“I just woke up…”
—Yes. Take your time getting ready and come out.
Unlike his usual sly manner, it was a strangely stiff tone. Without realizing it, I found myself reading Seo Heejin’s mood, wondering if he was angry. Thinking about it, I should be the one angry at Seo Heejin who came to my house without even setting a meeting time.
“Do you want to come inside and wait…?”
—If I go into hyung’s house now, I won’t be able to come back out.
Seo Heejin was a bastard who knew how to say he’d have sex in very ordinary words. What could I answer to those words? Should I say come in and let’s just fuck since all we have between us is sex anyway?
I absolutely couldn’t say that, so being sulky was all I could do.
“Got it. I’ll get ready quickly and come out.”
—You can take your time getting ready.
Kind words with an unkind tone. Thinking it was fortunate I’d washed my hair after exercising and before sleeping yesterday, I just roughly washed my face and wore jeans and a hoodie. My messy bed hair wouldn’t settle down even when I tried to slick it down with water, so in annoyance I finished by pulling the hood over my head.
Anyway, I’d either settle things appropriately with Seo Heejin and go to his house together to have sex. Or, I’d come back to my house alone and longingly miss the cock that left while listening to “Farewell Taxi” miserably. It would be one of the two.
My footsteps going down the stairs also drooped listlessly as if lacking energy.
Seeing Seo Heejin’s car standing in front of my house, rather than moving forward, I wanted to walk backwards and go back up the stairs.
Ah, I don’t want to see Seo Heejin’s face. Even if Seo Heejin’s neck was cut clean off and only his body walked into my house like a zombie, I felt like I could have sex with that body.
As I just stood still, my phone buzzed with a bzzt.
> Seo Heejin
> What are you doing standing there? 11:03 AM
Sharp eyes. I was about to reply that I was preparing my heart, but stopped because I felt too mean to myself. Mental preparation my ass. I was just thinking it would be nice if Seo Heejin’s neck flew off and he turned into a zombie.
I opened the car door I’d opened several times now, once again.
Seo Heejin greeted me with a more decent face than expected, even smiling gently with his eyes. It was a completely different feeling from when we talked on the phone earlier, so I couldn’t easily get in the car and hesitantly stepped back. What on earth is this crazy bastard thinking to be taking such a strange attitude?
“Hyung, get in quickly.”
Seo Heejin smiled brightly. Could we talk after getting in the car? The moment I saw Seo Heejin’s smiling face just now, my heart that had been bustling for two days was clearly organized.
I didn’t have the confidence to handle Seo Heejin. A crazy person should meet someone equally crazy, not meet a normal person like me. I should make him choose one of two: either continue as sex partners openly, or remain as ordinary office colleagues.
Taking a big breath, I got in the car and waited for Seo Heejin’s question.
I’m really mentally prepared this time too. Hurry up and ask. Seo Heejin, who had been staring intently at my face full of determination, tilted his head.
“Aren’t you going to wear your seatbelt?”
“Huh? Uh-huh… I should.”
It was an unexpected statement, so I answered in a stupid voice and fumbled to put on my seatbelt. Is he going to talk when we get to his house? Then would I have to take a taxi back? Seo Heejin’s car slowly started.
No matter how bad I am with directions, it was certain that where Seo Heejin was going now wasn’t his house. My imagination, which was usually pathetic, always overflowed at bad moments.
Isn’t he going to confine me until I say I’ll try to get along with him? Isn’t he going to lock me up in some secluded place where no one can find me and do neglect play with a bunch of dildos and vibrators stuffed in? After tormenting me all weekend like that, eventually when I have to go to work, I’ll cry and beg him to please let me go to the office… and to avoid getting fired from the office, I end up dating Seo Heejin—that kind of situation came to mind.
While having such absurd imaginations, I also had the fleeting thought that being subjected to neglect play once wouldn’t be bad.
Neglect play—that wasn’t something just anyone could do. I tried it a few times when I was young, but if you whined and begged while aroused alone, the other person couldn’t hold back and would pounce 100 out of 100 times.
How far could Seo Heejin endure? My cock twitched at the wicked imagination. It was fortunate I wore jeans—if I’d worn thin clothes like sweatpants, it would definitely have shown.
However, the place where Seo Heejin’s car stopped was a place famous for brunch cafes.
“Here…? You want to go here?”
My finger pointed back and forth between Seo Heejin and me. So right now, you, and me, the two of us are going here? I was so dumbfounded that words didn’t come out properly.
“Yes. Why?”
