Chapter 46
After taking a deep breath, I flicked the Go stone with relaxed fingers. I hit five stones in succession and won this round.
Even though I won because Hahyun had gone easy on me, I was still happy about it. Hahyun said in an exaggerated voice:
“Wow, are you a genius, hyung? I taught you just one thing and you mastered it immediately… I guess I have no choice. This time I have to strip.”
Without hesitation, Hahyun pulled off the t-shirt he was wearing. The sunlight streaming through the large window made his well-defined muscles gleam. How can another man’s body look like that? Aren’t muscles like that only possible for celebrities?
“Gosh, hyung, I’m holding back right now, but it’s really embarrassing when you stare at me like that while I’m only in my underwear.”
Heat rushed to my face at the thought of being caught. My ears were probably completely red too, so I changed the subject.
“Let’s just continue the game.”
Hahyun looked at me curiously before arranging the Go stones. The game started again, and I won three rounds in a row.
It was strange how something so simple could be this fun. It seemed like Hahyun was letting me win while watching my reactions. True to his words that he’d rather see me happy than watch me undress, Hahyun kept smiling even while taking his penalties.
Innocent guy. Just before we started the game, he was trying to run away with me… Is this undressing game really that enjoyable?
“Haha, now you’re down to just your underwear too, Hahyun-ssi.”
“I know. How did it come to this?”
Hahyun scratched the back of his head with a bewildered expression. Now that I was the one doing the teasing after always being on the receiving end, I understood why the brothers enjoyed teasing me so much.
“What should we do? If we play one more round, things could get serious…”
Hahyun spoke without hiding his suggestive smile. Only then did I realize—whether I won or lost this game, it wouldn’t work out in my favor.
Hahyun moved closer and placed his hand on my shoulder. Heat rose from my back where it touched his chest.
Despite the warmth, my body trembled.
I swallowed hard and looked up at him. Maybe it was the heat making me delirious, but his face, which usually just looked cute, suddenly seemed sexy. His plump, red lips quivered visibly.
So his lips looked like that. I want to bite them.
I licked my own lips at the thought.
“Are you trying to seduce me right now?”
The realization that my intentions had been exposed snapped me back to reality. Before I could deny it, Hahyun roughly grabbed my arm.
Hahyun hungrily captured my lips. When I tried to back away, fearing where this might lead, he held me with even stronger force.
“W-wait.”
“Open your mouth.”
Was his voice always this sexy? No, this shouldn’t be happening, I thought, yet I closed my eyes and opened my mouth. Hahyun licked my lips and exhaled hotly.
My mind went blank, making me dizzy and breathless. I wanted to push Hahyun away and run, but if I stood up, my trembling legs would probably give out. I barely managed to grip his arm with shaking hands.
Hahyun’s lips gently bit my lower lip before pulling away.
“Haa.”
I gasped for breath. Whether by choice or not, this was my first time kissing while practically naked from the start. A thrilling sensation spread from my head to my toes.
My body felt strange, and thinking I should escape before it got stranger, I tried to push Hahyun away. He held me tightly and whispered with his lips pressed against my ear.
“Hyung, I’ll just do a little. I won’t go all the way. Okay?”
“That’s… I mean… damn, I’m going crazy.”
Hahyun was already licking my neck as if he’d never intended to wait for my permission. He whispered in a lower tone than usual.
“It’s okay to go crazy. It’s just us here.”
He raised his head and swallowed hard. His Adam’s apple moved slowly. I didn’t know why these details kept catching my eye at this moment.
Hahyun traced my neck with his lips again, stopping at my ear. When I shuddered with goosebumps, he bit into my collarbone.
“C-calm down.”
He seemed unable to hear anything right now. As I opened my mouth to speak again, he kissed me and pushed me down.
“Ah!”
My back hit the sofa. He positioned himself on top of me so quickly that I didn’t even have time to get up.
His heated gaze swept over every part of my body. His expression was so obscene it took my breath away. I couldn’t take my eyes off this side of him that looked completely different from usual. I felt more embarrassed now than when our bodies were pressed together. My face burned as if it might explode.
Both his hands and lips on my body were full of desire. I felt dizzy as if I’d been drinking. Even while thinking I should stop, the insane thought that I wanted to continue simultaneously persisted.
