After that, because of the fingers that kept thrusting until he came one more time, his body twisted on its own. He wanted to push him away and tell him to stop, but if he took his hands away, it felt like an absurd moan would burst out.
“Hauk…!”
He pushed Seo Sihan away with his legs while holding back his voice as much as possible. Then Seo Sihan raised his head and looked at Jeong Minha’s tear-filled face. Then he smiled, lifted his upper body, and brought his member to the entrance.
As soon as he felt the touch of something much larger than fingers, Jeong Minha’s mind went blank. He felt like he would die if it really went in.
With an urgent heart, just as he barely opened his mouth to stop him, Seo Sihan supported his trembling waist and slowly began to insert it inside.
“I’ll… make Minha feel good….”
“Uuung, ugh……!”
He wanted to shout that was what he wanted to say, but he immediately forgot what to say because of the pressure that rushed in. It was a completely different size from fingers, so Jeong Minha reflexively threw his head back. He couldn’t breathe.
“Heu, uhuk…! Uut, haak, kek, heuuk……!”
As his chest went up and down trying to force himself to breathe, even his head hurt. But more than the pain, the sensation he was feeling for the first time was scary.
As Jeong Minha panted, Seo Sihan immediately bent down his upper body. Because of the member that entered deeper as a result, a moan automatically burst out.
“Ah! Aung, uk, haa…! Hikk, ah, it hurts! It hurts!”
Seo Sihan, who had stopped halfway in, grabbed Jeong Minha’s cheeks and made him open his mouth.
“Breathe, slowly…. Yeah, that’s right.”
Tears that flowed down his cheeks touched Seo Sihan’s hand. Jeong Minha barely kept his eyes open while listening to Seo Sihan’s words and began to slowly catch his breath.
“Uut, ha, haa…, ha….”
“Mmm…. Good boy….”
Seeing his calmed breathing, Seo Sihan kissed Jeong Minha’s forehead. Jeong Minha wanted to get angry and say not to treat him like a child, but right now his body wouldn’t move as he wanted because of the sensation completely filling his insides.
“Ah, uk…! Hyung, this, is it… all in…?”
“…Yeah.”
As Seo Sihan hesitated with his answer, Jeong Minha tried to lift his head to check below. However, Seo Sihan immediately kissed him and he laid back down on the pillow.
After that, Jeong Minha realized it was a lie that wouldn’t even work and just screamed.
And they were both flustered by the sex that followed.
First of all, Jeong Minha was surprised by his own voice that he was hearing for the first time in his life. The high-pitched moans that kept leaking out were embarrassing, so he just covered his mouth.
However, each time, Seo Sihan held Jeong Minha’s hands and moved them back to the bed. With nothing to block it, moans automatically burst from his mouth.
“Haut, ung, ak! Ah! Hikk, heung…! Ah, heuang……!”
Between hiccups and twisted pronunciation, it was just complete chaos. But gradually he didn’t even think it was embarrassing. At first it only hurt, but at some point it just felt too good to an abnormal degree. As he started to feel like he might die from this, his head became hazy.
At the maddening ticklish sensation, Jeong Minha barely opened his eyes to look up at Seo Sihan. It was dark so he couldn’t see well, but Seo Sihan didn’t seem to be smiling. His pretty but dark features not smiling made it even scarier.
At the sight of him silently just letting out rough breaths while ramming into his inner walls, Jeong Minha ultimately couldn’t hold back and even burst into tears.
Only then did Seo Sihan come back to his senses, stopped thrusting, and gently stroked Jeong Minha’s cheeks. While wiping away his tears, he composed his voice as much as possible and soothed him.
“Why…. Does it hurt?”
Jeong Minha couldn’t even speak and just cried “heuung” while waving his hand toward the bedside lamp. Seo Sihan immediately turned the bedside lamp back on.
“Like this?”
“Yeah, yeah….”
With the bright light on, it was less scary than before.
However, this time a different problem arose.
He could see too clearly the sight of Seo Sihan with his pretty face ramming his huge member inside him. Jeong Minha, whose eyesight was already good, reached the limit of his embarrassment.
“Ha, ahut…! Uk, no, stop, stop it…!”
Having cried so much his voice was completely hoarse, he picked up the pillow and covered his own face while saying to stop. It was because Seo Sihan’s gaze staring at him persistently was too embarrassing.
As Jeong Minha suddenly covered his face, Seo Sihan stopped again.
“…Should I stop?”
At the member fully filling his inner walls, Jeong Minha flinched. It was hell when he was doing it but when he stopped it tickled even more and he couldn’t stand it. He just said it because he was embarrassed, but what if he really stops!
