To console my regretful heart, after taking a sip of iced Americano, a sigh came out naturally. The café part-timer changed from last week, and they made terrible coffee. I’m only paying a thousand won for it, so I just shut up and drink.
“No, so who paid on Friday?”
Hyungtae stamped his feet saying he was frustrated. Of course I remember, but when I shrugged my shoulders with a “I don’t know anything” face as much as possible, Hyungtae waved his hand back and forth.
“Right, you bastard. No matter how out of it you were, there’s no way you’d step up to pay.”
Am I being indirectly called a cheapskate right now? I was secretly uncomfortable about abandoning Song Ki and Hyungtae, but fortunately everyone cleanly lost their memories. When Hyungtae turned his gaze to Seo Heejin, Seo Heejin also gave an eye-smile with his characteristic “I’m really a good citizen” expression. Ah, eye-smile. Memories of rolling around with Seo Heejin suddenly came flooding back and I turned my head.
But, he could just step up and say he paid, so why is he trying to hide it? I didn’t understand Seo Heejin’s way of thinking. Of course, I had no intention of calmly understanding either, so I just frowned slightly.
“Right. Heejin drank following Jeong Yunwoo’s pace. It’s amazing you survived to come to work.”
Song Ki had already been thoroughly grilled and revealed his payment history, so he slurped hot Americano in a tattered state.
“What does that matter? Whoever’s bank account goes empty later will say something.”
Even if I really didn’t remember, this was a meaningless conversation. One of the four must have paid. Splitting it won’t improve our finances anyway.
“I’m worried we dined and dashed…”
Ha. Kim Hyungtae. A timid, kind bastard, unlike his tough appearance that looks like he could beat down a cow.
At the voice muttering pitifully kindly, I sighed and shook my head. Song Ki must have been annoyed at this hopeless conversation too, as he forcibly brought up a different topic. A topic I really didn’t want to bring up.
“You guys made up now, right?”
“Made up?”
What are we, kindergarteners? Make up or not make up. When I frowned thoroughly, quick-witted Seo Heejin stepped up.
“We didn’t fight.”
Seo Heejin’s face smiling brightly felt particularly reliable today. Good job, Seo Heejin. Keep it up, Seo Heejin. Whether he heard my inner cheering or not, Seo Heejin smiled cheerfully and stood Song Ki and Hyungtae up.
“We should go up now.”
At least in this moment, I was glad to be on the same side as Seo Heejin, even if it was meaningless.
So had our relationship completely returned to before things got cold with Seo Heejin? That also wasn’t true. I still hadn’t changed my monitor position and resisted the convenience store I habitually went to. Honestly, if the four of us gathered I could get through it appropriately, but just the two of us was difficult.
Because whenever I ran into just Seo Heejin, memories of rolling around on the bed that day came floating up.
This was more difficult than when just his cock floated up. In other words, I now got aroused by everything about Seo Heejin, not just his lower body.
When I saw white fingers, I thought about how they touched my cock, and even seeing his back made me think of the latissimus dorsi hidden within. The worst was the fact that I reacted even to Seo Heejin’s eye-smiles. Because Seo Heejin smiled every time I ejaculated while forcibly making me look at his face, my stupid brain seemed to have recognized ‘eye-smile = ejaculation.’
So I broke my promise to get along well with Seo Heejin and avoided him as inconspicuously as possible. That was only for a week. Honestly, I thought Seo Heejin didn’t know I was avoiding him. When the memories of holding cocks together and rolling around with Seo Heejin faded enough to only come up once or twice a day, the next situation came unexpectedly.
I was printing materials like Manager Park’s slave number one, and Manager Park gave work instructions with a fresh face at 6:30 PM and said, ‘I’ll be able to see it when I come to work tomorrow, right?’ To be honest, it wasn’t difficult work. Just my annoyed fingers were clicking the mouse slowly and tapping the keyboard slowly.
Before I knew it, people emptied from the office one by one, two by two, and only the sound continuing from my fingers tapping the keyboard remained distantly. Truly tired, I rubbed my stiff eyeballs, but nothing changed. When I removed the hand that had been pressing my eye sockets, the afterimage that rose over the monitor flickered for a moment, disturbing my vision.
“Ha… this is shitty.”
Right. The only words that could express my current situation were “shitty.” After making data for a long time, when my neck that had been thrust toward the monitor became stiff and I moved it left and right, there was a grinding sound of bones.
Wow. Even though salary is payment for suffering, isn’t my body being overworked too much?
