Fuck…… what?
I don’t even know where to start tackling this.
Let me recheck the current situation.
Me, bound.
That bastard, recklessly releasing pheromones.
And the “fuck you” comment.
……This is an emergency.
He’s insane.
With my head pressed to the floor, I could hear the faint thumping bass of EDM music.
Judging from the feel of the shirt collar against my neck, I was still wearing the same clothes. Therefore, this was still the middle of the party venue.
My last memory was talking with Baek Jeongwoo, so if I’d collapsed for some reason…….
The fact that I ended up like this must have involved someone’s intent among those who remained at the scene. Whether they ignored and abandoned me, or dumped me on this psycho.
‘Baek Jeongwoo, that bastard……!’
Anyway, it was 99% certain this was Baek Jeongwoo’s fault.
‘What happened to Yeongwoo.’
Worried brown eyes came to mind.
Does Lee Yeongwoo know I’m in this situation? If so, isn’t he running around everywhere looking for me…… I felt pathetic hoping for that, but with my hands and feet useless, I had no choice.
At the very least, I could only hope that Lee Yeongwoo, being an omega, wasn’t in the same situation as me.
“What are you thinking about.”
That psycho spoke.
“Seems you still have room to think about other things.”
“……If you’re going to…… find someone…… else……”
I barely held onto my reason and spoke to him like a warning.
“Don’t grab…… an innocent person……”
Then I heard the sound of suppressed laughter.
“Are you scared?”
Anyone would be scared if they were suddenly kidnapped and getting hit with pheromones, you criminal bastard!
……I desperately wanted to retort like that, but every time I opened my mouth, pheromones rushed in, making it impossible.
“You’re not my type at all either, someone like you……”
The man continued.
“But seeing pheromones about to explode right before a rut makes me want to play with you.”
“……Rut?”
Rut—does he mean that rut cycle? An alpha’s heat?
Those pheromones, whose are they coming from…….
“Kugh!”
Sharp pain struck my left shoulder.
That damn bastard had kicked me.
My body, which had been half-lying on its side, was forcibly turned to face the ceiling.
The cold I felt on my back was piercingly frigid.
“You didn’t even know you were in rut.”
Mocking laughter came again.
“……Were you always this stupid?”
Then weight settled on one of my thighs.
A shoe was firmly pressing down on my thigh.
“Aaah!”
Whether it was from being drunk on pheromones, or because my senses had become sensitive with my vision blocked.
A scream I’d been suppressing finally leaked out from the pain that was stronger than expected.
The man said.
“You’ll come with just a little touch.”
“……?”
Before I could understand those words, my thoughts stopped.
The foot that had been stepping on my thigh slowly crept upward.
As wrinkles formed in my dress pants, my nerves gradually focused on one spot.
‘……Damn it.’
I’d been so frantically struggling with the pressure and pain from the pheromones that I hadn’t noticed at all.
The heat spreading through my entire body, and that place which was especially hot.
In other words, in a nutshell…….
I was hard.
Again.
The man’s foot was precariously stepping near that area.
“Even in rut, to be aroused while being stepped on by another alpha.”
“St-stop……!”
I gathered all my strength to resist and tried to twist my body, but a caterpillar would have moved more dynamically than this.
My strength was so pathetically weak it was embarrassing to call it resistance, and instead more pressure was applied to the shoe.
“Wasn’t it enough even after using it on an omega?”
A voice like frost said.
“You slut.”
“……”
Omega? Slut?
I don’t know what he’s talking about.
First, there’s something to correct—this isn’t arousal. It’s a physiological response.
Even if a man isn’t sexually aroused, he can involuntarily get an erection due to tension, sleep, external stimulation, etc. Moreover, in my case, due to the aftereffects of pheromones that had been constantly suppressed, I was inevitably affected by others, and in this life I haven’t slept with an omega or anyone else…… How futile. Let’s stop thinking about this.
Even if I made excuses to myself, the other party couldn’t hear them anyway. Even if I had the strength to speak and explain the situation, it was uncertain whether he’d bow his head obediently and say, ‘Ah, I see. Sorry for the misunderstanding. Shall I untie you?’
“……Hieuk!”
Just then, the intensity of the pheromones grew even stronger.
“Do you know how to calm a rut?”
“Kugh……!”
As if gravity had doubled, my body pressed to the floor felt like it would be crushed and burst.
“Either pour it into an omega. Or rely on drugs to postpone it. Usually it’s one of those two, but.”
“St-stop……!”
“There’s one more method.”
It was like pouring hot lava over my body.
As if drizzling sauce, pheromones slowly flowed down from the top of my head, soaking my entire body.
“Just suppress it with even more overwhelming pheromones.”
……I’m really going to die.
Like a cornered beast, I tried desperately to move my body and struggle somehow, but it was useless.
“Easier than crushing cotton candy.”
“Ah, ugh……!”
“Especially if it’s a half-crippled alpha like you.”
Now I couldn’t even hear what that bastard was babbling about.
Only the instinct to escape the unbearable pain and heat remained.
“Don’t……!”
“Don’t what. Say it clearly.”
