“Do, don’t you obsess because you, like them…?”
“…”
Silence continued once again. Even though I waited quite a while, Ruben’s mouth never opened. This is strange, this almost never happens. I lost patience and poured out questions.
“Ruben, don’t tell me you… ha, have you never become lovers with, someone you liked…?”
“…”
“Ha, have you ever thought about, how the other person feels about you…? Wh, when you date… have you ever thought about whether the other person really likes you or not? N, no, more than that…”
“…”
“Have you ever, really liked a person, at all…?”
“…”
Ruben didn’t answer. He just looked at the ceiling with blank eyes. I felt a bit frustrated. I couldn’t understand why Ruben couldn’t even answer such an easy question. I wondered if the hypnosis went wrong, but now I could tell just by looking at Ruben’s expression that he was in a perfect hypnotic state. My ability hadn’t weakened.
“Um… You keep being unable to, answer…”
“…”
“Can you tell me why you can’t answer?”
I decided to change perspective a bit. If he can’t answer the question, I should ask why he can’t. Ruben was silent for a moment, then slowly opened his mouth.
“…Because I don’t know…”
At those words so simple I couldn’t believe Ruben said them, it felt like lightning struck the top of my head. Thinking that the hairs on my scalp seemed to stand on end, I asked once more.
“…Th, that means, my, my question is, a difficult question to answer…?”
“Uung…”
‘Wh… what, difficult!’
All the questions I asked weren’t ones that could be called difficult. These days even kindergarteners date boyfriends and girlfriends at kindergarten, and these are questions that even those kids should be able to answer naturally. Setting other things aside, to have this kind of reaction to the question of whether he’s ever really liked a person!
Even if you asked a baby before entering kindergarten, couldn’t they respond to such a question with a simple answer like they like their mom? And yet, even so, Ruben can’t answer.
Even in a romantic relationship, he doesn’t know if he likes the other person or not. He’s obsessed but doesn’t think he likes that person. When asked if he’s ever liked a person in the first place, he says “I don’t know.” This kind of dull emotion, immature heart, numbness means one thing. Ruben, my lover, my boss is…
‘The boss is a baby…!’
I looked at Ruben overflowing with emotion, trembling from the shock piercing through my body. Looking at what Ruben does to his lover Elbek, he clearly has desire for romance. But he doesn’t even know if that’s liking someone or not. Isn’t he truly a baby…!
‘My, my heart hurts…’
Feeling like my sternum was being squeezed with tingling happiness, I clutched my chest and took a deep breath. So Ruben, no matter how much of a slutty dick he is for messing around with this woman and that woman living promiscuously, his heart was as pure as his pussy before I fucked it. So pure that he doesn’t know anything, and so instead does things that seem like endless malice.
Originally babies are a bit selfish. Because they don’t know anything. So isn’t he venting his possessiveness that hasn’t been sublimated into mature affection on just anyone? No no, not “isn’t he?” The boss’s heart is definitely immature.
Ruben Rikov is a baby!
My loved one is a psychopath and a demon and simultaneously a baby. I was impressed by the fact that he possesses three elements that drive people crazy. And I was deeply grateful. For all the women who passed through him leaving because they couldn’t endure this aspect of his. Thanks to that, I can completely accept Ruben who has never built any sound human relationships, who is behind even kindergarteners in human relationships, who isn’t innocent but is in a pure state. I will embrace him and be the first person to give him the level of affection and attention he desires.
…Of course, I knew well that this would be impossible for a normal person. Looking at how I unintentionally hurt Ruben in just one day, surprised by his obsession. However, I have powerful strength. The power to fix the mistakes I made.
“Hi, hihi… Ruben…”
I let out a laugh while looking at Ruben lying still. Through hypnosis, I can make what happened earlier as if it never happened. And I’ll be able to fabricate the memory that I perfectly accepted and embraced Ruben’s strange behavior.
“Don’t worry, Ruben… I… I will be Ruben’s…”
“…”
“…I’ll be the best lover who accepts, all of Ruben…!”
