At Lee Jeong’s submissive attitude, the man didn’t hide his pleased feelings. With a smiling face, he removed his hand that had been touching Lee Jeong’s body. Then he looked up at Lee Jeong with a relaxed mind.
Lee Jeong didn’t dare meet the man’s gaze and lowered his head. The man maintained a gentle expression throughout, but strangely, it was extremely difficult to meet the man’s eyes. For Lee Jeong, who met the many people coming and going from this place every day, he could feel it instinctively.
This man is a dangerous person.
“Your lips… are incredibly red. Like you’ve put something on them.”
The man spread his legs wide and beckoned Lee Jeong with his second finger. Even at the gesture like calling a dog, Lee Jeong didn’t show any shame and obediently pressed his body close. The man’s hand slowly rose and touched Lee Jeong’s lips. Soon his thumb stroked the lower lip. With somewhat strong grip strength, the red lips were crushed and pressed against the white face. It was a persistent motion as if checking whether something had been applied.
“They said you can’t speak. With these pretty lips.”
“……”
“Let’s use them for something else. These lips are too precious to just waste.”
The man smiled leisurely and jerked his chin toward his lower body.
“Act cute.”
Lee Jeong blinked once, then took a deep breath as if inhaling deeply. Then he positioned himself between the man’s widely spread legs.
He slowly lowered his body and knelt on the hard floor. He extended his slender fingers to unbuckle the man’s pants and pulled down the zipper. Watching him proceed without hesitation despite his forlorn expression, the man burst into laughter.
“I guess looking innocent is just a concept. Your hands are those of an experienced worker.”
Even at the man’s insulting words, Lee Jeong showed no particular reaction. Lee Jeong’s lifeless eyes were pitch black and dead. When he pulled the man’s pants down to his knees, the man obediently lifted his hips to cooperate with Lee Jeong’s actions. Beyond his briefs, his already erect penis was rising high.
“Before you receive any affection, treat mine like that first.”
“Mmph…!”
“Sincerely, I want you to adore it.”
The man roughly grabbed the back of Lee Jeong’s head and shoved it hard toward his groin. His cheek hurt from hitting the hard erection through the briefs, and Lee Jeong’s expression crinkled slightly. However, he didn’t dare pull his head back. It was thanks to training he’d received like brainwashing for years.
“Take it out and suck it.”
Lee Jeong obediently removed the briefs and took out the penis. His white fingers shone noticeably even under the dim lighting. At the fingers that were small and delicate like a child’s, the man’s gaze stuck intensely.
The man’s penis was dark red and thick enough to contrast clearly with Lee Jeong’s fingers gripping the shaft. Though the length wasn’t extremely long, the appearance of bulging veins protruding was intimidatingly grotesque. Looking at the beads embedded around the tip, Lee Jeong flinched for a moment.
“Pretty, isn’t it?”
Along with a voice tinged with laughter, the hand stroking Lee Jeong’s hair was gentle.
“To make whores like Lee Jeong-ssi feel good too, I put in a lot of effort.”
“……”
“So Lee Jeong-ssi should make me feel good too.”
Lee Jeong bit his lips tightly. He slowly closed his eyes, then opened them. Beyond the eyelids that opened smoothly, the ripples had already disappeared from his pupils.
Taking the glans with the bumpy beads embedded in it into his mouth, Lee Jeong calmly and carefully caressed the penis. He wrapped his tongue around the shaft and slowly licked it. It wasn’t something he’d been doing for just a day or two anyway. If he just endured and persevered a little, even a night that seemed like it would never end would eventually end someday.
Finding the feeling of the shaft filling his mouth burdensome, Lee Jeong let out a “hup” breath with his mouth open. As soon as he showed signs of suffering, precum poured out from the tip of the man’s penis. When Lee Jeong exhaled once with a “huk,” saliva dripped down along his chin.
Then the man twisted his lips and smiled coldly.
“What. Pretending to be innocent? If it’s a concept, stop it. I like well-worn things.”
“……”
“Act vulgar. Devour it more greedily.”
Along with his words, the man roughly grabbed the back of Lee Jeong’s head. At the same time as shoving it in with a thud, the tip of the shaft violently stabbed the soft flesh at the back of his throat. At the violent gesture, Lee Jeong gagged with a “urk.” He reflexively grabbed the man’s thighs and tried to push him away, but the man showed no intention of letting go, as if reluctantly giving in.
He was somewhat accustomed to being violated all the way inside his throat. However, the man seemed to have a greater purpose in tormenting and breaking him down than in satisfying his sexual desire against the inside of his throat. The more Lee Jeong tried to remain detached, the more violent the man’s movements became. Each time he thrust his hips up forcefully and shoved in, tears poured out from his eyes in drops.
