“I’ll get you off once first.”
Ray Jun began stroking his shaft. As much as he hated to admit it, his hand movements were quite exquisite. The technique of pressing hard then releasing, and pressing again at the perfect timing, was fantastic. Even if Kang Siwon masturbated himself, he probably couldn’t do it better than this.
Kang Siwon remained stiffly tense but couldn’t push Ray Jun away. The pleasure he was giving felt too thrilling—it would be a shame to stop.
“……Hngh.”
The moment Ray Jun pushed up his shaft as if squeezing out semen, Kang Siwon ejaculated. The semen that burst out fell in drops onto his lower abdomen and thighs.
A sense of bleakness washed over him that he’d made another mistake, but at the same time he felt relieved. Still, since he’d ejaculated once, Ray Jun would back off now. That’s what he thought, but.
“……Huh?”
He spread Kang Siwon’s legs. Ray Jun scooped up the semen with his palm and carefully applied it to his fingers. Realizing what he was trying to do, Kang Siwon sat up.
“Get off!”
“We’re just getting started, what do you mean get off?”
Ray Jun pushed Kang Siwon’s chest again, laying him back down. His stomach that had been beaten earlier throbbed, preventing him from sitting up again, so Kang Siwon glared at him while grumbling.
“Do you want to have sex with someone who came home after getting beaten up?”
“You’re pitiful, so I’m trying to comfort you.”
“What kind of comfort is done like this?!”
“I’m originally better at physical comfort.”
His index finger dug between his buttocks. The hole that vividly remembered the previous penetration clenched reflexively. Ray Jun, who couldn’t have failed to feel this, curved his lips.
“I’ll make sure it doesn’t hurt this time.”
“What are you trying to do again……”
He wasn’t someone who would listen if told not to. Kang Siwon trembled half-resigned. If he was going to do it, he hoped he’d hurry up and get it over with and pull away. Yet on the other hand, his heart trembled at the act to come.
The long index finger pressed firmly against his inner walls, widening the hole. Being touched in his most intimate area made him grit his teeth in shame.
The touch moving inside was slow. He’d said he wouldn’t make it hurt this time, so it seemed he planned to do foreplay thoroughly. For Kang Siwon, who hoped it would end quickly, this was troubling consideration.
Around the time he was about to tell him to stop, the finger filling his hole pulled out. Kang Siwon, whose tension eased a bit, relaxed his limbs. However, it was too soon to let his guard down.
“……Ngh.”
Ray Jun pushed his finger in again. This time it was thicker—two fingers. The movement was bolder too, so the sensation of being excavated was vivid.
“Relax, Xie Wei.”
“……I don’t want to.”
“Haah, why are you so stubborn?”
Ray Jun sighed as if dealing with a disobedient child and rotated his wrist. The finger that moved in a circle grazed near his prostate. For a moment his tailbone area tingled, making him clench his hole. Receiving that movement completely, he added.
“You’re doing this on purpose right now, aren’t you?”
“Wh-what am I……”
“You were crying and whining last time that it was hard. I’m doing this so it’ll be comfortable for you.”
He wanted to argue about who was crying, but he kept his mouth shut, thinking he’d get caught up in Ray Jun’s sophistry again and wouldn’t even break even. Moreover, looking back at the hazy memories remaining from being drunk, it was true that he had made some whining sounds.
Recalling the tearing pain and shame from that time, and the pleasure that followed, Kang Siwon’s face flushed hot. Ray Jun lowered his head and kissed his cheek with a smacking sound. It was the side that had been hit by Ju Xiang’s fist.
“Your skin is hot. Poor Xie Wei, how badly were you hurt……”
“Th-this is all because of you……!”
“Hm? I haven’t done anything though?”
That said, he was steadily widening the inside with his fingers. It was a process that required patience for Kang Siwon, and perhaps for Ray Jun too. After repeatedly pushing in and pulling out like digging, he even added another finger.
“Nngh……”
His bottom was stretched tight. It wasn’t painful to that extent, but that made it feel even stranger. It really felt like his body was preparing to accept Ray Jun.
Feeling awkward about facing his face looking right up at him, Kang Siwon rolled his eyes around. However, because the distance was too close, wherever he looked, Ray Jun ended up in his field of vision anyway.
“Xie Wei.”
Ray Jun smiled, gently creasing his eyes. It was such a beautiful sight it created the illusion of flowers blooming in full. Kang Siwon couldn’t take his eyes off his face. He’d been looking only at Ray Jun originally, but now truly nothing else came into view.
“You’re so cute.”
“……What.”
Was he serious calling someone with fierce eyes and not a small build cute? The following words also made him doubt Ray Jun’s aesthetic sense (or whether he was in his right mind).
“I want to just take you away.”
“What are you talking about? Take who where?”
