“Mmph! Mmm!”
Seo Juhan’s face was still more than half covered. He couldn’t escape from the sudden attack.
Water streamed down from his hazelnut-like eyes.
There wasn’t enough oxygen going to his brain. But his arms, bound by that sturdy frame, could only twitch at best.
Feeling like he might suffocate to death, he desperately twisted his waist.
“Why are you so scared…? There’s nothing to be scared of.”
Go Un spoke in an uncharacteristically gentle voice, but his lower half was utterly vicious.
“If you come in, I’ll gouge your eyes out.”
“Mmph! Hngh!”
Seo Juhan’s face turned red as a ripe tomato. The pleasure that hadn’t completely subsided swelled up like a hot air balloon.
His toes tingled. His toes curled tightly. His sphincter also automatically clenched shut.
“Fuck…”
Go Un took it the wrong way and focused on thrusting.
“Mmph! Mm!”
Anguished moans echoed fervently inside Seo Juhan’s mouth. It was unbearable.
He might really die from this at this rate. Juhan squeezed his tongue through his lips like making an emergency request.
“Ah.”
A soft sensation touched between his fingers.
“Sorry.”
Only then did Go Un remove the hand covering his mouth.
“Hweok!”
Seo Juhan, whose airway had barely opened, urgently gasped for air.
“Nngh! Haak!”
Even though muscular arms tightly constricted his upper body, his thin body trembled terrifyingly.
The oppressive hip movements continued as before. He thrust so hard and fast it couldn’t get any faster.
Thud! Thud!
It was vicious and brutal, like hammering in nails.
The monstrous huge cock moved back and forth at a terrible speed. It felt like friction might start a fire. Every time it roughly jabbed inside and came out, even the red mucous membrane came out with it. It disappeared as soon as it appeared, barely visible at all.
“Hngh! Ah! Hah! Ngh!”
Uncontrollable cries mixed with lewd sounds of intercourse and rang out.
Seo Juhan floundered in a sea of ecstasy with half-unfocused eyes. Intoxicated with excitement, there wasn’t a place that wasn’t red—not his eye corners, not his lips. The transparent liquid wetting his cheeks and chin glistened, reflecting the bright fluorescent light.
The dark shaft was sticky with viscous bodily fluids and artificial lubricant smeared all over it. The junction bubbled and frothed with clear foam.
“Kugh…”
Furrows formed between Go Un’s brows. Rapid breaths leaked through his lips.
“Nngh! Nnngh! Haak!”
High-pitched cries burst from his gaping mouth.
It felt like his bottom would fall off.
It hurt. It hurt like hell, but it wasn’t purely painful.
Vast pleasure that offset the pain swept through his entire body like a tidal wave. Every time something was pierced, he couldn’t stand it. The sensation of scraping against his peak felt insanely good.
He simultaneously wanted it to stop right now while also wanting more friction.
More… more…
Unquenchable desire surged up inside Seo Juhan. It was an irresistible disaster.
No…
His front hole was on the verge of bursting.
Thwack!
“Haak!”
The dark red blunt object was shoved deep inside. From its tip, thick semen poured out in a torrent. The whitish viscous fluid stubbornly filled his intestines that had stretched to their limit.
“Ah… aah…”
Finally, clear fluid also trickled out from Seo Juhan’s crimson tip. It drew a parabola as it thoroughly soaked the mattress.
His waist twitched throughout his climax. The inside of his white thighs trembled finely. His inner walls spasmed madly, squeezing tightly inside.
Thwack! Thwack!
Go Un gritted his teeth and slammed in hard several more times. Having finally reached the pinnacle of ecstasy, he too couldn’t see anything before his eyes.
Meanwhile, the cock filling his intestines continued ejaculating as if furious. The amount was as much as the degree of desire. It filled him full of white seed as if it would flow back up to his stomach.
The violent hip movements that seemed endless gradually slowed.
“Haa…”
Go Un, intoxicated by the sweetness of ejaculation, rubbed his forehead against the brown hair at the back of Juhan’s head. He embraced him as if to crush him and rotated his hips languidly. Not caring about clothes dampened with sweat, he stuck to him like a dog and rubbed against him.
“Ah… ah…”
Seo Juhan’s mouth was still open. Thin liquid still leaked from his urethra like a crack.
“Mmm.”
Go Un enjoyed the afterglow for a long while.
Seo Juhan couldn’t come to his senses and trembled.
“Ha…”
Go Un opened his eyes that he’d closed with a low breath. The black pupils that had been burning threateningly were now loosely relaxed.
The penis, still the same size even after ejaculation, slipped out smoothly.
“Nnngh…”
Seo Juhan, utterly destroyed, flinched at the sensation.
The noose restraining his upper body was finally released. His body, having lost its support, swayed. It felt like his entire body was rattling.
The yellowish mattress was darkly colored in a circle only in the middle.
Though he had no strength, Seo Juhan couldn’t bear to collapse onto his own traces. He pressed his palms against the mattress and turned over with all his might.
