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I unwrapped the bandages. As the wound healed, new flesh sprouted. The new flesh that plumply covered the wound was smooth and fragile. This is the life line, and this is the marriage line. There are two wrinkles here, so you’ll get divorced and married one more time. Your life line goes to your wrist, so you’ll live until you’re painting poop on walls? This is the study line, and if it connects from here to here, you’re smart. The palm lines I’d examined with friends as children as if we were fortune tellers were disconnectedly cut off. Apricot-colored tender flesh. I spent time looking at that wound.
After the group project ended, I visited Cheon Jaerim’s department room. In front of him was a laptop, but he seemed not to have used it for a long time as the screen saver was on black.
When I sat next to Cheon Jaerim, he leaned on my shoulder as if he’d been waiting. I could see Cheon Jaerim’s palm spread out carelessly. The wound that was cut longer and deeper was slower to heal. The deep crimson color darker than my wound’s color looked painful just to see. Turning my eyes elsewhere, I rubbed my palm that was starting to itch as new flesh grew on my jeans. That’ll make it get infected. Cheon Jaerim grabbed my wrist. Even in the midst of this, I wanted to go home quickly. What are we doing here? Cheon Jaerim raised the chin that had been resting obliquely onto my shoulder bone. The bone dug in.
“Lower your head.”
I knew what he was trying to do.
But this was a place where people might come at any time…….
I was conflicted.
“Hurry.”
Unable to resist the urging, when I lowered my head, lips touched. It smells like mint. It seemed he’d applied lip balm. Unlike the fresh lips, the tongue that split between my lips and entered was soft like pork fat. The difference was that the pork fat became the subject and moved around inside my mouth. Uum… my voice curved inward. Cheon Jaerim raised his upper body while inserting his tongue. The thick armrest touched behind my back. In an instant, I was pinned under Cheon Jaerim.
“People, mm… will come.”
“No one will come at this time.”
“Ah, jus, uum……”
It’s eight o’clock.
I’m on my way back after seeing the kids who’d gathered to divide up work either go to part-time jobs or go down the stairs saying they’re going home. The lights in the hallway were all off too… will it really be okay? Still, it’s not school. The anxiety was the same.
However, Cheon Jaerim didn’t care at all about the anxiety I held. I don’t know where the confidence came from, but he even ignored my hand hitting his shoulder. It felt like the refreshing mint scent was smeared all over my lips. Every time I opened my mouth, the scent wafted as if I’d chewed mint leaves. I tried to push him away with my knee, but since we were on a narrow sofa, even if I tried to struggle, Cheon Jaerim on top had a much better advantage.
“Don’t worry.”
“Then at least go lock the door.”
I glared and emphasized again. Cheon Jaerim got up from his seat and headed toward the door. With a ting sound, a round latch went into the handle. I felt a bit relieved. Cheon Jaerim overlapped his body again. Even if several grown men sat with their butts touching, this was a cramped place. It was quite stuffy for two men to be lying down in such a place.
Cheon Jaerim licked below my ear and headed to my Adam’s apple. He sucked the protruding Adam’s apple like nurungji candy. It felt like being sucked into a vacuum cleaner with strong suction. The guy who’d been sucking like that for a while raised his upper body. My Adam’s apple was sensitively heated up. It stung as if a layer of skin had been peeled off. Obviously a red mark would remain. Cheon Jaerim gently caressed my Adam’s apple.
“It’s like a choker.”
“It hurts.”
“Should I put a bell here later?”
“……”
“Then it’ll make jingling sounds every time you shake, right?”
Our expressions distorted in opposite ways as we imagined the same scene. The buckle was undone and the pants I was wearing came off. The stiff jeans revealed their stitching marks and were thrown upside down.
“Are we really doing it?”
“Is there such a thing as doing it fake?”
Strength went into the hand supporting my back and my body went up. Where I was lowered was on top of Cheon Jaerim’s thigh. Ngh! As the weight went down, the long cock dug inside. Cheon Jaerim started thrusting up his waist without considering my situation. It was hard to keep up with the speed. My body swayed and fell backward. Reflexively, I reached my hand back. I caught the table. With a clack sound, the laptop screen brightened. However, there was no time to look back.
