Like a person suffering from thirst, he gripped Anya’s jaw firmly and forced his mouth open.
“Heu… eu….”
As if not allowing their tightly pressed lips to part even for a moment, every time Anya let out a clumsy breath, Evernight turned direction and kissed him deeply again. Anya’s body sitting on Evernight’s lap soon tipped backward. Before the boy’s head hit the ground, Evernight supported the back of his head and laid him down on the floor.
He continued kissing while undressing Anya. The dry body that touched the chill trembled finely, but didn’t resist like that time. Anya just closed his eyes tightly and hung his arms around Evernight’s neck.
“Ah…!”
He barely suppressed the impulse to break the slender, delicate neck and instead buried his face deeply in Anya’s nape and gritted his teeth.
A tremendous impulse rushed in uncontrollably. Now he really couldn’t stop.
“If you can’t stand it, bite my shoulder.”
Anya’s eyelids trembled. Evernight pressed down on Anya with his weight and moved his lips to take the not-so-dark-colored protrusion into his mouth. Since there wasn’t much flesh to touch with his hands, he decided to use his tongue as much as possible instead of using his hands.
Anya looked at Evernight in an awkward posture with only his neck stretched out stiffly. The combination of eerily blue eyes and red lips holding his own was so intense it made him lose his mind.
“Eu… E-E-Evernight, kyung….”
While sucking Anya’s chest, he brought his hand down and pulled down Anya’s pants in one go. Evernight put his hand between Anya’s thighs and applied pressure. When the rough knight’s hand covered in calluses touched him, his dry legs trembled finely.
“Are you scared?”
He raised one corner of his mouth crookedly and looked up at Anya. Anya shook his head slightly. The boy tried to remain as calm as possible, but it wasn’t easy. He kept reciting an incantation to himself.
*’This is all for Evernight-kyung’s sake. All for kyung’s sake. I’m not scared.’*
The man sucking his chest from below was too unfamiliar. He occasionally made sounds of suffering like Anya. It was clearly the same act as the first night, but something was different.
“Damn it, doing something I didn’t even do when I was young….”
Despite saying so, he didn’t let go of Anya. Excitement filled up between Evernight’s thighs. Anya unconsciously swallowed dry saliva. It was much bigger than his own. His stomach hurt from tension.
“Ah, wait, heu, heuk.”
When stimulation was applied to the intimate place that had never allowed intrusion in his entire life, Anya let out a sound as if his breath would stop. Evernight ignored that sound and pulled Anya’s pelvis.
“Position.”
Evernight exhaled deeply with a *hu*.
“Relax.”
Anya, you’re too stiff. His voice was soaked in deep excitement. Evernight tried not to hurt Anya as much as possible, but occasionally his patience ran out. His hands were hot but indifferent and also rough.
“Eu, eus. Ever, Evernight, eus, -nim.”
A strange sensation flowed down along his spine with a tingle.
“Breathe, Anya.”
Evernight said in a half-submerged voice.
Anya sobbed and tried to steady his breathing repeatedly, but perhaps because of the nightmare of the first relationship, he unconsciously kept tensing his body. Evernight looked down at the white body panting beneath him. He could see the tender chest heaving as if trying to endure the pain. It was quite pitiful, but at the same time Evernight felt a damn impatience.
His whole body boiled with the desire to enter inside that body right now. The inner walls as soft as Anya’s warm hair color pulled him in helplessly.
“That’s why I clearly told you not to have such half-hearted sympathy…!”
Before he could finish speaking, Anya hung his arms around Evernight’s neck and hugged him with all his strength. Their chests pressed together.
“I’ll, I’ll do well… so, so please be a little gentle, ge-gently. E-Evernight-kyung.”
Evernight felt his mind become hazy for a moment. It was as if the thread of reason he had barely been holding onto met a burning flame and crumbled helplessly. Only the heartbeat remained hazily near where their bare skin touched.
Anya groaned and received Evernight. Soon the boy’s body swayed weakly like a doll with its strings cut. Because he bit his lip so hard from the pain, tooth marks remained strongly.
Anya glanced at Evernight’s wounds occasionally in his shaking vision. At the black energy that had subsided a little, Anya finally burst into tears. Anya clung by embracing Evernight’s neck even tighter.
“Mo-more… heu, do it.”
Evernight spat out a curse in a roughened voice. His movements became faster and harder. Evernight licked with his tongue the tears flowing down the cheeks still full of fine hair. The deeper and faster his movements became, the more the monster’s hallucinations disappeared. Instead, the heartbeat of the small living creature in his arms was intensely embedded. Even though he was clearly holding him full in his arms, he desperately wanted to reach even more somehow.
He kept moving and kissed Anya’s forehead, ears, nose, and lips—everywhere. To put it badly, he wanted to chew up each and every one of them.
“Ah… ah!”
In an instant, Anya jumped up as if having a seizure. The young face that had been vivid with pain was now flushed with heat like Evernight. Unfamiliar with pleasure, Anya sobbed and kept calling Evernight.
“El… Call me El.”
