“Ah… I’m sorry. It hurt so much…”
At the words spoken hesitantly as if truly sorry, Jae-min blinked with his arm floating in the air. He’d thought he’d get angry fiercely, but a cautious apology came back.
“Does it hurt a lot?”
“It hurts. Just, even just touching…”
It was a weak voice like fluffy yarn with downy fur tickling the ear. A low, rough tone like echoing from deep in a cave—it was definitely Hyun-woong’s voice, but the volume was too low.
Moreover, stuttering polite speech. Words complaining of pain. Jae-min, frozen stiff, kept doubting his ears and lowered his gaze.
“It hurts even just touching?”
“Yes, it throbs even when I’m just still. And, and if my chest presses against something hard, it hurts more.”
Hyun-woong bit his lips intermittently. He looked embarrassed to explain the symptoms in detail.
Jae-min stared quietly at his thin, red lips turning white from being bitten by teeth. Listening, he recalled Hyun-woong lying down earlier in that strange posture with only his head placed on the desk.
Also when he’d been shocked and chased him away when he’d only asked if he was sick.
‘Was all that because his chest hurt?’
Jae-min blinked. When the other person didn’t respond, Hyun-woong hesitated and continued speaking.
“Sometimes my clothes were a bit wet… but nothing was flowing or anything. The director just said ‘milk’ though.”
Hyun-woong’s voice kept cracking toward the end. It seemed to be from shame rather than pain. Especially the word ‘milk’ he said as if barely extracting it after it got stuck once in his throat.
Following Hyun-woong’s words, Jae-min naturally moved his gaze back to the chest.
“It doesn’t look like anything like that would come out.”
“Ah, come to think of it…”
Jae-min swallowed dry saliva. Because of the tremendous fact that the identity of the first patient he’d take on was none other than Kang Hyun-woong, and the shock that there was a problem with his large chest that looked ready to burst, he hadn’t looked properly. Looking closely, he immediately understood the words that it didn’t look like milk would come out.
“They’re inverted.”
Toward the center of the roundly protruding chest, slightly downward, pinkish nipples that seemed to bow their heads came into view. The plumply swollen areolas had a pale color unlike the dark skin.
But what should have been spread out roundly centered on the nipples was actually hiding the center. It was shaped like a mouth closed as if poked with a flathead screwdriver.
“They’re completely sunken in.”
At the unexpected form, Jae-min barely swallowed the laughter that almost burst out. Moreover, when the inverted nipples were pointed out, Hyun-woong clenched his molars tightly and slightly twisted his body. He looked even more embarrassed than when saying his chest hurt.
“They weren’t originally this shape, but they changed like this when my chest started hurting.”
“Is that so?”
“When I searched for MLS, it said it could be one of the symptoms…”
Seeing him mumbling and feeling ashamed, Jae-min raised the corners of his mouth without realizing it.
“I see. But this way, what needs to come out can’t come out.”
“Then what should I… ugh.”
Jae-min gently touched Hyun-woong’s areola with his fingertips. When he bent his finger as if to move through the gap and dig inside, Hyun-woong bit his lips and flinched.
When the large-bodied man he’d thought hateful all along didn’t know what to do at even small touches, black pleasure rose like smoke inside Jae-min. Though it was clearly treatment, it felt like a situation tormenting him.
Honestly, it was fun.
‘What? A real man? Kang Hyun-woong who came here because he got a disease where milk accumulates?’
Jae-min inwardly sneered at Yun-ji who had praised Hyun-woong. He lightly removed the hand that had been groping over the areola.
A job that paid a lot of money and where he could watch Kang Hyun-woong feeling ashamed, and could directly embarrass him. He was convinced he’d really gotten the best part-time job.
To hold back the laughter that kept trying to leak out, Jae-min pressed down above his lips with the back of his hand that didn’t have oil on it.
“Aren’t you… going to massage?”
When the departed touch didn’t return to his chest and the massage therapist was also quiet, Hyun-woong asked in an anxious tone.
“I should.”
Jae-min grinned. Then he poked the closed areola with his finger.
“First I need to pull this guy out.”
Actually, when Jae-min received massage training, he’d heard from the staff about inverted nipples.
There was something that must be checked before breast pumping work—the patient’s nipple condition, and if they were sunken deeply inside, they absolutely had to be made to be exposed outside before starting breast pumping.
