Yeon Dogyeong, who spoke with a laugh, stroked his member once to wipe it and got down from atop Joo Seonghan’s body. He pulled his arm to sit Joo Seonghan up and wiped his jaw. Then he opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue. When Joo Seonghan only let out rapid breaths and stayed still, he cupped Joo Seonghan’s face. The touch stroking beneath his eyes was affectionate.
“I told you to kiss. Tongue.”
“But, on my mouth….”
There’s semen on it. Before he could finish his words, his tongue came out and licked Joo Seonghan’s lips before entering.
“Tongue.”
“……”
Looking at Yeon Dogyeong’s prettily folded eyes, he opened his sticky mouth and stuck out his tongue covered in semen. He put his hand in Seonghan’s hair, tilted his head, and kissed him. Was kissing like this? So deep from the start, so wet, making his stomach tremble like this?
“Hng….”
The breath that flowed through his nose mixed with nasal sounds. At some point, Yeon Dogyeong had lowered his hand and was gripping and shaking Joo Seonghan’s erect penis. When had he gotten hard? When he put the fishy-smelling semen in his mouth? When he smiled dazzlingly? When he put his penis in his mouth? No, from the very first moment he touched his lips. Joo Seonghan was clearly aroused by Yeon Dogyeong.
“Hngh.”
Joo Seonghan, who easily ejaculated after a few strokes from Yeon Dogyeong’s hand, gripped his shoulder tightly. Smack. Yeon Dogyeong, who pulled his lips away, lifted his hand wet with semen. He stuck out his tongue and licked it. Joo Seonghan gazed at him blankly while breathing shallowly.
“Satisfied?”
“……”
“Was it not good?”
Whoosh. The sensations that had been floating far away rushed at Joo Seonghan. As if returning to reality, Yeon Dogyeong’s speech that had shortened returned to normal. Joo Seonghan rubbed his mouth with the back of his hand and wiped it.
“No, just….”
“Was it good?”
“…I think so.”
“That’s good.”
Speaking plainly as if they hadn’t just shared each other’s saliva and gripped and shaken each other’s penises, he took off his t-shirt and stood up.
“Sleep a bit more. Wash if you feel uncomfortable.”
Dropping his clothes one by one to become naked, he entered the pond. Originally, is this how it’s done? It was the first time he’d kissed someone who wasn’t a lover, and the first time he’d seen, touched, and sucked a man’s erect penis. Joo Seonghan looked at Yeon Dogyeong’s broad back submerging in the water, then lay down. He couldn’t think about anything. His body felt heavy with exhaustion. Joo Seonghan closed his eyes.
“Wake up.”
The vibration that started from his shoulder spread throughout his body, but Joo Seonghan didn’t open his eyes. The bed was so comfortable that he didn’t want to get up at all. It was cozy and warm. He wanted to continue sleeping like this for a long time.
“Really can’t wake up.”
The words that flowed out quietly didn’t reach Joo Seonghan’s head. While he breathed without moving, drunk on sleep, a sensitive spot was grabbed. Joo Seonghan sat up in shock.
“Oh, careful. Your dick almost got bent.”
Yeon Dogyeong, squatting beside Joo Seonghan, spoke playfully. Joo Seonghan looked down at Yeon Dogyeong’s hand, his face, and his own body with a not-fully-awake face. Bare upper body, the black t-shirt covering his waist, and Yeon Dogyeong holding Joo Seonghan’s penis with the shirt lifted. The fresh smile hanging on his lips didn’t suit the current situation.
“Team Leader Yeon.”
“Yes.”
His hand gripping the penis was moving. At the hand gesture that undulated as if controlling strength, the half-erect penis grew even more.
“…Let go.”
“Should I?”
He obediently removed his hand and stood up. He had already finished preparing to leave.
“Get dressed. We’ll eat while we go.”
He looked up at Yeon Dogyeong with his raised perspective. He looked down and smiled, tilting his head slightly. As if asking what’s wrong.
His head was a complete mess. Joo Seonghan lowered his head while running his hand through his hair. Then he looked down at his naked body and had a belated question. Did I sleep with my clothes off yesterday? Hiding his confusion, he looked around. His underwear and pants were hanging near the campfire with black smoke rising from it.
