I’d granted Ruben one request. I’d only listened once to his request to wear a condom. Moreover, I didn’t wear the condom out of goodwill. It even came with the precondition that I could make him do anything. That was all, yet I was amazed at how his attitude had become insolent again.
I gritted my teeth. As expected, getting swept up in Ruben’s pace was bad. I felt like I’d lose my mind.
“…Looking at your attitude… it seems like you don’t want me to wear a condom.”
Even though I hadn’t intended it, my voice was cold. At the same time, Ruben’s face that had been flushed and laughing triumphantly immediately hardened. My changed attitude seemed to become a catalyst that reminded Ruben of the state he was in. Ruben shook his head vigorously.
“N-no, no, w-wear it, wear it,”
When I looked at him silently, Ruben’s face turned even redder as he shouted.
“W-wear it! I, I put it on for you…! I even put it on!”
“…You didn’t even call me Master…”
“No! M-Master, I was going to say that!”
Ruben momentarily made an indignant expression and gritted his teeth, then instantly settled his complexion and watched my reaction.
“I forgot… I forgot, that’s all…!”
Though Ruben saying that was cute, I had no intention of believing everything Ruben said.
Ruben’s memory is good. There’s no way Ruben lacks learning ability. He’s smart. His business acumen is impressive. In the first place, I’d heard he graduated from an Ivy League university… on scholarship no less!
So the reason he was being like this was purely because of pride. From his position, he couldn’t tolerate me being above him.
“Ah, agh!”
“Ruben…!”
“D-don’t, agh, aaagh!”
But that pride was also something I had to fix. When I struck down on Ruben’s still erect member with my palm, Ruben screamed shrilly and shed a few tears.
“Where do you, talk like that! So proudly…?!”
“I-it hurt, agh…!”
“Your master is me now…! T-to other people, with th-this cock, bragging about fucking other people with this slut cock… is that something to be proud of?!”
Saying it out loud made me angrier, so I couldn’t help but tightly grip Ruben’s cock with my hand. I didn’t grab it to make Ruben feel pleasure. When I gripped Ruben’s cock while putting enough force in my hand to hurt a bit, he seemed too pained to even make a sound as he inhaled and stiffened his body.
“Uungh, you’re, you’re too much… I, I only saved my virginity for you…!”
It’s not like there were no temptations in my life.
Ruben had repeatedly told me I was ugly, and I believed it too, but… there were occasionally people who tried to seduce me.
Especially before working at Manon’s Pleasure, when I was managing the brothel, there were quite a few omega male prostitutes who threw advances at me blatantly. After exchanging numbers personally, there were some who asked if they could visit my house on my day off, and when I went to meet someone who’d requested an interview, there were even some who threw themselves at me and clung to me.
But I always fled from such attempts with all my might.
There were various reasons, but the most important reason was that I had someone else I liked.
I absolutely wanted to have my first experience with Ruben.
Whether whispering love or being roughly degraded, I really wanted to do it with Ruben.
Not knowing such feelings of mine and being treated like a fool made my nose sting for no reason. No matter how unpopular I was, I had plenty of opportunities to lose my virginity. The reason I didn’t lose it was because I wanted to be with you. I wanted to give my virginity to Ruben, not throw it away to just anyone.
Thinking such thoughts must have made me put strength in my hand, as Ruben grabbed my wrist while breaking into a cold sweat.
“Wh-who asked you to, save it?!”
“…”
“Ugh, stop the, the useless talk, and l-let go,”
“…You’re too much!”
Because the male prostitutes’ advances were too frequent, I’d requested an interview with Ruben once.
At that time, Ruben was as mean to me as he is now… but when I complained to him about struggling, there were rare times he’d be nice.
When I said managing the brothel was too hard, that it was painful having day and night reversed, that I missed my mother, Ruben mostly scrunched up his face and told me to get lost. But occasionally, he’d comfort me with kind words.
‘I use you because I need you.’
‘This place needs you. It really troubles me when you’re like this.’
‘Do you need a change of pace? Let’s go to the sea… watching the sunset will make you feel better.’
He’d enchant me while saying such sweet words like sugar. Making it seem like I was truly an important person, like he’d suffer great damage without me. After melting my heart with those words, he’d buy me good food or take me to new places for sightseeing.