“Really occasionally, there are people who are inverted. Usually they naturally rise during the massage process, but if not, you can use a tool like a glass rod.”
The staff explained in a dry tone. When he asked if it wouldn’t be solved by attaching the breast pump equipment, the answer came back that the suction power wasn’t strong enough to pull out deeply buried nipples.
Anyway, in Hyun-woong’s case, since he was being fussy saying it hurt just to put hands on his chest to directly release the clenched chest through massage, Jae-min decided to extract the nipples first.
From the place where various treatment tools including massage oil and latex gloves were placed, Jae-min found and took out a glass rod. Jae-min, who rubbed and smeared the massage oil from the gloves well on the glass rod tip, approached Hyun-woong again.
“I’ll start the treatment.”
Unlike the chest that seemed sculpted from milk chocolate, it was interesting that the nipples were shaped like strawberry cream squeezed out. It seemed like it would be the most delicate part of his body. Jae-min gently touched Hyun-woong’s nipple with the round-tipped glass rod.
“There’s no reaction. It doesn’t hurt, right?”
“They don’t come out well originally.”
He also tried poking to extract the small piece of flesh that had gone inside. However, there was no sign of it coming out at all.
Hyun-woong, who had made moaning sounds even when his chest was lightly touched earlier, was quiet now. Jae-min, becoming a bit bored, attempted small talk.
“Having this form, is it uncomfortable in daily life?”
His voice was still self-modulated. Actually, even if Jae-min used his voice normally, since he’d never once used such polite speech at school, it would be difficult for Hyun-woong to recognize his identity.
“Before counting what’s uncomfortable because of this, it’s uncomfortable because my chest is throbbing.”
“Still, it seems convenient to wear tight clothes. You can just wear one t-shirt even in summer.”
Jae-min replied indifferently while recalling Hyun-woong’s usual attire. Whether absurd, the strength in Hyun-woong’s body momentarily relaxed.
“…Isn’t the disadvantage too powerful to count that as an advantage?”
Though he seemed to have no talent for trivial conversation, he responded surprisingly obediently. Jae-min briefly stopped the hand holding the glass rod and stared at Hyun-woong’s nipples that still showed no sign of coming out.
No matter how he thought about it, this method was hopeless. Earlier, watching Hyun-woong hurting at even trivial touches, he’d felt the stress accumulated inside being somewhat relieved, but now with no reaction, it was really boring.
Jae-min, who was licking his lower lip with his tongue while pondering what to do, suddenly hesitated.
Suddenly what he always did when sleeping with his girlfriend came to mind. Jae-min, who had enjoyed caressing breasts so much, knew quite well how to make the other person’s nipples swell plumply.
Surely Hyun-woong had also caressed someone’s breasts before. Though he probably never thought he’d be on the receiving end. He wanted to see him not knowing what to do from shame again. Jae-min secretly grinned.
“It seems this method is useless, customer.”
Hyun-woong nodded. Jae-min returned the glass rod to its place and took off the latex gloves.
“Instead I’ll massage you with warm jelly.”
“Jelly?”
“Yes, I’ll rub it with tongs, so something hard might touch.”
With oil-free, dry hands, Jae-min propped his hand on the edge of the bed where Hyun-woong was lying.
“Don’t be too surprised.”
Jae-min, who spoke as if whispering, stuck out his tongue. Then he smoothly licked Hyun-woong’s plump areola like flat pudding.
“Ugh, the feeling…!”
It was as Jae-min expected. Hyun-woong trembled, startled greatly. Because of the flinching, his nipple lightly grazed Jae-min’s front teeth.
“Ah, something hard…”
“Sorry. The tongs touched.”
At the dramatic reaction, Jae-min inwardly cheered. Jae-min, who briefly separated his mouth, stuck out his tongue again. When the warm, soft thing touched, Hyun-woong clenched his fist tightly.
Watching Hyun-woong being licked while entrusting his chest to a man was very fun. It was so fun that the fact that the subject licking a man’s chest was himself wasn’t even on his mind.
“It’s jelly, right? It seems to, to be wriggling.”
“That’s right. I’m holding it with tongs and moving it very well.”
Jae-min, who replied nonchalantly, lowered his lips again. He stuck out his tongue long and moved it as if digging out the nipple with the tip held upright.
