When did I first see Seo Heejin? My memory of seeing Seo Heejin at new employee training was hazy. Because Seo Heejin was thoroughly outside my type, he was blurry in my memory as if blur-processed. I definitely must have seen him during self-introductions.
I couldn’t even remember what Seo Heejin said, or rather, I couldn’t remember to the point of wondering if he even existed. My god.
“Wow. You really had no interest in me.”
Contrary to his blunt tone, the approaching fingers gently rubbed my earlobe.
It felt like Seo Heejin wouldn’t tell me when that beginning he remembered was.
“Sorry for confessing so lamely.”
I had no intention of blaming Seo Heejin at all. I felt a bit awkward for receiving an unnecessary apology.
“I really like you, hyung. I’ve liked you for a long time.”
At the low whisper, heat started spreading from the ear Seo Heejin was fiddling with. Looking into those deeply serious brown eyes, my face heated up like it would burst and I suddenly didn’t know what to do with myself.
Even as I hurriedly pressed my face into the pillow, my heart that was stomping its feet thump-thump fiercely wouldn’t calm down. Ah, this reaction was dangerous. Really, warning sounds beeped in my head that this was dangerous.
And then an even more embarrassing fact came to mind. Setting aside the blind date partner who may or may not exist in the future…… I was jealous of my past self until just now? And then I got annoyed at Seo Heejin?
Argh! More strength went into the hand hugging the pillow.
While I was digging a tunnel, it seemed Seo Heejin’s patience had also reached its limit.
“More than that, hyung. My dick feels like it’s going to explode right now.”
Unlike my cock that had shrunk from embarrassment, Seo Heejin’s dick inside the hole was still lively. The finely trembling hot lump of flesh slowly shook inside my belly.
The pleasure that had been momentarily forgotten by Seo Heejin’s bombshell statement sneakily raised its head again.
Before losing my mind to Seo Heejin’s cock growing in size while pushing out my inner walls, the last curious thing came to mind. That statement that had made me genuinely believe Seo Heejin had someone else he liked besides me.
“……Seo Heejin, did you give up on me……?”
The voice that had muttered softly, “Well…… not anymore,” echoed in a corner of my heart.
I had vowed so firmly that I had no intention of having a relationship with Seo Heejin beyond sex partners, but I couldn’t help feeling unsettled now that he didn’t like me anymore.
When Seo Heejin didn’t give any answer and I turned my head wrigglingly, it really seemed I’d done something seriously wrong. Why is he looking at me with that expression? The face that had been almost expressionless even when I was talking bullshit was all crumpled up.
Moreover, Seo Heejin’s dick that had shown no sign of shrinking was slowly pulling out backwards.
Finally, when it pulled out completely and my body regained its freedom, Seo Heejin even got off from on top of me.
I couldn’t keep pretending not to notice and turning my back either. I lay down properly, then sat up because lying down was also awkward, but Seo Heejin covered his eyes with one hand as if he didn’t even want to make eye contact with me. Is he crying? No way, is he crying?
“Hey, are you crying?”
In elementary school, when a friend was crying face-down on their desk, I used to deliberately stick my head under to check if they were crying. That’s exactly what I was doing now.
I thought it might be too annoying to keep sticking my head under Seo Heejin who was covering his face, wondering if he was really crying.
How should I comfort Seo Heejin?
“Seo Heejin—, why are you crying so embarrassingly.”
Even as I restlessly tapped his knee with my finger, Seo Heejin remained unmoved.
Ah, geez. Making me feel sorry. Seo Heejin had soothed and comforted me many times, but I’d never soothed and comforted Seo Heejin even once, so I didn’t know what to do.
Even when I tried to forcibly remove Seo Heejin’s hand, the arm showing off its strength even at a time like this just flexed its muscles and held firm.
Ah, really. Did I come into this house to have sex or to comfort a kid?
Having no choice, I gave a smack kiss on Seo Heejin’s lips that weren’t covered by his hand. Since I had no confidence in comforting with words, I had to make up for it with my body. Whether my thinking wasn’t too far off, Seo Heejin’s shoulders trembled with a start.
“Move your hand—”
When I kissed him again smack-smack, Seo Heejin’s lips rolled inward as if running away.
Eh-hey. Thinking, can you really hold out even after this, when I climbed onto Seo Heejin’s legs and sat down, completely separate from crying, Seo Heejin’s body wriggled and made space for me to settle comfortably.
I laughed at the cute action that didn’t match the atmosphere at all. Meanwhile, Seo Heejin’s dick was still standing stiffly, claiming to be a completely different entity from its main body, poking my butt poke-poke.
