Yu-shin panted with ragged breaths and barely squeezed out his voice. His startled heart was racing so violently it felt like it would tear through his chest and leap out.
“……”
Jun-wan didn’t respond at all. With a fistful of hair held hostage by Yu-shin, he quietly lowered his gaze.
There was no reason left in his head right now. Only the target before his eyes existed.
Despite having greedily attacked them, an eerie obsession formed with those plump lips. It felt like he’d die if he couldn’t suck on them right now.
To dismiss it as just alcohol would be too severe. It felt like something that had been solidly building up for a long time had finally burst now.
Jun-wan slowly lowered his head. Quick-witted Kim Yu-shin forcefully rolled his lips inward and bit down. Regardless, he carefully licked the tightly closed mouth.
“Hngh, mmng!”
Yu-shin violently shook his head. He frequently yanked the hair too. The hair had already been pulled out in abundance. His weakened hand was soon scratching at Jun-wan’s shirt.
Jun-wan, who had been evenly licking the lips with his tongue, gripped Yu-shin’s lower jaw and pressed firmly on both cheeks with force. The compressed flesh gathered forward and the lips that had been hidden all along protruded like a fish’s. He bit the wet flesh he’d finally found and sucked on it.
People crave sweets when drunk. Kim Yu-shin’s lips were as sweet as candy. The plump lips turned bright red the more he sucked, and that visual stimulation was indescribably deep.
“…Sorry, just once.”
When Yu-shin stubbornly wouldn’t open his mouth, he grew desperate. Jun-wan muttered with their lips still touching. Begging uncharacteristically to let him in just once, he thoroughly licked Yu-shin’s entire lips.
The body underneath trembled. Yu-shin opened the molars he’d been keeping tightly shut to respond. Not missing that instant, Jun-wan slipped his tongue into the opened gap.
It was truly like a bomb had dropped.
The warm flesh freely stirred about inside Yu-shin’s mouth.
Yu-shin froze at the raw contact he’d never experienced before. Did this make sense? His tongue was clearly just one, but there were two inside his mouth. It moved so skillfully he almost had the illusion it was his own.
Properly positioned, Jun-wan tangled intimately with Yu-shin’s stiffened tongue. He wrapped around and sucked the still tongue and licked every corner of his mouth.
The wet flesh rubbed repeatedly, creating obscene sounds. All Yu-shin could do was grip the rough shirt. Jun-wan did everything. Like someone crazy for kissing, he persistently fooled around inside Yu-shin’s mouth.
Just what did “once” even mean?
Yu-shin had never kissed before, so he had no way to gauge the time and intensity.
With the flesh filling him completely, he couldn’t even swallow saliva, let alone breathe. Yu-shin endured and endured before pushing Jun-wan’s adam’s apple. Taking advantage of the brief moment when their lips separated, he first gulped in the lacking air.
“Phah! Haah!”
As he frantically gulped down breaths with a flushed face, unable to wait even that brief moment, Jun-wan brought his lips back again. As if the earlier was just a taste, a much more intense kiss began.
“Ngh, mmph, ng.”
Yu-shin flailed his limbs. No matter how much he pushed the shoulders or bounced his lower belly, Jun-wan didn’t budge. Rather, to subdue Yu-shin’s busy movements, he pressed his own body closer.
Firm thighs wrapped in suit pants parted and entered between Yu-shin’s curled legs. Chest and chest touched together and Jun-wan’s hand grabbed Yu-shin’s head to hold it in place.
Between them, their faces were overlapped without any gap. Jun-wan tilted his head and sucked on the sweet lips. Through the tangled lips, the sticky tongue busily went in and out.
At the unfamiliar stimulation, Yu-shin’s head went blank. Though he hadn’t touched a drop of alcohol, he couldn’t come to his senses. He was simply dragged along as Jun-wan led.
When he sucked his tongue, strength entered so much his toes curled tightly, and when he gently licked the inside flesh of his lips, all the strength left his body. Each time the roof of his mouth was scraped, his hips bounced up involuntarily from the chilling sensation. The breath released simultaneously through nose and mouth was humid and damp like rainy season air.
Yu-shin had no immunity to sexual stimulation. His head felt like it would cook through entirely from how much heat had risen.
Each time the soft tongue stirred inside his mouth, his waist tingled. Would this be what it feels like to press an electric shock device against your body? I don’t know. That’s also something I’ve never experienced.
The kisses he’d seen in movies and dramas seemed more beautiful than this. The current situation of being pinned down by a man larger than himself and having his lips sucked brought tremendous shock to Yu-shin.
He had no romantic notions about first kisses, but still, he hadn’t expected it to be like this. The shock that the partner was Park Jun-wan, and that he was persistently melting him down—it was shock upon shock.
He understood this was his drinking habit. Truly a terrible drinking habit. So this is why he didn’t tell me. No wonder he told me to lock the door and run away. It was too late to reflect on it now—there was no going back to the past.
From the kiss bordering on obsession, his lips were swollen, and his tongue gradually ached. Subjectively, it felt like over an hour had passed. Yu-shin gradually hit his limit and started twisting his legs. Unable to move properly, his knees automatically raised.
