So, does that mean he didn’t want to? As if. He was just flustered because he wasn’t used to such direct conversation, but if he could have his first kiss with such a handsome person, he couldn’t ask for more.
“Yes, yes…!”
For a moment, Sungjin regretted answering like a complete idiot, but it was already too late. The man, as if he didn’t care about such things at all, naturally placed his hand on the back of Sungjin’s neck and pulled him toward himself.
The moment Sungjin squeezed his eyes shut, his upper body tilted following the man’s touch and their lips softly met. The lips of another person he was feeling for the first time in his life were warm and soft. At first, he carefully licked over Sungjin’s lips as if exploring, then when he obediently opened his mouth, a tongue entered inside.
Huk. Surprised, Sungjin momentarily tried to close his mouth but stopped by a hair’s breadth. It was a strange feeling. Ticklish yet soft, and his heart was beating so fast he felt like he’d hyperventilate. With another person’s philtrum right in front of him, he couldn’t tell when he was supposed to breathe.
What do I do now? Um… The moment Sungjin’s eyes flew open, the lips separated and moved away with good timing.
“I want to do what comes after this too.”
Thump, it felt like his heart was plummeting to the floor.
“…Want to go upstairs?”
The man’s long eyelashes fluttered, moistly wet. Even if what he had said at this moment was “I have some debt, can you co-sign for me?” Sungjin would have nodded as if possessed by a ghost.
How can a person be this pretty? Sungjin thought without realizing it. He’s only spending one night with me, but how happy must the person dating this man be? Just looking at his face all day would feel good. Even if he did nothing and just quietly looked at me with this pretty face from the side, that would be nice.
Sungjin envied this imaginary someone as he followed the man into the hotel. When he held the card key up to the panel installed in the elevator, the floor number was automatically set.
Amazingly, the elevator didn’t stop even once while going up. Of course, neither did the hand firmly gripping Sungjin’s waist.
From his lower back to his shoulders, arms, and buttocks. As various parts of the body he’d worked hard to build through exercise were touched, strength left his legs. It was stimulation too much to handle for a body that had lived like a monk his whole life.
The man’s high nose bridge brushed against the nape of his neck as he sucked on the tender flesh. Where the lips touched felt ticklish and burning hot. Since they hadn’t arrived at the room yet, no matter how much he tried to calm down, strength kept gathering in his center. The man didn’t seem much different either.
“What cologne do you use?”
“Huh?”
At the man’s question, Sungjin again gave a stupid reaction without realizing it. Then he suddenly came to his senses and answered. Before he knew it, the room door was right in front of them.
“Ah… I don’t wear cologne. It’s probably body wash.”
“Really? It smells really good.”
Pretty people really do compliment in a pleasant way. The moment Sungjin thought that, the man opened the door with one hand and pushed Sungjin into the room as is. The excited sensation still made his head dizzy. As soon as the door to the spacious suite room closed, Sungjin was pushed against the entrance wall and received the man’s lips. He was already in a fully erect state that could no longer be hidden.
Before Sungjin could be embarrassed about that fact, the man’s hand moved toward Sungjin’s front. The shorts that came up slightly above his knees were pulled down, and his stiffly raised penis was revealed.
The man grasped Sungjin’s penis in his hand without a moment’s hesitation. Fluid was already dripping from the tip, so when he touched the hole at the head just a little, it quickly became slick.
“Ah…!”
He couldn’t shake off that hand. Sungjin originally didn’t masturbate often even alone. He didn’t have much sexual desire, and even when he tried to close the door alone and do lewd things, he only imagined being condemned as a gloomy pervert and his erection would die. The emotion called fear learned from his long loser life was that persistent.
But now, the stimulation hit him so much that he couldn’t even think about such things, and all he could do was pant breathlessly.
“Um, ugh… ah, ngh… wait…”
When Sungjin barely squirmed and twisted his body, the man stared at Sungjin with cat-like aloof eyes and asked.
“Don’t you like it?”
Sungjin blurted out urgently.
“N-no, that’s, that’s not it…!”
Then the man naturally accepted that answer as permission and sucked and licked Sungjin’s neck. Ah, while his strength reflexively gave out, the hand movements quickened using the pre-cum that had been dripping from the urethral opening as lubricant.
“This part seems to really like it though.”
