Seo Heejin smoothly started the car. How could I not be touched? It’s my favorite burger. My shoulders bounced involuntarily at the thought of hurrying home to eat it.
“You must be hungry, take it out and eat.”
“No. You hate it when people eat messily and spill.”
I have at least a minimum of shame. How dare I eat sloppily and spill all over the car of Seo Heejin-ssi who even prepared food for me?
“You can just wipe it, so eat quickly.”
I was someone without even a minimum of shame. Right. I can just wipe it.
As I rustled open the packaging, the beautiful form of the burger with sauce dripping revealed itself. Though it had cooled a bit, the burger was still delicious. Even the crunchy cabbage tasted sweet. No matter how conscientiously I tried to eat without spilling, perhaps because there was so much filling between the buns, sauce dripped down onto my fingers with every bite.
Since there were no tissues, I had no choice but to lick the dripping sauce while sneaking glances at Seo Heejin. I’d noticed before that he hated it when people licked their fingers, finding it dirty.
“Hyung… are you doing that on purpose?”
As our eyes met, a “nngh” sound came from Seo Heejin’s throat. See. He really hates it.
“No, it’s just… there are no tissues.”
Hearing my excuse that popped out, Seo Heejin fumbled around and handed me some tissues. Gas station tissues you might see once when filling up. The places that give these out have expensive gas prices—I could tell something about Seo Heejin’s economic sense.
After that, Seo Heejin didn’t say a word until I finished eating and cleaned up. I should sweep up the crumbs before getting out. If I’d known it would be this uncomfortable, I should have just waited to eat at home.
After finishing the burger, I closed my mouth and just looked out the window. Soon familiar neighborhood stores came into view, and without asking, Seo Heejin stopped the car in front of my house where he’d dropped me off once before.
“You must be tired too. Thanks.”
While I looked around to see if there was any sauce on me and gave a half-hearted greeting, Seo Heejin just stared at me silently without saying anything.
Ugh… I really don’t want to. I remembered what Seo Heejin had said when he dropped me off before.
—Normally when you come all the way to someone’s house, don’t you say something like asking them to come up for a bit?
Ah, I really don’t want to. The paper bag from the handmade burger place I was holding kept poking at my conscience.
“Want to come up for… a glass of water?”
I didn’t have tea or coffee at home, so water was all I could offer. As if he’d been waiting for those words, Seo Heejin smiled brightly and turned off the engine.
This was my first mistake.
“Hmm… it’s smaller and dirtier than I thought.”
That was the first thing he said after coming up with that bright smile.
“Shouldn’t you at least say it’s clean and spacious out of courtesy, normally?”
Despite my rebuke, Seo Heejin just shrugged. My room was an ordinary 8-pyeong studio that young professionals live in, and like all people living alone, my pajamas were carelessly thrown in one corner, the towel I’d used in the morning was on the chair back, and my blanket was roughly rolled up and sprawled out. I guess I was the only one who thought this was acceptable.
“But seriously, I only have water to give you.”
Leaving Seo Heejin standing awkwardly in the middle of the room, I held up a 1.5-liter water bottle from the fridge. Whether I gave him water, coffee, or alcohol seemed to not matter as Seo Heejin just nodded half-heartedly with an indifferent expression.
Right. Drink it quickly and disappear. When I turned around after pouring plain water into a mug with a cute character on it, I had nothing to say and just stood there quietly. I’d normally have something to say about this, but in this situation, no thoughts came to mind.
“What are you doing?”
That was all I could manage to say. At my question, Seo Heejin smiled prettily with his eyes. Crazy bastard. I ask what he’s doing and why is he smiling like an idiot? And with his pants completely off too.
“Are you insane?”
I thought the second question was a bit more direct. But it didn’t seem to get through to Seo Heejin as he sat down heavily on my precious mattress with a grin.
It was a good decision to have just a mattress without a bed frame—I could look down at Seo Heejin with complete contempt. In the midst of this, Seo Heejin’s cock making its presence known between his black drawers made my mouth water again today.
“Yunwoo hyung.”
As I stood still holding the mug, Seo Heejin called me while even beckoning with his finger. Wow. Treating me like a real dog.
Even as I cursed inwardly, I quickly put the mug on the sink and went over—I was the real dog. And it was even funnier that I stood there fidgeting, trying to maintain my last bit of pride.
“I washed up.”
