My voice, consumed by moans, couldn’t even spit out proper words. Still, I must have had some reason left, because I swallowed “it feels so good” down my throat before it could burst out.
“Huu, hyung— Yunwoo hyung.”
Moans also started leaking from Seo Heejin’s mouth, unable to hide them.
His long fingers that had been hesitantly rubbing my stomach came up over my chest as if mustering courage. As if dissatisfied that they couldn’t rub properly because of my shaking body, Seo Heejin’s fingers pinched my chest hard enough to hurt without controlling their strength.
“Aahh!”
Was the pleasure overwhelming me too great? Even that pain transformed into tingling pleasure and my body trembled. At the sense of ejaculation surging up, even my back that had been leaning backward curled up roundly and my thighs that had been barely holding on also trembled and lost strength.
I wanted to lean forward against Seo Heejin like this and get pounded. If he thrust up quickly enough to make me lose my mind, it would feel good enough to die.
“Hnnngh, ngh…… Seo Heejin……”
I almost begged him to move without realizing it. No. I can’t give up at this level.
Since my body absolutely wouldn’t straighten, when I started shaking my hips back and forth again while crouched over, now even my cock that had swollen to its limit received stimulation by grazing against Seo Heejin’s stomach.
The pleasure felt in every part of my body was so strong that my eyes automatically squeezed shut.
“Hahhh— hk……”
I’d definitely started this to see Seo Heejin get excited beneath me, but somehow I felt like I was being punished.
If I moved this much and got this excited, shouldn’t he at least pretend to be desperate, humanly speaking? Or…… was I really bad at being on top?
Unlike my pitiful heart, my completely heated body was honest and didn’t stop even while whimpering. Seo Heejin’s dick digging through my hole, the large hands lightly supporting my ass, the hotly exhaled breaths—I hated them all.
“Ahh, ah…… Seo Heejin, ngh, Heejin-ah……”
Even at my call, Seo Heejin didn’t answer. Was he really staying still like this because he didn’t feel much? If that was the case, how ridiculous must I have looked, flailing around alone?
“……Does this…… not feel good……?”
I forced open my eyes that wouldn’t open properly and asked while blinking down at Seo Heejin.
“Yunwoo hyung……”
Seo Heejin’s neat eyebrows crumpled up and he pulled me into an embrace. His chest that touched mine swelled large then deflated again, and a big breath washed over my shoulder with a whoosh.
“How could it not feel good?”
His hand that tickled down my back slowly descended and firmly gripped my ass.
“Ngh, then does it feel good……?”
It wasn’t like I was prostrating myself. Even though I felt choked up asking, the words had already been spat out. This time, soft lips rubbed against the spot where his breath had touched with a smack.
“It feels good, haa— it feels so good I could die, hyung.”
I’d finally heard the words I wanted, but this wasn’t the scenario I’d imagined. I’d thought that if I sexily swayed my hips on top, Seo Heejin wouldn’t be able to hold back and would beg me to please let him pound me. I’d thought I could show him ‘this is what a sexy older lover is like.’
Still, since Seo Heejin said he felt good enough to die, my pride that had been shattered into pieces gathered back together in one place and clumped up.
“You know……”
“Yes, hyung.”
Even the sensation of Seo Heejin’s hair touching my cheek felt good, so when I secretly rubbed against it, a small laugh came back.
“……I wasn’t…… pushing myself.”
Though it was a slightly pitiful appearance, I didn’t forget to take care of my last bit of pride too. The body lying below shook with laughter.
“Don’t laugh.”
When I bared my teeth on Seo Heejin’s shoulder, annoyed by that gentle vibration, Seo Heejin smacked my ass.
“Don’t bite, give me a kiss.”
As if showing me to do it like this, Seo Heejin lightly pressed his lips on my cheek.
“Then I’ll pound you so hard you can’t even think straight, hyung. You like it, don’t you? When I pound you fast.”
No, when did I say I liked being pounded fast? Ha, a hollow laugh burst out. The end of that hollow laugh ultimately led to me bringing my lips to Seo Heejin’s cheek.
I had no choice. Because the only person who could calm down my heated, constantly twitching body, my hole that was greedily wanting to be filled more even with a cock stuffed full, was Seo Heejin right now.
“Good job, hyung.”
Along with a low praise, Seo Heejin’s cock thrust inside hard enough to make a thudding sound.