My body bounced up and down. Just as I gripped Cheon Jaerim’s shoulder that had pulled me in for a moment, rough breathing was heard from behind. Goosebumps rose along my spine. What turned before my neck was my eyes. Because my finger touched the keyboard, a video that had been off started playing.
The problem was from here.
I saw a familiar sight. In a dim corner of a bed, two people were roughly mixing their bodies. Is that me? The person on top was pressing down on the person below as if crushing them while shoving their cock into the hole. Every time the waist of the person on top moved rhythmically, incomprehensible moans flowed from the mouth of the man pinned underneath. It was ambiguous enough that I couldn’t tell if he was crying from pleasure or suffering. Is it really me? I couldn’t see the face well, but it was certain. It was me and Cheon Jaerim! The moans that man was making sounded familiar. When I was convinced it was my voice, I could feel my face heating up.
After confirming the video that looked like slow motion, my hand flying out was instinct. I hit Cheon Jaerim’s cheek as we sat facing each other. With a ‘smack!’ sound, his head whipped around.
“Turn that off!”
My voice flew in like a swarm of bees and began to wake up the surroundings. Worrying about what to do if others found out was pushed to the back. I screamed loud enough to leak into the hallway. I resisted by hitting the shoulders of Cheon Jaerim who turned his turned head back around. Son of a bitch! Fucking bastard! I struggled as if splashing in water, spreading wide the legs attached to his waist. In the midst of that, as the cock inside rubbed here and there, my lower body reacted. I wanted to cut off my cock.
Cheon Jaerim, whose one cheek had turned red as if flushed, hugged me. Then he patted me as if soothing a newborn baby. When my resistance still didn’t stop, he grabbed my chin and made eye contact. I could see myself in the dark brown pupils that seemed to have settled quietly.
“Get a grip. That’s not you, hyung.”
I turned my upper body, all strength exhausted, backward. I stared at the laptop screen that continued to play.
“Listen carefully.”
Cheon Jaerim whispered in my ear. I concentrated all my nerves as he said. Then I heard a language that was unfamiliar yet familiar. It’s Chinese. The people mixing bodies on the bed were occasionally conversing in Chinese. It’s not me. It wasn’t me.
“Why, why… did you play that……”
“I was watching and waiting.”
“Do you live for the fun of teasing me? What the hell, why, why……”
“What are you saying? That hurts my feelings.”
“I’m really……”
“But aren’t you embarrassed saying that with my dick stuck in you? I’m so embarrassed I could die.”
“Ah……”
Cheon Jaerim lowered his head. Looking at the same place, I could see the pillar penetrating the junction. I turned my head to look at the pornographic video. I don’t think I can get out. I’m definitely going to live my whole life skewered like this by this guy. Then what about my video? I have to find that too. The hidden camera I’d been putting off until now came to mind again. The camera. I have to find the camera again. The one playing on that laptop doesn’t have good quality either. That man definitely didn’t know he was being filmed either. It was secretly filmed. If I wait until Cheon Jaerim loses interest in me and leaves, my body will be completely wrecked.
Meanwhile, Cheon Jaerim closed the distance of the body that had widened while turning my head. Uk, pubic hair rubbed between my crotch. Cheon Jaerim slightly stood up and sat back down on the sofa. When I was seated back on top of his body, my upper body curved in a parabola. My neck fell backward, and when my chest was pulled forward, my nipple was sucked.
“You were scared thinking it was you. Then I need to eat my meal.”
I don’t know what correlation there is, but trapped in Cheon Jaerim’s arms, my nipple was sucked.
“Uk, ah, it hurts……”
“When will the milk come out? After I’ve pounded you this much, it should come out by now.”
“Mm, ah! Don’t move……”
“This makes it go in deeper.”
“Turn that, turn it off.”
“Should we watch that and follow along?”
Cheon Jaerim was in a state of wearing all his clothes with only his pants roughly pulled down. Only my lower body was stripped, and my loose tank top was pushed back behind my shoulders as I sat on top of him. I felt wronged. It seemed like it would look as if I, excited, had thrown off my clothes and pounced on Cheon Jaerim.