“To my home, of course. Should we live together later when we move out of the dormitory?”
It was completely unrealistic talk. When he quit Sovereign, Kang Siwon would no longer be able to stay by Ray Jun’s side. He’d been running looking only at that future until now, but for some reason his heart sank with a thud.
“……Forget it. Even now I’m sick of living together, why would I become roommates again?”
“Hmm…… Really?”
Ray Jun pulled out his fingers. It had been quite burdensome when he pushed them in deep, but it was the same when pulling them out. Kang Siwon shifted his body slightly.
Ray Jun unbuckled his pants and pulled out his member, stroking the shaft. Unlike when he’d caressed Kang Siwon’s earlier, his touch was rough. His member, already erect, stood up in an even more menacing shape.
“R-Ray Jun.”
He called his name but had nothing to actually say. Ray Jun looked down at Kang Siwon, who didn’t know what to do, and tilted his head slightly.
“Yeah? What, Xie Wei?”
The hard tip poked his hole. From just that movement, he could tell it would soon burrow inside him. Kang Siwon still couldn’t find words to say, only moving his lips. It seemed too late to escape. No, did he even want to escape? He wasn’t sure, but at this point he didn’t want to think deeply about it.
“Ngh……!”
His member thrust in all at once. Even though he’d widened the hole beforehand, it was tight. At the dull pain of his inner walls being spread, Kang Siwon gripped the bed sheets then just grabbed Ray Jun’s shoulders firmly. It made more sense to claw at this guy than some sheets.
“Haah…… You’re so tight, Xie Wei.”
However, Ray Jun looked annoyingly unfazed. He thrust his hips up, driving his thing into the narrow hole. Though still quite restrained for now, in each movement he could feel the desire to rampage violently.
“You’re doing well. But try relaxing a bit, okay? That way it won’t hurt.”
He tried to coax him with a voice as sweet as if coated in honey. Thinking about who exactly was the one causing the pain made him seethe inside. However, as he said, if he tensed up it would hurt him more. Kang Siwon consciously relaxed.
Taking advantage of that gap, his member thrust in fiercely. It was such a deep penetration it felt like his organs were being pushed upward. Kang Siwon arched his back and panted.
“Haah, ah……”
“Does it hurt?”
Ray Jun asked while pressing their bodies together. Not just their lower bodies pressed tightly together, but their chests and stomachs also repeatedly touched and separated.
“Hm? Xie Wei, I asked if it hurts.”
He urged an answer while lightly biting his nipple. The sharp pain brought him clearly to his senses. Of course it hurts, wouldn’t it hurt if it were you—Kang Siwon was about to argue but couldn’t say anything due to the moans bursting out involuntarily.
“Hngh, ah……!”
The member that had entered all the way was stimulating his prostate. Violent pleasure incomparable to when he’d caressed it with his finger traveled up his spine and heated his brain.
“I wish Xie Wei would cling to me……”
He pulled his hips back, then thrust up again. As his member pierced through his hole, Kang Siwon panted as if speared. Whether pain or pleasure, the stimulation felt from below was so intense he couldn’t come to his senses.
“Am I being too greedy?”
Ray Jun muttered as if to himself. In truth, that very premise of desiring him was still questionable. Someone like him with rough edges everywhere, not lovely in any way—why on earth…… Such words suited gentle, pretty people. Yes, exactly like Ray Jun.
His body shook as he was pierced by Ray Jun repeating his pistoning. Needing something to hold onto, Kang Siwon wrapped his arms around his neck. This probably wasn’t what he wanted, but at least he was clinging to Ray Jun in a way.
“Sl-slow down a little……”
“Mm.”
At Kang Siwon’s plea, Ray Jun slowed down a bit and leisurely rotated his hips. However, this time it felt like his inner walls were being pressed overall, making Kang Siwon’s waist tremble.
“Do you like it here?”
Ray Jun, who had skillfully noticed that sign, rotated his hips once more. This time his prostate was even crushed, and for a moment it felt like his reason flew away.
“Haah, it’s good……”
“Really?”
Having discovered the sensitive spot, Ray Jun kept thrusting only at that spot. *Thwack, thwack*, the sound of flesh hitting flesh rang out continuously.
“Is it good, Xie Wei?”
Yeah, Kang Siwon responded in a small voice. It really did feel good, so he couldn’t say he didn’t like it. But as if not satisfied with this level of answer, Ray Jun asked again.
“It’s good? Hm?”
“……Yeah.”
“Really? Do you like me, Xie Wei?”
“Yeah. ……Huh?”
Why does he keep asking when he said it’s good? Kang Siwon, who’d curtly replied because it was bothersome and embarrassing, realized a beat late that something was off. However, before he could correct his mistake, Ray Jun pulled him into a tight embrace.
