His jaw stretched open to the point of aching, but it still wasn’t enough to fully contain Tae Shinwoo’s member. When the glans touched near his throat, dry heaves kept coming. Even as tears welled up in Seo Eunho’s eyes, far from showing mercy, Tae Shinwoo pressed down harder on the back of Seo Eunho’s head. It meant to swallow deeper.
“Kuk…!”
A painful sound squeezed out agonizingly between his lips, but the force pressing down on his head only grew stronger. His throat, blocked by the member, moved as if in distress, tightening around the glans. He couldn’t tell if the fishy smell of blood was coming from his throat or from his torn lips.
Seo Eunho sucked the member with everything he had. Though he’d been flustered at first, now he was trying his best somehow.
The compulsion that he had to act like he’d done this before worked strongly even in his drunken state. Seo Eunho pretended to be familiar as he rolled the member with the tip of his tongue and sucked it in. Unable to close his mouth, saliva dripped from the corners of his lips. As his Adam’s apple kept moving, the force pressing down on his head grew even stronger.
“Pathetic.”
However, despite his efforts, Tae Shinwoo was cold. Seo Eunho, who had been gripping Tae Shinwoo’s thighs tightly, reached his hand up the shaft that his mouth couldn’t reach. As he gently shook and stimulated it, he could feel the member gaining a bit more strength.
I wish he’d just come already.
Though he couldn’t check the time to be certain, it seemed he’d had his member in his mouth for a good 30 minutes. Even his knees touching the tiles were throbbing. Seo Eunho jerked his body, trying to induce Tae Shinwoo’s ejaculation.
His instinctively moving hand shook the shaft, then fondled his testicles. The tip of his tongue lewdly traced over Tae Shinwoo’s member. The more a part showed even the slightest reaction from Tae Shinwoo, the more persistently Seo Eunho worked it.
“Haah…”
The sound of Tae Shinwoo’s sigh from above burrowed into his ears. Seo Eunho’s ears flushed red. Normally he’d flounder in his drunkenness until falling asleep, but quite a bit of time had passed and embarrassing situations had occurred one after another, so he should have sobered up by now, yet Seo Eunho was still out of it. Perhaps that was why he was concentrating so much on sucking Tae Shinwoo’s member.
As the force pressing down on the back of his head gradually weakened, Seo Eunho briefly pulled out the member that had been filling his mouth. Then he started slowly licking upward from below. Just because it seemed like that would be good. When he touched his own member, it felt good to stimulate below, so he just tried it.
“Ah!”
But seeing how his hair was suddenly grabbed, it apparently wasn’t very good. Seo Eunho’s head snapped backward in one motion. As his lips fell away, the member glistening with saliva twitched before his eyes.
Swallowing his dry saliva with a gulp, Seo Eunho slowly gripped Tae Shinwoo’s thighs. His hands gripping the firm thighs trembled faintly, as if anticipating what was about to happen.
Tae Shinwoo said nothing. He merely pressed his member to Seo Eunho’s lips with a fierce expression. Seo Eunho looked up at Tae Shinwoo’s face and slowly opened his mouth. The member that plunged inside enough to tear open the wound at the corners of his mouth even more stabbed his throat in one breath. At the involuntary gag reflex, Seo Eunho gripped Tae Shinwoo’s thighs tightly, but Tae Shinwoo showed not an ounce of mercy.
“Uk, heu…!”
He couldn’t breathe. Every time Tae Shinwoo’s member ravaged his mouth, his head spun. Seo Eunho tried desperately to endure but it wasn’t easy. It felt like his entire mouth was being torn apart. Even amid this, Seo Eunho kept his mouth open and was careful not to accidentally bite Tae Shinwoo’s member. Thanks to forcing his mouth wide open, the member that easily went in and out kept striking Seo Eunho’s throat repeatedly. The fishy smell of blood from his throat grew even stronger. Seo Eunho squeezed his eyes shut. Even though he tried not to, it was so painful he couldn’t breathe properly, so tears didn’t just flow but dripped down with plops.
It would have been better to have his insides completely torn apart instead. Such thoughts came to his hazy mind. Though he had some confidence in his stamina, he really felt like he was going to lose consciousness because his breath kept getting cut off. Wouldn’t it have been better to suffer for longer instead?
“Huk, heu-uk!”
“You’re even thinking about other things? You’ve got room to spare.”
Before he knew it, Seo Eunho’s head, covered in tears, was tilted back again. He coughed with a kuk and tried to breathe through his open lips. Tae Shinwoo grabbed the back of Seo Eunho’s head and rapidly rubbed his member as is.
