Each time Cha Jeonghan’s hand, bigger than mine, moved and covered my fingers, my entire spine tingled. I couldn’t hold back and ejaculated when Cha Jeonghan covered the tip of my member with his thumb, removed it, and rubbed. My jaw trembled at the pleasure rising all the way to the top of my head. Cha Jeonghan, who put his tongue between my parted lips, slowly rubbed the tip of my tongue. I lost even the strength to lift my eyes and barely managed to lick his tongue back.
“I think about only you all day. It’s not a joke, and it’s not a lie.”
Cha Jeonghan, who grabbed my legs and spread them a bit more, put his hand into the deep place between my legs. I bit my lips tightly at the feeling of pressing on a place that was still unfamiliar. His fingertip that had been touching and pressing while circling slowly dug in.
“Ah…. Hng, it hurts….”
At first I didn’t even know it hurt, but as it pushed in a bit more, the still-unfamiliar pain rose along my heated body. It was pain I had absolutely no idea what to do about, so I held onto Cha Jeonghan without being able to move.
“I have to go quickly… to see you, to hold your hand.”
“Hnng….”
“I’m thinking about wanting to kiss you and hug you so much that sometimes I don’t even notice when someone calls me.”
“Haa… mm, Jeonghan-ah…. It hurts….”
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry for hurting you…. Just a little, just a little more, Yuhyeon-ah.”
Along with his apology, his finger, thicker and longer than mine, dug deeper inside. It hurt like my body was being pierced, so words didn’t come out properly. Cha Jeonghan put one more finger inside me and lowered his body closely. As his weight properly settled, a strange sense of stability spread between the pain. It was probably an illusion, but it seemed… a little okay.
“When I touch you… I feel at ease. Everything becomes okay.”
“Haat… ah….”
Two fingers deeply stabbed inside. The sensation mixed with pain spread to my toes. As if trying to widen me inside more, Cha Jeonghan slowly rotated his fingers round and round. Each time his fingers grazed inside then stabbed in deeply, my lower abdomen started tightening tightly. Cha Jeonghan moved his fingers without taking his eyes off me at all. I felt even tighter, whether one more finger had entered below where it was already full.
“Too… nng, too tight….”
“…Yuhyeon-ah.”
A voice dropped right onto Cha Jeonghan’s gaze that had been touching me the whole time. I barely opened my eyes and looked at him.
“You’re really… pretty.”
“…….”
“…So lewd.”
At his sudden words, heat sharply rose to my face. Even though I couldn’t see my face, it had probably turned bright red. At his explicit words, I couldn’t control myself at all. It seemed like I’d bought that book about mind control for nothing earlier.
“It’s hard when you tighten like this. It hurts, doesn’t it?”
“…Because you suddenly say weird things….”
“See. Even my fingers won’t come out easily.”
I felt him moving up and down as if trying to pull his fingers out from below. I was truly fortunate I couldn’t see that scene.
“…Ha, don’t. If you keep teasing….”
“I’ve never said weird things. You’re really pretty and lewd.”
“……St, stop talking.”
“I feel like my head will explode because you’re so tight.”
At Cha Jeonghan’s words, I felt like my heart would explode. Each time his honest way of speaking that knew no concealment reached me, my entire body heated up bright red. Cha Jeonghan pulled his fingers out from inside me and gripped his own member. When I glanced down and saw Cha Jeonghan’s member, it seemed even bigger than last time. I lowered my hand like last time and lightly gripped the tip of his member. Perhaps my action was sudden, Cha Jeonghan looked at me with furrowed brows.
“…Ah….”
“…….”
I moved my hand while making eye contact with him. I rubbed while circling to wrap around the glans, then gathered more courage to grip the shaft and move. Just touching the hot, completely erect hardness made my legs curl up. Cha Jeonghan just like that lowered his head and roughly kissed me. At the stimulation of our tongues tangling, I caressed his member a bit faster.
“Ah, I really feel like I’m dying… ah, fuck really….”
“…….”
“I’m not cursing at you. It’s just, just because it feels so good. I’m really going crazy. I feel like something will happen to my head.”
Cha Jeonghan just like that spread my legs and aligned below. At the feeling of something hard, hot… and big touching, my breath scattered messily. I acted like someone who’d forgotten how to breathe. While staring at me piercingly like that, Cha Jeonghan dug into me.
“Hngh…!”
A sound mixed with crying burst out. It hurt enough to cry, but the feeling of Cha Jeonghan filling me inside felt so good it was indescribable. Cha Jeonghan gently caressed my body where strength had completely entered, and also lowered his head to kiss me here and there on my body. At the sensation of something ridiculously hot and big digging into the deep place inside my body, I felt like something would happen to my head too.
“Ha…. Yuhyeon-ah…, ah, Ji Yuhyeon….”
