Siwoo, who had been leaning on Evan and held in his embrace, pushed his chest with both hands to create distance between them. Late at night. Inside the car speeding down the quiet road, it was dark so he couldn’t read Evan’s expression. But more clearly than ever, Siwoo could feel him.
Siwoo’s slowly moving lips touched not Evan’s lips but his chin. It was because Evan had turned his head just before their lips barely touched. Siwoo, who lowered his gaze downward, bit his lower lip. In his head where all thoughts had stopped as if covered in hazy fog, one fact circled around.
You clearly said it was okay, even if I’m an Omega. You said that kind of thing didn’t matter. You said we’re a pair, and that kind of thing didn’t matter.
What he just said was an acknowledgment that he was an Omega. Because there’s no way a heat cycle would appear in a Beta.
Even until this morning, they’d shared sweet kisses in bed. But right now his actions were a clear rejection. Siwoo’s hands that had been spread out on Evan’s chest shrank into small fists.
Gathering the constant desire to touch him, Siwoo tried to escape from his embrace. Their touching lower parts were hot. And it wasn’t just him.
Clearly he wanted him too. Unable to say any words, Siwoo moved restlessly. Just being apart like this was sufficiently difficult.
His skin tingled to the point of stinging, and everything surrounding his body made him uncomfortable. Soft things, rough things, all of it led to a single stimulus.
“…Let’s stay like this.”
Siwoo’s actions trying to escape his embrace with difficulty scattered to pieces at Evan’s touch that came down heavily.
At that action that made it impossible to move, Siwoo’s lower lip trembled palely. Why was he holding onto him when he was the one who rejected him?
“You don’t like it?”
He expressed numerous things he wanted to say in one question.
“Not right now.”
Had Evan’s voice ever been this dark? Evan, who muttered in a low, sunken rough voice, hugged Siwoo so strongly he couldn’t even breathe. Ironically, at the same time his breath was blocked, Siwoo’s body trembled faintly.
Siwoo, who let go of everything, closed his eyes. His pheromones, which filled deeply into his lungs every time he inhaled, slowly spread out. His entire body tingled as the hot heat rising from within and his cool pheromones collided.
But all he could do right now was rub his heated forehead against Evan’s cool neckline. Siwoo’s hand that had been caressing Evan’s firm chest with just one thin cloth between them moved along his body of its own accord.
“…Haa-“
The hand that had been rising toward his face eventually ended up in his hand. And the moment something soft and moist touched his palm, a sigh mixed with nasal sounds flowed from Siwoo’s mouth.
Evan’s lips, soft, warm, and tingling, were crushed inside Siwoo’s palm.
Evan frowned and shifted his gaze outside the window.
The small, soft hand that came into his hand was hot. His tender flesh that touched his lips was far too sweet. Siwoo’s pheromones, sweet and seductive enough to pickle his brain, stuck to him viscously.
It was that bastard who ruined his plan. Though precarious and anxious situations continued, everything Siwoo wanted could have been done. The music awards that brought no inspiration to him whatsoever was something Siwoo had been dreaming of.
The first thing Siwoo said as soon as he opened his eyes this morning was ‘I can do well, right?’ For several days, all of Siwoo’s interests had been focused on the music awards.
It’s hazy now, but there was such a time for him too. Like the first award he received or his first stage when he was nervous. So he didn’t want to take away such an opportunity from Siwoo. He didn’t want to ruin it with his own greed.
Though both Fayden and the traditional Korean medicine doctor showed negative views, Evan unavoidably forced Siwoo, who said he didn’t want to, to take the herbal medicine. He endured with difficulty and came this far.
If that bastard who should be ground up and drunk hadn’t only done crazy things, today would have become that kind of day that would remain forever as a perfect memory for Siwoo.
With Siwoo’s unstable state, he worried first that being close might rather be a problem. So it was his fault for entrusting him to Sangjun after the awards ceremony and leaving first.
Beta Sangjun wouldn’t have known at all, and Siwoo too.
He thought ‘no way.’ Because there was no crazy bastard who would openly do such a thing in this kind of place. But the moment he faced Siwoo covered in the dirty and vile Alpha’s pheromones, all he could do was take Siwoo away from that place.
He should have calmly explained this situation to Siwoo, but he didn’t have the mental state, leisure, or time to do so. And he became certain. The fact that he was definitely the only one who felt Siwoo’s pheromones growing thicker as time passed.
The official schedule was the music awards, after-party, and live broadcast. Without time to seek Siwoo’s understanding, Evan changed their accommodations. He told the agency like a unilateral notice, and now all their luggage that had been placed at the hotel had been moved to the family’s villa nearby.
