There was still semen inside. Yeon Dogyeong had blocked it with cotton. With a feeling of looseness inside his belly, he covered his lower abdomen with his hand. Yeon Dogyeong patted Joo Seonghan’s buttocks.
“I didn’t cum deep either time. I’ll take it out right away when it’s over.”
Yeon Dogyeong, who smoothed Joo Seonghan’s hair, pulled out a bunch of wet wipes from the table. He carefully wiped his buttocks and brought over the clothes placed on the desk to hand to him. They were new clothes.
“Pretend you don’t remember anything at all. Do you have any questions?”
Joo Seonghan stared at the long-sleeved t-shirt and comfortable pants in his hands.
“Is my physical… condition very bad?”
“I have to examine you to know, but it probably won’t be that serious.”
He nodded his head slightly and received the clothes. Due to the aftermath of the difficult sex, it took twice as long as usual to put on clothes. Joo Seonghan ignored his trembling hands, tightened the elastic of the pants he wore without underwear, and buried his body deep in the sofa. He wiped off the cold sweat. Yeon Dogyeong, who had been silently looking down at Joo Seonghan, bent his knees and sat in front of him. Now Joo Seonghan was looking down at him.
“Do you regret it? Sleeping with me.”
“……”
“That’s why, why did you say it? If you had pretended not to know until the end and gotten the shot, at least your mind would have been at ease.”
Was his expression that bad? Or was his perceptiveness excessively sharp? Joo Seonghan bowed his head deeply to escape from his gaze.
“Why did you say it? Hm?”
It felt like his hand had been revealed. There was nothing more to hide. Joo Seonghan resigned himself.
“…As a last… I wanted to kiss Team Leader Yeon.”
Yeon Dogyeong’s large hand pressed on the sofa on both sides of Joo Seonghan’s thighs. Kkiik. The stiff leather sofa made a sound.
“I should do that for you.”
He, who raised his body, kissed Joo Seonghan deeply. Joo Seonghan closed his eyes. Where will my life flow from now on? The inside of the hole containing his traces felt ticklish.
* * *
He licked his lower lip. Joo Seonghan tried to make an indifferent face and glanced at Yeon Dogyeong in the seat next to him. He, smiling like a picture, had his gaze on Chief Lee across from him.
“The test results show no particular abnormalities, but seeing as you have no memory at all, it seems the shock was considerable.”
Chief Lee, who closed the checklist file Yeon Dogyeong had falsely filled out, spoke to Joo Seonghan. Joo Seonghan swallowed dry saliva.
“Don’t try to forcibly recover it. The most important thing is that you don’t receive stress.”
“…Yes.”
“I’ll organize the current situation for you first. You can hear it alone.”
Chief Lee gestured toward Yeon Dogyeong with her eyes. It meant she would send Yeon Dogyeong out if he wanted. It certainly seemed like that made him more nervous. Whether he was there or not, he would answer the same way that he didn’t remember anything. Joo Seonghan opened his mouth to answer yes.
“Isn’t it better that I’m by his side since I’m the first thing he saw when he opened his eyes?”
“…I’ll stay together.”
At Joo Seonghan’s small answer, Chief Lee nodded her head saying to do so. He felt Yeon Dogyeong’s gaze as he leaned back comfortably in his chair. Joo Seonghan clasped his sweaty hands together and wiggled his buttocks. He felt like he would go crazy being conscious of what was below.
“First, Joo Seonghan-ssi, you were at a company dinner at a karaoke room. A fire broke out there and you were kidnapped for two weeks. And the culprit hasn’t been caught yet.”
“……”
“Until the suspect is caught, we plan to protect Joo Seonghan-ssi’s safety on our end.”
Chief Lee spoke while pulling her chair closer. This was a semi-human research institute, but whenever it was unavoidably exposed to ordinary people like Joo Seonghan, it was explained differently each time. This time it was a hospital and fortress secretly operated by the state to avoid the eyes of criminals and reporters. In other words, the “we” Chief Lee spoke of were secret public servants who cared for the mental and physical problems of victims of unsolved criminal cases and protected their safety.
“We don’t know how Joo Seonghan-ssi escaped from the culprit. If you remember even a little bit, whether it’s the culprit’s face or the method of escape, please contact us. However, you must not try to forcibly remember.”
“…Yes.”
“As you know, we also conducted a physical examination on our end. If any abnormalities occur in your body such as headaches or vomiting, please don’t take it lightly and contact us right away.”
“Yes.”