Seo Heejin left me behind with a “what’s the problem” face and got out of the car, and all I could do was hold out in the car. I had no intention of going to what was obviously a date spot with Seo Heejin and enjoying brunch cozily together. As I just sat still without even unbuckling my seatbelt, Seo Heejin, who had been waiting for me in front of the car, smiled faintly.
“What are you, some kind of princess? Do I have to open the door for you too?”
Seo Heejin, who opened the passenger door, ridiculed me thoroughly. I wasn’t protesting for you to open the door. I was just protesting that I didn’t want to go to a brunch cafe with you and set a mood.
“Should I unbuckle your seatbelt too?”
At the scary words, I quickly shook my head. In the end, I unfastened the seatbelt with my own hands and ended up in the terrible situation of sitting across from Seo Heejin eating brunch. I’d lived my life priding myself on being born with strong internal organs, but lately whenever I faced Seo Heejin, I felt like getting indigestion every time.
My insides were clearly screaming that they’d get indigestion, but strangely the taste felt on my tongue was the best.
“Crazy… I’m more annoyed that it’s delicious.”
Even while grumbling, Seo Heejin smiled with his eyes at me pushing food into my mouth. Even though my pride was greatly hurt, it couldn’t be helped.
Anyway, I couldn’t understand what Seo Heejin was thinking coming to a cafe like this with me, and what he was thinking not asking anything. When we parted last time, he acted like he’d press me to guess the answer as soon as we saw each other’s faces today.
“Seo Heejin.”
When I called Seo Heejin with a stuffy heart, his prettily curved eyes sparkled.
“Why aren’t you asking me anything?”
“Can I ask here?”
Even at the words I brought up first out of stuffiness, Seo Heejin took out his phone as if he had no intention other than eating. As Seo Heejin said, I did have something to say, but what I had to say wasn’t the kind of thing to say here.
As I was poking at the salad with my fork again, suddenly a click—the sound of a photo being taken was heard.
That sound was coming from Seo Heejin’s hand sitting right in front.
“What are you doing?”
When I looked at Seo Heejin in confusion, another click sound came.
“You eating looks cute. Don’t mind it.”
How could I not mind when my eating appearance was being photographed? Seo Heejin, like guys taking photos of their girlfriends when they go to hot places, didn’t even eat properly and just kept taking my photos.
When I covered with my hand telling him not to, he’d take it saying that was cute, and when I pretended not to care and chomped away, he’d take that too saying it was cute. I had a hard time understanding what was so cute about me, a guy who’d be thirty the day after tomorrow.
Finding Seo Heejin too hard to overcome, I just chose to give up. Even if I split Seo Heejin’s head in half and took out his brain, it was obvious I wouldn’t understand what he was doing. When I left it alone like that, Seo Heejin even paid for everything himself.
Since it was so unseemly, as soon as we got in the car I handed him 20,000 won, more than the original menu price, but Seo Heejin laughed and said it was fine.
“Fuck, am I your girlfriend?”
Even when I cursed first in intense anger, Seo Heejin just giggled. I didn’t know what Seo Heejin was thinking doing this shit, but one thing was certain. This approach was wrong—very, very wrong.
“Hey.”
The limit of my patience was eating a meal together at the brunch cafe. Trying to somehow have sex with Seo Heejin one more time while being treated like this was a waste of energy.
I’d lived just fine even when Seo Heejin’s cock hadn’t appeared in my world. So even if it disappeared again, I’d be a little… very empty, that’s all.
Quick-witted Seo Heejin instantly caught my rage. Seo Heejin’s approaching hand took the 20,000 won still held in my hand. Soon after, Seo Heejin’s head approached and a low voice whispered into my ear seething with anger.
“Hyung, I’m hard.”
Had I only described Seo Heejin as a nutjob or psycho until now? This wasn’t just any ordinary nutjob.
Clearly knowing I was angry, and there was no way he’d be hard in this situation that wasn’t sexy at all. It was obviously a ploy to divert my attention to his cock while spouting such ridiculous words.
“Stop talking bullshit.”
Feeling there was no need to respect him like a human being, I pushed away the close face with my hand, but my wrist was grabbed hard enough to hurt. That force forcibly dragged my hand and pressed it firmly on his cock.
Fuck. It was real. Seo Heejin’s cock was truly hard. The thing swelling on the inner thigh made my mood soften enough to hurt my pride.
“Ah… I was originally going to watch a movie and have dinner before letting you suck my cock.”
Seo Heejin started the car with his empty hand. My hand placed on Seo Heejin’s cock was naturally fondling it every time Seo Heejin’s force pressing down on the back of my hand gathered and released.
Actually, I could have just pulled my hand away.