“Haah, phero…… mones! You, you bastard!”
“Seems you still have strength to yell.”
“……!”
In that moment, I was pierced.
I fell into the delusion of being pierced.
The pheromones that had only been wrapping around me penetrated into my lungs, my skin, pushing deep inside.
Like sticky liquid, like a massive serpent, what had been crawling over my skin forcibly wedged itself through every hole in my body.
I didn’t care about appearances anymore.
My entire body and face were already drenched in sweat, and saliva dripped from my screaming mouth.
The blindfold was damp—it seemed tears were flowing too.
“You’re overreacting. I’ve only released a little.”
“Huk……! Ah, huk!”
Violent pheromones incomparable to Lee Haram’s.
Lee Haram’s pheromones were also heavy and difficult, but they were worlds apart from those gentle flower scents full of consideration.
‘Haram…… was what I barely endured only 4%?’
Would it be like this if Lee Haram, a dominant alpha, deployed his pheromones at 100% like a protagonist in an action manga? Maybe even more. Right now, even after taking several times more pheromone desensitizers than usual, I was in this pain.
‘It’s hell……’
Was it because my brain was too overworked? All sorts of thoughts came to mind.
What if I die.
What about my adoptive parents.
What about Seolheon.
Rigor mortis…… does that also stiffen there? Ah, really what do I do? And so on.
“Don’t lose consciousness.”
Suddenly the weight on my thigh disappeared.
I thought the assault might finally be loosening up a bit and relaxed.
“I can’t let you escape.”
“……!”
He came at me again.
Not sweat but tears flowed through the blindfold.
“No, no more……. Can’t take…… anymore!”
No matter how much I begged, the pheromones came in and out as if my body were their own home, and then massive amounts oppressively surged in and out repeatedly.
“I’m being incredibly patient, you know.”
I clearly felt the grip of the hand holding my chin.
A hand large enough to cover my cheeks gripped my face tightly.
“So I don’t accidentally kill you.”
That hand slid from my chin down to my neck.
“Hnngh……”
“Is it hard?”
“St-stop……!”
“Stop?”
Pressure was applied to the hand on my neck.
“The one who wants to say stop is me.”
“……”
“Baek Gunho.”
That bastard knows my name.
A sense of injustice surged through me.
Why? I don’t know this guy, so why does he know me?
I’m the one being assaulted right now, so why is he talking as if I’m the perpetrator?
What did I even do, you……!
I wanted to demand answers, but with my reason already half-gone, my mouth wouldn’t move properly.
“Stay still. Unless you want to shake your hips like a dog in heat.”
A dog in heat.
Only after hearing those words did I realize a strange sensation was rising below my waist.
With pain this intense, my lower body should have wilted, but far from it, heat gathered there instead.
The more pheromones poured down, the more that indescribable sensation surged up…… ironically, the pain felt somewhat lessened.
“Hah……”
My body chased that sensation on its own.
My head filled with the thought that if I focused on it, I might be able to reduce the pain.
“What are you going to do if you really become a dog?”
Sarcasm immediately followed, but I didn’t care.
Following the sensation of pheromones roughly surging in and constricting my body, I moved.
“Ngh, ugh, ah……”
I couldn’t move my hands or feet, and had no strength to sit up. So all I could do was squirm my body and create friction with my clothes.
My hips jerked in an embarrassing position, and my lower half gradually swelled.
The sense of reality that I was making a spectacle of myself in front of someone had already disappeared.
I had to do this to feel less pain, so I simply had no choice.
“……Is it soon.”
Ringing filled my ears, and sounds grew distant.
As if sinking into water, the man’s voice gradually faded.
The heat focused at my center and the pain pressing on my entire body also subsided.
It’s comfortable. I wish I could keep sinking like this.
I’d felt this comfort before.
‘Match your breathing to mine.’
When the pheromone rampage occurred.
The warmth that embraced my body in the cold bathtub.
The last words Seolheon said…….
‘You can sleep.’
As soon as I recalled that gentle voice, everything went quiet as if it had been turned off.
I no longer felt the man’s cold, mocking voice or his rough pheromones.
My limbs, which had been tightly bound, were no longer uncomfortable either.
Just as I was falling into a stupor, my consciousness becoming hazy.
A person suddenly appeared before my eyes.
‘Don’t cause trouble for others.’
My dark vision suddenly brightened.
‘Just live carelessly like that and die.’
‘That would be a good death for everyone.’
The person who appeared was a middle-aged man, and I was sitting at a table.
It’s the same content.
As the dream I had today…….
‘It’s getting cold. Eat.’
……Am I continuing to dream?
Am I really dreaming right now?
Or was just now also a dream?
‘That vivid pain and heat was a dream……?’
The questions that chained together soon disappeared.
「……Answer me.」
The man’s lips moved slowly.
「Baek Gunho.」
The voice and lip movements were out of sync.
It was quite different from the voice I’d heard countless times, but with my head mushy like wet paper, I couldn’t properly perceive the difference.
「Are you…….」
Hazy eyes looked at me.
「Are you Baek Gunho.」