Heuuk, ah, heut…….
Even more explicit sounds came from the video. The man who’d been pinned underneath climbed on top of the man’s waist. Seeing the back of the man flexibly rotating his waist as if riding a horse made me feel bashful. Cheon Jaerim turned his body and lay with his back against the sofa. When my body stood upright, the sensation aimed at my rear became more vivid.
“Ah!”
“Is this position the first time?”
“I, don’t know, don’t, mm!”
“You know what? Your position right now is incredibly sexy.”
The more Cheon Jaerim thrust up from below, the more my upper body shook aimlessly. If it weren’t for the knees supporting my back, I might have flipped backward. Cheon Jaerim bounced his waist sharply. Every time my body bounced up and sank down deeply, my thighs spread flat shook finely. It felt like I’d come if I stayed just a bit longer. However, I didn’t want to show ejaculating semen in front of Cheon Jaerim. Because he’d either shove my semen back into the hole or put what spilled into my mouth telling me to clean it up. I pressed my cock hard with my hand. I have to endure, I have to endure. However, I was in a defenseless state exposed to Cheon Jaerim, and avoiding Cheon Jaerim’s gaze looking only at me while raising his elbow was like plucking stars from the sky.
“Why are you holding there? You feel like coming?”
“Hng, mm, no, ah! Heuut……!”
“I’ll pound you from below, so masturbate.”
“I don’t, want… I don’t want, I don’t want!”
“Hyung’s dick is all plump right now… ah, but the skin not even being peeled back is really cute. It’s like a spoon worm.”
“I don’t want, I don’t want, don’t! Ah!”
Cheon Jaerim suddenly gripped under my thighs with force and lifted them. My soles left the sofa. My lower body hung limply, and a strong cock was stuck between my crotch. My whole body shook lightly like tree branches in midwinter. I leaned on the firm knees erected behind me. It felt like my body would split in half with a snap. Ah! Mm! Aah! Uu……! Haat! Strength went into the fingers gripping my thighs and began to press deeper into the flesh. Blood gathered around and handprints formed. Thud thud sounds came from where flesh met. Stop, mm! Ah, stooop! I grabbed Cheon Jaerim’s arm and tried to restrain his movement.
However, as much as I shook my head, the force of the cock entering the hole became stronger. I could feel the hole stretching and shrinking according to the shape of Cheon Jaerim’s cock. When it stabbed deep and pulled out, and stabbed deep again and entered, semen burst out from the cock I’d been gripping tightly with a spurting sound.
“Do you know, you’re squeezing, really hard, right now?”
Until the last drop was released, the hole containing his thing repeated contraction and relaxation. It fluttered regularly like breathing through the nose. When I ejaculated, all my strength drained out. When Cheon Jaerim lowered my thighs, my thighs came together and covered his lower belly. Cheon Jaerim grabbed my arm and lifted me up as I tried to sink down.
“I haven’t come yet.”
“Heuuu… the video… me hng, delete the camera… for me.”
“What camera… ah, the one at home?”
“Yeah, that, haa……”
“Then do it like that person. If you make me come quickly, I’ll get rid of it. My dick feels like it’ll burst right now, so it’s more advantageous for hyung.”
Cheon Jaerim spoke as if doing me a favor and sent one arm behind his head. I got up bracing against his chest. I raised my thighs stuck together and placed my feet on the sofa. Cheon Jaerim supported my outer ankles so my feet wouldn’t fall off the shallow sofa.
“Keep your, ngh, promise.”
“Try hard.”
I looked at the man in the video once. With thighs spread wide like butterfly wings, he moved his body up and down. Every time his butt lifted, the large cock appearing and disappearing repeated. To follow that even a little closely, I spread my thighs the same way. Cheon Jaerim was watching me while applying saliva to his lips. Although it’s pathetic to beg while showing even this appearance, there’s no appearance left to show in front of Cheon Jaerim anyway. I just need the camera gone. That’s all. If only that’s gone…….
In my head, the image of me crying and getting my rear eaten was playing like a snuff film. When I slowly lifted and lowered my butt, it was worlds different from when I just accepted it still. If I slipped even slightly, it felt like it would enter all at once. My waist and thigh muscles pulled achingly.
