Like that, far from escaping at the second round, I was dragged to even the third round and barely got released, with Seo Heejin following behind me. Because we’d been together too long, my dick repeatedly got erect and went limp until it collapsed exhausted, and in my head, Seo Heejin’s dick just endlessly floated around. I seemed to be the crazy one.
“Hey, you have to catch a taxi in the opposite direction to your place.”
When I just tilted my head to point at the opposite side, Seo Heejin suddenly grabbed my forearm. Oh my!
“Hyung, we have something to talk about.”
Really, oh my!
I flailed my arms trying to shake off Seo Heejin somehow, but what did he eat to grow up that the strength coming from his frail-looking body was monstrous?
I, practically dragged into an alley, couldn’t face Seo Heejin and turned my head to only look at the dark part inside the alley.
Ah, while having the absurd thought that I wish there was a teleport entrance to go home there.
“Yunwoo hyung.”
Perhaps because it was a narrow alley, Seo Heejin’s gentle voice was heard especially close. It was fortunate that Seo Heejin had nothing that matched my taste except his dick.
Because the moment I heard that voice, reason returned quickly.
“Why?”
When I looked up at Seo Heejin at an angle, his face frowning heavily came into view. It was the first time seeing Seo Heejin show irritation in various ways like today.
“Why are you avoiding me?”
It’s because whenever I see you, your dick comes to mind.
“What are you talking about? Why would I avoid you?”
“You’ve been avoiding me lately.”
I sincerely want to ask you to show me your dick just one more time.
“No.”
“What do you mean no?”
While we’re at it, I want to try saying let’s get fucked just once. If I say it pretending to be crazy, wouldn’t Seo Heejin, who has good child disease, fuck me?
“I said no. Why are you being like this?”
“They said you ate lunch with the other hyungs when I was out on external work.”
That was true.
“They said you excitedly drank with the hyungs because I couldn’t go out due to overtime.”
I did drink excessively because it was running with colleagues after a long time, but it wasn’t to the point of being excited.
“And the next day you didn’t go to the convenience store at 10:30, right? Because you didn’t want to meet me.”
This conversation suddenly became tiring, so a sigh burst out without me knowing. I wanted to ask the lower half where my gaze endlessly went. Hey, why is your owner being like this?
“See. Even now you’re avoiding my eyes.”
“When did I.”
“Let’s be manly and if there’s something you dislike, say it and have a drink and let it go, okay?”
He’ll never know that it’s not something that can be simply resolved like that. My gaze that was directed at his dick pretending not to be was forcibly pulled up by Seo Heejin’s touch grabbing my chin.
His pure white, pretty face looked a bit manly in the darkness. Did I get intimidated because he was angry? When I closed my mouth because I had nothing to say, Seo Heejin seemed genuinely annoyed.
“Ha, Yunwoo hyung. What exactly is the problem? Do you even hate talking with me?”
The fact that I’d prefer not to even talk with you if possible—even someone like me who speaks thoughtlessly couldn’t say it face to face, so I just smacked my lips.
If only I could just cut off Seo Heejin’s dick that’s exactly my type and fuck just once, I’d have no wishes left.
“Hyung showed he hated me so obviously, do you know how hard I tried to make you like me!”
I was startled by Seo Heejin’s words that poured out. The dislike is right, but was it that obvious? If he knew himself, the story would be easy.
“Hey. Do all the people in the world have to like you? If you know I don’t like you, why do you keep clinging?”
“That’s why I’m asking why you don’t like me. Let’s just get along well as colleagues.”
After the thought of whether I could tell him the truth, the optimistic thought that it wouldn’t matter if I told him followed. Since I’d have to keep avoiding him anyway until the moment when Seo Heejin’s dick doesn’t come to mind, it might actually be a good opportunity.
Even in my own thoughts, my hopeless sexual desire would definitely continue to be anxious while thinking of that dick from Seo Heejin’s face for a lifetime.
“First, I don’t like how you look.”
Seo Heejin drew in a breath. First time hearing this, you bastard? I’m saying I don’t really like pretty guys like you.