With changing accommodations as the baseline, he coordinated with the agency to change the live broadcast that should have been done at the hotel to the waiting room. He said they would skip the after-party at the hotel, and to avoid drawing people’s attention even a little, he had a car waiting at the back door. And he diverted Siwoo, who was coming out with the other members, midway and put him in this car.
Siwoo, who had heated up as much as he could heat up, didn’t even know what kind of pheromones he was releasing. Naively, he was mistaken that right now he had caught a terrible heat cold.
Fayden didn’t feel Siwoo’s pheromones at all, which dominated the air in the car without any gap.
As soon as he heard through the staff that Siwoo had flushed cheeks, he contacted Fayden with an anxious heart. When he first explained this situation to him, what he proposed was one thing. Siwoo’s and his own blood.
He happened to be visiting this place because of a conference. At his request, he came straight to the music awards venue, and waited in the car with the private security team he called.
He would receive a detailed examination at the hospital later, but the simplest thing to check was a blood test.
Siwoo had never experienced a heat cycle even once yet. And even if this was a late manifestation, since late manifestation itself was an uncommon case, Fayden didn’t want to miss this situation not as an attending physician but as a scholar. And what Evan proposed to such Fayden was perfect security and accurate treatment.
He didn’t know what might happen to Siwoo, so he didn’t want any nonsense related to him to leak out for no reason.
Heat cycle.
The simplest way to resolve it is one thing. Relations with an Alpha. But it was also something that could be controlled through medication.
As soon as the car stopped at the villa in the quiet suburbs, Evan carried Siwoo and got out of the car.
“Put me down.”
The breath of mumbling Siwoo seeped into Evan’s nape. Evan’s steps quickened as he gathered up Siwoo. Evan, who went straight into the bedroom, turned his body as soon as he put Siwoo down on the bed. Evan, who was about to go outside, stopped his steps at the touch grabbing the end of his clothes.
In the bedroom where all the sensor lights that had quickly turned on according to his movements had all turned off, only faint moonlight dimly illuminated the surroundings.
“Medicine…”
At his words, he felt the strength of Siwoo’s hand gripping his clothes intensify. Siwoo’s small head that had been looking down moved slowly, and his beautiful face was fully revealed in the moonlight. With moistly wet eyes, the red lips that had captured his gaze all day slowly opened.
“It’s heat, isn’t it?”
Evan swept his face with one hand. He was thinking of taking medicine himself first, and then hastily giving Siwoo herbal medicine. But with this face, with this voice…
Along with a rustling sound, the sweet plum nestled into him. Two small hands fumbled and covered Evan’s face.
“Then what I need most isn’t medicine… it’s you. Because I’m an Omega, you don’t like…”
The small body full of heat moved, and the moment Siwoo’s lips, which approached him on tiptoes, found his lips, one string of reason he’d been trying to hold onto until now snapped with a tuk.
“Hngh…”
There was nothing to stop the two who had heated up as much as they could heat up. Leisure was a luxury. Evan’s hot lips covered Siwoo’s lips, and Siwoo fearlessly touched first Evan’s tongue that swept through his mouth.
The tips of tongues that didn’t hide their desire tangled together and wet sounds rang through the quiet room. At Evan’s actions of biting and sucking with his teeth set as if eating sweet candy, Siwoo wrapped both arms around his neck.
The moment Evan’s hand that had been sweeping down Siwoo’s lower back gripped Siwoo’s buttocks, a gasping moan burst from Siwoo’s mouth. Evan’s lips, unable to endure even the gap when their lips briefly separated, descended on Siwoo’s face. Evan’s lips that kissed indiscriminately—eyes, nose tip, cheeks—finally rushed back to Siwoo’s lips breathing out ragged breaths.
Evan’s touch, which persistently chased Siwoo’s hesitating tongue while sweeping through the tender inside of his mouth and sweeping down the roof of his mouth, became busy. The hand that burrowed inside the soft knit caressed Siwoo’s soft, hotly heated skin.
Evan, who had been showering countless kisses while giving Siwoo breathing room even for a short time, briefly pulled back his body.
“Haa, Evana…”
Along with the sound calling Evan while drawing out the end, as if he disliked even that time of being briefly apart, Evan’s hand moved, and the knit that had been covering Siwoo’s body fell to the floor.
“It’s okay.”
The blue moonlight shattered whitely over Siwoo’s body. A soft voice flowed from Evan’s mouth as he approached Siwoo, whose slender body trembled slightly as if feeling the chill.
“…Hng.”
There was no pretense in Evan’s eyes looking at Siwoo, disheveled to his heart’s content by his touch, on the black bedding. When he placed his palm on the heated cheek, Siwoo’s closed eyes slowly opened. A long sigh flowed from Evan’s mouth as he met those eyes where pitch-black darkness had descended.
“Hold me.”
Siwoo’s small whisper became the fuse.
