“Ah! Hah!”
A sob like a shrill scream flowed from his mouth. Chris’s hand unknowingly groped toward his lower abdomen.
“It’s just level one vibration. I’ll raise it step by step, so why don’t you show more joy?”
At Yuri’s words, casually thrown out, Chris looked up at Yuri with wet eyes.
“This, no, this is, please. Rather with your hand……! Kugh!”
Even trying not to react, the guiding thickly filling the surroundings crumbled his will. Chris unknowingly reached out his hand.
Knowing Yuri hated being touched, he deliberately gripped the bed sheet, but it was because he was startled at the thought that he would leave him like this and go. However, the courage Chris mustered only managed to grab Yuri’s shirt hem.
Yuri, who had been looking down at Chris’s hand gripping his clothes with dark eyes whose thoughts were unreadable, opened his mouth.
“Regrettably, I need to leave now. Since you left, I have a lot of work to do. You can play well by yourself until I return, right?”
The voice adding, since I even prepared a new toy for you, contained not a shred of mercy. Chris released the strength from the hand that had been holding Yuri’s shirt.
His legs curled up on their own. Even when he tried putting strength below, the egg that had started vibrating went further inside rather than coming out and didn’t seem like it would leave at all. He had even less courage to directly put his hand into his anal and rummage around. All these sensations belonged to an endlessly unknown territory for Chris.
With every breath, the guiding that entered and swept through his lungs slowly stole his body and mind, and Chris was seized by the pleasure soaking his body.
Yuri looked down at the man curled up tightly on the bed, groaning while swallowing his moans. The platinum blonde hair, wet with sweat and tangled in disarray, looked brilliant even in this dim and gloomy place.
Yuri, who had unconsciously reached out his hand, turned around instead of stroking Chris’s head. With a click, the door closed and the room was plunged into complete darkness.
Stepping outside the door, Yuri wiped his hands on the handkerchief Chase offered and said,
“How is the surveillance of Black Pit going?”
***
Chris had absolutely no idea how many days had passed since entering here. This place was like a space where time had stopped. It felt like becoming a clock whose spring was wound and moved only when Yuri entered.
When he came to his senses in the midst of haziness, he stared blankly at where the door had opened, where the light had come in.
The coarse thirst in his mouth had now become a habit. Chris kept waiting for Yuri, soaked in guiding and pleasure.
He was already land that, though thoroughly soaked, couldn’t forget the days of drought and waited only for rain, and a dog guarding the house waiting only for its master to return.
Many things had happened in the meantime.
The egg inserted inside on the first day drove Chris with increasingly intense vibrations as time passed. Unlike when Yuri touched him directly, he couldn’t easily reach climax. It got to the point where he had the crazy thought that he wished it would move more roughly.
Nevertheless, Chris had wet the sheets numerous times before Yuri returned. It was because of the guiding energy wrapped around this room. It was already shocking that non-contact guiding was possible, but it was even more incomprehensible why that energy could remain even when not in the same space as the guide.
The more he experienced it, the more Yuri was a continuation of incomprehensibility.
His body was lighter than ever. Even when he first woke up at Northern Light, he hadn’t been in such optimal condition. However, inversely proportional to this, his mind became thoroughly powerless. The craving to live within Yuri’s guiding overwhelmed Chris’s will.
Every time Yuri entered, he carefully caressed Chris’s body. He thrust below as if only interested in his pleasure. Since he never once attempted to unleash his own desire, the only flesh that violated Chris’s insides was Yuri’s fingers.
The touch that had been clumsy at first gradually became skilled. He led Chris to pleasure. As much as pleasure was engraved on his body, it felt like Yuri was also learning when and how Chris reacted.
Yuri becoming skilled at showing what pleasure was through guiding alone was by no means a welcome thing for Chris. However, his body was steadily tamed, so now Chris’s rear swallowed the egg without difficulty. Even when three of Yuri’s fingers entered at once, rather than feeling burdened, his waist bucked in greed for the pleasure he would bestow.
Once the fuse of sexual sensation was lit, it didn’t easily extinguish and tormented Chris long and persistently. Though partly due to being born an Esper, the stamina he’d gained from steady training didn’t allow him to pass out.
Click.
Along with the sound of the lock turning, the door opened. He could see a rectangular shape of light opening on the floor. And into that square of light, a human shadow stretched long.
It was Yuri.
