I felt the finger pushing in relying on water with no slipperiness get stuck stiffly at the entrance. Nevertheless, because the lips holding my cock kept sliding without rest, because the tongue inside kept wrapping around hotly.
Before I knew it, the hole swallowed one finger to the end without much pain. The part of another person inside my body wriggled and moved toward where it should be.
The period of two weeks couldn’t have been short. Seo Heejin didn’t forget and skillfully easily found the prostate and pressed firmly. I couldn’t blame him since I was the one who’d shown him that place too.
“Ahhk—!”
At the deep pleasure rising up my lower back, my jaw automatically lifted and the back of my head rubbed painfully against the wall. Seo Heejin raised his empty hand, grabbed my wrist and pulled it, then placed it on top of his head. As if telling me to press down as I pleased.
No matter how much my cock wasn’t as big as Seo Heejin’s, knowing how painful it was to shove a cock in while pushing up the uvula, strength didn’t easily enter my hand.
While I hesitated, Seo Heejin started shaking his head back and forth while pressing the prostate firmly.
Just like the view that had become hazy due to the steam filling the bathroom, my mind gradually colored with pleasure and became distant. Reason gradually disappeared inside me, and the beast bastard that popped out when with Seo Heejin raised its head again.
“Ngh, hnngh… hot… mmh, it’s good—”
Even without Seo Heejin moving hard, I, with one leg hooked over Seo Heejin’s shoulder, first shook my hips seeking pleasure.
When I thrust forward, my cock was sucked into the warm cave and the finger stuck in the hole pulled out, and when I pulled my hips back, no matter how heated, the air at a lower temperature than inside the mouth wrapped around my cock and the finger thrust in.
Enough to make me completely forget what I’d been subjected to by Seo Heejin today. It was even perfect pleasure enough to forget the hair being shaved just now while receiving threats that my cock might get cut by Seo Heejin.
Seo Heejin, who’d been leaving me alone to do as I pleased, suddenly moved.
As if deeply biting my cock all the way inside his throat wasn’t enough, the finger poking the hole curved into a hook shape and firmly pressed down on the prostate.
“Haaah—!”
An instant, deep sense of ejaculation rushed in enough to make my mind fly away.
The body trapped between Seo Heejin’s face and hand couldn’t even tremble freely and stiffened as I gushed out semen. The hand that had been on the soft hair seemed to want to make Seo Heejin, still in his twenties, bald, as even I could see it was clutching with all its might.
“Agh…”
Gush, while holding Seo Heejin’s head, semen burst out again. I should let go. Even while thinking that, my hand was still firmly gripping Seo Heejin’s head.
Damn Seo Heejin. If he wasn’t my type, at least have a small cock, or if the cock was going to be big, at least be bad at sex.
Feeling the trembling of Seo Heejin’s throat gulping down my semen, I blamed innocent Seo Heejin.
Kek, the sound of choking was heard. Startled, I sharply pulled back Seo Heejin’s hair, and his heavily scrunched pretty face looked up at me. With a face reddened from holding his breath, Seo Heejin was smiling while swallowing the coughs rising up with kkulleok kkulleok.
Thump. My heart beat intensely. That sensation wasn’t ringing in the left chest area but jumped up from right below my neck.
Is this what it feels like to have your heart come up to your throat? My head was dizzy from the pounding beating. Even trying hard to erase my expression by covering my mouth that kept trying to open blankly with my hand wasn’t easy. What is this feeling?
“Hyung, are you okay?”
When I barely nodded, Seo Heejin bumped his forehead against mine with a thud.
I became scared that if I opened my mouth to ask what he was doing, this turbulent heart would really come flooding up through my esophagus.
“I can’t even tell if you have a fever because of the water temperature or not.”
Seo Heejin muttered softly. What an obvious thing to say. This idiot. After glancing sharply at Seo Heejin, concerned about the pounding that kept beating loudly in my throat, I brought the hand that had been covering my mouth to it.
Had my heart always beaten near my throat like this normally?
“What’s wrong?”
At my strange behavior, Seo Heejin made a worried expression.
“Seo Heejin, I… my heart’s beating in my throat.”
Seo Heejin who heard my words tilted his head, then chuckled. That face seemed to be thinking the exact same thing as me from before.
“What an obvious thing to say.”
Hidden at the end of the words full of laughter was the rebuke “you idiot.”
“If your pulse doesn’t beat in your throat, you’re a corpse.”
Seo Heejin’s lips lightly touched my nape and stopped moving.
“Mm… it seems to be beating faster than usual.”
What was my heart rate normally like? There was no way I’d know something like that.
