“I said no… I told you no… You son of a bitch.”
More than anything, every time Kang Taejun’s finger poked inside, strength entered his buttocks and the hole automatically tightened, and that feeling was extremely strange. It hurt, but the fact that as time went on, there was also pleasure that made him sharpen his senses was maddening.
“Son of a bitch?”
“Yeah… Fuck.”
“If I’m a son of a bitch, what should I call Park Shinui-ssi who said to fuck him every time we Guide as a condition for bonding?”
Another long finger dug in. Park Shinui trembled in his thighs and bit down hard on his molars. The feeling kept getting stranger. It felt like this shouldn’t be happening.
“That’s why… that Park Shinui… isn’t me… Ahh.”
Then the finger that stimulated the soft flesh and dug in deep touched a certain point and pulled out. Park Shinui squeezed his eyes shut and stiffened his body. His mind seemed to go blank at the shockingly anxious sensation.
As strength entered his lower abdomen, his penis raised its head on its own regardless of his will. If he was stimulated one more time, he didn’t know what would happen next. Perhaps the shameful thing of ejaculating without even touching the front could happen. That was too horrifying just to imagine.
“I’ve been thinking since earlier, but I can’t understand why you’re saying such nonsense.”
“I’m saying no because it’s not, what should I say… You pervert.”
“Per… what did you say?”
“If you keep going, this is a crime. You know? It’s called rape.”
“Rape?”
“An act the other person doesn’t consent to is rape. You don’t even know that?”
Park Shinui put strength into each finger and tried somehow to move his body. He hadn’t known what Kang Taejun meant when he said he used power, but now he seemed to know for certain.
The fact that this novel was a fantasy novel and that the person called Kang Taejun could use supernatural powers as if it was nothing. The fact that his steps were controlled arbitrarily at the Pair Bonding Ceremony, the voice only he heard, and the fact that he couldn’t move his body now—it was definitely Kang Taejun’s doing.
Why on earth is this dream still ongoing? If something this tremendous happened, I should wake up… My buttocks are exposed and fingers are even stuck in the hole, so why isn’t it ending?
“Unbelievable.”
The finger that had been filling the inside slowly pulled out. Kang Taejun, who had been closely attached behind, straightened his body and stepped down off the bed.
Park Shinui fiercely glared at the man roughly sweeping his hair back. The novel protagonist he had considered his favorite until just a few days ago, no, even just a day ago, didn’t look good at all now.
To think my lower part was mercilessly poked by those long fingers. Even if his body couldn’t move, the sensations were vivid and the pain was certain. The shock of feeling like his insides had been severely beaten was also clear. Fuck, it’s just a dream. Why does it feel so real?
“Crazy.”
Kang Taejun was even erect. As soon as he turned his head, what he saw was around the waist area, so he couldn’t not see it even if he tried. He said it would be bigger than imagined, and even looking over the clothes, it was enough to make him curse. To think he was trying to put that thing inside. No conscience whatsoever.
“I don’t understand how the word rape came out of Park Shinui-ssi’s mouth.”
“…”
“Did you perhaps take drugs?”
Unlike his body state that looked urgent, Kang Taejun’s voice was excessively calm. It was a plain reaction that he wouldn’t be surprised at all even if Park Shinui had taken drugs.
“What drugs… Fuck, where would I have money for that?”
“Don’t curse.”
“You think I’m not going to?”
Park Shinui’s breathing became rough.
“What the hell is this? It’s a dream but it won’t end. What do you want me to do? You too, Kang Taejun. If I said let’s talk, you should have at least pretended to listen. You just pounced on a person recklessly first. What kind of protagonist is this? Were you originally this kind of person?”
Anger and confusion mixed together and words poured out incoherently. The voice sharpened by excitement contained stories Kang Taejun couldn’t understand, but it didn’t stop.
“…”
“What, did I say something wrong?”
“What kind of drugs?”
“…Why can’t we communicate?”
It’s not like I’m talking to a wall. Park Shinui fiercely glared at the man with whom conversation absolutely wouldn’t work. Even though they were exchanging the same words, it felt like they were speaking in completely different languages.
More than anything, irritation was gradually seeping into Kang Taejun’s expression too. Blatant displeasure was layered on top of his cold eyes.