Though he didn’t know where the strength came from, Chris raised his body and shuffled back toward the head of the bed. Because he sat up, the position of the egg pushed into his lower abdomen shifted slightly, pressing on his inner walls. A sweet moan flowed past his lips.
“Haah……”
Yuri, who had already arrived beside the bed, lifted Chris’s chin with his fingertips as he bent down.
“How wretched.”
Yuri clicked his tongue while looking at Chris’s eyes that had become blurred beyond measure. The clear blue eyes were filled with turbid fog. He was pleading with only his gaze, soundlessly.
Yuri had often seen worse states than this. Because the destination of Espers enduring winter without a guide was ultimately all similar.
“It took longer than expected, but it seems to have stabilized somewhat now. Just a little more should do it.”
Before long, Chris realized anew that he was no different from a bottomless jar. Even Yuri’s tremendously relentless guiding couldn’t fill him in one go. Though partly due to being gradually consumed by energy imbalance until now, basically his body required a lot of guiding.
It was absurd for a B-rank Esper’s requirements.
“I have to do more… here.”
Chris let out an empty laugh. He knew that guiding through sexual intercourse had the highest efficiency. However, the fact that the reason Yuri had continued this act for the past several days while loathing touching others was ultimately nothing more or less than guiding was by no means a pleasant thing.
He had mentioned imprinting while saying he would tame Chris again. In the end, Yuri only thought about filling Chris with guiding energy, unconcerned with his own physical or mental pain.
How precious must that ‘Danil’ who may or may not exist inside him be?
Even if he really was Chris Danil, as Chris Northern Light now, his heart felt blackened.
Perhaps because everything except simple thoughts had been cut away, soaked in desire, the thought that he hated Yuri suddenly welled up.
“Since stabilization has occurred to this degree, you’ll soon be able to use your abilities.”
Abilities—what Yuri mentioned wasn’t Chris’s ability to transform into a wolf, but Danil’s telekinesis.
Catching his breath, Chris spoke what was inside him.
“……Don’t you think I’ll run away if that happens?”
Though he knew that provoking him while detained by the mafia like this was by no means wise, Chris couldn’t bear it without speaking those words.
“Run away?”
Yuri raised the end of his words as if asking back, repeated Chris’s words, then chuckled. Just that was enough to know how Yuri had taken what he said.
In fact, Chris also knew why Yuri reacted that way. Having learned that something like Yuri’s guiding existed in the world, Chris wouldn’t be able to obtain satisfaction from other guides. The past several days had been nothing but a process of confirming this and engraving it to the bone.
Chris vividly remembered the revulsion he’d felt toward Luca or other guides he’d met before. Rather than guiding, it was no different from shoving filth into his mouth to avoid starving to death.
If he returned to Northern Light, two forms of death would ultimately remain for him.
Either suicide before guiding became insufficient, or wait until guiding became insufficient and be killed in rampage.
Yet seeing that he absolutely didn’t feel like he should remain by Yuri’s side, his head was definitely broken somewhere.
‘I have to go back.’
At least while Yuri mistook him for Danil, he wouldn’t stop guiding, yet his heart to return to Northern Light headquarters wouldn’t break.
Perhaps it was defiance toward Yuri who only looked for Chris Danil with him right before his eyes.
However, only after being detained by the mafia like this did Chris realize he was obsessed with Northern Light.
‘Because it’s the place that rescued and took me in the day I lost my memories?’
However, he wasn’t readily convinced. Though he’d thought he should be faithful to where he belonged, he’d never once harbored a wish to repay the favor.
“It seems you still have the strength to rebel. Well, even if Espers are weak here, their stamina is good.”
Yuri muttered while lightly pressing Chris’s temple with his index finger. However, Chris knew from experiencing it with his own body that it wasn’t that Espers’ minds were weak, but that Yuri’s guiding was overwhelming.
What guide on earth possessed power strong enough to shake an Esper’s reason? If Yuri hadn’t repeatedly said he wasn’t an Esper but a guide, Chris would have thought he was an S-rank psychic-type Esper.
“Spread.”
Chris obediently spread his legs. Refusing anyway, Yuri’s guiding would melt his thoughts. Moreover, he had a tendency to become more cruel each time Chris clumsily resisted.
The last time he resisted, Yuri plugged Chris’s urethra with his finger and raised the egg’s vibration to maximum output. When guiding poured in on top of that, Chris ended up shaking his waist while begging to please let him cum.
