The finger that seemed to linger around the entrance pushed further inside along with those words. Chris had to be careful not to unknowingly let his mouth fall open. He might unknowingly let out moans and drool saliva, wetting the bed.
“It’s not all the way in yet.”
Yuri’s tone was businesslike. It was newly felt that his doing this was one method to engrave guiding more deeply into Chris.
Unlike himself who was melting into mush from the guiding, Yuri’s reason remained as solid as ever.
There was no way Yuri, who despised Espers, would harbor desire for him. Perhaps if he were slimmer and more embraceable, but Chris’s body had too much muscle, making it excessively heavy and hard.
“Please, I won’t run away, so…… here, stop.”
The plea flowed out choppily. Yuri pushed his finger further inside as if he hadn’t heard Chris’s words. A tingling sensation remained everywhere his finger passed as it groped the inner walls as if searching for something.
It was because of the guiding. That sensation shaking him from the core made him crave Yuri’s touch even more.
The moment Yuri’s fingertip found a spot and pressed firmly, Chris thrashed his body violently. It was such an intense reaction that he might have kicked Yuri if he’d been careless.
“From your reaction, it seems I’ve found it properly.”
It felt like a layer had been added to the stimulation so far, more than just guiding. As Yuri persistently rubbed that spot, Chris was seized by pleasure that tightened his lower abdomen.
“I heard if you rub here, they writhe like this. Why are you so quiet?”
He felt a touch sweeping back the hair covering his nape. Yuri’s hand, which had been pressing on Chris’s back like tweezers fixing a frog’s limbs, had already released him and moved up there.
Perhaps because he was leaning down and whispering, his breath touched the nape where Yuri’s shadow fell. Even just the sound of breathing made the fine hairs stand on end.
Chris unknowingly chewed on his lips.
“If it feels good, say it feels good. I don’t want to accidentally hurt you.”
A second finger wedged into his rear hole. Though the foreign sensation doubled, Chris couldn’t do anything but groan except protest.
How could he refuse this tingling yet sweet sensation?
“Ngh, haa…… Ah!”
His member twitched below his navel. Rubbing his penis against the mattress, he recalled the touch that had soothed his aroused lower body until just moments ago.
Yuri rubbed the erogenous zone he’d found steadily yet persistently. It was a touch as crude and faithful only to purpose as when toying with his front.
But persistent.
Pain and revulsion were easily diluted by the guiding consuming him.
So in the end, all Chris could feel was pure pleasure.
“Ngh, kugh… good, no, hah!”
He couldn’t think of anything other than the thought ‘it’s good.’ It was because guiding was progressing simultaneously with stimulating his insides. It felt like being repeatedly taught pleasure.
The fingers had increased to three before he knew it. Even though his rear was opening more and more, he didn’t feel the same revulsion as at first. The foreign sensation was also more bearable.
His vision repeatedly turned white then returned to normal. Thoughts of just a little more filled Chris densely. Not putting this plea into words was because he originally had strong patience.
If he’d been even slightly more honest with desire, he would have already collapsed and begged Yuri for more stimulation.
“Your body has turned red, Chris. I’ve spent quite a long time with you, but this is the first time I’ve seen you like this.”
His rear was hot. It was because Yuri kept stimulating his erogenous zone. He was moving to imprint pleasure on Chris’s body.
He intuited that the other person wouldn’t back down before achieving his objective. Each time fingers went in and out below, it felt like the gel Yuri had applied was flowing down. The squelching water sounds added shame to his pleasure.
Now he resented that even a shred of reason remained.
He’d rather reach climax quickly so Yuri would release him.
“Stop the guiding. Please.”
Though he’d tried to endure to the end, a limit finally came. Guiding and pleasure alternately presented stimulation that seemed to destroy his nerves.
At this rate, his body might completely change. Then he’d really have nowhere to rely on but Yuri. If abandoned by the man who thought him dirty, how should he live from then on?
Having learned of Yuri’s guiding, there was no way he could attempt to meet another guide. There was no way he could receive guiding again that had only been pain, endurance, and nauseating revulsion.
“Are you only now in the mood to beg? You endured longer than I thought.”
Faint pleasure seeped from Yuri’s voice.
“So this is what it feels like to toy with you. After giving you guiding, you always avoided me, so I didn’t know you’d go into heat like this……”
“Why on earth, why are you doing this?”
