Screaming, I pressed down on his thighs as if folding Ruben’s body in half and put my full weight on him at once. Ruben’s body welcomed me as if in greeting. The completely soaked, obscene membranes clung to my cock, and I felt something soft at the tip of my glans.
“N-noooo, ah, I’m, I’m sorrrry, no, ah, o, ooungh?!”
Sorry—that was the most unbelievable word to hear from Ruben. How could he, who didn’t understand people’s hearts, truly think he was sorry to me! After changing my future, pouring unreasonable anger on me for years, having no guilt in the midst of it all, to hear him say sorry just because his body’s sensitivity increased!
Rather, that injustice made me laugh. I should have done this from the start. From the moment I gained the power to control people’s bodies and minds as I wished, what I should do to Ruben had been decided. I realized too late that using this power to break him was the only way to have him.
When I applied strength once more and thrust up at the part I thought was the end, Ruben’s eyes rolled back. He didn’t seem able to hold back his moans. Ruben’s inner walls narrowed as if squeezing my cock, then began convulsing wildly. The inside of Ruben’s thighs trembled as if broken, and his legs suspended in the air flailed.
“Hah, Ruben, cute, haha, from the start, hk, I should have, done this,”
“…!”
When I slowly pulled my cock from Ruben’s pussy, slick burst from the interlocked junction.
From Ruben’s cock that I hadn’t touched, semen dripped down and pooled in Ruben’s navel.
“It feels good, right? Right? Ruben, it feels good…?!”
I gripped Ruben’s thighs and began pistoning violently. Ruben’s pussy had always felt good, but today was special. Ruben was literally spurting squirt and semen every time I thrust in. So cute. So, so cute. Unable to even moan, from his gaping mouth came hk, hk sounds, like air escaping.
“I think… I’m dying….”
I thought he was saying something, and it was that he felt like dying. Ha…! A sneer escaped my mouth.
“What, what makes you think you’re dying…!”
“Kkhk, urk, oungh, pl-please,”
“Without even knowing… what suffering is…! Do you want to know… what it really feels like… to be dying…?!”
Saying this, I gripped Ruben’s throat with both hands. Strong and beautiful, merciless and cruel Ruben. But to me now, his life was so fragile I could end it with one hand.
“Die! Die, die, die…! Die on my cock, Ruben, Ruben Rikov…!”
I squeezed Ruben’s throat with force. I felt Ruben’s pulse in my palm. The more pressure I applied, the more I felt Ruben’s pulse flutter vigorously as if begging not to be killed, to be spared.
“Kh, kh, kkhk…!”
Ruben’s hand gripped my wrist. But even in this situation, Ruben couldn’t inflict violence on me. Ruben’s hand desperately scratched my hand, but it was only a weak stimulus that couldn’t even leave a scratch.
“Urk, ukhk,”
Ruben made animal-like sounds and floundered. His inner walls suddenly tightened and kneaded as if to squeeze my cock. I felt slick burst once more from the junction.
A bitter laugh came out. Ruben’s body was truly mine. It had been mine for quite a long time. So even before the pain of death, he felt pleasure exactly as I’d suggested.
And yet I had wasted time and effort on a foolish wish. I wasted too much time wanting his mind to become healthy, wanting him to love me of his own will.
From the start, Ruben Rikov was a broken human who couldn’t love people. I should have made him a sex slave rather than a lover from the beginning.
“Ru… ben…!”
At the same time as a flash of shock passed before my eyes, I ejaculated calling Ruben’s name. Into the junction that fit perfectly without a single deviation, to Ruben’s deepest place, I would fill him with me. Ruben’s complexion was blue. His eyes were half-rolled back and motionless. Perhaps his blood pressure had risen too much—fresh blood was flowing from Ruben’s nose. When I thought the movement of his hand scratching my wrist seemed to have dulled, I removed my hand from Ruben’s throat.
“Kgh, kheuk…!”
As soon as I removed my hand, suppressed coughs burst from Ruben’s mouth. Shedding streams of tears, Ruben clutched his own throat. On Ruben’s marble-like throat sat a dark blue bruise. What I had done.
“Kh, kgh, khheuk…!”