“If you move your hand, I’ll kiss you more.”
How amazing was the power of my kisses? Finally, when Seo Heejin removed the hand covering his eyes, reddened eyes were revealed on his white face.
Hmm, if he really cried, his eyelashes should be moistly wet to be normal, but Seo Heejin’s long eyelashes were bone dry.
I suspected the redness around his eyes was just marks from pressing down, but if I said something unnecessary and Seo Heejin covered his face again, the one who’d be annoyed was me.
“Why did you cry?”
What part was disappointing enough to even pull out the cock that was inside? Seo Heejin looked up at me and blinked pitifully.
“……You said if I moved my hand you’d kiss me more.”
“If you tell me why you cried, you’ll get a kiss plus a double with a kiss on top.”
Even at the words I threw out like a gambler to make him laugh, Seo Heejin made a sulky expression and avoided my gaze.
“Hearing the word ‘give up’ from hyung’s mouth made me feel a surge of emotion…… Now I’ve given up on things going well with you……”
For something that surged with emotion, Seo Heejin’s dick was sneakily rubbing over my hole. His words and actions were so different I unconsciously laughed.
Come to think of it, if it’s been unrequited love for a full three years since joining, shouldn’t he be deeply moved to be fucking his crush? Hasn’t it already worked out well? When I just quietly looked down at Seo Heejin, he clung to my chest as if throwing a tantrum.
Today’s sex was a complete mess.
I sulked, then Seo Heejin sulked.
“So are you done crying now?”
Seeing how the reddened eyes had already returned to normal, he must have been pretending to cry. Seo Heejin shook his head and hugged my body tighter.
I must have gone crazy following Seo Heejin after sticking with this crazy bastard so many times. Looking at how I was accepting this absurd situation without even getting annoyed. Since I’d started this service anyway, I thought I might as well do it enough to lift Seo Heejin’s mood.
When I swept up Seo Heejin’s soft hair, his straight forehead peeked out.
I hadn’t looked closely before so I didn’t know, but Seo Heejin’s hairline had baby-like fine hairs. Maybe because it overlapped with what Seo Heejin was doing now, it looked childlike, so without realizing it, I pressed my lips firmly on it several times.
Where did the capable and decisive Seo Heejin I remembered go? Seo Heejin, just because I found him a little cute, rubbed his face freely and threw a tantrum.
Not satisfied with that, he even grabbed my butt and lifted it up, pressing the tip of his glans firmly as he tried to put his cock in again.
The feeling of the hole slowly spreading in the shape of Seo Heejin’s cock because of my weight was strange, and Seo Heejin clinging to me without gaps was strange.
“Hah—”
Every time the thick shaft pushed squelch-squelch inside, not my lower part but around my chest tickled. I wondered if it was because of Seo Heejin clinging like a baby, but that tickling wasn’t felt on my skin but bloomed from inside my body, so my breath just got hotter for no reason.
When the frustration rose to the tip of my throat from the sensation I couldn’t relieve by scratching, Seo Heejin lifted his head.
Whether he was impressed by my effort, Seo Heejin’s mood had improved and he was smiling prettily with his eyes.
Even without saying it, I seemed to know what Seo Heejin wanted. When I lifted my hand and lightly cupped his cheek, Seo Heejin closed his eyes with a satisfied expression.
Is he a different person from the guy who was crying just moments ago saying he was upset? Having said it, I had no choice but to rub my lips, and I felt the plump lips gradually thin and lengthen horizontally. Seo Heejin definitely put on a crying act.
Maybe because my back was bent from kissing, Seo Heejin’s dick that had been digging inside couldn’t advance further and stopped. Every time Seo Heejin flexed his cock with strength, at the feeling of my inner walls being pressed firmly, small goosebumps sneakily climbed up my lower back.
“Hyung, I like you.”
The voice murmuring softly with our lips touching tickled inside my chest gently again. Was I having an allergic reaction because Seo Heejin acting deliberately sweet didn’t suit me?
“Seo Heejin, I prefer beast-like over baby-like.”
When I whispered my preference that I’d never told Seo Heejin before, my body tilted backwards. For pushing me over so roughly, it was funny that Seo Heejin’s hands were hugging my head tightly worried I might get hurt on the soft bed mattress.
I was giggling and laughing when I faced Seo Heejin who had climbed on top of me, and the laughter completely disappeared.
“You preferred beast-like?”
At that question, the goosebumps that had been creeping up instantly penetrated my whole body. Expressionless Seo Heejin was staring down at me blankly. Like a beast, like he’d devour me. With a face that was completely my type.
