Yoo Seonjae was flustered. Was it because it wasn’t in his plans?
Even as my body heated up intensely, I let out a chuckle. You always drive me into your plans like that, yet you get this flustered when I act outside your plans.
How amusing.
“Honey, baby… hm?”
“Yeo, Yeoul, you…”
“Why? You don’t want to hurt me?”
Such an obvious excuse.
“But you know what, honey?”
“…”
“It hurts me more when you do that. I feel like I’m vermin.”
“Vermin! How can you say such a thing!”
I was laughing, yet tears kept coming.
“Yoo Seonjae. Just like you can do anything, I can do anything too.”
“Yeoul, when did I—”
“Why? Does an omega who’s nearly infertile not even deserve to be knotted?”
While breathing heavily, trembling all over, I had to say what needed to be said. Before losing my reason like this and returning to square one again.
“If you don’t knot me today too, I’ll just think of myself as vermin.”
“Han Yeoul!”
“Because humans don’t plant seeds in vermin, right?”
“You could get hurt!”
“Oh?”
I unbuttoned Yoo Seonjae’s shirt one by one.
“How can you be so sure when we’ve never even tried?”
“Yeoul…”
I pulled his firm, bare body into my embrace.
“So knot me to your heart’s content, honey. Since… it won’t happen anyway.”
Yoo Seonjae’s breathing grew rough. Heat filled his eyes looking at me. It was only an instant before those eyes devoured my lips.
Yoo Seonjae bit down on my lips as if to tear them off, sweeping through my mouth while letting out beast-like moans. I didn’t want to let even a single syllable of that sound escape outside, so I took his lips even deeper. Everything was mine. All of Yoo Seonjae was mine. A Yoo Seonjae who exists only for me, Han Yeoul.
I sucked hard on his tongue. Saliva pooled at the corners of my mouth and dripped, but I didn’t care. I would devour it all. Everything, all of Yoo Seonjae’s.
“Ah, Yeoul, fuck.”
Yoo Seonjae kissed me again while licking up all the saliva spilled at my lips. I opened my mouth and let out shallow moans each time Yoo Seonjae licked inside my mouth. Yoo Seonjae’s arms holding me grew even firmer.
I stroked the powerful alpha’s arms. The fact that all of my alpha’s nerves were focused solely on me brought endless pleasure.
“Ah, Seonjae, mmm— honey.”
As I spoke while licking his lips, Yoo Seonjae’s lower half grew even harder. I moved my hips so our cocks rubbed against each other where they touched. Each time they rubbed and scraped together, Yoo Seonjae’s cock swelled larger and larger.
“Aah, good, Seon, jae’s cock. Mmm.”
I didn’t even know what I was saying. I just muttered, drunk on Yoo Seonjae’s pheromones pouring over me, gushing slick below. I could only think about wanting Yoo Seonjae to enter me quickly, thrust mercilessly, bite, and knot me.
Even though I couldn’t possibly get pregnant, I kept craving knotting. I couldn’t help it. Because this was an omega’s instinct, I was just being faithful to my desire to carry Yoo Seonjae’s seed and nurture a child inside me.
Because it’s a heat cycle.
“Mmm, honey, baby, fuck me, fuck me.”
I embraced Yoo Seonjae and chewed on his ear while whispering as if in pain. Pheromones wrapped around me even more densely. I felt like I’d go crazy. My body kept trembling and slick kept gushing below, so I just clung to Yoo Seonjae and shook.
“Honey, knot, knot me. Mmm—”
My head was filled only with knotting. I could only think about wanting Yoo Seonjae to plant his roots deep inside me and spray his seed until I was tattered. With those thoughts, I kept getting wet below, so I continued rubbing my body against Yoo Seonjae’s cock.
“Ha, Yeoul, you really—”
“Mmm, honey.”
His cock, swollen to full size, pierced through my hole in an instant. The moment Yoo Seonjae entered me, I came. But the front wasn’t important. Each time Yoo Seonjae’s cock filling me below moved tightly, I let out screaming moans and shook my hips.
Good. It felt so good I thought I’d go crazy.
Yoo Seonjae was struggling just as much with my inner walls gripping and clinging tightly to his cock. But I saw it. The ecstasy blooming on his deeply furrowed face.