“Don’t make that expression. I’m going even crazier.”
Seeing that face made Park Shinui feel even more wronged and miserable. The dream he thought would end soon showed no sign of waking, and he had even suffered unspeakable things from the novel’s protagonist. How could he find reason in this situation?
“…”
“First, release this.”
Park Shinui demanded through gritted teeth.
“…”
“You used something like supernatural powers on me. Release that. Quickly. This too. How can your ability work on me when I’m not even the real Park Shinui? This is too much, really.”
“…”
“If you won’t release it, at least put clothes on me.”
The more Park Shinui spoke, the more Kang Taejun’s expression distorted. He couldn’t pinpoint exactly what the problem was, but he seemed to think something was strange.
Kang Taejun thought for a moment, then flicked his fingertips to release the power on Park Shinui’s body. Thud, Park Shinui, who fell face down on the bed as he was, caught his breath while confirming for a moment that strength was returning to his body. Then he squeezed his eyes shut, opened them, and quickly raised his body.
Park Shinui covered his lower body, which still hadn’t subsided, with both hands and picked up a nearby sheet to wrap around his waist. However, the silk material cloth only revealed the curves of his body as they were, making it worse than not covering at all.
Still, at least I can receive visual comfort. Park Shinui squeezed the hand gripping the sheet tightly and then released the strength, slowly raising his upper body.
“Are you done?”
Kang Taejun watched what Park Shinui was doing and then opened his mouth with a bored expression. Every word and expression was annoying.
He knew he originally had a serious and blunt personality, but reading it in a novel and experiencing it directly were different matters. When he was a reader, the talent of crushing the other person’s mood with polite speech felt impressive, but when he became the target himself, it felt ridiculously foul. Each and every content seemed to stab his heart.
“I’m done. Now speak.”
“If we’re talking, you should go first.”
Kang Taejun bluntly shot back. It wasn’t wrong. The one who claimed ‘I’m not Park Shinui’ was this side.
Park Shinui roughly wiped his face covered in saliva and tears with both hands. After taking a deep breath, he finally felt like his mind was returning a little.
“…I am.”
The problem was that now that reason had returned, the current situation was quite troublesome. A moment ago, he had blurted out that he wasn’t Park Shinui in his urgent heart, but repeating those words once more wasn’t easy.
If he said something like ‘Kang Taejun, you’re the protagonist in a novel and I’m a reader!’ here, rather than just ending with being suspected of taking drugs, the probability of being taken to a hospital was higher.
“I’m…”
Then, how should I explain it?
Park Shinui and Kang Taejun were in a bonded relationship, and he couldn’t know what their relationship was actually like. While he might just say anything and escape from the dream, irreversible trouble could occur for this world’s ‘Park Shinui.’
…No.
That’s not it. I’m drowning here myself. Who’s worrying about who? What does this all have to do with me anyway? Even now, the content and everything are all jumbled up, so who cares whether this is a novel or a dog’s dream.
‘Could this be something like a Park Shinui spinoff? Or a side story? Wait… side story?’
Park Shinui frowned and bit his lip tightly.
Come to think of it, he remembered seeing the word ‘side story’ when he started dreaming. Letters that appeared in front of his eyes like a book title and then disappeared. Why did he only remember that now?
“I… I am…”
If this really is the novel’s side story? There was nothing he could be certain about, but if it really was, could he carelessly say that he was a different existence from the ‘Park Shinui’ in the book?
Usually in fantasy novels, the moment you speak the truth, the protagonist gets into trouble or gets caught up in unexpected accidents.
“Park Shinui-ssi.”
“Wait, hold on.”
Park Shinui tried to catch his dizzily rolling thoughts. However, at the moment, he couldn’t think of any words to smoothly get through this situation. Kang Taejun’s eyes were becoming increasingly cold, and given his personality, there was no way he would gloss over and move past this. Then, what should I say?
“…I think I’ve lost my memory.”
When he couldn’t think of any other excuse, Park Shinui blurted out the words that flashed through his mind. Was it because he suddenly remembered the protagonist who overcame a crisis with memory loss in a drama he happened to see recently? For a moment, hope flashed that if this was inside a novel, that setting might work.
