The floor was damp. Yeon Dogyeong’s semen that had flowed back out from inside Joo Seonghan’s asshole dirtied his perineum. Yeon Dogyeong pressed his lips to Joo Seonghan’s mouth and blew air in several times. Joo Seonghan, who gasped “haak,” coughed and opened his eyes drowsily. His face was a mess. He was kind of cute.
“Not bad, right?”
He asked him without stopping the laughter that kept leaking out, and raised his body. Even though the air conditioner was running, he was hot so he took off the t-shirt he was wearing. While he was at it, he also took off Joo Seonghan’s damp t-shirt. He threw both t-shirts like rags onto the piss Joo Seonghan had leaked, and spread apart his clenched buttocks. Joo Seonghan’s hole, tightly biting the slightly shrunk penis, was wetly white.
He scooped semen on his finger and rubbed it on Joo Seonghan’s lips. He, who had been exhaling “haa, haa,” raised his blank eyes. The small mole under his chin glistened, wet with saliva. When he scratched it with his fingernail, Joo Seonghan scrunched one eye.
“It’s… hard…”
“Already?”
He smiled and asked teasingly, then slowly pulled out his penis. When he spread the buttocks with both hands, the hole that was trying to close opened back up. He bent his knees and sat down to examine the inside. He brought his face close to the hole and deliberately exhaled largely. Joo Seonghan’s buttocks flinched at the breath. He licked the round testicles once and put his finger inside the hole. He pressed here and there on the inner walls to check if anything was damaged. While at it, he spread semen well everywhere and raised his body.
“Your bottom is in good condition. Are you very tired?”
He stroked Joo Seonghan’s back with his wet finger. His back muscles were well-defined and slim, and Yeon Dogyeong liked the three moles at the tip of his shoulder and the mole on the back of his neck. Chuuk, chuuk. He kissed those spots and blew air on Joo Seonghan’s ear.
“Should I kiss you?”
“…Yes.”
He stroked his penis glistening wet with semen and gel to make it erect and firmly pushed it into Joo Seonghan’s hole. He put his tongue between the lips of Joo Seonghan, who moaned “heu.” He sucked on the inside of his mouth making smacking sounds and moved slowly. Joo Seonghan’s body rippled softly. Forcibly suppressing the urge to move roughly, he rubbed Joo Seonghan’s tongue that was moving minutely with his tongue. While running his hands through his hair, he continued the hip work slowly as he wanted. He occasionally stole glances at Joo Seonghan’s reddening eyes, then pulled his head back. As if unwilling to let go, Joo Seonghan’s lips followed. In a way, it even looked pitiful.
“We’re going to do this often from now on, so why are you so regretful? Hm?”
Joo Seonghan, who stuck his tongue out of his lips, looked up at Yeon Dogyeong stupidly. Yeon Dogyeong smiled and scratched under Joo Seonghan’s chin.
“I’m not going to give you the injection.”
“……”
“I’m not going to erase Joo Seonghan-ssi’s memory.”
“…Just now, what did you…”
“It’s a secret between us.”
He pleasantly pulled up his lips and caressed the tip of Joo Seonghan’s chin. The black mole embedded in his skin was distinct. He spread his tongue wide to lick it and raised his upper body. Joo Seonghan’s anxious gaze followed Yeon Dogyeong.
After hearing a semi-human’s voice, and then saying he wasn’t even attacked, he absolutely couldn’t let it go. It was an exceptional incident he had only heard of once, and Yeon Dogyeong had tremendous interest in that matter. So he decided not to erase his memory. From the moment Joo Seonghan confessed that fact to Yeon Dogyeong, everything related to Joo Seonghan was no longer Joo Seonghan’s personal matter. Joo Seonghan had clearly set foot in Yeon Dogyeong’s world. Joo Seonghan was now also Yeon Dogyeong’s.
“Let’s talk later and do it for now?”
He lightly thrust the penis inserted deep in the hole. Joo Seonghan, who narrowed one eye, looked up at Yeon Dogyeong.
“If you don’t feel like talking, only properly say no when you don’t like it. Got it?”
He tousled his hair. He pressed one wrist to the desk and moved his hips. Joo Seonghan, who closed his eyes, sniffled and contorted his face. What burst from his mouth that opened shortly after wasn’t the word “no” but a moan that had lost reason.
* * *
Below his waist felt languid. It was a feeling of his body sagging down and his eyes stung. Joo Seonghan forcibly shook his heavy head that couldn’t distinguish whether this was reality or a dream.
“Ey, giving an injection isn’t that difficult. I just did it to increase the success rate.”
His ears caught outside sounds. Joo Seonghan, who had been lying on the small two-person sofa, barely lifted his heavy eyelids. Yeon Dogyeong, with his arm hooked on a long mop, was holding the landline phone placed at the edge of the desk.
“My experience won’t go anywhere, so why are you so impatient? I’m not going anywhere. My memory is perfectly fine too.”
