What kind of giving disease and giving medicine is this?
“Hongdan, say ah. Ah—”
No. First of all, is this even medicine, fuck.
Hongdan, whose entire body was tightly wrapped in blankets, only glared at the other person until his whites showed instead of opening his mouth. However, the guy who had turned a perfectly fine person into a silkworm cocoon was just bright and cheerful.
“Really, it’s no-ot hot at all. Hongdan, you saw me blow on it twenty times to cool it down. Hurry and finish eating so we can go see our pretty thing.”
“……Right now, what I can’t use isn’t my arms.”
Hongdan pouted his lips and muttered at Seonha’s overprotection that had started again. It wasn’t that he didn’t know the basis of this excessive behavior was affection, but the embarrassment was unavoidable. He rather wished he was appropriately indifferent like before losing his memories.
Seonha tilted his head, asking “Hm?” Feeling like his face might turn red, Hongdan shut his mouth tight. If not for what followed, he would have stayed like that until his meal table was cleared.
“Ah ah— I know, I know! Hongdan, what you can’t use isn’t your arms but your mou……”
“Ah! Ah! I said ah already, ah!”
This crazy perverted bastard!
In the end, Hongdan surrendered to the vulgar words and actions. Seonha still held the spoon while grinning widely. Truly a perfect victor’s smile.
“Eat lots.”
“Annoying……”
Hongdan’s eyes had no chance to look straight ahead. His neat eye shape once again became pointy triangles. Of course, Seonha didn’t mind.
“Should I put kimchi on the next one?”
Seonha asked while scooping rice into a round shape like his own eyes. Hongdan looked at those eyes without saying anything.
“……”
……Well, does it even matter anymore?
It no longer felt awkward. That innocent light, and himself contained within it.
His posture relaxed more comfortably than before. Even the crudely wrapped blanket felt quite cozy once he got used to it.
“Braised beef.”
Hongdan muttered in a timid tone. Probably even if it had been a slightly smaller voice, the guy wouldn’t have missed his words.
“Nnng, braised beef.”
See.
He understood.
Hongdan’s eyes sparkled with a gentle fullness. Seonha naturally picked out the biggest piece. This time he waited for him with his mouth already half open. Seeing that, Seonha’s mouth corners also rose a bit more.
“Is it good?”
“Well…… so-so.”
“That’s a relief.”
“You saw me eat lots yesterday in front of you too.”
“But I’m still relieved that you’re eating without saying you’re sick of it.”
“You have a lot to be happy about.”
“When I’m with you, Hongdan, it’s often like that.”
“……Cringy.”
It was their daily life, both unfamiliar and familiar, theirs alone.
***
Hongdan eventually mustered his heavy body and ventured out. He wanted to stubbornly hold out on the bed, but there was no other choice. Because Seonha had warned, “Mm, if you’re really struggling you don’t have to go out, but I’m not confident I can hold back any longer here.” Even while saying that, the faint shadow over his gray sweatpants had gradually become clearer. The moment he saw that, Hongdan bounced up like a spring and fled to the bathroom.
Was it only this sex fiend who had a phoenix’s thing, or were alphas’ brains originally ruled by their dicks?
But Hongdan knew. No matter how much he pondered it, this was a difficult problem he could never solve. Because the only alpha Hongdan had ever met in his life was Seonha alone.
“Haah……”
It was deplorable.
His own situation of being only chaste, unlike guys who had fucked this omega and that omega.
The fact that he had ultimately offered his precious virginity to trash like Yeon Seonha also added endless lament. However, the guy was busy enjoying their date after a long time.
“Still, it’s nice to come out, right? It’s a shame to spend our day off after so long only at home.”
……Annoying bastard.
Just moments ago it was a face he wanted to give quite a warm gaze to, but now it couldn’t be more hateful.
“Not at all. What’s a shame is my youth that’s passed.”
“Huh?”
Hongdan responded crookedly even to Seonha’s ordinary question for no reason. Then he walked ahead of him with long strides. He knew he looked childish, getting upset alone after thinking alone, but it was hard to put back in his protruding sulky lips.
“Hongdaan— why are you suddenly like that again? Did I make another mistake?”