Without realizing it, I placed my hand on his cheek. Hahyun, who had been lingering around my chest, paused and looked up. My heart felt like it would burst when our fevered eyes met.
“Haa…”
His hot breath was worrisome. I grabbed his shoulders, struggling to maintain the thin thread of reason I still had.
“Hahyun-ssi, j-just wait.”
I’m strange too. I could just tell him I’ll hate him if he keeps doing this like I usually would, but why can’t I say that?
Hahyun, usually so perceptive in these situations, said something unexpected.
“Hyung, do you want me to calm down?”
I quickly nodded.
“Then please stay still. Please. If you keep pushing me away, I get more excited. What if I lose control and go wild?”
It was a threat disguised as a plea—asking me to accept whatever he might do. And that threat became a convenient excuse for me, who was already feeling that thrilling sensation.
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“Hmm… ah! What, what are you… you said you wouldn’t go all the way.”
I was startled by the foreign sensation between my thighs and pinched Hahyun’s arm. He spoke in a considerably rougher voice.
“I won’t, so please just stay still.”
“T-then let’s go to the room…”
“Fuck, I said stay still! Do you want me to go all the way right here?”
His frightening intensity made me close my eyes and breathe slowly. Since he said he wouldn’t go all the way, I had no choice but to trust him.
Hahyun moved his lower body while panting. Even though we weren’t actually doing it, just simulating, my entire body stiffened.
Thump, thump, the sound of our bodies colliding echoed in my ears.
“Ha, haa.”
Each time Hahyun moved his hips, the pressure from below made it hard to breathe. Only short gasps escaped when I opened my mouth.
Hahyun, who had been moving rapidly, suddenly stopped and kissed my forehead. When I opened my eyes, catching my breath, I saw Hahyun’s face. As he grinned, a strange emotion welled up.
“I feel like I could die because it feels so good.”
This guy, his smile is really pretty.
I hope he doesn’t cry…
I looked at Hahyun with these thoughts in mind. Hahyun bit my shoulder with an expression that seemed like he might cry any moment.
“Ungh…”
As I moaned from the pain of being bitten, Hahyun grabbed my arms, raised them up, and pressed his body completely against mine. He started rubbing his body against me while kissing my face wildly. Unbearable stimulation spread throughout my body.
“This feels weird. Stop!”
“Just a little more… I’m almost done.”
Hahyun licked my lips and spoke soothingly while continuing to rub against me. Then he pressed hard against my sensitive area with force.
“…!”
My eyes widened as if struck by lightning. My limbs trembled at the sensation that felt like it would melt my entire body away.
“S-stop.”
I pushed Hahyun with my hands, but he didn’t budge. Then he whispered in my ear.
“What did I do? We’re just hugging.”
It was true, but he hadn’t done nothing. He moved his body as if we were actually doing it, no, even more lewdly.
My body trembled from the shock of experiencing climax for the first time during an act with another man. Hahyun looked at me with surprised eyes and asked.
“Are you cold?”
“Yes, I’m cold, and my head hurts too.”
With a complicated expression, Hahyun sighed and got off me, saying:
“It’s disappointing but… as long as you enjoyed it, that’s what matters.”
Hahyun pouted as if unsatisfied, but dressed me with careful hands and helped me stand up.
“You should get dressed too, Hahyun-ssi.”
Hahyun nodded and put on his clothes. Even while doing so, he couldn’t take his eyes off me, which made him look pitiful.
After getting fully dressed, Hahyun came close to me again.
“Hyuuung… actually, I still wanted to run away with you. But I’m glad I didn’t and played the game instead. Seeing you have so much fun makes me happy. This is the first time I’ve felt this emotion.”
“Ah, yes… I see.”
It was probably the naughty things we did after the game that he found fun, not the game itself…
Hahyun continued to chatter about how he was glad he listened to me, how he’d keep listening to me in the future, and how he never knew games could be this fun, completely draining my energy.
Hahyun put his lips on my neck. Worried that the same unfortunate incident might happen again, I called out to him urgently.
“Ha-Hahyun-ssi?”
“Hmm? What is it, hyung? Haa… this feels so good. I really feel so good I wish I could die like this.”
I tried to push Hahyun away gently, but I stayed still, afraid he might burst into tears if I did. This is why emotions are scary. When it was okay for him to cry, it was fine, but now if he cries, my heart would be in turmoil.