The loose shorts slid down to his thighs. The sensation of Jun-wan’s suit pants rubbing against the fully exposed bare skin felt even more vivid.
“Ah.”
Right now even small stimulation swept through several times stronger. As if the briefly released moan became a catalyst, Jun-wan pushed his lower body further. When the weighted groin pressed down between Yu-shin’s legs, Yu-shin jumped while lying down.
He wanted to shout not to rub, not to press there, but with his mouth blocked, whimpering like a puppy was all he could manage.
The stimulation transmitted through his lower body and the movement of the tongue spreading inside his mouth was too much for Yu-shin. The inescapable pleasure was unfamiliar, trembling, and intensely chilling enough that tears even pricked his eyes.
His moist eyelashes fluttered and brushed Jun-wan’s eye area. The man who had been greedily sucking his lips finally raised his head. Jun-wan carefully licked his wet lips and said,
“…Why are you crying?”
Judging by how he was spouting informal speech, he still wasn’t in his right mind. But the worried voice was so genuinely affectionate that Yu-shin felt even more wronged.
“Below… don’t press.”
“Does it hurt?”
“It feels strange… don’t do it.”
Though he wasn’t a child, whining sounds came out. Yu-shin rubbed his eyes with his fisted hand. Now that they were finally having a proper conversation, the sense of injustice deepened.
“You said just once… why isn’t it ending?”
“Just a little. I’ll just do a little more.”
Jun-wan gently rubbed his nose tip against Yu-shin’s nose bridge. Park Jun-wan begging—he was showing all kinds of strange behavior from being drunk.
“…My lips hurt. I think they’ll split.”
“I’ll be gentle.”
“You’re really going to do more?”
Mm, Jun-wan answered briefly and sprawled over Yu-shin’s body. Embracing the warm body fully, he buried his face in Yu-shin’s flushed cheek. Kim Yu-shin’s body smelled so good. Soap scent, faint ink smell.
Even the hair tangling around his fingers was soft. Even drunk, his likes and dislikes were clear, so Jun-wan repeatedly stroked Yu-shin’s hair.
“Your tongue is so sweet.”
“Crazy bastard. Your drinking habit is seriously the worst.”
Yu-shin’s brow furrowed deeply. What is this person even trying to do? The situation was so absurd, he was seriously worried about the shame Park Jun-wan would experience tomorrow.
Meanwhile, Jun-wan adjusted his position. Inserting his fingers between each of Yu-shin’s fingers and interlacing them, he met his eyes intently.
The hazy pupils were still full of intoxication. Even the slowly exhaled breath reeked of alcohol. But the calm face alone was Park Jun-wan’s. At the disconnect from that, Yu-shin’s head spun.
“This… is my first kiss.”
“……”
“I never thought I’d have it with a man reeking of alcohol. Do you know how rude what you’re doing to me is?”
“Sorry.”
He didn’t know if he was genuinely sorry, but the action of biting his lips was more polite than before. Jun-wan overlapped their lips and quietly sought permission.
Really, there’s no hope for this person. Yu-shin exhaled a long breath through his nose and opened his lips. He who accepted this was equally hopeless.
Jun-wan’s tongue also tasted sweet and bittersweet. That the memory of his first kiss was the taste of Western liquor was infuriating in many ways. But perhaps because he’d openly scolded him, the man who had acted like a ruffian moved his tongue much more gently and sweetly.
Perhaps kissing improved with practice—unlike the stiff beginning, Yu-shin accepted his tongue much more easily.
As the flesh mixed evenly, the temperature inside his mouth adjusted and the saliva grew more viscous. In the utter silence, only the wet sucking sounds rang endlessly.
“Mmng.”
When Jun-wan gently swept under his tongue, a nasal sound flowed out like an automatic reflex. Startled by the sound he made, Yu-shin tightly gripped their interlocked fingers.
As if that were some button, Jun-wan began grinding his hips. Releasing their interlaced hands, with one hand he pressed down on Yu-shin’s crown and with the remaining hand he grabbed and spread one of Yu-shin’s thighs.
“Wait, hng! Ah!”
The crude body movements pressing deeply transmitted directly to Yu-shin. Though the movement wasn’t actually that fast, Yu-shin’s body was too pure to endure the unfamiliar stimulation.
As their groins repeatedly touched, regardless of Yu-shin’s will, physiological symptoms manifested. Unable to say with his own mouth that he was hard, Yu-shin pounded the other with his fist.
“Haa, don’t do this?”
“Don’t, haa, don’t do it.”
The vulgar hip movements stopped. Instead, as if that desire moved elsewhere, Jun-wan grabbed both of Yu-shin’s cheeks and poured out a fierce kiss.
It felt like not his lips but his soul was being sucked out. Yu-shin’s heels continuously pushed against the carpet. The knuckles of his fingers gripping Jun-wan’s clothes turned white and his spread knees trembled. Jun-wan wasn’t doing anything else, merely sucking tongue and lips, but the excitement exceeding the acceptable limit pushed Yu-shin to climax.
“Hng, mmng!”
