From the middle onward, traces of caresses could be seen here and there between his clothes that had ultimately been unbuttoned, saying it was hot. His face was full of semen and tears from Jeong Minha’s own ejaculation, and between his thighs, Seo Sihan’s semen was flowing out.
He had prepared condoms, but they were meaningless. Because they kept changing them, later Jeong Minha told him to just hurry up and come inside.
Hearing those words, Seo Sihan lost his mind and really did it inside. He felt sorry belatedly.
Seeing Jeong Minha who had fallen asleep almost as if fainting, Seo Sihan finished up alone. He still wanted to touch more, but he endured because he looked tired.
Then he lifted Jeong Minha up and entered the shower room. He filled the bathtub with water and got in together. In case he caught a cold, he washed him while hugging Jeong Minha from behind.
Seo Sihan, who had been washing him gently and carefully, hesitated briefly at the last part. But since he had to take out what was inside, he slowly inserted his fingers.
“Uh… ugh, mm….”
“……”
Because of Jeong Minha flinching even while sleeping, Seo Sihan became troubled. It was a natural reaction, but somehow it felt like touching someone who was asleep, so his feelings were complicated. He even still wanted to do more himself.
Seeing Jeong Minha sleeping while catching his breath while leaning on his shoulder, he came to his senses again. He endured as much as possible and finished what he had to do.
After washing him completely clean, he even dried his hair well. He dressed him in cozy new pajamas and took him to Jeong Minha’s bed and warmly covered him with a blanket too.
Seeing Jeong Minha sleeping well while wrapped snugly in the fluffy blanket, Seo Sihan came out with a satisfied face.
* * *
The next morning, Seo Sihan got scolded terribly.
It was when he went to wake Jeong Minha who slept in later than himself. Seo Sihan first apologized to Jeong Minha who woke from sleep.
“Minha-ya, did you sleep well? Yesterday I’m sorry…. It was really hard, right….”
“…N, no… ah…. My voice… why, is it like this….”
“Yeah, drink this….”
He handed him the warm tea he had prepared in advance. Jeong Minha drank it obediently, then soon his face turned red.
“Hyu, hyung…. I think I had a dream….”
“It wasn’t a dream….”
“……”
“……”
“…It hurts.”
“Hm? Where does it hurt? Here? I’m sorry….”
He took out medicine and even patches he had prepared in advance along with the tea. When Seo Sihan tried to apply it directly, Jeong Minha said flustered that he’d do it himself later.
And while Jeong Minha quietly drank his tea, Seo Sihan stood fidgeting like a sinner.
Then Jeong Minha, who finished his tea, asked in a shocked tone as if realizing something.
“Hyung, did you… throw me away because you were disgusted with me…?!”
“What…?”
Rather, because you were so precious, I washed and put you to sleep well, so what is this….. Seo Sihan was dumbfounded.
However, hearing Jeong Minha’s following explanation, he understood.
To summarize, it was the sound of asking why he didn’t sleep together and only left him alone in the room after spending such a night.
Thinking about it again from Jeong Minha’s position, he would dislike waking up alone in another room after fainting and falling asleep. If he had done this with someone else, it certainly wouldn’t have been courteous to the other person either.
But Seo Sihan felt wronged. We’re already in the same house… I moved you to let you sleep comfortably alone….
However, he also liked sleeping next to Jeong Minha, so he saved his words. Strangely enough, when sleeping together, he slept well even though he had insomnia, and above all, he just wanted to be attached to Jeong Minha for a long time.
When Seo Sihan said he would sleep together from next time, Jeong Minha was flustered again.
“Ne, next time you’ll do it too…?”
Seeing Jeong Minha’s reaction, Seo Sihan carefully asked.
“Did you hate it…?”
As soon as Seo Sihan spoke in an unconfident voice, Jeong Minha hurriedly added.
“No, rather…!”
Jeong Minha recalled last night’s events.
For the first time, he lost to Seo Sihan in both strength and stamina. It meant that an athlete who had trained for a long time was pushed by an ordinary office worker. It was an incredibly shocking thing for Jeong Minha.
