“Ahng…!”
A voice so foolish it made the arousal I’d barely managed to build up seem ridiculous burst out. But Hereis didn’t stop, instead taking my member even deeper into his mouth.
The red hair moving between my legs was devastatingly surreal.
The hot heat and Hereis’s wetly drenched mucous membrane wrapped around my manhood. Though this was a dream, the sensations were far too vivid. Amid the thrill that couldn’t compare to masturbating alone, the idiotic impression that ‘so this is what oral is’ burst forth.
Hereis stroked upward with his hand along the smooth, hairless base, and pressed down firmly with his tongue on the prominent veins of my member, stimulating me. Unlike his cold tongue, Hereis’s breath was hot enough to melt, and in that stark contrast and the stimulation I was experiencing for the first time in my life, my consciousness began to fade.
My hands, which had been wandering without knowing their destination, grabbed Hereis’s hair. As the hair covering his left eye lifted, his red eyes became clearly visible. Forgetting what I was doing and admiring those blood-red pupils, Hereis bit the tip. As if reproaching me for having such leisure, and I belatedly realized where my hands were and apologized.
“Huat, ah…! I’m sorry!”
I was startled and tried to let go, but Hereis grabbed my wrist.
“It’s fine. This is an erotic dream. There’s pleasure, but no pain. Even if you bite it all off, it won’t hurt.”
Hereis’s lips, glistening from my pre-cum, were dizzyingly coquettish and erotic. As I vividly felt the fact that he had my manhood in his mouth, I averted my gaze in embarrassment and shame, but Hereis laid me down and pulled down my pants.
The black pants were stripped off in an instant and thrown to the floor, and my underwear caught on my ankles. I gritted my teeth and gripped the bedsheets tightly. If I didn’t do this, it felt like I would reflexively run away or say something useless and interfere with his meal. As more strength entered my hands gripping the sheets, Hereis spread my legs wide and positioned himself between them again.
“Haa, ah. Ungh, haa.”
My penis, already standing hard, was on the verge of release. Hereis’s tongue gently brushed the tip and moved up and down. I could feel Hereis’s neat teeth lightly touching me.
As I became intoxicated by the hazy afterglow, he really did eat as if scolding me for having starved him all this time, chomping on the glans.
I let out a moan like a scream at the unfamiliar stimulation, but as he said, there was only pleasure and no pain.
Licking, sucking, and biting while wrapping around my member, I was lost in the rough stimulation but couldn’t quite cross the final line. That’s when Hereis’s finger dug into my anus.
“Ungh, ungh…! Hereis!”
Wasn’t it enough to just consume the semen? I panicked and tried to pull away, but his gaze was cold.
“It’s not enough.”
“Haut, i-is that so?”
He said direct contact was best. Having starved for several days, just consuming semen must not be enough. As I understood the situation in the hot heat, his cold fingers slipped inside, rubbing against my inner walls.
“I wanted to put it in.”
“Hauut, what?”
Hereis bit his lips as he scraped my inner walls.
“Ungh, ah, hau….”
The feeling of his nails stabbing the tender mucous membrane was vivid, but there was only a tingling sensation and no pain. But I couldn’t bear it because Hereis’s roughly moving arm and the glimpses of my lower region were embarrassing.
“…Young Master is kind but indifferent.”
His voice dropped low. Unlike his usual kind appearance, cold anger wrapped around his body.
“M-me?”
“I am also a mate. When a mate is watching, how can you show yourself mingling bodies with another?”
“When did I?”
“Rozentella, have you forgotten?”
Uwak! Don’t mention that dark history in such a serious voice!
“…I don’t remember.”
“You did it like this.”
Hereis climbed on top of me and licked up to my nipple.
“Huuk…!”
As his tongue, covered in pre-cum, stuck stickily to my nipple then pulled away, the scene from my dream where Forti had licked my body came to mind.
“Ahut, I don’t remember. I forgot everything!”
Please don’t say it. I want to forget!
As I shook my head, Hereis thrust his fingers, which he still hadn’t removed, up forcefully.
As I let out an intense moan and turned my head, I saw people eating beside us.
Of course, this was a dream and they were illusions, so no one cared what was happening beside them. But I was still embarrassed.
“I-I don’t like it here. Please change it.”
Before I could finish speaking, the space changed. This was the clock tower. A place I’d toured with Forti, and also where I’d shared a passionate kiss with Eldon in my last dream.
“Do you remember this?”
“Yes… Mmph!”
