“Why, why did you do such a thing?”
A sorrowful voice that broke the quiet silence echoed softly throughout the room. Seianes’s face, his body wrapped in thin cloth, turned frighteningly pale.
With an expression that showed he couldn’t comprehend what had just happened, he looked up at the red-eyed man standing before him. As if the man had defiled him.
The man’s red eyes gazed at Seianes with an empty glow. With a twisted smile, he slowly bent down toward Seianes, drawing closer.
The more slowly the man approached, the more Seianes’s terror-stricken body flinched. A single tear flowed down from his clear eyes that received the moonlight. As if even that was lovely, the man’s rough hand gently wiped away Seianes’s tears.
“Why are you making that face?”
Unlike the sweet whisper ringing in his ear, a cold gaze was directed at Seianes. Seianes met the man’s red eyes. The child he once loved most… The man who had now become a terrible beast spoke to Seianes.
“Look, you put yours inside here and filled me up completely.”
He gripped Seianes’s wrist forcefully and guided it to press against his abdomen.
“What the hell are you doing right now!”
“What am I doing… You need to feel it too. How you filled me up.”
Resistance was futile. The moment Seianes’s hand, captured by the man, touched that place, memories flowed in through his fingertips along with the man’s warm body temperature.
“Who violated whom, and how…”
The man’s voice whispering in his ear felt tormenting. Despite Seianes’s hand trembling, the man gripped his wrist even more forcefully and moved it, making it slowly stroke down his abdomen.
“I’ll teach you again, slowly and properly.”
As soon as the words ended, Seianes’s hand touched the man’s intimate area. The sensation felt again at his fingertips—it was the part where the two had become one last night.
“Teach me one more time. Savor me, and remind me at this very moment that I’m alive, that my love for you…!”
Squelch.
At the sound of flesh opening that followed, Seianes’s hand stiffened. Contrary to his face that had grown pale to the point of losing its light, the man’s body flushed red as if welcoming its master.
“You… hah, you’re the one who violated me like this, so why are you making that face?”
“Ah, don’t… Don’t do this!”
The terrified Seianes resisted and struggled desperately to pull his captured wrist free, but it was useless. Far from releasing Seianes’s hand, the man instead pulled it closer and stimulated his own body with it.
“You enjoyed it too, Seianes.”
He even mocked and ridiculed him. The man who forcefully inserted Seianes’s hand deep inside himself let out a moan.
“Haah… Good. It feels so good, Sei.”
As the hot inner flesh touched Seianes’s hand, semen that seemed to be traces of last night’s intercourse gushed out.
That hot flesh, that sensation, that touch reminded him of last night’s memory of devouring the man before him. Even though he had been too drunk to come to his senses, he still couldn’t forget the snow-white inner flesh compared to the sharp face.
“Urk…!”
The moment he recalled that scene, nausea rose. At the same time, the man’s rough hand grabbed Seianes’s face. Then, making him face himself, he held his chin and kissed him.
“Ngh, mmh… Ah, no… Haah…”
Breath mixed with breath as their tongues intertwined. Every moan from Seianes that could be heard intermittently whenever their lips parted was swallowed into the man’s mouth.
“At this rate, I can’t tell who was the one penetrated—me or you.”
The man, wiping away the saliva at the corner of his mouth, smiled crookedly as he spoke. As if finding it amusing to see those eyes filled with despair, his red eyes shone even more brilliantly in the moonlight.
The squelching sounds of wetness, the sounds of kissing breaths. Profane moans that shouldn’t be heard echoed within the sacred god’s dwelling, who ruled over abundance and earth.
One of Seianes’s hands, subdued by the man, was touching the man’s joining part where he had entered yesterday, and his lips were being devoured as if sucked into the man’s mouth.
Only after repeating the act where it was unclear who was being violated for quite some time did the man, as if satisfied, slowly pull Seianes’s hand out from inside himself.
