish eyes that looked like they would cry at any moment were so pretty. He looked as yearning as himself, and on the other hand, also seemed a bit frightened.
The hesitating lips trembled and whispered softly.
“……I’m scared you’ll break.”
“Huh……?”
Elijah was dumbfounded, but Rose’s expression was too serious for laughter to come. It was also a skill to say such absurd things with such a tender face.
“How could a person break from doing what? You always worry too much, Rose.”
Desperate fear filled the eyes looking up at him.
“People can break more easily than you think, Elijah.”
“Well, that may be true, but…….”
When Elijah opened the front of his pants without reserve, Rose’s shoulder muscles tensed. The erection rising tall between the loosened waistband was much longer and harder than what he’d usually seen.
“You won’t break me, will you, Rose?”
When Elijah’s hand touched the glans beaded with sticky fluid, Rose bit his lips shallowly.
“Will you break me?”
“No……, ngh……, no…….”
When Elijah gripped the penis and stroked upward, Rose, who had been panting not knowing what to do, shook his head and hastily grabbed his wrist. Elijah carefully observed the fluid that stretched stickily and dripped down. Rose must have been holding back the urge to urinate like himself.
“Don’t look…….”
Rose buried his forehead in his shoulder and pleaded.
“It’s embarrassing.”
“What’s embarrassing? It’s always like this in the morning too.”
Though he hadn’t properly seen the bodies of other peers, Rose and he always bathed together and saw every aspect of each other. When they opened their eyes in the morning, it was always the case that their firmly raised penises poked each other’s stomachs or thighs.
“I’m the same. Want to touch?”
Elijah, who grabbed Rose’s hand and pushed it into his pants, made him grip his penis. His hand, which burrowed into the already wetly soaked underwear, flinched and trembled.
“Ah…….”
Elijah rubbed while pressing his penis against his palm. He who loosened the front of his pants began to move his hips instinctively.
“Ngh, ……mmh.”
Just a little more. If he just did a little more, it seemed like it would feel good…… The body swaying following the pleasure that seemed about to reach but didn’t was firmly trapped in Rose’s arms.