It was strange that Seo Heejin knew such a thing. Because Seo Heejin was strange, my reaction became strange along with him. So, both of us here right now were strange.
“Haah…”
Ticklish goosebumps rose streaming up my skin. The body that had already lost its mind ended up being desperate to touch warmth anywhere. Because Seo Heejin was strange. So it was just that my arms wrapped around Seo Heejin’s neck and my lips charged aggressively.
Even in this moment of rushing first, I was blaming Seo Heejin. Knowing that it wasn’t actually Seo Heejin’s fault, that this was sex by mutual consent, it felt like I had to blame Seo Heejin.
Crash, I collided putting the full weight of one adult on it, but surprisingly stable strength supported me.
My lips throbbed from clashing hard with teeth, but that wasn’t the problem right now.
When I put my tongue through the parted lips and rubbed it on the soft lump of flesh, the thing that had stopped for a moment as if flustered wrapped around painfully. My mind became distant as the hot warmth of another person mixed into the already hot and humid place.
Puhah, at the same time as turning my head to the side and exhaling, Seo Heejin embraced me with his whole body.
“Hyung… Yunwoo hyung… if you do this, I’ll get my hopes up.”
At the words muttered as if for me to hear openly, I couldn’t say do it or don’t. I definitely came out to firmly nail down to Seo Heejin that you and I are nothing more or less than sex partners.
Seeing how I was rubbing bodies without even properly talking, I was quite a hopeless bastard too.
But if I nail down and define our relationship, I might never be able to suck Seo Heejin’s cock again. If Seo Heejin, whose thoughts I absolutely can’t fathom, suddenly has a fit saying “I can’t spend the night with someone unless our hearts are connected!” then only I lose.
I thought that since this might be our last supper of sex, I should get as much out of it as possible.
Ah, was the pounding because of thinking it might be the last time?
When I was young, when eating the chocolates I loved most that Dad bought on business trips one by one, I’d always shake my hands when eating the last remaining one. It was too precious to melt in my mouth, so I’d just hold it still without moving my tongue—how was that time different from now?
The bathroom tile floor touching my kneeling knees felt unusually cold and damp. Ah, is this also an obvious thing to say? When with Seo Heejin, my judgment of what was obvious and what wasn’t became blurred.
Either way, I took Seo Heejin’s cock into my mouth while recalling the time I ate that last chocolate, his cock that must have been suffering from being stiffly erect. The plump glans pressed heavily on my tongue.
Maybe because I was thinking of chocolate, even moving my lips and coiling my tongue to quickly extract semen felt precious.
Just keeping it in my mouth, Seo Heejin’s frustrated cock twitched up and down inside my mouth. Right. The chocolate just sat still too, but eventually melted away. The cock would be the same. Even if I stayed still, eventually it would gulp and pour out semen.
“Haah— hyung, are you trying to kill me right now…”
Seo Heejin’s hand stroking my ear trembled finely. What did I even do? When I looked up at Seo Heejin with eyes full of complaint, Seo Heejin’s deep eyes narrowed. The fingers hovering around my ear sometimes swept back my wet hair and slowly traced along the grain of my eyebrows.
Receiving warm water while holding in my mouth a cock I might never meet again twice in my life and receiving gentle touches, my mood became drowsy. Seo Heejin’s fingers moving on my naturally closed eyelids felt slow, as if touching my eyelashes one strand at a time.
“You just want to keep it in your mouth?”
When I nodded slightly, a low laugh echoed inside the bathroom. Even though I gave no stimulation other than holding it, Seo Heejin’s cock grew larger and forcibly spread my mouth open.
“Alright. Keep holding it well.”
As Seo Heejin instructed, I obediently sat still with my eyes closed, holding the cock in my mouth.
Meanwhile, Seo Heejin reached out to squeeze out shampoo and thoroughly washed my hair with gentle hands. His touch was so careful that there was almost no foam flowing down to my face, less than when I washed it myself.
Since Seo Heejin was also a guy, he should want to grab the back of my head and thrust at least once. Though what was in my mouth kept getting bigger, it never pushed in any deeper. It only slowly pulled out after he finished rinsing my hair.
“…Why?”
Why give it then take it away, you cheapskate? Even at the fleeting irritation, Seo Heejin just smiled faintly and stuck his hands between my armpits to stand me up.
“We should get out now. You’ll catch a cold like this.”
Body wash was squeezed firmly onto the shower ball, and Seo Heejin kneaded my body as he pleased like washing a dog, covering it with foam. When that hand stroked my smooth cock, I was so startled I slapped Seo Heejin’s hand away.
Even though I’d permitted him to wash me, this was a bit much.