“Hey. Stop saying suck.”
My face scowled involuntarily, feeling like I’d become an idiot who can’t even understand Korean properly.
“It’s a rhyme.”
“Rhyme my ass.”
Seo Heejin now seemed to have no interest no matter how I reacted. He just chuckled and ignored everything I said, only doing his own thing. Looking carefully, I felt bad that he seemed to have figured out how to handle me.
“Ah, really don’t.”
Seo Heejin turned my body.
“I said don’t.”
While only saying that with my mouth, I sneakily spread my legs.
I want to make an excuse that I had no choice—Seo Heejin sucked better than expected. That was already proven all through last night. Seo Heejin sucked my cock covered wetly with who-knows-what fluids several times. While even saying the horrifying words that it was so delicious he wanted to chew and eat it.
Seo Heejin who positioned himself between my legs rubbed his nose against my pubic hair and breathed deeply. It was embarrassing but at the same time my cock gained strength.
“Mm… grapefruit scented body wash?”
Correct.
I’d just grabbed the cheapest one at the neighborhood supermarket, which happened to be grapefruit scented.
“Right.”
“That’s a shame. Yesterday it smelled incredibly lewd.”
With those final words, Seo Heejin skillfully took my half-erect cock in his mouth. Just from sucking it a few times, he seemed to have already figured out where to lick to make me feel good.
Even fellatio he did diligently. That too was so like Seo Heejin. I like it when the back of my glans is licked widely, and Seo Heejin’s tongue naturally rubbed there as soon as it touched.
“Hngh…”
Even to my own ears, a moan flowed out that contained no refusal at all, only seeming to urge him to take it deeper.
* * *
The smell of ramen vibrated throughout the house. If it had been a separated studio, the smell would have been less. This room where the kitchen and living space weren’t separated was in chaos with ramen smell right now.
Thanks to that, at least it was somewhat comforting that I could appreciate the view of Seo Heejin’s back as he cooked ramen wearing only drawers. Looking again, I wondered how a body like that could have been hidden inside clothes.
The triceps rippling every time he lifted and lowered noodles with chopsticks, the shoulder blades and deltoids gathering every time he opened and closed the cupboard looking for a bowl made my heart flutter. Perhaps from seeing him up close for so long, I’d gotten somewhat used to Seo Heejin’s face now.
Still, I prefer the back view where I can’t see his face though.
“Hyung, where’s the table?”
The moment I thought the back view was better, Seo Heejin turned around and smiled brightly. He said he’d only suck but ended up sticking it in and shaking, so I had no energy in my whole body.
This time too he tried to stick it in right away, so at least it was fortunate I came to my senses and prepared a condom first.
I had no strength to even raise my hand, so I barely lifted my leg slightly and pointed to one corner with my toes. When I’m alone, I just eat roughly while watching YouTube in front of the computer, but with two or more people it was impossible.
“Over there, closet corner.”
Seo Heejin who had committed sins opened the closet door without a single complaint and took out the folding table to spread on the floor. Then he even came over and patted my butt.
“Get up and at least put on underwear. So you can eat.”
There was no mom like him. No wait. Even my real mom hasn’t seen me naked for 20 years. Who should I compare this to?
At Seo Heejin’s words, I raised my creaking body and put on new underwear, a t-shirt, and even sweatpants. Unlike someone, I’m civilized so I want to wear clothes properly.
Seo Heejin who was efficiently setting up the table presumptuously made a request of me.
“Please give me something to wear too.”
Would my size fit him? Rummaging through the closet, I found Seo Heejin’s clothes that I’d washed but not returned, placed in a shopping bag.
Thinking it worked out well, I handed it over, but Seo Heejin made an unexpectedly subtle expression.
“Why?”
“This is my favorite clothes, you know?”
How would I know when he didn’t say anything? It’s just a black crew neck t-shirt with some letters written on it. Only then did I read the letters printed on the t-shirt and stare at Seo Heejin.
“Give it to me.”
Words mixed with capitalism and selfishness popped out of my mouth. Was this Balenciaga? If I’d known earlier, I would have kept my mouth shut!
At those words, Seo Heejin snatched the t-shirt away with an expression asking what nonsense I was talking.
Wow, aren’t these pants expensive too? As I fumbled to take out the pants and check the label, Seo Heejin chuckled.
“Those I just bought online.”
“Ah, really?”
If that’s the case, I wasn’t interested. When I tossed them over, Seo Heejin caught them skillfully and put on the pants. Finally, two civilized people in this house could sit facing each other and eat ramen.