“Ah, there was too much semen on them so I washed them roughly.”
‘Close your mouth and suck hard. Good boy.’
Same voice, different tone. Joo Seonghan answered yes quietly with a complicated face and put on the black t-shirt. To put on the underwear and pants in front of the campfire, he had to stand up completely. Normally he would have moved without a second thought, but he hesitated. It was because of Yeon Dogyeong squatting at his feet and staring intently between Joo Seonghan’s legs.
He didn’t know why, but he didn’t want to show him his penis while going to get his underwear. After deliberating, Joo Seonghan knelt and crawled while being careful not to let his gaze go to him. His not-fully-subsided penis dangled. Still, he was able to safely rescue his penis from his view. Reaching near the campfire, he bent his waist. His underwear caught on his outstretched fingertips.
“Really peculiar. You sure you came out of a person’s belly?”
He quickly put on the underwear he’d barely grabbed and glanced back at Yeon Dogyeong. When he silently brought the pants and put them on as well, he pushed the shoes placed nearby to Joo Seonghan.
“I wonder if you came out of an alien’s belly.”
“…Why?”
“Because you don’t want to show your dick but you show your ass well.”
“…Did you see it well?”
“I could even see your balls. And your hole too.”
He had nothing to say. So he kept silent, then changed the subject.
“Probably, it’s correct.”
“What is?”
Yeon Dogyeong, who stood up, looked down at Joo Seonghan and asked. Joo Seonghan put on his shoes and took out a chocolate bar from his bag.
“I probably came out of a person’s belly.”
It wasn’t something he remembered, but since all children come out of a human’s belly, Joo Seonghan would be the same. Joo Seonghan quickly shouldered his bag and prepared to leave.
“Probably? You don’t have a mom?”
“I have one, but she didn’t give birth to me.”
This was the first time he’d heard such a direct question. The answer popped out without time to grasp the intention of the question, probably because he was flustered.
“Adoption?”
“…Yes.”
“Do your parents treat you well?”
Click. Yeon Dogyeong, who turned on the flashlight, shone it on Joo Seonghan’s hand. Joo Seonghan lowered his head and unwrapped the chocolate bar under the light.
“They treat me well.”
“That’s good.”
“……”
“I grew up getting beaten.”
He raised his head. The flashlight followed Joo Seonghan upward. He closed his eyes one step ahead before the stinging light came at him.
“…I’m really going to lose it.”
As if self-deprecating, Yeon Dogyeong muttered in a voice tinged with laughter. Joo Seonghan didn’t move, holding his breath like prey caught by a predator. Soon, the light disappeared. Footsteps sounded. Joo Seonghan opened his eyes. Following Yeon Dogyeong’s retreating back, he opened his mouth and took a bite of the chocolate bar. He rubbed his cheek. A few hours ago, the semen that had been thinly spread on his face had disappeared without a trace.
At a glance, nothing had changed much. They went here and there into the cave following the path, took breaks occasionally, and when the end of the day approached, they unpacked and slept. They encountered semi-humans once in the middle, but since there were few, Yeon Dogyeong dealt with them appropriately and moved forward. It was a similar course to usual. However, as they went deeper inside, the humidity in the cave increased and he could feel his body getting heavier day by day. Every night, waking up from sleep feeling a chill colder than ice might be because of that suffocating air.
Actually, there was no way to know if it was night, day, or morning, but anyway, Joo Seonghan woke up from sleep sweating coldly. The dream like an afterimage disappeared from his head the moment he opened his eyes, and only the heavy chill and the tingling sensation in his hands surrounded Joo Seonghan. An incomprehensible feeling of splitting and bursting something soft yet firm.
One day he stared at the sleeping Yeon Dogyeong’s face then lay back down, and one day he stayed up all night with open eyes. And last night he looked down at his trembling hands and opened his mouth. The sensation was thicker than usual. He breathed out in a frenzy at his heart pounding in his head, and the water droplets clinging to his throat choked him. What did I do?
‘Will you hold my hand?’
Startled by the suddenly heard voice, he turned around. Yeon Dogyeong, sitting leaning against the wall, was rubbing his eyes with his palm. The fast pounding sound that had been banging on his ears gradually moved away.
‘…What?’
‘I’m asking if you’ll hold my hand.’
‘…No.’