Evernight thought he was half-crazy for saying such a thing, but he absolutely couldn’t stop. Anya cried out with a moist voice, El, El. The single word he had terribly hated was somehow okay just for now.
*’I’m really crazy.’*
His eyes that had turned purple curved greedily. Not knowing what to do, he forcibly turned the face of Anya who was clinging pitifully to his shoulder and kissed him deeply. Their tongues intertwined roughly, desperately like the last page of this dark era.
“Eu… heu….”
And at the same time, Anya reached climax. Evernight pulled away his lips and looked at Anya. The two gazed at each other for a while. Beyond the wall where no one existed, in the tranquil world, only the two of them were there. Evernight kissed him again like an impatient person.
* * *
Anya opened his eyes to the blue dawn seeping in from outside the cave. Waking up in an unfamiliar place temporarily disrupted one’s awareness. His unfocused eyes stared at the rough ceiling of the cave for a few minutes, then soon turned deathly pale as he sat up.
*Uk.*
A small groan burst out from his mouth unconsciously. Before he could fully sit up, because of the thick forearm placed on his chest, he hit his back against the cold floor again.
While barely enduring the pain rising from the vicinity of his waist, Anya looked to the side. He saw Evernight with both eyes closed, letting out regular breathing sounds. Fortunately. He looked much more comfortable, unlike someone who had suffered all night.
*’When he sleeps… he looks like this.’*
Evernight lost in sleep looked very peaceful. This was the first time he’d seen his face this close. Even though it made their same gender seem meaningless, his jawline and nose bridge were much stronger than Anya’s. Even so, the eyelashes of his tightly closed eyes were very thick, as much as the Claicer princesses, and his Northern white skin and dark-colored lips seemed to make him look handsome for a knight.
*’Yesterday with those lips….’*
Seeing the man’s slightly swollen lips, scenes from last night’s intercourse naturally rushed in like a flood. Nevertheless, Anya stubbornly examined Evernight. It was to check if the monster’s curse had been lifted.
The boy’s gaze carefully followed Evernight’s forearm wrapped around his chest and finally looked at the back of his right hand.
“……”
The black threads that had climbed all the way up his forearm had descended considerably but were still horrifyingly showing off their existence. The fortunate thing was that the man’s body temperature, which had been hot like a fireball, had returned quite normally.
The problem was from now on. Until Riario came, they had to endure somehow. Food was scarce, and who knew when the monster’s curse would rage again.
*’If that happens, will I have to have relations with him again…?’*
Last night’s intercourse was very rough and long. After it repeated several times, Anya barely endured but eventually became exhausted first and fainted. Even without looking, his backside was obviously a mess, so he was afraid to even touch it.
Anya carefully lowered Evernight’s forearm while touching the edge of his own lips that had torn and scabbed over from receiving his thing yesterday.
*’As many times as needed, if he can just endure, I can have relations as many times as needed.’*
Though he had firmly resolved so, when the covering cloak came down and his naked body was exposed nakedly, Anya let out a small gasp. Red marks ran rampant all over his skinny body. He couldn’t not know what that meant. All night pressed under the man….
“St-stop!”
Anya closed his eyes tightly and tried to recall some beautiful scenery. But in the boy’s short life, the things he’d experienced were all either the desolate imperial palace of Maneregia or the bleak appearance of Tildyen Rock. Instead, Anya recalled what he’d read in a novel.
〈The great knight, Thorn, crossed the damp swampland teeming with all sorts of bugs and dangers and finally crossed the Hill of the Eastern Wind. Then below his feet spread a brilliant lake where all the stars of the night sky were pouring down. On the lake’s surface, spirits emitting the purest light in the world and fairies following them were frolicking….〉
The novel he’d read many times allowed him to easily recall scenes just by closing his eyes. However, before long, when Evernight’s arm pressed on his chest again, the imagination cracked like a fragile glass bead. Anya tried to get away from him while covering his face with both hands.
However, the sable fur cloak covering them wasn’t as large as a bedroom blanket, so his naked body immediately faced the chill of dawn. When Anya was barely hanging onto the edge of the cloak, Evernight’s hand reached out.
“…You’ll catch a cold.”
His voice was completely hoarse. It was originally a low voice, but with metallic sounds added here and there, it gave off a somehow strange feeling. With an unfamiliar emotion, the boy endured without being able to remove Evernight’s arm. Evernight pulled him toward himself while embracing Anya’s waist. Anya instantly buried his face in his chest.
“I… I… E-Evernight-kyung….”
“Shh.”
Evernight didn’t seem to want to hear Anya’s words. He instead entrusted his body to the afterglow of yesterday’s intercourse. An unbearable scent emanated from the body he had sucked all night. He could never boast that his patience was particularly excellent normally, but it was even more so during this period when the full moon rose.
When his blue eyes opened, it was as if the blue lake that Thorn had seen was inside them. The black threads on his forearm began to expand their territory again. Before the intense desire swallowed him again, Evernight bit down hard on the neck of the small living creature struggling in his arms.
