“Ha…… I like it too……”
“Ow, that hurts!”
“You’re cute, Xie Wei.”
Setting aside the “you’re cute” that made him doubt his ears every time he heard it, the name Xie Wei grated on him. That wasn’t his name. He knew it couldn’t be helped, but he didn’t want to be called by that name by Ray Jun.
An illogical surge of anger welled up. Kang Siwon pushed Ray Jun away as if venting his frustration. Unexpectedly, Ray Jun readily backed off.
“……”
The black eyes looking down at Kang Siwon sparkled like glass beads. Beautiful, but perhaps because they blended with Ray Jun’s doll-like appearance, they gave off a strangely inhuman feeling. He only now realized that Ray Jun was wearing lenses.
“Why are you wearing lenses?”
“I didn’t have time to take them out. Why?”
“Because you look stuffy……”
Kang Siwon mumbled as if making an excuse. In truth, it was because he wanted to meet Ray Jun’s hazelnut-colored eyes. Though the black eyes suited him well, Kang Siwon preferred the original warm color.
“……It feels like your eyes are hidden, so it’s a bit…”
“Then I’ll take them out.”
“No, not now!”
Ray Jun unhesitatingly brought his hand to his eyes. Kang Siwon was startled and stopped him. Though he had no experience putting in lenses, he at least knew the common sense that you should wash your hands before and after wearing them. Moreover, touching his eyeballs with semen-covered hands was absolutely forbidden.
“Hmm…… I guess it can’t be helped for today then.”
Ray Jun answered breezily and caressed Kang Siwon’s chest. Still inserted, he thrust his hips in small movements while toying with his nipples. Then, as if not satisfied with just the sensation of fondling them with his hands, he lowered his head. Kang Siwon, realizing what he was about to do next, quickly warned him.
“Don’t leave marks. I don’t want to bother changing clothes in the bathroom.”
“Then you’re planning to change in the locker room?”
“Of course.”
“In front of other men?”
“Wouldn’t it be more of a problem in front of women?”
Ray Jun’s expression briefly furrowed, as if thinking something. That lasted only a moment before he bit down on his collarbone without giving him a chance to stop him.
“Hey, I said don’t leave marks!”
Despite the cry to stop him, Ray Jun gnawed on Kang Siwon like an untamed dog. He was definitely acting like a contrary brat on purpose. Only when he beat his shoulders did he finally pull away.
“Do you have a filter on your ears? Do you only hear what you want to hear and filter out what you don’t?”
“Sorry, you were too delicious.”
“This really…… Ah!”
At that moment, Ray Jun unfairly thrust upward at the spot Kang Siwon liked. As the tip pressed firmly against his prostate and rubbed, Kang Siwon was in agony.
“Hngh…… Hng!”
He vigorously pressed Kang Siwon. Without giving him time to breathe, he thrust his hips while nibbling and kissing here and there. The lips sliding over the sweaty skin were so hot that everywhere they touched burned.
Ray Jun briefly raised his head. Seeing that disheveled face, Kang Siwon found himself at a loss for words.
The usual graceful and gentle beauty was gone, replaced by a man licking his lips like a beast above him. Kang Siwon shivered at that dangerous and alluring face. What excited Kang Siwon more than the penis pounding his insides at this moment was Ray Jun’s raw lust directed at him.
“……Hng, Ray Jun……”
“Will you call me Ray?”
“……Ray?”
“Mm-hmm. When it’s just the two of us, call me by a pet name. How about it?”
Rather than a pet name, it felt more distant. Don’t people in intimate relationships call each other by their given names rather than surnames?
“Don’t like it?”
Just because his answer was slightly delayed, Ray Jun mischievously pinched his chest. It seemed he’d already developed a naughty habit.
“Don’t do that, Ray.”
“Mm-hmm.”
Ray Jun seemed very satisfied somehow. As proof, his movements thrusting deep inside became increasingly rough.
“Ah…… Hng! Hngh……!”
