5. Like a Meteor Shower Pouring Down
Warmly rising steam filled the bathroom. Even while watching the water that had poured out continuously get sucked into the drain, he couldn’t even think to turn off the faucet.
Yeoul was still sitting collapsed on the bathroom floor. Staring blankly down at the white, sticky liquid on his palm, his heart was pounding as if running a marathon.
What… what situation is this right now?
Could this be a dream?
If it was a dream, it was too terrible a nightmare. Even he himself didn’t quite understand what he had just done. It truly felt like he had genuinely fallen into depravity.
‘Am I really going crazy?’
Yeoul, who had been sitting like that for a while, forcibly raised his trembling body. He frantically washed his hands under the pouring hot water, rinsing away the murky liquid. Even as he lathered shower foam all over his body and washed, his startled heart wouldn’t easily calm down.
How could I do such a thing… while thinking of Kang Hyeseong?
This absurd tragedy had begun exactly 1 hour ago, when he woke to the sounds of Kang Hyeseong preparing to leave for work early in the morning.
“Where are you going? So early.”
Yeoul, with half-opened eyes, asked in a sleepy voice. Hyeseong, who was putting on his combat uniform top, glanced back and greeted him with ‘Did you sleep well?’
“There’s a meeting led by the Director.”
“Ah…”
“Our team meeting will be at 9:30 later, so sleep a bit more.”
At his touch coming closer and patting his chest, his eyes naturally began to close drowsily. However, Yeoul shook off his fatigue and forced himself to sit up.
“What time is the meeting?”
“7:30.”
“Then there’s still a whole hour left, isn’t there? Get some guiding before you go.”
Last night, he had been reviewing urgent reports and documents until late, and Kang Hyeseong had prevented him from guiding because he looked a little tired. If he spent all day handling the busy schedule that would proceed from now on, there wouldn’t be time to guide separately, so it seemed good to quickly guide him now.
At Yeoul’s persuasion that Esper Seo Giwon and Esper Hyun Junho both receive guiding beforehand on their way to work, Kang Hyeseong finally leaned against the bed headboard.
“Alright, thank you. Then I’ll ask for about 15 minutes.”
“Okay!”
Yeoul promptly climbed onto Hyeseong’s body. Trying to guide him who was wearing combat uniform of rough and firm material while in soft indoor clothes… the touching sensation was a bit strange.
‘Don’t think about other things… let’s focus.’
He took a deep breath while hugging his firmly well-built body. He drew the turbulent energy toward himself and absorbed it fully, then mixed it with the wave of purification he held inside. The two people’s waves that blended well were subtly carried with each breath inhaled and exhaled.
‘At this level… I think I could try a different guiding.’
As the guiding progressed smoothly, he kept getting greedy. If he succeeded at a higher level of guiding than this, he could more definitely relieve the fatigue of Kang Hyeseong, who records first place in wave usage at the Ability Security Bureau every year.
But… hand-holding, hugging, and the next level of guiding after that…
…After that comes mucous membrane… guiding.
‘…Wait a minute.’
Yeoul’s body shuddered. His vision momentarily became dizzy and an emergency alert went off in his head. It was because he had unconsciously drawn a vivid image.
If I were to kiss Kang Hyeseong.
If I were to guide him while mounted on top of Kang Hyeseong like now, hugging him and pressing our lips… together…
“…Yeoul? Are you uncomfortable somewhere?”
“Huh? Uh, u-uh…”
When he came to his senses, he was squirming and twisting his waist this way and that on top of his body. It was an unconscious movement trying to escape from him.
Is this the price of wicked imagination?
His body felt strange. And definitely more than usual.
He had been gradually feeling uncomfortable mounting Kang Hyeseong’s body since a few days ago. Yes, maybe it was from that time. The day he went on a mission with Giwon hyung and returned.
At that time, Kang Hyeseong had touched his body all over for the reason of checking if he had bruises. At that touch which would have had no sexual implication, Yeoul had been shaken to a degree that even surprised himself.
After that, his body seemed to have completely broken down. No, perhaps his head had become strange. Seeing that he suddenly started feeling sensations he hadn’t known at all during over 10 years.
Every time he pressed his body against Kang Hyeseong’s to guide, he felt a strange feeling. His head became confused and his face turned red. His heart pounded wildly, and his fingertips tingled.
That much was bearable. Yes, those were symptoms he could somehow get past. But today went one step further. The crazy symptom that surpassed all those changes in one go was…
‘Please. Please. Please. God. Until the East Sea’s waters and Mt. Baekdu w-wear away and dry up…’
It was enough to drive him crazy and make him jump. Was his body sensitive because it was morning? While being this close to Kang Hyeseong, why of all timings was his lower body getting stimulated, really…!
