Sajun watched Go Woojae closely and silently waited for those lips to open. Looking at it this way, it seemed like whatever words came out would sound sweet, but amusingly, most of what came out of that pretty place were curses.
“How long…… are you just going to stare?”
“What……?”
“I can’t stand how frustrating this is.”
Sajun couldn’t bring out the rest of his words. Because Go Woojae, who had spat out a bunch of incomprehensible words, pulled Sajun’s collar just like that and crashed their lips together.
***
Woojae’s perspective, having caused a major accident of a lifetime, was like this. He’d fallen into a light sleep as if his battery had died from accumulated fatigue, and suddenly woke up to a rising chill. It was a mistake that he couldn’t remember the situation just before falling asleep.
That’s how tired and exhausted Woojae was. What he saw as soon as he opened his eyes was Gye Sajun in uniform. Moreover, the guy was mounted on top of his body and staring at him just like in the dream he’d been having every night recently.
He was angry at himself enough to wonder how long he intended to keep having such dreams, and since it was a dream anyway, he was feeling frustrated at the dream Gye Sajun who acted like he’d devour him with just his eyes but didn’t perform any actions. That’s why it happened.
“……!”
That was the reason he pulled Gye Sajun’s nape and pressed their lips firmly together. At the more realistic sensation than he’d thought, Woojae regretted choosing a kiss instead of a headbutt. A slight trembling was felt from the slightly parted lips. Woojae ended the kiss as if comforting a pitiful bachelor ghost who died without losing his virginity. The sound of their lips parting with a smack was utterly obscene.
“Is that enough now? Now get out of my dream.”
“So you’ve been having this kind of dream.”
“What?”
Only after spitting out those words did Woojae realize that this situation wasn’t a dream. As soon as he gasped for air with a huk, Gye Sajun, who had been frozen like stone until then, grabbed Woojae’s collar and lunged as if to devour those lips.
“Mmph……!”
The slippery and firm tongue of another person that rudely dug in gave him a taste and sensation he’d never felt even once.
Woojae was shocked at the mass of flesh that pried open his lips and surged in, and gripped the guy’s uniform with his swollen fingertips. Gye Sajun’s tongue swept through and ravaged Woojae’s mouth as if extorting. The expression “tasting the inside of the mouth” was more accurate. At the feeling of the tongue tip digging into the roof of his mouth, Woojae trembled at the waist.
“Hnngh, you crazy bastard, ah……!”
At the end of a kiss close to a physical fight, what touched his lower abdomen was none other than a thick pillar. Woojae couldn’t do anything about Gye Sajun pressing down on him, licking and sucking his lips, and could only squirm.
The first kiss of his life was unspeakably rough. Because of Woojae struggling, the uniform string came undone and their firm chests pressed against each other. The bare chest touching the flat spandex shirt was hot.
“You, fuck……! Agh, let go!”
“You started it first.”
The accurate point made his bones ache. Gye Sajun quickly rebutted in the gap when their lips briefly separated and dug into Woojae with reddened eyes. Woojae had to receive the kisses pouring down like a bomber, unable to do this or that, feeling like he was holding a bomb about to explode on the fuse he’d lit.
Fierce kisses continued until his lips swelled up. Most of all, the biggest problem was with himself. If he’d hated this situation terribly, he would have done it even if it meant splitting the root of the guy’s tongue with his teeth.
“Hngh, mmph…… let me breathe, ugh, ngh, ah……”
He hated to admit it even if it killed him, but Woojae was getting aroused by this rude and violent kiss. The kiss that had continued as if violating the inside of his mouth changed to be as soft as down as soon as Woojae released the strength from his body. Rather, it was a sweet and yearning kiss that felt desperate. He wanted to die. Because he wanted to cling to Gye Sajun.
“Haah, ha, nngh……!”
“Open your mouth.”
Gye Sajun commanded in a more solemn voice than when he told him to spread his legs during stretching. He didn’t want to listen to the guy’s orders, but the feeling of their tongues touching each other was addictive. Woojae, drunk on excitement, opened his lips without knowing it. The expression that his body wouldn’t listen to him was accurate. It felt like below his waist was whining. It would have been better if it had been a dream.
The two people who until recently had firmly pledged to become ‘friends’ were now openly clashing lips under the pretext of an accident. As soon as their lips separated from lack of breath, they kissed again and repeated mixing tongues.
I’ll say it again, it was an unexpected accident. At least for Woojae, who had been confident he was heterosexual.
Even now after returning to the dorm room, his mind was scattered. Woojae struck his rapidly beating chest hard with his fist.
“Fuck!”
Curses burst out without him knowing. Because his pounding heart and trembling hands all didn’t feel like his own.
“Eek, you scared me……!”