“Huu…”
Feeling ecstatic shivers, the man let out a satisfied sigh. The terrible time had ended, and Seianes looked at his own trembling hand covered with the man’s traces.
As if to confirm the fact that he had devoured the man before him and been defiled by it, sticky, transparent liquid was dripping from his fingertips.
“Why… I considered you like my own child…”
Seianes, consumed by confusion, looked at the man. Eyes filled with sadness looked at the child he once loved most… the man who could no longer even be called a child.
He wanted to cry out for this to stop here and now, or that if he apologized and begged for forgiveness even now, he wanted to make it as if nothing had happened… Emotions that couldn’t be expressed in words were directed at the man.
“Sei, my love. I don’t understand why you’re making that expression.”
The man who had been looking at Seianes with an expression of ecstasy spoke as he burrowed into his embrace. Though it looked like an embrace due to his build, the way he curled up with his head pressed against Seianes’s abdomen looked like a small child.
‘Ah, beloved Sei. My poor Sei. Forgive me for loving you, and forgive you for making me fall in love.’
Seianes would probably never know, even unto death.
That this world was a creative mythological novel appearing in some fantasy novel, and that Seianes would later be paired with Cairens, the protagonist of this world.
‘You’ll probably never know for your entire life.’
That the one now facing Seianes, the one he loved and cherished most, had fallen into corruption through loving him.
Because he knew this fact, he had tried somehow to twist the content of the novel. Not wanting to hurt Seianes, he ran away and tried to distance himself from him.
However, Seianes reached out his hand to him and whispered love.
[Abrisius, lovely child.]
Ah, yes.
He gave love while even giving the name ‘Abrisius’ to someone who had no name.
‘How could I not love you, who whispered love without giving up?’
It would have been better if he had given up when he ran away.
Not knowing that was the last chance, he clasped hands with the calamity that would crush him.
When he opened his eyes to his dirty and sordid desire for him and smiled with ecstasy, Seianes mistook it for a young child’s affection.
“Seianes, my lovely love.”
He kissed his wet eyes.
Abrisius, who was saved by Seianes’s love, wanted to be with him forever. However, with Cairens’s appearance, Seianes began to become entangled with him.
As if their meeting was fate.
The despair that he could completely lose Seianes if things continued like this seized Abrisius.
At first, he tried to violate him. If he defiled that pure body, it seemed he could make him his own.
‘But… that wouldn’t be any different from the original work.’
The ‘Abrisius of the original work’ violates Seianes, who won’t look at him.
Due to that incident, Seianes, hurt by Abrisius, becomes paired with Cairens, and Abrisius, who commits evil deeds trying to reclaim Seianes, meets his destruction.
Recalling that fact, he withdrew his plan to forcibly violate Seianes. There was no need to make things complicated by following the original work.
‘Then, what if I’m violated by Seianes? There’s no need to follow the original work.’
After deep contemplation, he reached a conclusion. If he was violated and defiled by him, couldn’t he instead use his guilt?
He would bind the shocked Seianes so he could never escape. Even thinking about it himself, it was a decent method. Once his resolve was set, execution wasn’t difficult.
Last night, Abrisius spent time with Seianes as always. If there was one difference, it was that he handed him wine he had made himself.
[Now you’re even making wine for me yourself.]
Seianes accepted and drank the wine without any suspicion, and exactly 15 minutes later, feeling dizzy, he collapsed from his seat.
From this point on, everything was successful. As planned, Abrisius took his chastity while offering his own purity to him. By the time Seianes opened his eyes, the two were already entangled as one body.
[Why… Why you…]
While Seianes was despairing at the soft inner flesh he felt beneath him, Abrisius couldn’t hide the shivers rising from his chest.
Seianes had embraced Abrisius.
Abrisius, delighted to have finally found an excuse to bind him, laughed and whispered into his ear.
[Seianes, I’m the one who got fucked. Why are you making the face of someone who got fucked?]
manipulate mansplain malewife ig
gotta love these unconventional dynamics