“Hnng… mm, nng….”
Each time Cha Jeonghan whispered my name in my ear, like a lie the strength that had tightly entered my body released. As soon as I released my strength, his member pushed in a bit deeper little by little. My eyelashes kept getting damp with tears, scared of how far it could go in.
“More, more….”
I wanted to say it seemed like it shouldn’t come in more, but the words didn’t continue. Cha Jeonghan, who had been burying his face in my chest, raised his head and looked at me like that. Perhaps thinking I was begging for more, he looked at me with completely excited eyes and sharply put strength to move his hips.
“Haaaat!”
At the feeling of being locked together without even a bit of gap, my fingers gripping his arm trembled. Cha Jeonghan looked at me with a face soaked in excitement where just making eye contact made heat sharply rise all over my body. I really couldn’t look at his face. Each time I saw his eyes looking at me and lips pouring hot breath, my heart fell with a loud thump.
“Yuhyeon-ah, look at me.”
“…….”
“You have to look at me, hm?”
Excitement was mixed into his low voice too. Just looking at his eyes and hearing his voice made my lower abdomen tighten and strength enter below. I repeated looking at Cha Jeonghan several times then turning my gaze away, looking again then turning my gaze away.
“Why won’t you look, hm?”
“I, I can’t look….”
“I want, ah… you to look at me though.”
At Cha Jeonghan’s words, I gathered courage again and turned my gaze toward him. The moment our eyes met accurately, my fingertips tingled and my legs curled up. Just properly taking excited Cha Jeonghan into my eyes made something like a sense of ejaculation rush in.
“Ha…. Yuhyeon-ah, are you warm too?”
“I’m, hnng… hot…. Ah… I’m really going crazy… I’m, I’m really going crazy, Jeonghan-ah….”
Cha Jeonghan’s thing that had filled me inside to the point of stretching me tightly felt like it was getting even bigger. Even though he wasn’t moving, I felt like my body would burst so tears came. Even though this wasn’t the first time our bodies were tightly locked together, it felt so good it was scary. Back then it felt a bit less because I wondered if this was reality or a dream, but now because I knew it wasn’t a dream but reality, the pleasure was clearer than the first time. As clear as the pleasure was, the fear that followed was also more distinct.
“…I should tell you not to cry.”
“…….”
“But crying is so pretty….”
Embarrassed by Cha Jeonghan’s gaze as he spoke admiringly, I covered my face with my hands. Cha Jeonghan too easily grabbed my hands and removed them from my face. Cha Jeonghan, who lowered his body flat to press together, pulled his member out halfway then sharply dug inside.
“Haat!”
“Ha…. I’m sorry. I’ll, nng, apologize in advance. It might hurt.”
“Don’t make it hurt… ah!”
The member that had been pulling out long came in impossibly hard and reached the deep place. It felt like all the cells in my body opened their eyes and rushed to where Cha Jeonghan was touching. It felt like me, who’s weak to caffeine and has to drink even Americanos weak, had chugged energy drinks recklessly.
“Hng, mm! Nng… ah, hng…!”
Cha Jeonghan dug inside fast and hard enough to understand why he’d apologized in advance. Each time he pulled out and came in as if stabbing inside, my body shook wildly and the pleasure pooled like water sloshed around inside my body. I couldn’t think of anything except those three syllables, Cha Jeonghan.
“Ah… Yuhyeon-ah, nng, Yuhyeon-ah.”
My name mixed with hot breath poured over my ears, nape, and shoulders. Even with our lips locked, Cha Jeonghan kept calling my name. The name wasn’t anything great, and there wasn’t any tremendous meaning in that name, but just the fact that Cha Jeonghan was calling it made me more excited and hotter.
Our pressed bodies repeatedly separated stickily then stuck together at the intense movements. Our tongues tangled crazily and our bodies shook. Cha Jeonghan repeatedly spread my legs that kept curling up, pressed them down, and went in and out. Each time he moved with his body pressed flat, Cha Jeonghan’s body rubbed over my erect member. I ejaculated at the pleasure coming from the deep place and the front. My waist heaved and twisted but I couldn’t move freely because I was pressed down by him, so the pleasure pooled in my body and pooled again.
“Haah, mmh!”
The moment the deep place was pressed again right after I ejaculated, heat rushed forward. Cha Jeonghan pulled out his still-hard member from inside me and turned my body over. I buried my face in the sheets and lay face down, roughly exhaling my unsettled breathing. My waist was grabbed from behind, and Cha Jeonghan entered inside again. His hot weight pressed down on my back. Cha Jeonghan covered and wrapped over my hands that were tightly gripping the sheets and moved quickly again. It seemed to enter even deeper than before, making my vision turn white then pitch black again as light shook wildly.
