He smiled brightly and withdrew his hand. Then he bowed politely.
“I’ve been away from the guild for too long. I’ll be back shortly.”
“Y-yes. Have a safe trip! Raki and Forti are here, so don’t worry and take your time!”
“Yes. Young Master.”
As soon as Hereis finished his greeting, he disappeared.
So that’s teleportation. Seeing it in person makes it even more impressive. But this wasn’t the time to be spacing out in admiration.
I didn’t know when he would return. I hurriedly went to the kitchen. Raki, who had become somewhat idle since Hereis arrived, mainly stayed in the kitchen.
“Young Master, why are you running in such a hurry?”
“Where’s Forti?”
I asked in the smallest voice possible. This was a major secret task I couldn’t tell Forti about.
“He’s training in martial arts in the garden. Should I call him?”
“N-no. Um, Raki, I have a favor to ask.”
“Yes. Please tell me anything!”
Raki spoke in a small voice following my lead. But I could clearly feel his excitement. I thought he’d be happy to have less work, but apparently not.
“Get me some books.”
“Yes. Please write down the list. I’ll go to the library and find them right away.”
I grabbed Raki’s hand as he took off his apron. If these were books I could get from the library, I wouldn’t have asked so secretly.
“It’s not that… um, so, I mean….”
Raki looked at me with both hands clenched tightly, like cheering for soccer. He was waiting for me to speak. And I, empowered by his encouragement, confessed the wish I had been agonizing over for three days.
“Get me some erotic books!”
“…What?”
Raki’s face, always bright and cheerful, froze coldly. Yes, I understand. It’s shocking. More than shocking. But I was desperate.
There was a huge reason why I only had dreams of masturbating. Of course, lack of experience was the top priority, but that wasn’t all.
When Hereis said he would look into my dreams, I was so afraid.
If I made a mistake, my previous life might appear. If I had a dream of having sex while thinking “oh, I can see Namsan Tower from here” in a hotel suite room, my identity would be exposed.
Until the moment Hereis injected the incense and I fell asleep, I trembled and prayed that Lee Minchan’s memories or fantasies wouldn’t appear. I closed my eyes thinking it would be okay to dream anything as long as it wasn’t that.
Perhaps thanks to my desperate wish, I had luckily only dreamed of the detached palace so far, but this couldn’t continue.
Honestly, I had no experience, but I was a physically healthy man, so I had erotic fantasies to some degree. But the partner was my school senior or my lover Kim Jigwang, and naturally the setting was South Korea.
I had never imagined having sex in a fantasy world where everything runs on magic stones. If my previous fantasies were somehow realized in my dreams, it would be a disaster.
But I didn’t know anything to imagine with this era as the background. Until now, I had only stayed at the ducal residence, the detached palace, and the Crown Prince’s palace, and while there had been a few sexual situations, they weren’t good enough memories to dream about. So after much contemplation, I came to a conclusion.
If you don’t know, you must learn.
I would devour the empire’s 19+ BL and fill my head full of all kinds of scenes. Fortunately, I had a weak sex drive, and the types of fantasies I’d had were simple, like hotel suite rooms, my house, or my partner’s house. I could quickly push aside such trivial imaginings.
“Bring me male homosexual novels with omegas. Really erotic ones with high ratings. I don’t care about the plot, so get me really sensual and intense ones.”
Raki blinked his surprised eyes, and the more he did, the more specific my order became.
Just in case he misunderstood my intention and brought me a refined romance novel for nobles where they only have dignified conversations and then have one bed scene at the end, that would be troublesome. If that happened, I’d starve Hereis again today.
“…Are you serious?”
Raki gulped and barely managed to speak.
“You don’t usually read those kinds of novels, do you? You used to say if you had time to read erotic novels, you should find a partner….”
Hmm… I thought he was surprised because I suddenly asked for erotic books, but it was the opposite. Well, he had served the great Rosenthal Chendewden by his side, so he wouldn’t be shocked by something like this.
But did Rosenthal say that to Raki? Raki looked dejected, unlike his usual laughing self. Those words must have hurt quite a bit.
By the way, Raki, you read erotic novels….
“I’m the Crown Princess now, so I can’t act recklessly like back then.”
“Gasp, Young Master. For you to say such a thing! You’ve finally gained awareness as the Crown Princess! Thank goodness. It’s really fortunate.”
Raki was so moved he even shed tears. Ah, this is embarrassing. Rosenthal, you bastard, why did you live so wildly!
“Then get me the books. Don’t tell Forti or Harry.”
I was embarrassed about using my position as the Crown Prince’s fiancé as a shield only when needed, so I hurriedly tried to turn around, when Raki smiled brightly as if he had never cried.
“Young Master, if you’re in a hurry, should I give you mine?”
Raki, don’t tell me you brought erotic novels all the way to the imperial palace…?
“I-if you have them, give them to me.”
“Yes! To share Greedy Rose-nim’s masterpiece with you, Young Master. I’m so overwhelmed.”
O-overwhelmed is a bit much…. Anyway, I was glad Raki had the novels.
After returning to my room, I read through the collection he had carefully selected and brought to the imperial palace.
***
I lay in bed and reviewed the content of the novel I read today. Especially focusing on the scenes. Something from these has to appear. It must appear.