* * *
When I quietly opened my eyes, the wallpaper of the studio apartment dyed in dim dawn light came into view.
My scratchy throat was properly telling me how much I’d cried last night.
I felt like I was being punished for too long just for saying once that I liked it beastly. Moreover, no matter how much I corrected that statement, Seo Heejin didn’t seem to have any intention of listening.
The only way two men could sleep together on a narrow single bed was to stick close together.
Thanks to that, no matter how much I ran the air conditioner, my cheek resting on Seo Heejin’s arm, my back where Seo Heejin’s body was pressed against, and my stomach where his large hand was lightly wrapped around all warmed up toastily. It was fortunate it was a studio so we wouldn’t get hit with an electricity bill bomb, otherwise we’d both definitely have steamed to death.
It was hot, and my throat was so dry I felt like I needed to get up, so when I grabbed the arm hugging me to move it away, Seo Heejin squirmed and stuck even closer. Wasn’t he hot?
“Mmmngh…… let’s do it one more time, hyung……”
Goosebumps rose at Seo Heejin’s sleep talk mumbled against my nape.
What kind of dream was he having to say such things? Those words were what Seo Heejin had whispered several times while spreading apart my ass as I lay sprawled on the bed, completely exhausted.
‘Let’s do it one more time,’ ‘Just one more time,’ ‘This is really the last time.’ Even after I was so tired I couldn’t even open my eyes properly while being shaken, when Seo Heejin said ‘one more time,’ I snapped awake and delivered a furious kick, so enough said.
After tormenting me like that, Seo Heejin was tormenting me even in his dreams, so annoyed, I wriggled to turn my body to kick him. Even turning my body once in the narrow space between the wall and Seo Heejin’s body was work.
But when I actually saw Seo Heejin’s face completely sunk in sleep, far from kicking him, I burst into laughter. He was sleeping so well while going “mmnya mmnya” that I felt sorry to wake him.
Seo Heejin’s face placed right before my eyes was now completely familiar, so even seeing it after waking from sleep didn’t feel uncomfortable. Rather, I even thought he was handsome.
“Sleeping so well……”
Annoyed that I’d woken up completely from Seo Heejin’s one sleep talk while Seo Heejin himself was wandering in dreamland, I pressed his cheek firmly with my finger. That must have been uncomfortable too, because the space between Seo Heejin’s brows crumpled.
I moved the finger that had been pressing his cheek up to carefully touch Seo Heejin’s long eyelashes. Every time I looked, I’d thought his eyelashes were really long, but I’d rarely had a chance to touch them. Perhaps ticklish, his eyelashes fluttered beneath my finger. I should stop. I’ll really wake him at this rate.
When I removed my finger, Seo Heejin’s lips jutted out.
“What, were you awake?”
His lips rolled into a circle and made smacking sounds requesting a kiss.
“If you’re up, move over. I’m thirsty.”
“If you give me a kiss.”
What kind of trick is this? A voice that was still rough from not being fully awake could be heard.
“Move your hand. I’m really thirsty.”
Perhaps realizing I had no intention of kissing him, Seo Heejin’s face eventually came close and bumped into mine.
It was annoying how he closed his eyes and rubbed his lips against wherever they touched, going smooch smooch, so I had no choice but to position my lips properly for him. The guy who had been tolerable when sleeping became annoying as soon as he woke up.
Only after kissing my lips did Seo Heejin show a satisfied smile and pull my body into a tight embrace. It was hot, I really felt like I might pass out.
“Mmm…… feels so good—”
The breath that was deeply inhaled and exhaled against my neck was ticklish. I thought it would get more sticky, but surprisingly, Seo Heejin cleanly separated from my body, then forcibly rubbed his eyes and sat up.
“Stay in bed, hyung. I’ll bring you water.”
His body, swaying because he hadn’t properly woken up, familiarly crossed the room toward the refrigerator.
Anyway, whatever dream he had really dreamed, Seo Heejin’s dick had been standing up energetically since dawn. It was too perfectly enlarged to call it morning wood, swaying back and forth in rhythm with his steps as he returned carrying a mug.
No matter how much we’ve seen all kinds of sights we shouldn’t see and sucked all places we shouldn’t suck, there should at least be some minimal sense of shame. Then suddenly realizing I seemed to be in the same state, I fumbled to bring the blanket over to cover my lower half.
“What are you being shy about all of a sudden?”