With a snapping sound from the scalp where his hair was grabbed, several strands of hair broke. However, the man seemed to have no concern for Lee Jeong’s pain. Lee Jeong flailed helplessly against the penis that cruelly shoved in hard against the inside of his throat that squirmed trying to push out the invader. Finally, the knees he’d been kneeling on crumbled like a sandcastle, and his body fell to the side.
Lee Jeong’s white face was covered in tears and snot. Saliva was already flowing past his neck to his collarbone.
“Kuk, kuk, puhuk, kuk….”
“Now you’re finally looking decent.”
Speaking in a strange tone, the man poured whiskey from the table into a glass.
“If you’re selling your body for money, you shouldn’t be so relaxed. Right?”
“…Kuk, huuk, haah….”
“You have to do your best.”
Gulp, his throat bobbed greatly as he swallowed the whiskey. The swollen, throbbing cock and Lee Jeong’s face, collapsed and shedding tears along with retching, seemed quite satisfying.
Lee Jeong slowly wiped his tears and raised his body to look up at the man again. As if impressed by Lee Jeong’s will, the man jerked his chin toward his penis again, though with a much softer expression.
“It was hard, wasn’t it? Okay, okay, I got it. I won’t shove it in, so suck it well on your own. I won’t touch you. I’ll just drink my alcohol.”
With his face hanging with tears, Lee Jeong nodded. Completely erasing the expression that had been suffering so much until just now, he opened his obedient mouth again and willingly took in the grotesquely swollen cock.
From then on, it was again a repetition of what had just happened. Until Lee Jeong had poured out all his tears and snot, the man truly used Lee Jeong’s body as he pleased. After shoving it into his mouth with a force that could suffocate him, he lifted Lee Jeong’s body just before he lost consciousness and threw him onto the bed, then pulled up only his hips. Then he pounded into his hole until it was swollen and torn. Unlike the alpha customers who mainly sought out Lee Jeong, because the man was a beta, the pain was several times more severe.
Under the relentless touch, his mind eventually became so white it went beyond pale and became completely empty. Was it only about four or five hours? Yet the time spent with the man felt like an entire day.
“I’ll see you again in a few days. Let’s have more fun then.”
The man, who smiled as softly as a flower petal, put on his clothes without regret and left the room. Leaving several bills beside Lee Jeong, who couldn’t even properly raise his trembling body.
“Haah… ah… urk.”
A groan came out on its own. Lee Jeong, barely extending his trembling arms, fumbled around and gathered the bills first. Fortunately, the man wasn’t stingy. Really, the treatment he’d received today was nothing more or less than just being a hole, but it didn’t matter anyway. Lee Jeong had never once wanted to be remembered as anything more than that by anyone who sought him out in a place like this.
With trembling arms, Lee Jeong gathered the money without missing a single bill, and only then lay down looking at the ceiling with a somewhat more comfortable mind. The long sigh that had been trapped in his ribcage all night finally slowly escaped. When you run like a rat on a wheel carrying a life burdensome and heavy on the continuum of terribly hateful things, you sometimes forget to exhale. You forget that you too are a living being.
However, that didn’t matter either. If it weren’t for the single existence that sustained his life, this body would have already died and rotted long ago.
‘Dokyung….’
Thinking of the face he wanted to see most at this moment, Lee Jeong surrendered his body to the terrifyingly rushing drowsiness. He couldn’t sleep long anyway. It would be at most an hour or two, but if he didn’t get some sleep, he felt like he’d pass out on the way home.
However, the face that appeared faintly in the wave of unconsciousness rushing in wasn’t Dokyung but someone else.
‘…Haah….’
Even in his flickering consciousness, Lee Jeong squeezed his eyes shut. A person who made his heart ache sourly with just a handful of caught memories. A person who came to his dreams every time without getting tired no matter how much he chased him away. However, he wished he wouldn’t come at times like this when he was so miserable. He never wanted to recall this person while treated worse than trash on the street, with another man’s semen disgustingly smeared all over his body.
Because he was warm. Both the touch of the hands that had touched his body and the gaze that had looked at his face were so different from his current cold reality—they were warm.
‘No, no….’
Obsessively shaking his head to try to chase away thoughts of that person, Lee Jeong bit his lips tightly. He didn’t want to think about anything now. Especially not thoughts of that person.
Let’s stop now and get some sleep, even a little. And then go meet reality’s morning again. With those thoughts, Lee Jeong was fortunately able to slowly sink into deep unconsciousness.
Staggering, Lee Jeong got out of the cargo van. He hadn’t refused the delivery man’s kindness in offering to give him a ride after work. Normally he would take the subway or bus home because spending time in the car privately outside of work with the delivery men who “delivered” people like him from establishments invariably came with dirty harassment or gazes, but today he didn’t even have the strength for that.