I quietly bit my lips at those blunt words. Had Seo Heejin planned this from the start? I didn’t know what wind had blown for this bastard to go this far, so I just kicked at the low mattress aimlessly when a small laugh returned.
“I didn’t let you into my house for you to do that, you know.”
I shot back sharply, feeling like that sound was mocking me. Unlike my sensitive response, Seo Heejin seemed unfazed, lifting his head and looking at me with eyes slightly lowered, smiling. Was he trying to look down on me even while lying down?
“I thought we were on the same page since hyung invited me up to his place. So, do you not want to?”
When words would have sufficed, Seo Heejin was slowly pulling down his drawers to hang them on his pelvis. Fuck. He knows damn well that if he tempts me like that, I won’t be able to resist. Even my pretense of pouting and playing coy had its limits.
As I squeezed out the last drop of remaining pride and scowled, Seo Heejin suddenly sat up. A bit startled, I stepped back hesitantly when long fingers reached out and wrapped around my wrist to prevent me from escaping further.
And then I heard that voice I’d heard several times before—a voice I absolutely couldn’t refuse on a day when my stress had reached its maximum like today.
“Want to suck it?”
Ha. That was my limit. All my reason and pride knelt before Seo Heejin’s cock, and my whole body collapsed at even the slightest pull. This was how my second mistake followed.
As I approached on my knees and positioned myself between Seo Heejin’s legs, his firm thighs spread slightly as if to make it easier for me to suck, leaning back against the wall. The thin fabric of his drawers began to bulge over his thighs in the shape of his cock.
Well, of course. Gifts are more anticipated when they’re prettily wrapped. When I lowered my head and lightly bit the large shaft trapped inside the fabric, Seo Heejin flinched and trembled.
“Hah…”
Matching the low sigh he let out, I licked the tip of his glans peeking out from the drawers. Shouldn’t Seo Heejin not wear drawers at this point? If his cock sticks out from his underwear, it’s worse than not wearing any.
While worrying about Seo Heejin’s—no, Seo Heejin’s cock’s—hygiene in my own way and kissing it with smacking sounds, the cock owner’s thighs tensed up tightly.
Look at him acting all leisurely and putting on airs. But see how tense he gets with just a little licking.
It was funny and a bit cute how he flinched while pretending not to, putting strength into his toes. Every time I chewed on his cock that looked uncomfortably full, Seo Heejin made a displeased “nngh” sound in his throat. As I just mouthed the outside until his drawers got soaked with my saliva, Seo Heejin finally raised the white flag.
“Yunwoo hyung.”
The hand stroking my hair was careful.
“Suck it properly.”
The voice whispering softly was low, perhaps from arousal.
By the way, suck it properly? I was waiting for those words.
“Why should I?”
I was annoyed that he kept trying to do everything his way, so I should fix Seo Heejin’s habits with this opportunity. I was quite displeased with how he treated me like a dog from his house.
When I glanced at the guy’s face, I saw an expression rigidly frozen, unable to smile properly from impatience. That pleased me. I deliberately made wet sounds as I traced his cock over the fabric with my lips, and his already stiff face crumpled further. For some reason, finding that satisfying made me burst out laughing.
The hand that had been stroking my hair slowly came down and gently brushed my eyes. Because I was distracted laughing while sitting up, I forgot to brush off that pretense of affection.
It was a series of mistakes. If I hadn’t gotten distracted laughing, if I hadn’t succumbed to temptation and taken his cock in my mouth. No, if I hadn’t told him to come up to my place in the first place.
“Mmph…!”
The moment my neck was grabbed, Seo Heejin’s pretty face suddenly approached. Feeling the heat pressing down on my lips, I closed my eyes. If mistakes kept happening like this in succession, it was hard to call this a mistake anymore.
Now inside me, there was no pride or anything else, whether the other person was Seo Heejin or whoever—only a beast who just wanted to get fucked by that huge cock remained.
Mom, Dad. I’m sorry. You raised me well, but I grew up to be a beast instead of a human… I’ll do it just once and repent by eating only mugwort and garlic for a hundred days to become human again.
Perhaps finding it strange that I was just staying still, Seo Heejin only pressed his lips firmly like a sucker and didn’t do anything else. Ugh. This idiot. Can’t eat even when the table’s set for him.
When I blinked my eyes, pretty brown pupils opened so round and close that it could cause cross-eyes stared at me intently. Just from that gaze, I could guess what Seo Heejin wanted to say.
Why aren’t you resisting? Why are you accepting it? His flustered look was very pleasing to see.