Originally, regarding sexual matters, he wasn’t the type with vigorous curiosity compared to guys his age. Even so, he instinctively knew well what he was feeling right now, what kind of rapids his body had started to ride.
It was truly an emergency. He had to avoid this. He had to get off Kang Hyeseong’s body right now…! However, Kang Hyeseong, who couldn’t possibly know his dark and wicked heart, chuckled and hugged his waist. And pressed their bodies together even more firmly.
“You did this a few days ago too and now you’re doing it again. Are you really a puppy? Why do you keep squirming whenever you guide?”
“W-wait a moment. Hyung, hyung-ah, let me…”
Being urgent, the term of address he used when young came out naturally. Yeoul felt the cold sweat rising on his spine and tried to push away by pressing his palm against his chest. However, perhaps perceiving Yeoul’s struggle as play, a mischievous smile spread across Kang Hyeseong’s face.
“Why again. Hm? You said you’d guide me, but the moment I hug you a little, you try to run away.”
“L-let go of this.”
“Guide-nim, is it okay for you to act like this?”
Hyeseong, who giggled softly, playfully tickled his side with his hand. While hugging Yeoul’s body tightly. His lower body twitched on its own, and his lower abdomen tingled hotly. Yeoul’s vision turned white at the feeling rising precariously from his lower abdomen.
“Hyung, wait. I, I’m uncomfor—!”
In the end, he shouted and pushed him away. At Yeoul’s urgent cry, Hyeseong finally made a surprised face. He immediately withdrew his playfulness and examined Yeoul with eyes that became serious at once.
“…What’s wrong? Yeoul. Where are you uncomfortable?”
“N-no, it’s not that…”
“Is your chest hurting? Your breathing. You’re not dizzy or have a headache?”
Innocently, Kang Hyeseong was taking the meaning of ‘uncomfortable’ he had said solely as aftereffects from guiding. Yeoul flailed his hands and feet and hurriedly got off from on top of his waist.
“I’m really o-okay. I’m okay… I just shouted without realizing because it tickled. And I’m a bit, um… I guess I haven’t fully woken up yet. The guiding isn’t working well.”
“Really? It seemed to be working well until just now… Maybe it’s because your fatigue hasn’t fully lifted yet.”
“Y-yeah. Probably so.”
Fortunately, Kang Hyeseong readily accepted even the words he cobbled together haphazardly. Even so, his furrowed brow wouldn’t relax as if he was worried.
“Still, I’m a bit uneasy. I’ll call the doctor for you.”
“Really, really, I’m okay. That would make me even more uncomfortable. I’m… so sleepy I want to sleep more.”
“Hmm… Then you, report your physical condition to me once more before attending the morning team meeting.”
“Yes, team lead—I mean… okay. I will.”
Formal speech popped out unconsciously at the firm order. Yeoul pulled the blanket with an at-a-loss expression and surreptitiously covered his lower body. Fortunately, Kang Hyeseong nodded at that point.
“Hurry and go. You’ll be late for the meeting.”
Yeoul hastily waved his hands shooing him away. Even to himself, it was absurd how he had been holding onto the person saying he was going to work to guide him until 5 minutes ago, then suddenly was chasing him out. Even at his fickleness like cooking porridge, Kang Hyeseong, far from being dumbfounded, worriedly patted the head of Yeoul lying down covered with the blanket.
“Rest well. Contact me right away if anything happens.”
“Okay. I will. So hurry up…”
“If you feel even slightly strange, call the doctor right away. Got it?”
“Please hurry and go. Let me sleep…!”
He half-forcibly chased him out, and only after hearing the sound of the front door completely closing did Yeoul fling off the blanket. He could see his lower body standing embarrassingly erect.
“You’ve gone crazy, haven’t you…? Huh?!”
Even yelling at his innocent lower body only brought greater self-loathing. He was even flustered because he had rarely been this aroused.
Making groaning sounds, Yeoul rolled once around on the bed, then rolled once more and returned to his original position. After rolling around like kimbap several times while clutching his lower body like that, Yeoul finally bit his lip and got up from his spot.
Then he headed to the bathroom with an awkward gait. Even though no one was there, he locked the door. When he took off his top and lowered his pants, his vigorously erect penis was visible. The moment he grabbed it, flushed red and even warm with heat rushing to it, an excited moan leaked out: “Ah…”
