Everything is just meaningless behavior. Merely excretion.
The man’s touch, putting his hand inside the hair and squeezing the soft head while pressing pressure points, is quite ecstatic. The boy forgets for a moment who that person is and comfortably closes his eyes with his head laid on the bathtub.
Me too, and K as well.
We’re people who don’t give meaning to such rules.
We despise humans who ramble on with this and that long talk about things as trivial as rules.
We don’t need law, order, or conscience.
The boy thinks only in his heart at his story.
You’re selfish.
Criminals like you always talk like that. That you’re people who don’t need law or order.
But that’s only your world.
A plausible excuse to torment normal people like me who don’t agree with it.
But the man’s touch is so gentle that those words can’t quite spread beyond his lips.
The boy still doesn’t know about the man’s occupation.
I guess it doesn’t matter anymore. What would it matter even if he learned his occupation?
In this place, time, even basic questions about humans.
Everything is useless. A stopped world.
The man pulled one of the boy’s arms long and applied plenty of body wash to the exposed armpit area.
It was a sweet product with a cherry scent. It’s a scent that seems suitable for cute girls, the boy thought and smiled slightly without realizing it. To let out a smile in a situation like this—I guess I’ve finally gone crazy, he even had self-deprecating thoughts.
J caressed both of the boy’s armpits alternately for a long time. The boy seemed to even feel ticklish. He looked piercingly at that face creating cute aegyo wrinkles while flinching and trembling with deeply sunken, dark pupils. The boy deliberately avoided his piercing gaze because it was awkward and burdensome.
But his face was immediately caught and he was forced to make eye contact with him again.
His gaze again pours down like an arrow onto my face, below my worthless body.
Into the deepest part of the most shameful private parts.
***
AM 6:40
The man looks down, holding his breath, at the pitiful boy’s white body spread out below him.
Everything is newly fresh again. The boy being tamed to his taste, having fallen into his grasp, was definitely much more seductive than before—to the point where he wondered if this was the same person as that convenience store boy he knew back then.
So this is how one learns the taste of men.
The boy who had been fully hearing his smirking muttering tightly shut his eyes.
The man spread the boy’s crotch wide as if tearing it apart and abruptly thrust in a rude hand without warning.
Ahuk, along with a short single moan, the boy’s small body fluttered for a moment as if shot by an arrow, but that was all. The boy endured and endured again. And gave up on everything.
It’s no fun if you do that already.
Show at least some signs of resistance.
The man whispers cruelly and abruptly invades inside the warm hole with two fingers. Uuk, he firmly fixed the convulsing body being penetrated with his own body and dug in madly between the finely trembling legs.
Uuuuk.
“It huuurts! It hurts……”
Ignoring the boy’s reaction as he began to cry while sobbing, he roughly stirred the dry hole that didn’t easily get soaked wet unlike women, then muttered a curse in a low voice—fuck.
The boy was truly breathing shallowly as if about to die, accepting the unfamiliar pain and humiliation the man was bestowing upon him. Since he hadn’t had many encounters yet, the act of men tearing through his insides still wasn’t familiar.
At least compared to K, J was a gentleman. K’s bumpy cock. The hideous cock with metal balls embedded were hard to receive by mouth, but receiving them below was even harder.
J penetrated his middle finger even deeper inside and lightly flicked and slowly rubbed the cute part that protruded like a hard bead.
Ahuhuhut.
He looked entranced at the boy scattering amazingly cute moans as if dying and didn’t stop this ruthless pistoning—thud, thud, thud.
“Your whole body is like an erogenous zone.”
“Uut… hyung…… ah, hyuuung……”
The boy still calls him ‘hyung’ like an idiot.
J also didn’t dislike that sound of hyung, so he just left the boy alone.
“You must resent me.”
The man’s gloomily sunken gaze was sunk even lower than his cave-like deep and damp voice.
“You must want to kill me.”
“Ut, uhuk, hyung……”
“Isn’t that right?”
He never misses the boy’s small body trembling several times.
“Then kill me.”
“Ahuuk……”
“If you can do so, anytime.”
I have no lingering attachment to this damn world either.
He muttered like a sigh and buried his body heavily on the boy’s fragrant body.
When he took a deep breath, the scent of the body wash that had been wafting from the bathroom until just before permeated each part of his skin and wafted out gently. J, who had never embraced a woman, couldn’t know how soft a woman’s body was. But while madly sucking on the boy’s gentle skin, perhaps a woman’s body would be like this, he only vaguely imagined.
J hated all the women in the world.
Having been born with homosexual tendencies from birth, women had been uncomfortable and awkward since childhood, and he had despised his female siblings.
Where might they be now?
It’s already been many years since I cut ties with my family.
J ruthlessly tore through the boy’s lower body, which was gradually getting wet while tensely spurting lubricating fluid bit by bit, then buried his fully erect cock deeply—pook. His cock already covered with slippery fluid advanced forward relentlessly, piercing through the stiff interior—swoook.
“Huheok……!”
The boy stiffened his whole body while fluttering like a frog skewered on a stick. The extreme pain shut down all nerve circuits at once. The boy couldn’t even close his open mouth and drooled down from his lips. He opened his mouth and sucked in all the saliva the boy was drooling—slurp slurp.
“Warm……”
Muttering like a madman, the man left bite marks all over the boy’s pale nape without remainder.
“Good.”
“Huut, hik, huuuk!”
“Good, you’re really killer.”
The man’s mumbling overflows in succession to the boy’s ear, to his sticky lower body, below his chest. The boy screamed in agony and writhed his whole body to block his ears, but he was already trapped inside the man’s solid body and couldn’t make any gesture whatsoever.
The man gathered and grabbed the boy’s slender ankles and thrust his lower body even more violently below the waist slightly lifted into the air. The boy was truly shocked by that blatant act of pressing down—thump, thump—like pounding a mortar. The waist half-lifted into the air was painfully as if it would break. His stomach skin began to hurt as if it would be pierced when the man’s cock reached and was embedded all the way to the inner end.
“Hut, hyung, ah, hyuuung, it, it hurts… hurts… I think… I’m dying……”
The boy cried frantically toward him with unfocused eyes, desperately pleading, without even realizing he had dropped honorifics with him.
“Pull, pull it out… please pull it out…… it hurts… my stomach, my stomach… feels like it’s… being pierced… huu, huang, huaaat……!!!”
Why wouldn’t it be so?
Anyone who felt like living in this moment would truly be a madman.
A boy who was a pure virgin who had never even had relations with a woman in his life.
To think that my ordinary, innocent daily life, not even born with gay tendencies, would degrade into a feast for beasts like this.
To think that the first sex I experienced in my life was rape, and at that, an immoral act between same-sex partners that should never happen.
The boy raises his trembling gaze and looks at the crazy man before him.
The mentally deranged behavior of the man frantically moving his hips toward his lower parts with an entranced gaze.
Each time he violently struck and scraped as if to shatter his body, the small body drifted around the bed and shook violently.
The boy’s neatly combed hair immediately clings tangled to the sheets, drooping like seaweed.
The man looking down at the boy accepting with gritted teeth the shame and pleasure he was giving, his whole body dyed red, smiled gently for almost the first time since bringing him to this place.