It was an undeniable fact. Every time the man kissed and sucked here and there on his body from earlier, below his navel tingled sharply and strength suddenly entered his penis. Sungjin urgently grabbed the man’s collar. This was the limit now. His penis, which wasn’t used to stimulation in the first place, was being vigorously kneaded while held in another person’s hand, so there was no way he could endure for long.
“Ah…! Hngh, hi, ugh… mmng…!”
Along with a muffled moan from deep in his throat, thick semen burst out from the tip of the hole. Because it had been a long time since the act, the amount was also plentiful. That viscous liquid immediately scattered on the man’s body.
Ack. Sungjin, who barely came to his senses, couldn’t lift his head because his face was burning. But what was more shocking was what came next. The man tried to take off his clothes without a moment’s hesitation. There was no need to say what that action foretold.
Huh? Are we really doing it now? For real? Until just a moment ago, he’d been dragged along as the man led and felt like he’d become the protagonist of a movie, but when he thought they were entering the main game, cold sweat suddenly broke out. Having ejaculated and regained his reason, Sungjin reflexively shouted.
“W-wait…! Can we, can we wash first, wash first and then do it?!”
He knew this was killing the mood, but fear suddenly struck. Is it right for me to have this kind of luck? Like… I won’t wake up after falling asleep to find I’ve been sold to human traffickers, right? Or get blackmailed?
All kinds of serious suppositions endlessly spread their wings of imagination. The man who was suddenly pushed away looked at Sungjin with an absurd expression, then answered as if asking if that was all.
“Okay. Do you want to wash first?”
Sungjin shook his head. The man nodded as if he understood and entered the bathroom first. Left alone on the sofa of the suite room where the entrance and bedroom were separated, Sungjin continued his terrifying imagination again.
Something’s definitely strange. There’s no way such a handsome person would so obediently sleep with me like this. Something must be wrong. Otherwise, how could something like a fairy-pretty person holding his cock and servicing him happen? The alcohol buzz that had made him accept the man’s touches in a floating mood the whole time had also fled in one go.
“Let’s run away.”
Just like when a mouse is cornered at the edge of a cliff and doesn’t make rational judgments but jumps off the cliff, Sungjin was the same. The survival instinct imprinted on his brain from his long loser life and the belatedly arriving sobering effect combined to warn him that he had to escape from here right now.
As a result, when the man finished his shower and came out of the bathroom naked, what remained in the hotel room wasn’t Sungjin but a single memo he’d hastily scribbled.
I’m sorry. ㅠㅠ
What the hell did “ㅠㅠ” even mean when it’s not like he was screwing anyone over? The man left alone let out an incredulous laugh.
The gears of a bad connection that started from a distant foreign land began to turn like this.
***
Life is hard. Sungjin flicked cigarette ash onto the ashtray prepared on the company rooftop and put the cigarette to his mouth again.
In front of the office building, in the paving block plaza prepared for all kinds of people to pass through, a man was protesting while holding a picket.
“YUCAN thinks Korean consumers! Are suckers! Repent! Guarantee consumers! Proper! Damage compensation!”
At the blaring megaphone noise, people passing by glanced at the man. When Sungjin took a long drag of his cigarette and let out a sigh, a colleague who approached him consoled him.
“Assistant Manager… what do we do… That’s really terrible.”
Everything started from a single wall hanging.
YUCAN, the global furniture chain where Sungjin was employed, was a large logistics company that distributed furniture that consumers assembled and installed themselves. Taking advantage of the fact that its headquarters was in North America, it was also a brand that was popular among the younger generation, putting forward a unique sophistication not found in Korea and reasonable prices.
In his third year since joining the company this year, having gone through being a staff member and assistant and just becoming an assistant manager, Sungjin was in charge of placing consignment production orders tailored to headquarters specifications at domestic production factories.
What Sungjin wanted to do was go around field showrooms and oversee displays, but as with all worldly affairs, like any office worker, he too was living doing work somewhat distant from his dreams. Still, sometimes when he was put in charge of main products, Sungjin was given the opportunity to plan showrooms, so it wasn’t a job completely divorced from his dreams.
Yeah, this is enough. This is a fairly satisfying daily life. As soon as he felt relieved, Sungjin’s life plummeted toward the abyss.