Seeing Ruben’s face dirtied with tears, snot, and saliva, my cock began to swell. There were times when I didn’t knot considering Ruben’s body, but now was different. Ruben was my flesh toilet. I decided to surrender to instinct.
“…!”
Ruben’s eyes went wide. It would hurt, as rough as the sex had been. His driven body would protest in pain. But Ruben’s body had already come to find pleasure in pain, just as I desired.
From the extreme sensation that prevented him from even making sounds, Ruben writhed with a soundless scream. As if wanting to escape from the member swelling while pressing against the tightly closed hole and womb, Ruben’s legs fluttered a few times but that was all. Unable to even close his gaping mouth, tongue lolling out, Ruben reached a climax that must have been like torture.
“Ruben, Ruben….”
“….”
“As… expected… this suits you….”
When I lightly touched Ruben’s convulsing member, eyes rolled back, watery thin semen trickled from the member that was red to the point of pain from coming too much. The people around still watched Ruben’s disgrace in their blank state.
“…Even if you don’t leave after seeing me touch someone else… that means you love me?”
I muttered and grabbed Ruben’s wrist, lifting it. Thrusting the abnormally swollen member from knotting deeper inside and stimulating the womb, tears flowed once more from Ruben’s wide-open eyes.
I had seen Ruben meeting other people countless times. I’d even seen him about to have sex with prostitutes. But not once had I ever thought about leaving him. Even at this very moment, even if it meant he became my slave, I wanted to keep Ruben Rikov by my side.
“…Then… I… must really love you.”
I muttered to myself and kissed Ruben’s mouth. Sucking on his extended tongue and groping his body, I positioned myself. I would completely engrave into his body that he was mine.
*
“Ruben…. Ruben,”
“……”
“…You’re out of it, right? You look out of it….”
I whispered gently. After confirming the people were well hypnotized, I commanded them to forget what they saw today and sent them outside. I knew that even though memories were erased, too-intense memories might remain in the subconscious. Perhaps among them there might be people who would secretly lust after Ruben from today on.
“Kh…. hik….”
When I sat on the sofa and gripped Ruben’s chest in my hand, he clenched his teeth. Ruben’s eyes were open but unfocused, and semen was dripping from between his spread legs.
“Tsk….”
I clicked my tongue and pushed my finger into Ruben’s hole. It would return to its original state, but I didn’t like seeing Ruben’s hole gaping open now, wastefully spilling the semen I’d worked to put in.
“Like this… like this, how can you be so wasteful?”
I stirred Ruben’s hole once, enjoying the sensation of the membranes soaked with semen and slick. Then I roughly pulled my finger out and slapped Ruben’s pussy with my palm.
“Huuk…!”
From just that stimulation, Ruben convulsed his thighs and arched his back. Though he was probably barely conscious, the way he reacted to the stimulation I gave was quite cute.
“…It’s okay, Ruben.”
I slid my finger along the flesh of Ruben’s swollen inner thighs. Right now, I couldn’t find even a trace of Ruben’s usual dignified, beautiful appearance. Even when I ran brothels, I’d never seen a male prostitute abused to this extent.
“…Ruben.”
I stroked Ruben’s face. Even in this state, I had no intention of letting Ruben go. Whether it was love or lust, or even hatred, didn’t matter anymore. I decided to use Ruben as I wished. Ruben’s will no longer mattered to me.
“It’s okay if you break.”
Ruben couldn’t be fixed. I finally decided to admit that I couldn’t fix him. I had been stupid to look for a way to fix a human born defective into something normal.
“Without fixing you… I’ll use you… to the very end…!”
There was no more anguish in my heart now. Because I’d decided to no longer hold back.
TL/N:
I used “pussy” in the translation because the Korean text uses 보지 (boji), which is the explicit Korean slang term for female genitalia/vagina.
In this Omegaverse context, Ruben is a male omega who has both male genitalia (penis/자지) AND internal female reproductive anatomy (vagina/보지, womb/자궁). This is a common convention in omegaverse fiction where male omegas have a “self-lubricating” internal anatomy that allows them to be penetrated and potentially become pregnant.