But normally, of course Jeong Minha won. However, the fact that it was only like that last night meant….
“So….”
The sensation he was feeling for the first time was so good to the point of being spine-tingling that he couldn’t put any strength into his body at all. With all his limbs not knowing what to do, he just spouted a bunch of strange voices.
“……”
But when he tried to honestly say it was too good, his mouth wouldn’t open. In his head, sincerity flowed out, but he didn’t have the courage to say it out loud. He wanted to die of embarrassment.
Jeong Minha stopped speaking and just kept his mouth tightly shut while avoiding eye contact here and there.
Still, Seo Sihan now understood all that meaning. It was because Jeong Minha was like this last night too. Even if he couldn’t say it in words, he could tell from his expression. So he changed the question.
“Then did Minha like it too?”
“…Y, yes…!”
While Jeong Minha was embarrassed to say it directly, he would immediately affirm simple questions. If you told him to say Seo Sihan’s good points, he would be flustered and unable to speak, but if you wrote down 50 characteristics and told him to only answer good or bad, Jeong Minha would check all as good.
This time too, seeing Jeong Minha answer right away, laughter kept leaking out. Seo Sihan bent down and kissed Jeong Minha’s forehead as it was.
Surprised Jeong Minha almost dropped his cup but caught it again right away. It was funny and cute that he kept being surprised even though they had done more yesterday.
* * *
From then on, their relationship was the same.
While Seo Sihan honestly conveyed his sincere feelings to Jeong Minha in words, he didn’t make big skinship first. It was because Jeong Minha was very shy and easily surprised. So Seo Sihan waited until Jeong Minha wanted it first and approached him.
Then, as expected, Jeong Minha approached on his own. It was always Jeong Minha who started first. Of course, Jeong Minha always approached first and then backed out saying it was embarrassing. From then on was Seo Sihan’s role. When Jeong Minha started, Seo Sihan continued.
Seo Sihan was flustered at first, but as the number of times they spent the night together increased, he became accustomed to Jeong Minha’s childish whining-like embarrassment avoidance. His soothing skills just increased.
On the other hand, Jeong Minha never got used to it forever. Every time they did it, he was freshly embarrassed. Rather, Seo Sihan, who found that more fascinating, asked Jeong Minha once during it.
“Minha-ya…. Are you still very embarrassed?”
“U, urk…. You said you have experience, hyung! You’re my first…!”
“…I’ve done it more with Minha though.”
“……!!”
Because of Seo Sihan’s words hitting the nail on the head, Jeong Minha, whose embarrassment reached its maximum, grabbed and pulled a pillow again. He buried his face in it while lying face down.
Seo Sihan said he’d suffocate like that and slightly turned Jeong Minha’s face. Jeong Minha silently just glared at Seo Sihan’s touch, then buried his face in the pillow again and muttered quietly.
“Ah… Seo….”
“Hm?”
“Hyu, hyung, I like you so much… that’s why….”
“……”
“I can’t help it….”
“……”
“Do you hate it…?”
The reddened ear that stuck out beside the covered face was more visible. Because of Jeong Minha who was lying down with momentum to dig into the bed and asking if he hated it, Seo Sihan immediately kissed his cheek.
“Uwah?!”
“No way…. I was just asking because I was wondering if Minha really liked it too….”
“U, uh….”
“……”
Since Jeong Minha kept lying face down with no intention of showing his face, Seo Sihan just grabbed Jeong Minha’s body and turned him to lie on his back.
Then he kissed his forehead, bridge of his nose, and mouth in order.
“U, huk…!”
“I like everything about Minha…. I like cool Minha, and right now Minha is so cute….”
“M, me?!”
“Yeah….”
Seo Sihan was sincere, but Jeong Minha, who thought he was teasing him by treating him like a child again, felt his pride hurt. He grabbed Seo Sihan’s collar with both hands and pulled him to press their lips together, then separated.
“……?!”
“U, mm, jeez. You’re… cuter, you know?”
Jeong Minha raised the corners of his mouth and smiled to act as relaxed as possible.
