His heart sank for a moment at those words that seemed to read his inner thoughts. However, seeing that his eyes were half-unfocused, he felt deflated thinking these weren’t words spoken with a clear mind.
“Haha……”
He couldn’t help but let out a laugh at that sight. If he was going to come to his senses, he should have woken up a little earlier and walked on his own two feet. Making him suffer hell, making him have wicked thoughts. But complaining to a drunk person was also a waste of time. If he’d known this would happen, he shouldn’t have lain on the bed. He should have thrown him on the floor or anywhere and gone straight home. Jang Juwon raised his body again.
“Ah!”
But this time Baek Iseon grabbed his shoulder and pressed down. In an instant, his back fell onto the mattress again. This time Baek Iseon was pressing down on his shoulders so he couldn’t get up. He pressed so hard that a throbbing pain was felt in his shoulder muscles. He probably couldn’t control his strength because he was drunk. It really was the shittiest drinking habit.
“Let go!”
Jang Juwon grimaced in pain and clenched his fists, hitting Baek Iseon’s hands with all his might. But then even those hands were caught by Baek Iseon. With both hands incapacitated, it was hard to move at all. Jang Juwon jerked his upper body and shouted at Baek Iseon.
“Let go right now…… Mmph!!”
In an instant, Baek Iseon devoured Jang Juwon’s lips. His tongue urgently pushed through the gap between his lips that had opened in surprise. Like a starving person frantically sucking and licking inside his mouth.
“Nngh!”
Jang Juwon tried to push him away but with his shoulders and wrists all caught, he couldn’t use his strength properly. When he tried to turn his head, he roughly followed and pushed harder. His lips kept grazing his teeth and stung. It was too rough.
“Mm, ha, don’t…… Ngh, hah!”
He succeeded in getting his voice out with all his effort, but still couldn’t form a sentence. Because he suddenly lifted his top. Before he could feel the emptiness of the suddenly disappeared fabric, his hand swept over his bare skin without hesitation. Jang Juwon’s body flinched every time his touch passed. His busily moving hand caught on the protrusion on his chest. As if finally finding what he’d been looking for, his fingers twisted his nipple hard without hesitation.
“No, ah…… Ah!”
No. But damn it, Jang Juwon’s body was faithfully and sincerely reacting to each of his touches. His pale skin began to flush red in places, the pinched nipple stood hard, and the front of his pants swelled.
Surely, until just a moment ago, he had wished for him to hold him, but not like this. Rough was fine. Tenderness was a luxury and greed. But he didn’t want to be pounced on by someone who clearly didn’t know who he was, who wasn’t in their right mind. The person Baek Iseon grabbed and told not to go, the person whose tongue he was frantically tangling with—the person before his eyes probably wasn’t him. There was undoubtedly another person he’d confirmed with his own eyes, and that person was probably the one Baek Iseon wanted.
That was the one thing he absolutely hated. Being held while being mistaken for someone else……
Baek Iseon’s hand began to go lower and lower. The sound of urgently unbuckling his belt came. Dangerous. He needed to escape.
Crunch. In the end, Jang Juwon squeezed his eyes shut and bit down hard on Baek Iseon’s lower lip. Baek Iseon’s body flinched and he felt him pull away.
“Haa, haa…… Take your hands off!”
“……”
“Ugh…… Son of a bitch……”
He hated him looking down at him with a stupid expression without a single excuse. Do this kind of thing with your lover. His T-shirt pulled up messily and his stinging lips made his own circumstances feel so miserable and pitiful. Even while hesitating about going home, he hadn’t wanted to be treated like this. This was an accident brought on by alcohol and lust, nothing more, nothing less.
“You’re crying again.”
“Huh……?”
A lukewarm liquid flowed down his cheek. He didn’t know why these damn tears kept flowing only in front of him. He hurriedly raised his hand to wipe them, but he was a little faster. Baek Iseon kissed Jang Juwon’s eyes and held the tears between his wounded lips.
“Don’t cry.”
“……”
“Jang Juwon.”
Baek Iseon sought Jang Juwon’s lips again. This time Jang Juwon also urgently devoured Baek Iseon’s lips and wrapped his arms around his neck. When he lowered his eyelids, tears that had pooled in his eyes streamed down, but he didn’t care. Jang Juwon realized now that he could no longer resist.
He had called his name. Baek Iseon clearly knew. Who he was kissing right now, who was in his arms. He wanted him. And it was the same for Jang Juwon.
Just one last time.
His touch was desiring his body again. His chest ached with guilt, but just for today, he wanted to pretend not to know. Yeah, alcohol. It was because of alcohol. All of this happened because of the alcohol. Because he wasn’t sober. So just once, just once, couldn’t he do as his heart desired?