No matter what anyone says, I believed in the power of the heart. The root of obsession is distrust. It’s trying to excessively bind others because you can’t trust them. But our psyche is ultimately part of us. Just like arm muscles develop from playing tennis for a long time, and just like you can naturally park without looking back after driving for a long time. Through training, our psyche also becomes stronger.
Ruben’s heart that easily crumbles even with slight anxiety will gradually become solid if I continue to let him experience trust through hypnosis. What heals a person’s heart is another person’s heart. Well, in my case I’m fabricating such experiences with hypnosis, but…
‘…Sometimes a vaccine is better than natural immunity, right?’
Thinking that, I whisper in Ruben’s ear. Ruben, forget what you experienced today, your lover Elbek Tenjis listened well to you and perfectly embraced everything you wanted…
*
“Elbek… Haat,”
I looked at Ruben moving his body gently on top of me. Though he clearly didn’t really want to move gently and tried several times to vigorously bounce his body, when I grabbed and pressed down on his thighs, perhaps the insertion became too deep—Ruben’s body stiffened and his movements noticeably slowed.
“Ruben, it feels good…”
But when I whispered affectionately, Ruben bouncing his hips diligently with a slightly flushed face is lovable. How does this scene feel in his head right now? Probably, he’s imagining roughly fucking his girlfriend who complied with all his demands after laying her straight down on the bed.
“Heu, uk, Elbek, uung, El, Elbek,”
“Yes, yes, I’m your lover Elbek,”
Ruben leaned down and interlaced his fingers with my hands as he inserted deeply. Admirably, even though I didn’t press down, Ruben who swallowed my dick all the way to the root with his own strength gritted his teeth and trembled. Along with the sensation of the wet mucous membrane tightly wrapping around my cock, I definitely felt love fluid splash from the junction, but Ruben didn’t ejaculate. I don’t know if he didn’t want to taste the humiliation of cumming quickly, or if he went dry.
“Heung, hik, El, Elbek, you, you… Uung,”
Ruben seemed to be doing his utmost not to be overwhelmed by excessive pleasure. Flushing his face red, Ruben who even gritted his teeth raised his trembling hand and stroked my hair.
“You, you’re, hik, mi, mine, aah, heung, keu, heuut…!”
“Ruben…!”
While saying such wonderful lines, Ruben finally couldn’t bear it anymore and cried out a moan as he collapsed onto my chest. Feeling Ruben’s semen scatter between our overlapped bodies, I grasped his buttocks with both hands.
“Ah, aeu, heuk,”
“Haa, Ruben, Ruben, you…”
“Ung, heu, ha, uuung,”
When I thrust my hips up like that, groaning sounds unrelated to his will leaked from Ruben’s mouth. Ruben’s pussy is truly a famous instrument. While tightening as much as the first time, his body accustomed to sex seems to cling to my dick even more smoothly. Feeling vivid pleasure down my spine, I savored Ruben’s buttocks to my heart’s content with both hands.
“You… are so, so cute…”
“Hiik, huk, ah, ah, no, aah,”
But Ruben didn’t seem to like these words, as he seemed to be trying his best to turn his face buried in my chest to glare at me. Of course, when I pulled back my hips and thrust up once more, that face melted limply again and looked lewd rather than angry.
“I, I’m, a man, heueu, I said,”
“So what…? Haha, men can, be cute too, eh…”
When I whispered and licked Ruben’s ear, he stiffened his back as if even that felt pleasurable. He’s truly lovable. To have such a mature, sexy, lewd body yet be a baby worse than a kindergartener when it comes to romance.
Watching Ruben who moaned in broken gasps matching my movements while hugging my neck, I tasted happiness like my chest was being squeezed. I will fix Ruben’s immature heart. I’ll be able to fix it. Could it get any worse than today anyway? Ruben was jealous even of a dog today. Literally jealousy below human level! So, having seen Ruben’s rock bottom, I had no fear.
‘There’s no way he could do anything stranger than this…’
Thinking that, soaked in happiness, I reversed positions while holding Ruben’s body. No, I… While pressing down on Ruben’s body as he whined, perhaps upset about having the lead stolen, and inserting deeply, I tasted happiness that might be fleeting.