Creaking sounds beat at his ears. Perhaps thanks to the semen used instead of lubricant earlier, or because Ray Jun was leaking precum, his penis seemed to slide in and out even more smoothly.
He kept biting his neckline, but Kang Siwon didn’t even try to stop him anymore. With just the new marks left today, he’d be stuck changing clothes in the locker room for at least a week. In truth, he no longer even felt like restraining Ray Jun.
“Ray……, hng!”
The moment he called the pet name, Ray Jun’s tempo became even faster. He acted like someone who had a duty to bury his own inside Kang Siwon. Every time the hard tip pounded down on the center of his belly, his scrotum slapped against his perineum.
Kang Siwon’s member stood erect, making it seem like the earlier ejaculation had never happened. A hot sensation rapidly surged up from below his stomach—the moment of climax was approaching. He instinctively realized Ray Jun was the same.
Kang Siwon looked up at Ray Jun with his eyes narrowed. The face faintly visible in the dark view was like a rose blooming at night. Kang Siwon lost himself in that alluring beauty and let out heated breaths.
“Hah……”
“……Ha.”
Their moans crossed and spread. The moment Kang Siwon reached climax, Ray Jun also poured everything he had inside him. He could feel the thick semen spreading deep within.
“Hah……”
Even after ejaculating, Ray Jun didn’t pull out his penis. He remained buried inside Kang Siwon and collapsed on top of him.
“……You’re heavy.”
“Just bear with it a little.”
“You’re really so selfish.”
Though he criticized him like that, in truth Kang Siwon didn’t dislike it either. Of course, Ray Jun was heavier than he looked, but that gave him a sense of stability like being covered with a cotton blanket. Kang Siwon hesitated before embracing him.
“……Now that I think about it, it’s funny. When did you demand to know who hit me, yet you’re the one tormenting me?”
“When did I?”
“You bit me. Even though I told you not to.”
“For someone who said no, you seemed to like it…… Ah, are you the type who gets aroused while being tormented?”
“Do you think I’m a pervert like you?”
His insides ached from containing his member, and even though they were exchanging trivial words, strangely his heart felt at ease. This also seemed like an abnormal state in its own way, but he didn’t even have the motivation to try to return to normal. What was certain was that right now felt more liberating than when he was alone under the blanket digesting his anger. They said he was good at comforting with his body, and indeed it wasn’t empty words.
“Ha……”
“Why are you sighing?”
“……Just because.”
Kang Siwon mumbled gloomily.
It was nice to be able to forget reality even briefly, but as soon as he came to his senses a bit, he became troubled again. Rather than doing that with Feng Tao, it might be better to prepare to die and run away from Macau.
“What are you thinking about?”
At Ray Jun’s question, the thoughts that had been endlessly continuing in his head abruptly cut off. Kang Siwon replied weakly.
“You’ll never know what I’m thinking about right now.”
“I think I know. Aren’t you thinking about Ju Xiang?”
“……Roughly similar.”
When Kang Siwon agreed, Ray Jun grumbled in a deliberately sulky tone mixed with aegyo.
“That’s too much. How can you think about another man right after sleeping with me?”
“It’s not like that though?”
“What’s so special about that rotten plum-looking ahjussi? Don’t let yourself be troubled by a guy like that. If there’s a problem, you can rely on me.”
“Just because I rely on you doesn’t mean 1.5 million patacas will appear……”
“Still, I can worry about it with you. I can even help with paying the interest.”
“It’s fine.”
Ray Jun was probably sincere. However, the problem Kang Siwon was hiding wasn’t something that could be solved with that degree of warmth.
If it became known that he was a spy, Ray Jun might despise him. Kang Siwon didn’t want to lose the warmth he’d finally obtained like that.
He’d rather suffer with a cold heart alone than lean on Ray Jun. To wish for even that while deceiving him would be shameless.
He firmly steeled his heart that kept trying to weaken. But making that resolve seem futile, Ray Jun spat out in a suspicious tone.
“Speaking of which, now that Ju Xiang came up, doesn’t that guy seem suspicious somehow?”