Without even a moment to wonder how he knew he was thinking about other things, something poured over his face. It was Tae Shinwoo’s semen.
Wiping away the semen that covered his eyes and dripped thickly, Seo Eunho dropped his head sharply. Tae Shinwoo finished shaking his member and muttered in a cold tone.
“Wash up and come out. We’re not done yet.”
“Ugh.”
Tae Shinwoo’s foot briefly pressed down on Seo Eunho’s member.
“You and me both.”
Seo Eunho’s eyes, which had been slightly open, widened in disbelief. Because his own member, pressed down by Tae Shinwoo, was already fully erect.
***
It was the worst night. Though he’d regained consciousness, Seo Eunho couldn’t easily get out of bed due to the pain of his entire body feeling like it had been butchered. The sun was slowly setting.
Should he say it was the worst morning? What did any of that matter anyway? Seo Eunho let out a long sigh and erased the useless thoughts.
“Kak, cough!”
But his dry, injured throat made even just exhaling a sigh difficult. Dry coughs kept bursting out from his throat that reeked of blood. Seo Eunho squirmed. He felt like he needed to drink at least a sip of water.
Fuck. The fridge is so damn far.
Since he’d had sex in this place before, he knew where the water was. That’s why he was so irritated. His whole body was creaking, so he had no strength to walk there.
Last time he could bear the thirst a bit, but today his throat hurt too much. Seo Eunho wriggled and fumbled around here and there. It was a fierce struggle to get up from the bed.
“…”
Having barely managed to sit up, Seo Eunho closed his eyes tightly. His head spun. The throbbing throughout his body wasn’t simply due to muscle pain. Today too, his body that had been chewed up all over stung. Especially his right nipple had a severe bruise to the point it was barely visible.
Why does he bite and gnaw so much when he’s not even a dog? The brief thought quickly disappeared. Seo Eunho stared blankly at the nightstand. Because there was a bottle of water placed on top of the nightstand.
Seo Eunho immediately reached out his hand. Though thinking there’s no way this would be here, his throat was parched so he moved instinctively.
Ah, I’ll live.
The water passing down his sore throat still had a chill to it. Thanks to that, it felt like his mind was clearing. Seo Eunho crumpled the water bottle he’d emptied in one go, exhaled deeply, and collapsed back onto the bed.
“…”
Today too, Tae Shinwoo had disappeared before he opened his eyes. He had good stamina too, enough that he could have just passed out and slept. Pointless thoughts came to him, like whether sex was okay on one bed but sleeping together wasn’t.
Did Tae Shinwoo bring this?
Seo Eunho stared at the completely crumpled water bottle. No matter how he looked at it, it hadn’t originally been in this spot, but seemed like something Tae Shinwoo had left before going out. His mood became strangely complex for no reason.
So that bastard does know he was too rough. If so, then either don’t be so rough. Or don’t bring things like this.
“What bullshit.”
Seo Eunho muttered and curled up his body. What he’d endured could be called violence rather than sex. From the moment he washed his body as told and came out, his member had ceaselessly gone in and out of his hole. Spreading his legs, then getting on all fours and sticking his ass way out, until finally he had no strength left at all and was truly taken like a corpse. He’d even felt like an animal mating for days on end.
Tae Shinwoo treated him that way. He wasn’t particularly hurt or wounded by it. He just thought it would be better if Tae Shinwoo kept acting exactly the same way. If he was going to crave hurting him and treat him roughly, he wished he’d torment him mercilessly.
Then he too could accurately remind himself of his position each time—that this was an unavoidable act to receive money.
But as expected, Tae Shinwoo doesn’t help him. Seo Eunho pushed the crumpled water bottle far away from his sight.
The trivial things were always what scared him. These insignificant things always stirred Seo Eunho up. It was the same then as it is now.
I can’t be swayed this time.
Seo Eunho took a deep breath. The sheets had been changed so they smelled fresh, but within that he had the illusion that a bit of Tae Shinwoo’s scent was nestled.
Seo Eunho let out a small laugh. Because the moment he thought he couldn’t be swayed, he found himself already searching for Tae Shinwoo’s scent—he found himself ridiculous.
You stupid bastard.
The scathing criticism directed at himself was utterly useless. No matter how much he cursed, it was like calluses had formed—nothing affected him.
Originally, Seo Eunho was a foolish person. It wasn’t only because he’d dragged along his green first love until now.
