Crush on DICK v1c8

A low, quiet voice rang in my ear.

“…No.”

“So how exactly did your life get ruined because of me?”

Ah, now I was annoyed with everything. If I told the truth, would I get kicked out of the taxi? Or would Seo Heejin, afflicted with good kid syndrome, still let me sleep at his place even knowing I was eyeing his cock?

“Whenever I see you… no, I don’t see you, I only see your co— mmph.”

Suddenly a large hand covered my mouth. What the hell. You asked me to talk. As I tried to pull down Seo Heejin’s hand that was blocking my mouth, Seo Heejin whispered softly.

“Hyung, let’s finish talking at home. At home. We’re almost there.”

Just as he said, we arrived at Seo Heejin’s place in less than five minutes.

After sitting on the queen-size bed that was excessive for someone living alone, drinking the water Seo Heejin brought me, and taking off my tie and socks as Seo Heejin undid them, Seo Heejin crouched down in front of me.

I tried pouting my lips feeling embarrassed now, but it was no use.

I was drunk and had followed him home, and had already said half of it anyway—what could get worse?

“Hyung, tell me now. What did I do?”

“…Before, why… that, you know, the day Song Ki got drunk and threw up.”

“Yes.”

Seo Heejin waited patiently for my stammering words.

“That day I saw you… naked.”

“Yes, you did.”

I felt like tears would well up again. When I grimaced, gentle Seo Heejin squeezed my hand soothingly.

“…Should I really say it?”

It was a final threat. I’m really going to spill everything and run away. Though in this situation, it wouldn’t be running away but getting kicked out. Anyway.

“Yes, please tell me.”

“Since that day, whenever I see you… your thing comes to mind…”

Strength filled Seo Heejin’s hand holding mine. Wow. At least he didn’t shake it off. Impressive, Seo Heejin.

Admiration leaked out naturally. I had now become someone awaiting Seo Heejin’s judgment. How would I get kicked out?

Ah, I worked so hard to get into this company. By tomorrow, rumors will spread throughout the office, right? That I’m gay. That I’m a crazy bastard who gets horny looking at his colleague.

No, wait. Seo Heejin is kind, so maybe he’ll quietly cover it up and avoid me? Please, I hope so.

I hung my head and waited for Seo Heejin’s answer. Seo Heejin might be at a loss for words, or the shock might have frozen his thoughts, so I just waited endlessly.

But in the quiet room, only the ticking of the clock’s second hand echoed, and Seo Heejin showed no sign of opening his mouth or making a move.

Eventually, I called out to Seo Heejin first.

“Hey… did you hear me?”

“Ah, yes. I’m just a bit flustered.”

Understandably so.

“…Can I go home now?”

I wanted to walk out on my own feet before getting grabbed by the collar and dragged out.

“No, no. I understand that my cock comes to mind. But why?”

Ah, Seo Heejin, a heterosexual to the bone, seemed unable to even imagine what that meant.

Wow, how much do I have to confess with my own mouth?

“…I get hard.”

“What?”

“When I think of your cock, I get hard.”

A drunk person was brave. At the words mixed with a small sigh, Seo Heejin seemed to have properly entered panic mode now.

“What…?”

“Do I need to say it again? When I think of your cock… I get hard.”

Yeah. I’m gay, dude.

Who would have thought my first coming out in life would be this humiliating?

“Really?”

For a moment, I wondered if Seo Heejin was teasing me. Why ask so many times? A normal person would have cut ties immediately after hearing it once.

When I quietly lifted my head to look at Seo Heejin, his thick eyelashes blinked as if he couldn’t believe it.

“Yeah…”

When I obediently nodded, only then did a groan leak from between Seo Heejin’s red lips. He seemed to have properly understood the intention of what I said.

“Hyung, is it like that now too?”

What kind of question is that? At the obvious question, I nodded again. My dick had been fully hard since we were in the taxi.

Seo Heejin, who I thought would drag me out, unexpectedly seemed to be seriously contemplating something, even furrowing his brows.

What could there possibly be to think about in this situation? I started to ponder along with him.

“You avoided me because of that?”

So suspicious. All I could do was keep my mouth shut and nod.

“Wow… I really never imagined.”

After pondering for a moment, Seo Heejin looked straight up at me and asked.

“Hyung, what should I do for you?”

Huh…?

I tilted my head, unable to believe what I heard. What could Seo Heejin possibly do?

“I think you should just let me go home now…?”

So I can writhe in shame, fall asleep, wake up, and look up resignation letter formats. Since today is Friday, I can writhe all weekend and then check the intranet on Monday.

“Then you won’t avoid me starting Monday?”

“No? I’m going to resign on Monday though?”

My thoughts came straight out of my mouth.

“That’s not solving it.”

Seo Heejin was no easy opponent.

“Then what am I supposed to do… Keep going to work and get hard looking at you?”

Maybe because of the words I’d already spilled, I became endlessly brave.

“Ah… let me change the question. What should I do so that hyung will continue working at the company and get along well with me?”

Seo Heejin’s question left me speechless. Can I do what I want? Can I say let’s sleep together once? Even if I did, Seo Heejin’s cock wouldn’t get hard for me anyway. So what am I supposed to do?

“I don’t think there’s such a method…”

When I hesitated, Seo Heejin chuckled. Is this bastard finding this situation funny? It was truly a mental world I couldn’t understand.

“You’ve just been imagining it every day since seeing it that day, right?”

There was nothing to be embarrassed about anymore, so I nodded.

“Want to see it again?”

My heart dropped at Seo Heejin’s bold statement. Does he know what he’s saying right now?

I felt my eyes widen so much they seemed about to pop out. My mouth fell open in shock.

“What…?”

“You said you only imagined it. If you see it again, will you stop avoiding me?”

What kind of bait-and-switch is this? Getting cock-sickness from seeing it once won’t be cured by seeing it twice. It was nonsense.

But I couldn’t overcome my sexual desire. As I slowly nodded, Seo Heejin let go of my hand and stood up abruptly, unbuckling his belt.

“W-wait!”

I was so flustered I grabbed Seo Heejin’s hand. What the hell is this guy? When I looked up at Seo Heejin’s face, his pretty face was looking down at me as if asking what the problem was.

“…Wh-what if it keeps coming to mind even after seeing it twice?”

Seo Heejin had no obligation to do anything for me, but if my cock-sickness deepened after seeing it twice and I languished from it, that would be an even worse situation than now.

“Then I’ll show you again.”

The whispered gentle voice was sweet.

“…Whenever I want to see it?”

And I was a salesperson at the major corporation Baekje. Make the deal clear.

“Yes, whenever hyung wants to see it.”

Now I understood. This wasn’t just any ordinary crazy person. He must have had a hard time too, hiding this craziness while living.

When I released the strength from my gripping hand, Seo Heejin unbuckled his belt and undid his pants button in one go.

Zzzip— goosebumps rose at the sound of the zipper going down. To receive Seo Heejin’s cock again, which I’d been pining for and consoling myself with imagination for over a month.

I heard the sound of dry saliva gulping down my throat as I focused on his lower body.

Through the opened gap, the shape of his thick dick was revealed. Just as I was anticipating that I’d soon meet Seo Heejin’s magnificent cock, Seo Heejin’s long fingers came up and lifted my chin.

“Before that, there’s something I want to ask…”