Chief Lee, who heard Joo Seonghan’s answer, opened the checklist file again. She peeled off a post-it note, stuck it inside, and wrote a few characters. He couldn’t see what she was writing. Joo Seonghan looked at Chief Lee’s face once, the post-it once, and lastly at Yeon Dogyeong’s face once with an anxious expression. Yeon Dogyeong, avoiding Chief Lee’s eyes, patted Joo Seonghan’s buttocks. The cotton that had become heavy, soaked with semen, tried to come out of the hole. Joo Seonghan moved his lips toward Yeon Dogyeong. Yeon Dogyeong smiled and asked with his eyes, “Why?” He bit his lips. Feeling like he absolutely couldn’t endure it, he spoke to Chief Lee.
“A-are we done? Can I go? My parents must be waiting.”
His words came out faster than usual. His mind was that urgent.
“Ah, yes. We will definitely protect the safety of Joo Seonghan-ssi and your family, so please trust us and stay comfortable. We’ll bring you good news soon.”
He nodded without properly listening to what she was saying. Chief Lee, who closed the file, handed Joo Seonghan a business card with only a phone number written on it. He received it and stood up. His lower half was damp. He was scared the pants might have gotten wet.
“I’ll be going. Thank you.”
“Yes. Be careful going home.”
Joo Seonghan walked toward the door, trying hard to walk calmly. Yeon Dogyeong, who stood up from his seat, naturally followed behind Joo Seonghan.
“Team Leader Yeon, please see me for a moment.”
Chief Lee stopped such a Yeon Dogyeong. Yeon Dogyeong stopped his steps and looked back. Joo Seonghan also stopped accordingly.
“I’ll escort him home and come back. He’s someone who’s even receiving personal protection.”
Yeon Dogyeong stretched out his arm and flung open the door. Joo Seonghan looked up at him with a pale face.
“I’ll assign someone else.”
“Ey, everyone knows I’m the most free in this building right now.”
Yeon Dogyeong, who spoke cheekily, lightly pushed Joo Seonghan’s back. Joo Seonghan put strength in his buttocks and escaped the room. Semen flowed between the cotton. Unable to go far, he stood with his back against the wall. He raised his hand and painfully fidgeted with his lips.
“…I know you have a lot to report. We can’t delay any longer, so just see him off. And bring the blood sample we took when you come back.”
Chief Lee tried to the very end not to let Yeon Dogyeong go. Yeon Dogyeong, leaning against the door frame, looked at Chief Lee with the corners of his lips curved up.
“You’re being too much.”
“Me? No way. As you know, if you just cooperate well, it’ll be over quickly.”
“Yes, I understand.”
“Stop thinking about playing around and come back quickly.”
With Chief Lee’s words as the end, Yeon Dogyeong, who laughed “haha,” closed the door. Yeon Dogyeong’s feet entered Joo Seonghan’s field of vision. Before he could even open his mouth to say something, Yeon Dogyeong, who grabbed and pulled the back of Joo Seonghan’s neck, stretched the back of his pants like looking into a child’s underwear and checked inside. Joo Seonghan jumped his shoulders and pushed away Yeon Dogyeong’s arm.
“It leaked but didn’t get wet.”
“……”
He couldn’t tell if he was teasing or speaking seriously. While his lower jaw trembled and he stood still, unable to walk or sit down, Yeon Dogyeong, who bent his waist, hugged under Joo Seonghan’s thighs and lifted him up. His upper body naturally tilted, and Joo Seonghan held onto his body to avoid falling.
“You did well.”
Satisfaction oozed from his voice. Yeon Dogyeong, who moved his steps without effort as if walking on clouds, went down one floor and entered the empty bathroom at the end of the hallway. He entered the innermost stall, locked the door, and put Joo Seonghan down.
“Take off your pants and sit backward.”
Yeon Dogyeong pointed at the toilet and spoke. When Joo Seonghan hesitated with an indecisive face, he directly grabbed and pulled down his pants. Joo Seonghan pressed his lips tightly together and pushed him away. Shwi. Making a soothing sound, he pulled the pants off Joo Seonghan’s feet and sat him turned around on top of the toilet. Joo Seonghan swayed like a doll to him who was strong. When he came to his senses, he was showing him his hole with his legs spread. Joo Seonghan clenched his empty hands and lowered his head.
“You came halfway.”
The back of his neck heated up. This one was definitely teasing. Yeon Dogyeong slowly pulled out the damp cotton that had come halfway out of the hole. And he mischievously placed it in Joo Seonghan’s hand. Joo Seonghan made an “ngh” sound and shook his hand off. Splat. The wet cotton stuck to the bathroom wall. Yeon Dogyeong laughed “hahaha.”
“…Really, too…”
The words wouldn’t come out. It was shameful and he had been tense the whole time, and because he was holding his sticky semen, his stomach hurt. It felt like not only his intestines but his whole body was churning.
“It was hard, wasn’t it? You worked hard.”