Seeing that appearance, Seo Sihan’s thought circuits stopped for a moment. Soon his heart began to beat incredibly fast. It was because it was Jeong Minha’s expression he liked the most.
Without time to think, Seo Sihan immediately embraced Jeong Minha and started pushing inside again. Surprised by the suddenly fast penetration, Jeong Minha panted for breath.
“Ah, ah! Hngh, ha, urk, why…!”
“Ha…, Minha-ya…. As expected, I like Minha too much…. I love you….”
“Hik…!”
Being pounded hard and deep inside from below while simultaneously receiving a sweet love confession from above, Jeong Minha felt like he would really faint even though it wasn’t even time to sleep yet.
Jeong Minha kept being shaken by Seo Sihan’s strong force with all his strength released. Even the bed creaked. Even though it was such a big bed, he had no idea how good his strength was.
Jeong Minha was the athlete, but once he felt good, his strength would be released, so he was useless. It was even harder because they always did it right before sleep, so he got sleepy quickly.
On the other hand, Seo Sihan normally went to bed late anyway, so it was fine. Even though not as much as Jeong Minha, Seo Sihan’s stamina was much better than average.
Jeong Minha, who didn’t know that fact at all, was shocked and realized only after seeing Seo Sihan’s naked body. Not unlike himself, moderately solid muscles were positioned in Seo Sihan’s body too. Jeong Minha felt betrayed but soon forgot what to say because of the frighteningly good pressure.
“Hyung, hyuung, I can’t do it, hik, I can’t do more……!”
Seo Sihan looked at Jeong Minha’s arms. Seeing the strength trying to escape toward the pillow while saying he couldn’t do it, he just continued on.
“Why…. Minha, you normally do even harder, exercise….”
“Urk, ah, that and this are, hah…! Ngh, different!”
Whatever Jeong Minha said, Seo Sihan generally continued until right before Jeong Minha fell asleep with his strength completely released.
After falling asleep, the tasks were the same. Wash him, dry him, dress him, lay him on the bed. However, he corrected the point he got scolded for by Jeong Minha last time. This time, he lay down together.
Since Seo Sihan’s room bed was already a mess, Seo Sihan also went to Jeong Minha’s room. First, he laid Jeong Minha down to sleep comfortably, then he went back to his room to finish cleaning up, and returned to Jeong Minha’s room with just a new blanket and lay down in the spot next to him.
Seeing Jeong Minha already wrapped up in the blanket like a croissant, he laughed because it was so cute. Seo Sihan lay down next to him and fell asleep hugging Jeong Minha.
“…Urgh.”
Then he would definitely wake up getting hit at dawn. It was because Jeong Minha, who was very sensitive to heat, kicked both the blanket and Seo Sihan who was hugging him together with his feet.
Seeing Jeong Minha sleeping soundly while sprawled out, Seo Sihan just covered him with his own blanket and fell asleep.
“……”
In a few minutes, Jeong Minha kicked off the blanket again.
Seo Sihan looked at Jeong Minha sleeping soundly with a dumbfounded expression. Does he normally sleep without covering himself with a blanket? When they slept together before…. Thinking about it, Jeong Minha seemed to have just roughly fallen asleep next to him then too.
Sleepy Seo Sihan just gave up and covered only himself, then opened his eyes again and looked at Jeong Minha. Seeing Jeong Minha sleeping with even his stomach exposed, he worried he might really catch a cold like that. Eventually, prepared to get hit again, he fell asleep just hugging him with his arms instead of the blanket.
But sleeping like this, strangely Seo Sihan didn’t wake up. In other words, it meant he didn’t get hit.
In fact, this time Jeong Minha’s feet automatically went up again because it was stuffy rather than hot, but there was no particular blanket caught on his feet. So when he opened his eyes half-asleep, instead of a blanket, he could see Seo Sihan sleeping right next to him while hugging him. Jeong Minha, who woke up momentarily from being so surprised, was flustered.
After that, Jeong Minha thought of the national anthem alone in a frozen position in case Seo Sihan woke up. After feeling his heart pounding for quite a while, he fell back asleep obediently.