“I also don’t like how your way of speaking is too gentle.”
This is also the first time hearing this, right? Seo Heejin’s pupils, engulfed in shock, trembled.
“I don’t like how you take care of everything like a mom, and I don’t like that mindset of having to be loved by everyone like a kid with good child disease.”
There’s a lot to dislike. Even I thought I was being too harsh to Seo Heejin, but I had to live a normal life too. As long as Seo Heejin was next to me, my life could only continue to get further from normal.
“What I hate most is—”
I slapped away Seo Heejin’s hand that had been holding my chin.
“Treating me like a woman like this. Are we done now?”
Actually, what I hated most was something else. I hated myself the most for being like a beast that only thought of dick whenever I saw Seo Heejin, but I absolutely couldn’t say this.
At my words that poured out, Seo Heejin also seemed unable to find a point of agreement. Well yeah. When I said I hate everything from how he looks to his way of speaking, personality, and actions, what could he say?
Now, Seo Heejin can also lose interest in me and live as if we’re complete strangers.
“I’m leaving.”
The night street I came out to, leaving Seo Heejin behind, was lively, and my heart that finally told Seo Heejin I disliked him was even more lively.
* * *
So did I stop thinking of Seo Heejin’s dick after the dinner day? That wasn’t it either.
I hate to admit it, but I was still masturbating thinking of Seo Heejin’s sturdy dick. The fortunate thing was that after that day, Seo Heejin no longer spoke to me.
Anyway, thinking where even is that, my life was the most refreshing since the day of the accident when I saw Seo Heejin’s dick.
I wondered if meeting other guys would improve this bizarre state, but there was only one thing I wanted to eat. Seo Heejin’s dick.
Since work would be hectic anyway, the method I thought of was to think again and again like the fox’s sour grapes that Seo Heejin’s sturdy dick would be a soft dick and give up.
When Seo Heejin was visible from very far away, I thought to myself. Seo Heejin’s dick is a soft dick.
Hyungtae and Song Ki also noticed the uncomfortable air openly radiating between me and Seo Heejin and were gently being cautious.
They came to me asking what happened and heard that nothing happened, and it seemed Seo Heejin also didn’t particularly say what the problem was.
When Seo Heejin, who used to come to my seat several times a day, stopped his steps, Deputy Go seemed subtly disappointed.
It was fine to make everyone uncomfortable. I grew up learning that I myself am the most important.
“Jeong Yunwoo.”
Song Ki called me with a serious voice while I was sucking on an iced Americano at the company cafe, having followed along at the words of buying coffee.
“Why?”
“Want to drink today?”
“Who and who?”
“Ha, bastard.”
A sigh burst from Song Ki’s mouth. Sorry, but it couldn’t be helped. I really didn’t want to run into Seo Heejin.
“You and me, just the two of us?”
“Call.”
Song Ki let out one more sigh, seemingly disliking my answer that came out cleanly.
“Don’t sigh. Your fortune will leave. But why aren’t you calling Hyungtae?”
“Hey. If the three of us drink without Heejin… never mind. Let’s not talk, let’s not.”
I roughly caught on to what he wanted to say, but I just shrugged pretending not to know. Well yeah. At this age, it’d be troublesome if talk of workplace ostracism came up.
No matter how much it was Friday, leaving at 6 o’clock sharp was impossible, so as soon as it became 7, I slipped out while carefully watching Manager Park’s mood and headed to the pig’s feet restaurant I often went to with Song Ki.
Since tomorrow’s a day off, I can drink to my heart’s content today, right? My steps, excited about drinking with a colleague after a while, stopped abruptly the moment I saw two people sitting at a corner table.
No way, did these bastards just set me up?
“Jeong Yunwoo, I don’t know what it is, but let it go already. Being caught between you two, Hyungtae and I are dying these days.”
“Can I leave?”
“No. Fuck, no.”
Looking at Seo Heejin sitting with his chin propped up and a sulky face without even looking surprised to see me, that bastard seemed to already know I was coming.