“Haa, ho, honey. Mmm? Seonjae, does it feel good? Hm?”
I embraced Yoo Seonjae and bit his shoulder as I asked. Just like he always confirms with me, I wanted confirmation from him too.
That it wasn’t just me feeling good. That Yoo Seonjae felt as good as me—no, even better than me—so excited he couldn’t help it, wanting to fill me up completely. That I was the only omega who made him feel this way—I wanted that confirmation from Yoo Seonjae.
“Hm? Honey, does it feel good? Like me, does it feel good, Seonjae?”
Yoo Seonjae pulled me into a tight embrace as I asked between pants and moans. It was hard to breathe. The cock stuffed tightly below, the firm arms imprisoning me, even the hot breath touching my nape. Thinking all of that was mine made me feel like I owned the whole world.
“Ugh, Yeo, ul.”
A moan escaped Yoo Seonjae—whether from pain or pleasure, I couldn’t tell—as he thrust his cock in to the hilt. I tightened my hole more to squeeze his cock.
“Ahh, honey, my cock, hngh, is gonna burst.”
“Mmm!”
Yoo Seonjae let out low curses against my ear. Even though I hated when he cursed, when those helpless curses touched my ears, my body trembled without my knowing.
Because of me, Yoo Seonjae loses his reason too. Heated beyond measure, unconsciously spitting out curses, his cock swelling even larger despite already being ready to burst, thrust in to the root as he trembles.
Yoo Seonjae, so excited he doesn’t know what to do with himself.
I made him like this—always calm, composed, and cool. The fact that only I can make him like this feels so good.
“Mmh. Yeoul, if you move like that suddenly—”
Yoo Seonjae moaned, embracing me as if about to burst as I moved my hips vigorously. The hot breath touching my ear had now turned into muttering mixed with moans.
“Ahh, good, so good. Hngh, Yeo, ul. Ngh! So good, ah!”
And after that, I don’t remember well. Most of what I remember in fragments were moments of trembling from extreme pain, then moaning until my voice was hoarse from the maddening exhilaration that rushed in afterward.
With Yoo Seonjae’s eyes that seemed ready to devour me and his pheromones rushing in so densely I couldn’t breathe—unlike usual—I could finally understand a bit of the pleasure an alpha feels when knotting. I too felt the same overwhelming pleasure that made me unable to regain my senses.
I didn’t feel like myself, and Yoo Seonjae didn’t feel like himself. We were both beasts. Devouring each other like that, we became truly one for the first time.
In Milan, we didn’t take a single step outside the hotel.
Yoo Seonjae’s schedule was over, and when Park Jeongin heard the rough explanation that my heat cycle had come, she was actually calm about it. As if she’d come prepared.
“Vermin… exterminated.”
When my cycle subsided and I said this while leaning against Yoo Seonjae’s chest, he chuckled as if absurd.
“How can you say such a thing? Don’t even bring up the ‘v’ in vermin.”
“…So, how was it?”
“What?”
“You were afraid I’d be in pain. Did I… look like I was in pain?”
“…”
“Seonjae. I… feel like I learned about a new world today.”
I lifted my head and met eyes with him looking down at me.
“That was the best I’ve ever had with you.”
After the Milan business trip, it felt like one wall between us had disappeared. Thinking that my small bit of courage had broken down the wall between us gave me an inexplicably proud feeling.
“So, did you accomplish your mission? Patient Han Yeoul?”
At Professor Yeonwoo’s teasing words, my face flushed red without my knowing. Today was my quarterly regular checkup.
“H-how did you know?”
“I’m your primary physician—if I didn’t know that, I’d be disqualified as a doctor, Yeoul. The ultrasound shows everything.”
“Ah…”
While Professor Yeonwoo recorded something on the chart, I just couldn’t say anything and kept rubbing the sweat from my palms on my knees.
“You’ll wear out your clothes. Come to think of it, it’s been a while since I’ve seen you in comfortable clothes? I guess you didn’t go to work today?”
“Ah, I took a vacation day.”
“Why? Did you go at it intensely again yesterday?”
“Professor…”
Professor Yeonwoo laughed heartily. Watching him laugh like that didn’t make me feel entirely comfortable. Though I didn’t know the exact circumstances, I knew that I was somehow involved in Professor Yeonwoo and Yeongjae hyung breaking up.