But when I said the advances from omega male prostitutes were difficult, Ruben was different.
‘Do you know why those things pretend to like you?’
Ruben who’d coldly hardened his face lifted one corner of his mouth to sneer at me and said.
‘Do you think those things truly like you? What about you is likeable? You disgusting ugly bastard. A trash son with no education, no family, no money.’
His face as he approached me frozen in shock, emphasizing each word with force, is still vivid before my eyes.
‘Those things like you because you’re their manager. They’re trying to gain some benefit by spreading their legs for you once. They’re deceiving you… didn’t you know? You fucking idiot?’
And one week after that, I came to manage Manon’s Pleasure.
Thinking of what Ruben said then made my chest ache as if being wrung. Ruben’s words shouldn’t remain in my heart. And actually, I deliberately tried to forget all the bad things Ruben said. Repeating the effort to forget, I could now forget Ruben’s verbal abuse without much difficulty.
But those words alone, perhaps because I’d heard them when expecting Ruben’s kindness, or perhaps because Ruben’s expression was too cold then, didn’t fade easily. The more I thought about it, the more it hurt.
“Too, too much…! Boss is too much!”
I yelled and let go of Ruben’s cock. Before Ruben who’d escaped from pain could even exhale his first breath, I pressed down as if folding his body in half and inserted roughly.
“Kk, ugh, aaah…!”
“I, I really tried to be good to you…! I wanted to be good to you…!”
I moved my hips wildly while bursting with resentment. When I crushed Ruben’s insides while putting my weight on him, what burst from Ruben’s mouth wasn’t a pained moan but a cry of pleasure.
“Sch, kkeuk, stop, st-stooop…!”
“I want to, be good to you, so why, why won’t you help…! Why, why, why…!”
I could feel my heart beating fast. It was beating so violently that the sound of my heartbeat seemed to echo in my ears.
“How much, how much I liked you, hk, if you’d just, just help a little…!”
“Aaagh, kk, sh-shut uuup…!”
Though Ruben made a tearful face, he was faithfully feeling pleasure as he tore at the bed sheets and moaned while turning his head. It was an inner wall that had heated up fully since earlier. Though he seemed to hate me so much, Ruben’s body still welcomed me after all.
“Ha, Ruben, kk, Ruben’s body, likes me…!”
“Wh-ha, f-fucking nonsense…!”
Even through the condom, I could feel Ruben’s hot, damp mucous membrane clinging to my cock. Ruben would try to curse at me, but when I thrust deeply, he’d make crying sounds and ejaculate.
“You know, Ruben, y-your body, ha, already, says it likes me…!”
“No it doesn’t…! Ha, heuuk, n-no…!”
Even while saying that, when I deeply inserted and heavily pressed on Ruben’s insides, Ruben threw his head back and moaned long while sticking out his tongue. That sight was so irritating I couldn’t help it. Of course, I had increased his sensitivity. I’d wanted Ruben to feel pleasure from sex with me.
But this appearance alone wasn’t what I wanted. Only me burning alone, only me suffering alone, while Ruben just enjoys himself after briefly submitting to me—this isn’t what I wanted…!
‘…!’
Suddenly, inspiration flashed through my mind.
An endlessly appropriate punishment for Ruben. And yet, it was also something Ruben had wanted.
I released the hands gripping Ruben’s thighs and while penetrating him deeply with my body weight, I grabbed Ruben’s face with both hands. Looking straight into his eyes, I commanded quietly.
“Ruben, from now on, you can’t climax.”
“…?!”
Ruben’s eyes that had been panting pleasantly shook frantically. When our gazes met, I whispered to him.
“From now on, you can only climax… when my semen touches you…”
“…Wh-what…?”
Ruben’s eyes showed he still didn’t understand my words.
“Your body is now… my property. Now, only the sensation of accepting my semen and becoming completely mine… will make you cum…”
That alone should have completed the suggestion. I grabbed his waist and began moving my body. Ruben who’d had a bewildered face lost his reason again to the overlapping pleasure and screamed in ecstasy. When would he realize something was strange? Anticipating that, I pressed my lips to Ruben’s mouth.