Even in moments when every second was precious, a physiological need came. Since when had I been working without even going to the bathroom? Coffee cups I’d kept drinking to forget fatigue were lined up on my desk. Feeling like I couldn’t hold it anymore, I forced my body that wouldn’t move properly to get up and walked toward the bathroom.
The moment I thoughtlessly opened the translucent bathroom glass door.
“…Hyung?”
Ha. This bastard got the overtime lottery today too. I quietly closed the door I’d boldly opened. With the thought that I saw nothing and ran into no one. When I stepped back one step, the translucent glass opened wide. The words to please just pass by rose up to my throat, but Seo Heejin seemed to have no such intention at all.
Seo Heejin giving a slight eye-smile met me awkwardly smiling.
“Hyung, didn’t you come to the bathroom?”
In air where subtle tension popped, Seo Heejin spoke.
“No.”
Thinking about it, I didn’t seem to want to go to the bathroom. Whether because I saw Seo Heejin, the urge to pee I’d been holding all along sucked back in.
“Hyung.”
At the low ringing voice, I unknowingly stepped back one more step.
My body shivered at the cold wall that touched my back. Seo Heejin, who had come close in front of me before I knew it, playfully traced my nose. Seo Heejin, who slowly slid his finger smoothly along the bridge of my nose, burst into small laughter. It was such a nonchalant laugh that I became awkward instead and scratched my nape.
“Today, are you working overtime?”
Even the concisely ringing voice was burdensome.
“Yeah.”
And the words I thought Seo Heejin wouldn’t know fell.
“Hyung, it seems like you’re still avoiding me.”
Breath sucked in with a hiss. Wow. This bastard, at this point shouldn’t he be laying out a mat under a bridge somewhere instead of working here?
“N-no.”
A voice that would have been perfect if I hadn’t stammered came out.
“Didn’t we agree to get along well now?”
Seo Heejin showed a slight eye-smile. Ah, fuck. And I was a bastard without principles. I thought that eye-smile was dangerous, dangerous, but I didn’t know it would be this dangerous. The moment Seo Heejin smiled slightly, my tension released without me realizing.
No, it would have been good if only tension released, but my unprincipled cock stood up with a jolt. No. This isn’t when you should come out.
A sigh came out naturally at my pathetic state and I bit down hard on my lower lip, but what was so funny about that, Seo Heejin let out a small laugh.
Ha. Fuck. Honestly, it was the limit. I don’t know what it was, but the moment I saw Seo Heejin’s eye-smile, my insides heated up.
I can’t do this!, while shouting inside, I grabbed Seo Heejin’s collar and shoved Seo Heejin into the open bathroom door with a crash. I don’t know where this impulse was boiling up from. I felt Seo Heejin embracing me with his whole body even as my elbow hit the protruding urinal and I charged like a bull, but I absolutely couldn’t stop.
It felt a bit, really a bit like I’d gone crazy.
Hot breath burst up through my throat with a “haah.”
“I…”
While desperately holding onto my last reason, I opened my mouth toward Seo Heejin.
I thought I understood now. This was all because of overtime. That overtime makes people go crazy to this extent.
“Can I… take back that thing?”
The words mixed with panting breath felt quite desperate even to my ears.
“That thing, what?”
Seo Heejin’s breathing, which had fully received my charge, was also getting steep and fast.
My fist hit Seo Heejin’s chest weakly.
“About getting along well with you…”
I tried, but it was really the limit. Could I get along well with Seo Heejin? I had no confidence. How to soothe my cock that now jolted whether it was Seo Heejin’s lower body or upper body. Perhaps my words were absurd, as Seo Heejin, with his back leaned against the wall, looked up at the bathroom ceiling with nothing in it, going “ha.”
“Hyung, didn’t we resolve it well?”
Right. Honestly, from Seo Heejin’s position, it was resolved very well. If he could return to being loved by everyone like before by rubbing cocks a few times and extracting semen, you’d be satisfied. But I wasn’t.
The fact that I liked Seo Heejin’s cock, and that I liked Seo Heejin who had that cock. Not a single thing reflected my will.
“Hey. Honestly, fuck. Only you got resolved, not me. Do you know the shitty feeling of thinking about cocks all week then doing shitty overtime from Monday and thinking about cocks again?”
Of course, my overtime wasn’t Seo Heejin’s fault, but I blamed him for now. With blame that I had to think of your cock on top of doing overtime. Perhaps that was unexpected, as Seo Heejin tilted his head.
“Hyung, are you depressed now?”
It’s not depression but annoyance. When I just opened and closed my mouth unable to grasp how to respond to the suddenly thrown words, Seo Heejin’s long fingers came over and tickled around my lips.