“I need to imprint.”
Yuri’s voice became clear.
“I thought you were originally imprinted on me, but since you came back covered in another guide’s scent, I need to imprint you on me again.”
“……Imprint?”
Chris pronounced that word quietly. Though it was definitely a concept he’d never learned, strangely the feeling of it rolling on his tongue was familiar.
“Does imprinting, something like imprinting happen between a guide and Esper?”
Northern Light had never told him such a thing. However, somehow he thought that might be exactly why he’d felt revulsion toward other guides’ guiding until now.
Though Chris was desperate, Yuri didn’t answer. Chris, for whom turning his head to the side was all he could manage, had difficulty stealing a glance at Yuri’s expression. As if not giving him any more leisure to think, he moved the hand he’d pushed into Chris’s rear again.
“Ngh!”
The touch that had hesitated briefly grew rough. He’d thought he’d been given leisure to catch his breath for a moment, but this was a mistake. Yuri was deliberately controlling the pace. He let him soak in pleasure, then regain a bit of reason, then shove him back to the bottom again.
This gap was tearing through Chris’s mind. He even had an ominous premonition that breaking him in wouldn’t end with just words.
“Stop… stop!”
His mouth opened on its own at the repeated thrusting. The sensation flowing tinglingly along his spine drove Chris on. His vision turned white. Strength naturally entered the hand gripping the mattress and his waist arched backward. Yuri’s breath rushed into his ear.
It was a climax reached just from being penetrated in the rear. Pleasure rushed through his belly as if blooming fully, wilting in an instant, then repeatedly flowering again. Chris’s body trembled while stiff.
The bed was a mess with the semen he’d poured out. Collapsing with a thud onto the crumpled sheets, Chris let his limbs hang down.
Was it because of the guiding? Pleasure with a different texture than when masturbating alone drove him crazy. He’d always felt like something was lacking even when reaching climax, but this time he couldn’t feel that sensation at all.
Yuri’s hand withdrew from between his legs. Though Chris felt inwardly relieved, he also felt regret settled in a corner of himself.
The murky night flower scent and heavy cherry fragrance mixed dizzyingly. Not just his body’s sense of touch but even his sense of smell was in an uproar.
“……I’m glad you seem to have no leisure to think of other things.”
At Yuri’s bluntly spoken words, Chris reacted a beat late. When he turned his head to the side and looked up at Yuri with unfocused eyes, he could see him observing him.
Turning around, he took out a box from the nightstand beside the bed and opened its lid. Inside was an oval-shaped object.
Chris looked at Yuri, unable to tell what that unfamiliar thing was.
“I believe this kind of thing is called an egg.”
Without even properly explaining what it was, Yuri spread Chris’s legs. Though he tried to close his thighs at some ominous premonition, Yuri’s hand slapped Chris’s buttock.
When he flinched and stopped resisting, Yuri pressed that round object firmly against the anal entrance he’d been thrusting into for so long.
“Kuk……”
Chris roughly drew in breath. He could feel the thing called an egg slowly entering inside.
Though the length wasn’t long, its thickness wasn’t comparable to a few fingers. Moreover, since guiding was being transmitted more trickly than when the fingers had been going in and out, the foreign sensation was considerable.
“Don’t push it out, you need to receive it well.”
The moment Yuri said that, guiding energy filled the surroundings as if thick fog was settling. Clearly enough to touch the skin, guiding energy was accumulating in layers around them.
“Nnn……ngh!”
Strength was draining from below. Yuri didn’t miss the moment Chris’s body relaxed and pushed the egg further inside. So deep that he was startled at the thought he might not be able to remove it.
Chris just held his breath and waited for Yuri to finish this task quickly.
The egg settled at the spot Yuri had repeatedly rubbed and stimulated. With no way to know what he intended to do with the egg that was just occupying space, Chris looked at Yuri.
Noticing the trembling dwelling in the blue eyes looking at him, Yuri took out the remote control that had been in the box. When he pressed the button, vibration began inside his belly.
Buzz, buzzz. Buzz. At the movement that started, Chris stiffened his waist with a jolt. However, the egg already settled inside him had begun vibrating. The vibration that continued while pressing right above the spot where the afterglow of the pleasure Yuri had bestowed remained snatched away Chris’s soul.