The moment I answered, Hereis’s lips overlapped with mine. From his tongue covered in my pre-cum, I could smell a sweet honey scent. The fingers that had been stirring inside wrapped around my neck but were soft as velvet. Even in this confusion, the fact that this was a dream truly hit home.
Hereis gently stirred inside like white foam then pulled away.
“…You’re too much. Young Master. You really are too much.”
His pale face, which never showed emotion, was filled with hurt. Feeling like I was the one who made him make that expression, I apologized unconditionally.
“I’m sorry.”
“What are you sorry for?”
“Sorry for starving you.”
“…That’s not it.”
“Sorry for awakening you as an Incubus.”
“That’s not it either.”
What else is there? Was there something else that hurt Hereis besides this?
“I did an analysis. But as you know, I lost my memory. So I have no actual experience. I mean, no experience that I remember. But in dreams, I can only do what I’ve experienced. So, um, if I consummate tonight, then I think I’ll be able to dream properly from now on.”
Though this was a dream, after even doing oral, I was embarrassed to bring up consummation so I fiddled with my fingers needlessly.
“So from now on, Hereis won’t have to starve.”
“…You’re cruel.”
“What?”
In my entire life, I’ve been called a pushover if anything, but I’ve never been told I was cruel or too much. What’s so cruel…? Ah. I starved him dry. There’s nothing as cruel as starving someone of food in this world.
I rubbed Hereis’s sagging dark circles with my thumb.
“Sorry for starving you. I was too cruel. I won’t let you starve from today.”
“…If I can’t take the Young Master right now, I feel like I’ll die.”
“Was it that hard? I’m sorry. I’m truly sorry.”
As I bowed my head, he wrapped his arms around my waist.
“May I teach you now?”
“Teach me what?”
“Sex.”
My jaw dropped at the unadorned, naked word.
“…What?”
“If you need experience for your dreams, I’ll teach you.”
Along with his sweet voice, the great bell hanging in the clock tower rang. The bell ringing above my head pleasantly vibrated my eardrums like a gentle classical melody, vividly proving that this place was inside a dream.
“…Can you consume life energy while teaching?”
“Yes.”
“…Then please teach me.”
I nodded slightly. I know what teaching means. Though it’s a dream, it’s my first experience in life. But it was okay. It would have been nice if my first time was with a lover I loved, but a relationship that helps someone is okay too.
‘Finally becoming one with Rain.’
Eldon’s voice suddenly came to mind. There’s someone anticipating a night with me. Perhaps the flow of the story has changed. So if I ask them to wait just a little, just a little longer, then at the very least I could have my first relationship with someone who wants me.
But that was only a possibility. And looking at the probability alone, it was more likely that Eldon would be furious and rampage over me scolding Seha.
Because of vague expectations, I couldn’t tell Hereis, who looked like he’d collapse at any moment, that I couldn’t do it. Especially knowing that if I showed even the slightest reluctance, he would give up.
While I was pondering, Hereis’s body approached again, supporting my lower back as he laid me on the bed. The heavily swaying great bell gradually faded and familiar ceiling decorations came into view. The space had changed back to my room in the separate palace.
Though I knew it was a dream anyway, my heart felt at ease when we entered the enclosed indoor space.
“A moment ago, I’m sorry for being rough.”
“No. It’s a dream anyway. You can do whatever you want.”
Hereis reached out and tucked my hair behind my ear.
“Don’t say such things. I might really do it.”
“Go ahead. It’s really okay. It’s a dream anyway. Consume as much as you want whenever. From now on, don’t lie needlessly, don’t hold back, just think of me as a meal and consume comfortably.”
From the first time we met, Hereis has been considerate and helpful to me. Even after awakening as an Incubus and starving dry, he didn’t blame me. After enduring and enduring, all he managed to say was ‘you’re too much.’ Of course, the words ‘you’re cruel’ followed after.
Anyway, if I don’t say this, he won’t consume life energy today either. And the same thing as today will repeat later.
I acted brighter and more nonchalant to suppress the futile delusions and hesitation rising from within.
“Young Master is truly cruel.”
Hereis stroked my face.
“I’m not just saying this. I’m not preemptively striking thinking you won’t be able to do it if I say this. It’s okay so consume anywhere, anytime. I have that responsibility.”
“Responsibility….”
Hereis mulled over my words then made me lie face down.
“I’ll teach you from now on. For future erotic dreams and meals.”
“Yes.”
Right, this is just a dream. The education is just an excuse to make each other feel comfortable, and in reality it’s merely a feeding process. Like the wet dreams I had as a child, it has no particular meaning.
Thinking that way and relaxing, Hereis stroked my lower back. Just like that day we first met.
