Tears flowed from Ruben’s wide-open eyes. His beautiful golden eyes were colored with shock, and his entire body trembled violently.
“No… N-no, no, this, this…”
“What do you mean no…”
I suppressed my laughter as I wrapped my arm around his shoulder. As if electricity had run through him, he trembled violently and squirmed as if trying to escape my arms, but Ruben, already under the influence of my hypnosis, couldn’t escape from me. The more Ruben did that, the closer I pulled him. I put my arm around his shoulder and reached down to grip his chest tightly as I said,
“It’s all real… Hehe, I didn’t think I’d be able to watch it together with Ruben…”
“No… N-no, it’s not… It’s a lie… Hngh, th-this is…”
“You know too, Ruben… I can’t fake something like this…”
I suppressed my laughter as I shifted my gaze to the tablet Ruben was holding. On the tablet, along with obscene sounds, flesh tones ran rampant.
‘Hnnngh, oogh, knngh, I don’t want this, hic, my, my womb is crushed, ahngh, hiik…!’
‘Ruben, Ruben, Ruben…! I’m gonna cum, all of it, inside Ruben, I’m gonna cum…!’
‘Hi, hiik, kgh, I don’t want it, I, I’m gonna burst, hnngh, knnnngh, no, don’t… P-lease, ah, ah, ahhh…!’
In the screen, Ruben was lying on the bed with his legs spread, taking a cock into his pretty hole flushed red. Thin semen was already leaking steadily from Ruben’s genitals, and each time the dark red cock went in and came out, cloudy fluid mixed with semen and love juices spurted out vigorously from the tightly sealed junction. Tablets these days are nice because they’re big. Ruben’s face, visible filling the entire screen, contorted as if about to cry and let out vulgar moans, then when the cock buried to the root began to swell and press against his mucous membrane, he gritted his teeth and began trembling with his gaze turned upward.
‘Knnnngh…’
‘Hahaha, cute! Ruben cumming while getting pregnant… So cute…!’
Saying that, my hand suddenly appeared on screen. While roughly kneading Ruben’s chest and pinching his nipples, my voice commanded Ruben.
‘L-like this with both hands… Can you try making a V~?’
‘Hn, nngh, hiiik…’
At my simple command, Ruben raised his trembling hands without being able to properly control his body. As he raised his weak hands to make a V while convulsing, Ruben let his mouth hang open and let out an empty laugh, drooling watery semen at the impact of the knotting cock vigorously pressing against his womb. Tears welled up in the eyes of Ruben watching that scene. When I heard a clacking sound and turned around, Ruben was trembling with even his teeth chattering.
“Ruben… Don’t shake. It’s a good video… isn’t it?”
“N-no, no, something like this…”
“Hehe… But I, I was happy while filming this… Look at this, Ruben, you’re smiling, because you feel good…”
Gripping Ruben’s chest firmly, I pushed the tablet even closer in front of Ruben. In the paused screen, Ruben was making a stupid smile with both hands in a V. Even though I hadn’t told him to smile, Ruben smiling while being knotted was so cute that, to be honest, I was moved while filming it too. But Ruben finally burst into tears and began shaking his head vigorously.
“Lie! It’s a lie, something like this, it’s a lie…!”
“Ah, n-no, it’s not…”
“No, it’s a lie! I-it’s a lie! It’s a lie, you, you fucking bastard, th-this kind of thing, this kind of thing…!”
“…Ruben.”
When I called his name in a low voice, Ruben’s movements stopped. His eyes looked at me, colored with fear. Cute. Does Ruben know how cute he is when terrified? Probably not. Because he doesn’t know, he must be stimulating me like this.
“You know… This… is a video I’m especially fond of…”
“D-don’t come closer, I, I, I, don’t touch me…”
“I-if you say it’s a lie… I… get sad…”
Saying that, I pushed Ruben down onto the bed. When I put my hand on Ruben’s face, he turned his head away with a “hic” sound. A different reaction from before. Of course, it wasn’t the ‘Ruben-like’ reaction I’d always imagined. But this was better. Though it was a reaction from Ruben I’d never seen in my life, it was actually better.
This wasn’t me forcing Ruben to fear me through hypnosis, but a natural fear welling up from deep within Ruben’s heart. The fully conscious Ruben was afraid of me now. Amid the thread-thin anxiety digging into my heart, I tasted an even greater joy.