In the end, Jeong Minha opened his mouth while covering his face with the pillow. Because of his restless body, the words came out on their own.
“Uung, no, do it…, hurry….”
Seo Sihan lifted the pillow Jeong Minha was holding and pushed it aside. His face covered in tears and saliva looked like he didn’t know what to do from embarrassment, with even his eyebrows relaxed. Seeing Jeong Minha like that, he let out a small laugh and rammed into him hard again.
Because he suddenly thrust deep inside, Jeong Minha coughed and hurriedly changed his words. Ah, I knew it, let’s stop……! At the continuing words, Seo Sihan just kissed Jeong Minha again and blocked his mouth.
“Uup…! Kek, haa, ha…! Uung, ah! I, I really…! Heuang, ung…!”
“Ha…. Minha-ya….”
“Hyung, hyeong, stop, no…! Kkeu, hauk…!”
“Really stop?”
“Ah, uung, no…, heut, auk…! Ah!”
This was what Seo Sihan was flustered about.
Unlike Jeong Minha, Seo Sihan already had experience with sexual relations. Of course, it was someone he happened to meet due to family connections so there wasn’t much mutual interest. Even when they went as far as sex, it felt good but it was similar to the feeling of smoking a cigarette.
However, doing it with Jeong Minha for the first time now felt so different. It was so good it was scary. The actual sensation wasn’t that different, but the emotions were different. Unlike the people he’d met until now, he sincerely liked Jeong Minha. After receiving his confession, love was added on top of that.
Just being still he was cool, cute, and lovely to the point of wanting to give him everything, but being close like this made him feel like he couldn’t hold back anymore. His body moved on its own without him knowing. Even knowing Jeong Minha was scared, he wanted to touch even deeper.
But before doing it with Jeong Minha, Seo Sihan had imagined it in his own way. Seo Sihan, who even found Jeong Minha’s daily life cool, thought: Minha is a man and even cool on top of that, so surely it’ll be a calmer feeling…….
“Aung, huk, uuk…! Ah! Hye, hyeong! I’m gon, gonna stop, uk…!”
“……”
Seo Sihan was flustered.
When he did it with the women he dated before, it was somehow a very adult atmosphere, with a feeling of matching each other’s pace, but this…….
“No, no…, ueheung, huk…! Hikk, ah…!”
Jeong Minha was shy even normally, but getting into it in earnest like this made it worse than usual. His words kept getting tangled, his tongue got short, and while mumbling something his voice tone got higher.
He kept saying something about not doing it, then when he really stopped he whined again and begged to hurry, then when he did it again he said no and told him to stop again. So when he asked if he didn’t like it, he answered it wasn’t that he didn’t like it.
What exactly does he want me to do? If it feels good just say it feels good, why say the opposite and make it confusing…… Seo Sihan had a moment of reality check and stopped moving his hips.
He couldn’t tell if he was doing this consensually with his lover or forcing it on someone younger than him. Because of Jeong Minha crying and saying no, Seo Sihan kept stopping each time.
But as this situation repeated, Jeong Minha, who also got tired of being embarrassed constantly, started to become honest.
“Uung, ha…, uut, hyeong…. I like it…, I like it so much……”
With the sudden honest statement, Seo Sihan received a critical hit.
Realizing that Jeong Minha saying no was just because he was embarrassed made him start to seem even cuter.
Thinking about it, even normally when he praised him, Jeong Minha would turn his head while trying to hold back the corners of his mouth from rising. Even when he first tried to kiss him, didn’t he push him away and run, then come back asking to do it again?
Why is Minha so embarrassed all the time…. Seo Sihan couldn’t hold back the laughter that kept leaking out and kissed Jeong Minha’s tear-filled, tightly closed eyes.
In the end, after that, Jeong Minha regretted the words he’d blurted out from embarrassment.
Unlike what he’d experienced until now, it felt too good, so Seo Sihan didn’t let Jeong Minha go until late at night. Even when Jeong Minha, who was really tired by then, told him to stop, Seo Sihan didn’t listen. It was because he couldn’t tell if he was lying again or being sincere.
Of course, when Jeong Minha looked really exhausted, Seo Sihan would soothe him as much as possible again and say let’s just do it one more time as the last. That’s how Jeong Minha realized that day just how good Seo Sihan was at lying.
But Seo Sihan did eventually stop on his own.
“Ung, uung…, ung….”
Jeong Minha hung his arms limply, couldn’t even open his eyes, and was just letting out a cracked voice.
Seo Sihan swept back his bangs while looking at the clock on the wall. Before he knew it, it was past 11 PM. It was Jeong Minha’s bedtime.
“……”
Seo Sihan looked at Jeong Minha’s body.