“Can you make me come today by doing it like that?”
Cheon Jaerim’s erect cock was redder than usual. Blood vessels protruded here and there forming stems. While caressing the base of the cock, I only put my butt down to the middle of the shaft. Remembering when he induced ejaculation by touching my cock, I rubbed the remaining shaft that hadn’t entered.
I lowered my head and looked at what connected our bodies. While dipping only half the cock in and out, I rubbed the remaining part vigorously. It felt like the cock would burst any moment. Using my remaining strength, I moved my butt more, more quickly. I had to concentrate.
When the hole that tightened again seemed to become slick, I slowly sat down to the very base. Haa… I looked at Cheon Jaerim while trembling. Veins bulged all over his forehead. Cheon Jaerim always had veins rising on his forehead or temples before ejaculating. Ah, success. The appearance of teasing me just before was nowhere to be found.
“Uu, ah… you’ll do it, right, haa, right?”
“Say dirty words too.”
“Aeu, hm? Delete, it, uh?”
“Do it.”
“I don’t know, that, mm! How!”
“Like I did, quickly, hm?”
“Ah… heut, it hur, ah, yours is too big, mm!”
“Huuu, what’s ‘yours’?”
“Heut, below……”
“So what’s below?”
“Di, haat, mm… di, dick……”
“I can’t hear well. Say it louder.”
“Dick, uung, ah! Dick, mm! Ah! Too deep inside……!”
“So do you like it or not?”
“I, like it! Ah! Uu! Heu……”
“Is it tasty? Hyung, you’re, chewing up, my thing, right now.”
“Uh, mm… it’s tas, ty, heuk.”
This isn’t me. It’s someone else. Instinct and reason were peacefully taking sides. The purpose was to recover the camera and induce Cheon Jaerim’s ejaculation, but gradually my cock also started to harden. The inner wall began to heat up while tightening. Cheon Jaerim’s brow was deeply furrowed. Thinking it was because of me, electricity tingled from my toes.
However, Cheon Jaerim wasn’t easy. I became anxious that he wouldn’t come easily. Then recalling what he’d done to me, I lifted my butt up. Huk, breath burst out. I caught my breath for about one beat and sank down deeply.
“Uk……”
“Ah!”
A shiver flowed. The shiver that flowed simultaneously ran smoothly along each of our bodies. I could feel Cheon Jaerim’s cock wriggling like a caterpillar. I trembled and barely straightened my waist. The semen I’d poured out pooled on Cheon Jaerim’s stomach. Sweat-soaked hair stuck near my forehead. Because the window was tightly closed, the air heating us had become hot before we knew it.
But I felt a strange feeling. I could feel cold wind entering strand by strand. It felt like someone was watching us through a peephole.
Cheon Jaerim opened his eyes languidly and began to gently knead my body. Aah… the lingering feeling wrapped around my body like fine silk. However, first I had to shake off the strange feeling. It took a lot of courage to raise my head. It seemed like I could hear creaking sounds from my bone joints. This isn’t my body. What I just said wasn’t sincere either. I thought again.
When I straightened my head, my eyes met black pupils like a beetle. He was looking this way expressionlessly. As if he’d see all sorts of spectacles, though it didn’t show, he was looking at me with dirty eyes. At least that’s how it looked to my eyes. My hands started trembling.
“Jae, it’s Jaei.”
“Who?”
Cheon Jaerim raised his body. In the midst of that, the cock that hadn’t pulled out stabbed inside. Heuk, I swallowed the sound about to burst out and covered my mouth. Cheon Jaerim held my body to his side and turned his head back. I couldn’t raise my head. I felt like I’d meet those black pupils again. I pressed my forehead onto Cheon Jaerim’s shoulder in front of me.
“I locked the door… did it break?”
We needed to handle this. Whether the door broke or whatever, that aside, I should have babbled some absurd excuse about this situation. However, before I had time to ramble excuses, the face that had been facing this way quickly changed to a black backpack. Retreating footsteps were heard, and in the opposite view, only the hallway wall was visible. This was a scenario that didn’t exist even in the worst case.