I grabbed the chin of Ruben, who tried hard not to look at me and had turned his head, and forcibly kissed him. Sweet. Even in this situation, Ruben had a sweet scent, and the texture of his skin against my hand was soft.
The reason we’d ended up in this situation was because of a certain incident that occurred during today’s sex.
“At this rate, it seems like you could just live here.”
One day when I’d become quite accustomed to my role as Ruben’s secretary, I was startled by what Ruben said and turned to look at him. Ruben was lying languidly on the bed, waiting for my hypnosis.
“Hmm. I haven’t put anything in the storage under the stairs on the first floor. If I put you in there, you’d fit perfectly.”
“R-really?! Th… Thank you!”
I answered reflexively. It wasn’t that I was dissatisfied with the house I was living in, but Ruben was letting me into his home. Could it be that even the fully conscious Ruben thought of me at least somewhat favorably? My heart swelled with hope, but Ruben cut it right off.
“Don’t you even understand jokes? You moron?”
Ruben snorted with an expression of disgust.
“Just because you put me to sleep every night doesn’t mean you can live here. You’re like a sleeping pill to me, there’s no way I’d treat a retarded barbarian like you as a human, right?”
“Yes…! I-I understand!”
I wasn’t hurt at all. There were days when I would get hurt by every one of Ruben’s harsh words like this, but lately I’d truly become okay with it. The reason was naturally because of sex with Ruben. No matter how harsh the words I heard from the boss or how much I got beaten, every night Ruben was held in my arms crying and climaxing on my cock.
It wasn’t that I hadn’t imagined having sex with Ruben while he whispered sweet nothings and said he loved me. When I first started working under Ruben, I used to imagine such things often. But now I know. Ruben treating me that way wouldn’t be Ruben. That’s why, even after obtaining the power of hypnosis, I decided not to be too greedy.
“Boss. I’ll start the hypnosis now.”
“…Do it right.”
Saying that, every time I saw Ruben sitting obediently before me, my heart swelled with anticipation. Just the sweetness that would come after was enough for me.
But today’s sex was a little different. After taking off his pants and mounting him, making the startled Ruben who spat out curses unable to move and exploring his body as I wished was the same, but the problem was after I ejaculated.
“Heh, hehe… Ruben…”
“Hic, fuck, you fucking bastard… Get off, hngh, right now…”
“Boss… I… I’m happy… to be connected with you…”
Every time I had sex with Ruben, I erased Ruben’s memory. Therefore, no matter how passionately I held him and made love for a long time, that memory belonged only to me.
From Ruben’s perspective, it was as if he was losing his virginity to me every time. It was natural if you thought about it, but Ruben always showed an intense reaction after sex. It was routine for him to turn his face bright red with excessive anger and shout at me, flail his limbs trying to hit me somehow, or sob while cursing at me.
However, today, Ruben was surprisingly very calm. Being calm didn’t mean he’d accepted sex with me, of course. But today’s Ruben only sobbed quietly and told me to get off.
‘It’s not like he remembers…’
The conclusion I’d reached after hypnotizing Ruben very frequently was that Ruben was bizarrely susceptible to hypnosis. Not only was hypnotizing him quick even without effort, but the effect was also better than others, so Ruben could cleanly forget everything that happened during hypnosis exactly as I said without deviating even slightly from my suggestions. However, our emotions are more sensitive to our body’s reactions than we think. I still remembered the content from the hypnosis book.
Points to Note During the Behavioral Acceptance State -1
The body and mind are very closely related.
Therefore, if you repeat the same command during the behavioral acceptance stage, the command itself may become a ‘state the body remembers.’
For example, when you repeatedly give a command to eat bread to someone who doesn’t eat bread at all, they may show a tendency to buy or want to eat bread even after waking from hypnosis.
Human emotions are also more influenced by the body’s reactions than we think. There are various theories about how emotions are created, but the most dominant theory is the ‘two-factor theory of emotion,’ which states that our body reacts first and the brain analyzes that reaction to label it as a specific emotion… I had learned this at the university I’d now dropped out of.
‘…I should stop thinking about this…’
I quickly shook off the gloomy thoughts and looked at Ruben. Ruben wasn’t shouting at me or cursing. Could it be that his body had influenced Ruben’s emotions? The reaction of Ruben just turning his head and sobbing silently felt positive to me. The reason Ruben wasn’t angry as usual—could it be that sex with me had a good influence on him?
…So, I tried an optimistic imagination that maybe sex with me felt so good that his aversion to me had decreased a little.
“Ruben…”