Seo Heejin seemed to have talent in cooking. To think ramen cooked the same as mine with ingredients from my house could taste this good. When I slurped down the spicy broth, Seo Heejin looked at me with a mom-like expression, chin propped up.
I knew he was staring, but I pretended not to notice because it was annoying to deal with and the ramen was too delicious.
“Is it good?”
“Have you ever seen bad ramen?”
Moreover, when I glanced at the clock on the wall, it was already 2:30 PM. There was no point asking if it tasted good after driving me physically until well past mealtime.
Even if what Seo Heejin cooked had been mushy overcooked ramen, I would have gobbled it down.
“What should we order for dinner?”
At Seo Heejin’s words, I set down with a clack the chopsticks I’d been shoving into my mouth. Eating dinner too? At my place?
“Hey, you go home.”
Seo Heejin who didn’t listen to me at all smiled brightly. Feeding me ramen was enough, why are you trying to eat dinner too before leaving? When you’re too dumbfounded, laughter comes out.
Even when I shook my head with a “ha,” Seo Heejin just slurped his ramen without answering.
That weekend, Seo Heejin stayed camped out at my place until Sunday. Honestly, I think it’s proper manners to let someone rest at least one day of the weekend. Even to my question of why he wasn’t leaving, he stubbornly washed up and came back, even taking out my underwear to wear on his own.
Though he did take those underwear off soon after.
Anyway, after several attempts to kick him out thinking ‘what kind of guy is this,’ I ended up accepting it. I had no way to overcome Seo Heejin.
* * *
Since that day, Seo Heejin’s clinginess became serious. He might find the expression “clingy” displeasing, but it was clearly clinginess that had been continuing for two weeks now.
First, lunch. When none of the colleagues had anyone to eat lunch with, eating together was something that had happened fairly often before. But the frequency had been once a week at most. At most three times a month, usually once or twice. We were all proper adults with social lives, so eating with our teams was priority.
But since that weekend, Seo Heejin sent me a message every single day at exactly 11:30.
Last week too, he sent it every day from Monday to Friday, and this week as well, both yesterday and today Tuesday, he sent the same message.
**Seo Heejin**
Hyung, want to eat lunch together? 11:30
Sharp at 11:30, and in a private chat room too.
If I were a woman, I might have fallen head over heels for these messages pouring out precisely on time every day.
A sigh escaped at today’s message that arrived without fail.
“Yunwoo-ssi, is something wrong?”
Kind Deputy Go looked at me worriedly while saying ‘There’s nothing hard mid-month.’
“No. Just… I just feel like I’ve been scammed.”
It was the most appropriate expression to represent my current feelings. Neither I nor anyone in this company would have known Seo Heejin was this crazy, so this was definitely a scam.
“What? Isn’t that serious?”
I shook my head with a smile at the shocked Deputy Go and sneakily glanced at Seo Heejin beyond the monitor diagonally to my right. Then I ended up making direct eye contact with Seo Heejin who was monitoring whether I checked the message or not.
Seo Heejin at work had quite a serious expression, making it hard to figure out what he was thinking.
**Seo Heejin**
Today’s lunch. You’re eating it no matter what 11:32
Hey. We ate yesterday too 11:32
**Seo Heejin**
We didn’t eat just the two of us 11:33
Seo Heejin’s clinginess began. Why is he like this again? Even yesterday he posted it in the group chat and dragged along Song Ki and Hyungtae to eat together.
Right. I knew you’d come out like this, Seo Heejin. What does it matter whether we eat as two, three, or four people?
My hand typing the message moved rapidly with sincerity.
I don’t want to 11:32
**Seo Heejin**
I’ll spread rumors 11:32
I’d heard that threat so many times it wasn’t even scary anymore.
Go 11:32
After sending the single character “go,” I flipped my phone face down. It was almost lunchtime anyway so there was no business from clients, and even if there was, I could just say I didn’t see it during lunch.
I thought it ended well like that…
Around 11:58, Seo Heejin strode toward my desk. With his noticeable height and appearance, I could definitely feel Seo Heejin approaching without even being conscious of it. Maybe I’d developed a radar to detect Seo Heejin.
“Deputy Go Minjung, hello.”
Seo Heejin strangely addressed Deputy Go, not me. Without knowing it, my ears perked up to focus on that conversation, but I struggled to pretend otherwise.
“I really have something seriously important to discuss with Yunwoo hyung today…”