But he couldn’t get far before being caught up to quickly. In fact, due to the physical height difference, Hongdan’s two steps were also Seonha’s one step. Even that irritated him. Hongdan sharply shook off the caught hand.
“Yeah.”
“What is it? I want to apologize. Tell me.”
Seonha intertwined his fingers again. Hongdan immediately tried to avoid it, but this time Seonha was also putting in quite a bit of strength. In the end, words far more vicious than what he’d originally intended to spit out came out.
“The fact that you should have died long ago but are still continuing to live even now.”
“What does that mean, agaain—!”
At the vivid hostility that suddenly seeped in, Seonha started whining. He shook the hand he was holding vigorously, expressing his dissatisfaction.
“No, you have to tell me what you don’t like so I can make you feel better. If things like this pile up and pile up, it eventually becomes the cause of a breakup. Hongdan, are you not going to see me anymore after today? You’re not, right?”
……Is that so?
He hadn’t thought that far. What the name of this relationship was, whether perhaps the ending was already decided.
If so, when that end would be.
Nothing had been clearly decided. He’d only acknowledged his heart that kept setting toward Seonha no matter how hard he tried to maintain balance.
“……”
Therefore, Hongdan couldn’t easily give a definite answer. Since both affirmation and denial were lies, he just kept his mouth shut.
“……You’re not, right.”
However, Seonha demanded an answer in an even lower voice. He put so much strength into the hand holding Hongdan that a slightly stinging sensation was conveyed.
Hongdan stopped walking and turned back to look at Seonha. The gaze he met was chillingly cold like flesh-cutting wind, even ominous. A short sigh came out.
Anyway, such a troublesome guy. He has to get confirmation of everything right away like that to be satisfied.
Hongdan intertwined his fingers in return and pulled him along.
“Ah, I don’t know. It’s nothing, so forget it.”
“……”
But Seonha remained stubbornly rooted to that spot. His expression also became somewhat sulky like Hongdan’s from moments ago.
A small wrinkle naturally formed between Hongdan’s brows.
“Why. If you’re like this, I’m just going home.”
Though it was a trivial threat you’d only make to a seven-year-old, apparently the guy’s mental age was around that vicinity. Seonha immediately widened his eyes and scurried over. Then he stuck his body right to Hongdan’s side and muttered.
“Among things related to you, Hongdan, there’s nothing trivial. Whether it’s that you accidentally stepped on an ant while going to work, or that they started selling bungeoppang in front of the office. Even something like you went to sleep a bit late today. It’s all important to me.”
Honestly…… it was cute.
The way he set the mood as if he’d get angry right away, but then rubbed his whole body over begging for affection at just one bullshit line about going home.
It was kind of like an immature shepherd who couldn’t think about his own grown size.
His mood finally lifted. He himself was no ordinary kind of crazy either. Even so, Hongdan bit down on his lips tightly, not showing that he’d cheered up. Though there was nothing left to hide from Seonha, it was because he wasn’t quite shameless enough for that.
“Because you try to remember even such useless things, you blew away ten years of perfectly good memories.”
“Ah, it’s not useless! To me, you’re more importa than our company’s confidential information or key researchers’ personal inform… Oomph!”
“Fuck, you want to come out all this way and advertise ‘I’m Yeon Seonha— hurry and catch me’? Shut up.”
No. Thinking about it, he himself still seemed normal. You could only really say someone’s lost it if they casually spit out jokes about selling out the number one conglomerate like this crazy guy.
Hongdan only let Seonha go after pinching his blabbering mouth for a moment. Though his speech had become free, he quietly moved his steps following Hongdan. But his actions were strangely sluggish. There was definitely something still catching in that sensitive inner heart.
Hmm, should I resolve this or not?
Probably if they walked around here and there, he’d start grinning “Hongdaan—” again, but until then it was a bit too much to drag this big guy around.
“Hmm……”
When he made a show of deliberating out loud, Seonha flinched for a moment. He probably thought he was still angry.
It didn’t matter if he sulked, but such misunderstandings were tiresome.
I should soothe him now after all…….
“Ah.”
At that moment, a question flashed through Hongdan’s mind.
It originated from the thoughts that had created this small commotion.
Hongdan stopped his diligently moving feet and stuck his face out to Seonha.
“Hey, when was your first experience?”