He made eye contact with Yeon Dogyeong. He smiled.
“Yes, since he just woke up, I’ll fill out the checklist and come down right away.”
Joo Seonghan braced the sofa and raised his body. His arms trembled. More troublesome than that was the situation below. His buttocks were damp. More precisely, the area near the hole.
“Lie down on your stomach.”
He, who hung up the phone and approached, spoke while roughly standing up the mop. His words didn’t reach his ears. Joo Seonghan looked up at Yeon Dogyeong while dripping semen from his hole. He was dressed in a shirt and dress pants he hadn’t seen before, borrowed from somewhere.
“I said lie down on your stomach. Does your back hurt?”
Yeon Dogyeong held Joo Seonghan’s face with both hands and rubbed it teasingly. Joo Seonghan grabbed and lowered his wrists with hands that had been wiped clean and dry.
“Give me… the injection.”
He brought up the urgent matter first. Yeon Dogyeong smiled crookedly and tickled under Joo Seonghan’s chin.
“I can’t carelessly erase the memory of a special person who heard semi-humans speak and even gained their favor. Since there are things to look into for Joo Seonghan-ssi’s sake too, cooperate a bit. Keep it secret from the research institute side.”
“……”
“Then I won’t tell anyone that you slept with me.”
His body flinched. Watching Joo Seonghan who had completely exposed his weakness, Yeon Dogyeong snorted mischievously.
“Wow, was that really it? Are you that scared of being caught sleeping with me?”
How could he not be scared? Because he would lose his memory, he touched Yeon Dogyeong’s lips and had sex with him. Because it was a dream, while breaking taboos, while ignoring the approaching guilt, he acted as he pleased, but that suddenly became reality. He had strayed from the right path. He might not become gay overnight, but he couldn’t erase from his mind the fact that he had slept with a man of the same sex named Yeon Dogyeong. If that fact became known to his parents… what would I do?
“I made you troubled for a different reason.”
Yeon Dogyeong stroked Joo Seonghan’s head. While running through his hair, he slowly laid Joo Seonghan’s upper body on its side.
“Even if I tell you not to be anxious, you’ll still be anxious, so I’ll point things out one by one.”
“……”
“There’s a problem with Joo Seonghan-ssi’s body. We need to investigate various things and periodically check your condition, but if we erase your memory, we’d have to kidnap Joo Seonghan-ssi each time. But that’s a bit much, you know. Your parents would worry too.”
He, who spoke in a monotone voice, made Joo Seonghan lie on his stomach. He ran his hand down his back and grabbed behind his knees to push. Joo Seonghan, who was swayed by his hands without resistance, looked at Yeon Dogyeong silently while kneeling on the sofa bent over. His head had hardened stiffly.
“So we’ll keep your memory alive, and except in front of me, pretend you’ve lost it. If the research institute finds out what Joo Seonghan-ssi told me, you’ll go straight into live experimentation.”
“……”
“I’m not threatening you. We’re making a deal. Do you remember what I told you about the forest?”
Yeon Dogyeong, who pulled out tissue from the small table beside the sofa, asked while wiping the semen that had overflowed outside the hole. He really seemed to have no intention of erasing Joo Seonghan’s memory. Unless he struck his own head, unless he stole the drug on his own and gave himself an injection without knowing the dosage, Joo Seonghan would have to live carrying all these memories. On top of that, he said there was a problem with his body. Live experimentation. The situation flowed outside Joo Seonghan’s expectations again, and there was nothing Joo Seonghan could do. Joo Seonghan, who rubbed his eyes, swallowed dry saliva and opened his mouth.
“…That they eat corpses…”
“What else? What other things did I secretly tell you?”
“…The yellow fruit and the magician story…”
“That’s my weakness. If you grab any random person from the research institute and say I know that, I’ll get caught too. Ah, additionally that. The fact that I grew up being beaten is also a secret.”
He, who spoke with a smile, took out a cotton ball wrapped in packaging from his pocket. He peeled off the wrapper and tore the cotton appropriately to bunch it up.
“Did you understand the deal? Joo Seonghan-ssi keeps my secret, and I keep Joo Seonghan-ssi’s secret. The fact that Joo Seonghan-ssi heard semi-humans’ voices and gained favor, and that your memory wasn’t erased, is a secret just between the two of us.”
“Sleeping with… me…”
“I said I won’t tell.”
He, who spoke with a “pik” laugh, brought the bunched cotton to Joo Seonghan’s buttocks. When he, who had given him his own weakness, said he wouldn’t expose Joo Seonghan’s shame, strength slowly drained from Joo Seonghan’s stiffly hardened body. Then cotton was pushed into the hole. He raised his body in shock. Yeon Dogyeong, who pressed down on Joo Seonghan’s waist firmly to stop his movement, forcibly stuffed in the cotton.
“Just keep it in until you get counseling. You need to be moderately physically uncomfortable to deceive that person. Joo Seonghan-ssi was so bad at acting.”