Greedy Rose’s novel was much more explicit than I expected. Because Raki was so kind and pure, I worried he might recommend a barely-15+ book while calling it erotic, but it was an unnecessary concern. No, it far exceeded my expectations.
Greedy Rose’s novel was as strong as its name, had no common sense or morals, and was so stimulating I got aroused while reading.
Ah, as I slowly recalled the content, that feeling came back. But why isn’t he injecting the incense?
I opened my eyes. Then Hereis was looking down at me intently. His dark circles had deepened even more than this morning. His beautiful face was quite damaged.
“Why aren’t you doing it?”
“Shall we rest today?”
“Ah! No!”
I’m aroused right now! I just need to sleep here! How hard did I work! I didn’t even masturbate while reading the novel because I was afraid it would weaken my erotic dreams if I relieved myself!
“Please do it! Today will definitely succeed! Don’t worry!”
Today I would definitely provide Hereis’s meal and escape from the virginity suspicion. If I had dreams steeped in eroticism, suspicions of virginity would disappear in one stroke.
“…Then I’ll trouble you.”
Hereis reached his hand toward my face. I closed my eyes. The moment his warm hand touched my eyelids, my body sank into a languid sensation.
***
Once upon a time, in the house of Duke Chendewden, there was a beautiful and kind omega. Duke Chendewden loved his son Rozentella and created a mother and siblings for him.
The stepmother and new siblings were caring, and Rozentella was happy. But after Duke Chendewden suddenly passed away in an accident, tragedy began.
“Rozentella! Rozentella!”
“Yes, hyung-nim!”
As soon as he heard the voice of his second older brother Arleigh, Rozentella hurried and ran. If he was even a little late, it was obvious he would find fault and give punishment.
“Why are you so late! I almost tore my throat!”
“B-but I came running as soon as you called.”
“Are you talking back to me now!”
While his stepmother Martin also tormented Rozentella, it couldn’t compare to the second brother Arleigh’s brutality. After the eldest brother Eldon entered the academy, Arleigh began to express his ferocity as it was.
“Come here.”
Arleigh beckoned with his finger. Then Rozentella, pretty as a single flower, resignedly climbed onto his thigh.
Arleigh stripped off his ash-covered pants and rubbed his pale bottom thoroughly.
“Rozen, how many hits will you take?”
“C-can I not be hit? Agh!”
When he answered with difficulty while trembling, Arleigh’s palm flew sharply.
“Bad children must be punished. Rozen, how many times has this hyung-nim told you, and you still can’t understand?”
“B-but I’m not a child. I’ve grown up now.”
Rozentella became an adult this year. Although he couldn’t have his debutante due to suffering from his stepmother and Arleigh’s torment, many nobles of the empire heard of Rozentella’s beauty and sent marriage proposals.
Of course, poor Rozentella didn’t know this because Arleigh tore them up as soon as they arrived.
Anyway, even if they were brothers of the same sex, he wasn’t at an age or status to receive punishment with his bottom bare.
“Agh!”
However, Arleigh was a perverted piece of trash with no common sense, and despite the reasonable claim, he had no intention of accepting it and instead struck even harder.
“Right. You’ve grown up. And you’re a lewd omega.”
Arleigh touched Rozentella’s reddened and swollen bottom with a vile smirk, then inserted his finger into the small, cute hole.
“Heuk! Wh-what are you doing!”
Rozentella immediately tried to get up, but Arleigh instead pressed down on his back and scratched his inner walls. Then sticky, clear fluid began to flow out.
“Lewd bastard. Did you get wet just from being hit?”
“Ah, Ar hyung-nim. Ah, uut…! Please don’t do this.”
“You only call my name at times like this.”
Arleigh’s hand swirled around inside his inner walls. Rozentella struggled with a pitiful voice mixed with moans and cries, but his stepbrother’s hand wouldn’t come out.
“Stop, please stop! Hyung-nim! Hy-hyung, don’t do this!”
“Why are you telling me that? Your lewd back hole is devouring my hand bit by bit.”
“Heuk, ah, please…. Hyung, Ar hyung-nim….”
No matter how much he pleaded, Arleigh didn’t stop. Rather, he moved his fingers faster and teased Rozentella.
All poor Rozentella could do was call his eldest brother’s name, who had cherished him. In his heart, that is. If he so much as mentioned Eldon’s name, Arleigh would fly into a rage.
‘Save me. Save me. Eldon, Eldon hyung-nim….’
Then the door burst open!
“Hyung-nim….”
Standing at the door was Eldon. Wearing the academy uniform with his mystical silver hair flowing, he looked so beautiful like a painting that it felt unreal.
‘Ah, it’s a dream. I miss hyung-nim so much I’m dreaming….’
As Rozentella resigned himself, Eldon opened his mouth.
“Arleigh. What are you doing.”
Hearing Eldon’s grim voice, Rozentella finally realized.
‘This isn’t a fantasy. It’s really Eldon hyung-nim!’
Although tremendous bloodlust poured from Eldon’s body, Arleigh, far from being tense, sneered and increased his fingers.
“Can’t you tell by looking? I’m educating a disobedient younger brother.”
“Haat, agh! Hy-hyung-nim, it hurts!”
“If your life is precious, stop it. Arleigh.”
“I want to pull out, but Rozen’s back hole is biting me and won’t let go, so I can’t pull out….”