Anyway, it would be forgotten the next day. Completely drunk, he wouldn’t remember tonight. So couldn’t tonight be forgiven? Even if not, he just had to forget. So…… Really, really, he wouldn’t do such trash-like things again……
Jang Juwon’s hand reached for Baek Iseon’s shirt buttons. His fingers trembled as they undid the buttons. Jang Juwon squeezed his eyes shut.
Baek Iseon urgently pulled Jang Juwon’s lower garment down. At his suddenly exposed naked body, Jang Juwon unconsciously drew his legs together hurriedly. Baek Iseon didn’t just watch that. His hand grabbed Jang Juwon’s thighs and spread them wide. In Baek Iseon’s eyes looking down at him, unrefined desire showed. Jang Juwon felt a chill.
“Sunbae……?”
“……”
Baek Iseon was silent. Instead, his cock, already dripping wet, twitched as if to answer. He brought his lower body close. Surely not. An ominous feeling crossed his mind. As if to prove it correct, he felt Baek Iseon’s grip on his thighs tighten. And just like that, both thighs were lifted up high. The space between his buttocks was exposed nakedly.
“N-no! If you put it in right away……!”
Jang Juwon cried out desperately. But Baek Iseon seemed not to hear anything. He acted like someone with only the instinct left to shove his cock into the tightly closed hole before his eyes. His cock began to stab indiscriminately at the firmly closed hole. The dry skin scraped against his glans, causing burning pain.
“Ah, aht! It hurts! Please…… w-wait……!”
Jang Juwon used all his strength to push hard against Baek Iseon’s firm chest mounted on top of him. Thanks to that, as Baek Iseon faltered, Jang Juwon seized the gap and quickly inserted his finger between his buttocks. Even though it was just one finger, inserting it directly into bare flesh was still painful.
“Ngh……! Ahugh……”
When Jang Juwon moaned, Baek Iseon’s eyes flashed. Like a beast with only instinct remaining, he growled and blatantly stared at the finger going in and out of the hole entrance. He looked ready to pounce again at any moment. So before that, he had to loosen it a bit more. If he took that big thing as is, he’d be ruined. Jang Juwon’s finger urgently went back and forth inside and outside the hole. Soon he inserted another one. He spread his fingers apart, trying to loosen it as quickly as possible. It was humiliating to be under him, fingering his own hole alone. Jang Juwon turned his head away, deliberately not seeing that naked gaze.
“Mmm…… Ngh……”
Little by little, the effort began to show results. Heated moans gradually leaked from Jang Juwon’s mouth. Baek Iseon, as if expressing with his whole body that he couldn’t endure, licked and bit various parts of Jang Juwon’s body as he fingered his own hole alone. He left bite marks on his shoulder and collarbone, moving increasingly boldly downward. And finally he bit down hard on Jang Juwon’s erect nipple.
“Ah! It hurts!”
Understanding that, Baek Iseon stopped biting and suddenly began licking his nipple greedily. Because he kept rubbing it with his tongue, the bitten spot reacted sensitively. From the reddened, swollen nipple, a tingling sensation spread faintly throughout his entire body.
“Hnng…… ung, haah……”
“Jang Juwon……”
However, as if that wasn’t enough, he urged him on, pushing his cock between Jang Juwon’s hole where his fingers were still inserted. Thanks to that, the fingers were shoved all the way inside. That appearance was like a whining child. Not yet. It was still too early. To take that huge cock, this amount of stretching was nowhere near enough.
“Hurry……”
“Wai-, huat, wai-, aht, t!”
Unable to wait any longer, Baek Iseon’s long, thick fingers suddenly thrust inside. Jang Juwon’s waist flinched in surprise and he involuntarily clenched his hole tight.
“Hng!”
“Relax.”
Both their fingers overlapped inside. Having tasted the warm, smooth inside, his fingers began to attack the inner walls strongly and quickly, unable to hold back any longer.
“Ahhng! Sl…… slowly, hi…… hik! Hah! Ah, hit, hiik!”
Thud, thud. As Baek Iseon’s long fingers violently invaded deep inside, Jang Juwon’s waist jerked up on its own. His cock, which had been dripping precum for a while, began preparing to release semen. The urge to ejaculate rushed in. Jang Juwon’s hole clamped down tightly on Baek Iseon’s fingers.
Despite the signs of ejaculation, Baek Iseon grabbed Jang Juwon’s hand and pulled his fingers out completely. Jang Juwon’s hole, which had just been on the verge of climax, wriggled at its entrance as if missing the fingers it lost, and then Baek Iseon shoved his cock in all at once.
“Ah, don’t pull ou…… ahhhk!”
In an instant, his vision went white. His inner walls clenched as a tingling sensation that started in his belly spread throughout his entire body. His thigh muscles contracted and even each toe curled up.
“Ha, haah…… Ah……”