“Haa… hwa…”
Seo Juhan panted so hard his chest heaved. It felt like he’d sprinted at full speed. The lingering trembling in his pelvis made him relive the orgasm.
His half-visible pupils had no focus.
The excessively bright fluorescent light stimulated his retinas. Seo Juhan raised his arm to cover his eyes.
Finally, darkness.
“Uah… haa…”
His matted bangs were damp.
With his vision blocked, his other senses became sensitive. In the soundproof room without any windows, the air hung heavily and stale. Even the fishy scent mixed in, stimulating his sense of smell.
His entire body was sticky with secretions. Between his armpits, his arms, his nape—everything was covered in sticky sweat. The loose-fitting t-shirt had become damp and stuck wetly to his stomach. He wanted to wash up right away and change into soft, dry clothes, but he had no energy.
The worst was between his buttocks where he could feel something foreign. That slimy feeling was unbearably disgusting. What was filled inside had even started squeezing out through the gap. The area he couldn’t even see stirred disgustingly.
“Ugh…”
Seo Juhan made a groaning sound. It was a nauseating sensation he could never get used to.
He felt like he’d become a lowly animal with only reproductive urges. It was revolting.
The ecstasy that had passed its peak also gradually subsided. Like breathing returning to stability, his sanity slowly crept back as well.
Fuck…
Only then did sorrow surge up in Seo Juhan.
He felt miserable and resentful.
“Because of you…”
His voice cracked raggedly at the end, his throat choked up. His throat also burned intensely.
“Fuck, hik, because of you…”
I pissed myself.
Seo Juhan tried hard to hold back tears.
He vaguely knew it wasn’t piss, but he didn’t know exactly what it was. He couldn’t handle the shame.
He forcibly swallowed the surging indignation down into his mouth.
“Kugh…”
But the unexpressed emotion lingered persistently. He felt upset and sad. He even felt wronged and frustrated. He felt like he was going crazy.
He even recalled the memory of wetting the bed after having a scary dream when he was young. The shock of getting slapped by his father was vivid, making him feel even more miserable.
A ball covered in spikes rolled around on its own. It poked in all directions, making scratches.
As the small wounds gathered and gathered, the scars grew uncontrollably large. They expanded their territory while sweeping everything away and turning it to ruins.
It was like an inescapable fire. Though the summit was visible ahead and he ran at full speed, he was inevitably consumed by the flames at some point.
“Why are you, hik, doing this to me…”
Seo Juhan whimpered while even his shoulders trembled.
“Why!”
Khung. The sound of sniffling continued. It sounded like a bird growling.
“Why hik, why are you doing this to me?”
“…”
“Why are you doing thiiiis?”
Seo Juhan started crying like a child. Soon it grew loud as if wailing.
“…”
Go Un quietly lowered the hand that had been rubbing his own genitals. He’d been preparing for a second round, aroused again by the sight of the sprawled-out Seo Juhan.
“Khup, hnngh. Hik keuk.”
Seo Juhan sobbed like a child who couldn’t control his frustration. He covered his eyes with his arm and cried pitifully.
A fully grown adult exposed his groin and bawled his eyes out.
Though he’d come of his own accord, he cried with tears and snot as if that weren’t the case. Like returning to a time when he thought things disappeared when they were out of sight, he knew no shame.
“…”
Go Un struggled to turn his eyes that kept heading toward that luscious groin.
Smack. Finally he licked his lips and awkwardly rubbed his nose with his good hand.
“Hik. Ugh, hwaaaang!”
Mournful crying echoed. The place was the ensemble room thick with the smell of sex. Because of that gap, it somehow felt ridiculous rather than pitiful and sad.
The sound of sniffling and swallowing runny snot mixed in here and there.
“Khm.”
Seo Juhan swallowed saliva that was trying to go down his airway. He wanted to be alone. But the crazy bastard freely crossed the lines he’d drawn.
He was scared. Not of Go Un, but of himself.
He found himself pathetic. He couldn’t trust what was sincere.
The ground beneath his feet was crumbling. He wanted to disappear from the world.
“Khung! Hik!”
Seo Juhan, who’d been gasping, cried sorrowfully again. He whimpered while making choking sounds. Like a young child who didn’t know how to control his emotions, he raised his voice.
Though there was nothing left to squeeze out, grief surged up. It welled up without beginning or end.
Seo Juhan endlessly vomited bitter resentment until his throat was hoarse. He shed tears profusely to the point of shriveling up.
“…”
Go Un, who usually spouted vulgar words, was silent for once. He waited silently like a scolded child with deflated spirits.
“Hik… kugh… hik…”
Seo Juhan cried so much his eyes felt like they’d swell and burst. His vocal cords felt rough as if worn down. His face was thoroughly wet but his throat felt dry as if burning.
He’d been tormented by terrible nightmares since returning from his family home.
His unsound mind, afflicted by continued insomnia, flickered. The weakness that finally overflowed outside the jar made him exhaust all his energy.
Seo Juhan’s feet, lowered below the water’s surface, gradually submerged.
The thread of consciousness was pulled precariously taut.
And finally, it snapped.