Thanks to that, Minwook, who had been sleeping obliviously, was startled and let out a sigh. Woojae didn’t want to wake Minwook, so he used as calm a voice as possible. Because if the kid woke up now, things seemed like they’d get bigger.
“It’s okay, it’s me. Go back to sleep.”
“Uhhh, Woojae, it’s Woojae…… Why are you, why, why are you cursing…… yawn……”
When he turned off the lamp that had been on the desk, Minwook, who had been whining as if throwing a sleep tantrum, fell right back asleep. He needed to take a cold shower. He had to somehow put out the fire lit by another person. Rushing into the bathroom as if diving in, he threw off the uniform the guy had given him and stripped without leaving even a single piece of underwear, and what came into view at a glance was his lower half that still hadn’t cooled its heat.
“Hah……”
It was enough to drive him crazy and make him jump. Without delay, after adjusting it to cold water and turning on the water, cold water poured down from his head to his toes. The lust that had been penetrating his spine was washed away enough to make him think this is why people go under waterfalls when practicing asceticism. Woojae stood there for a long time trying to erase Gye Sajun’s scent.
“You idiot bastard…… Let’s just go die.”
Honestly speaking, Woojae had no standards or experience to judge whether the guy was objectively good at kissing. All he could know was that the kiss was so good it made him lose his mind. His lips were swollen and still burning from how much he’d bit and sucked. It had been just moments ago that he’d been frantically kissing the guy. Woojae repeatedly recalled and erased the memories from just before while soaking his naked body in cold water.
– Haah, ha…….
– Go Woojae.
– ……Move.
He recalled again those yearning eyes staring at his face intently. Woojae shook his head repeatedly.
Crazy bastard. Fucking crazy bastard. Fucking insane bastard.
Curses kept bursting out without knowing who they were directed at. It was clearly a situation where both of them had gone crazy, but from Woojae’s position, he came first. No matter how drunk on sleep he was, no matter how much he thought it was a dream, the one who kissed first was none other than himself.
If you traced right and wrong in this incident, the responsibility was entirely his. It was also crazy that Gye Sajun responded to the kiss instead of hitting him, but his own sin of doing it first was greater.
“What do I do now, fuck……”
He regretted for a moment that he’d fled and left the guy behind to return to the dorm, but at the same time, the feeling rose of what would have happened if he hadn’t run away?
Right. What would have happened if he hadn’t run away from there? He recalled the guy’s club that had been clearly asserting itself. Although today wasn’t the first time that vicious thing had been erected toward him, today was different from other times in that he’d also gotten aroused.
The last exam was tomorrow, but it seemed like everything he’d studied hard had evaporated.
All he could remember was only the hot body temperature, the breath that stirred inside his mouth, and the tongue. In the end, Woojae couldn’t escape from under the shower even long after his usual shower time had passed. It was obvious that in the process, his body temperature had dropped severely.
***
It felt like his eyes would fall out. Throughout the exam, his head hurt and he had such a fever that Woojae submitted his exam paper while fighting against a body visited by both a fever cold and body aches. He wore a mask tightly in case a cough came out—Woojae really didn’t want to give those other alpha bastards cause for trouble—so his breathing was really labored. It was an exam he endured purely with mental strength.
Because his concentration had completely fled, even he couldn’t gauge the results of the exam. It was the worst cold he’d had in years. Even when he’d gotten caught in spring rain last time, there had been no problem, but his poor condition was a variable. It was perhaps a natural result that after moving his body until sweat poured in a state of accumulated fatigue, and as soon as that sweat cooled, he stood under cold water for over an hour.
“Ugh……”
This morning, no one was standing in front of the dorm room door. Considering what happened last night, this could also be a natural result, but who was Gye Sajun?
Because he was the guy who had been bumping into him shamefully until now, he thought he’d be standing in front of the room today too with audacity, but his expectation was simply shattered. For Woojae, it was a fortunate thing. Because he didn’t have the confidence to face with a normal expression the guy he’d kissed like playing with fire the day before.
– Woojae, don’t you have a fever?
– I’m fine.
– My god, look at how your voice is wrecked. What time did you come in yesterday? You can’t even rest because of exams, what do we do! Hey, anyway, take the exam and come back and sleep right away.
– I said I got it…….
– You don’t have part-time work today, right? There’s an infirmary in the student hall, so try going there. I have to go work all night because that crazy professor bastard said to submit the midterm assignment by Sunday…….
– Yeah yeah…….
Minwook was especially chatty today, but since the content was mainly worrying about him, he just listened. Since his physical condition was bad, perhaps thinking his swollen and burst lips were also because of that, Minwook didn’t ask more.
Woojae arrived at the lecture hall after skipping breakfast while worrying about what to do about the accident he’d caused last night, and took the exam in a daze. Whether Gye Sajun took the exam in a different lecture hall from him, he didn’t appear in front of him even until he submitted his exam paper and left.
