Do I have to explain that with my own mouth? I closed my mouth with a miserable feeling. But even if I’d opened it, it wouldn’t have come out anyway, blocked by his shoulder. The strength of the man who hugged me so tightly I couldn’t breathe was really strong like a crazy person, so I started to get scared. Fortunately, contrary to my worry, he requested in a calm voice:
“Say my name once.”
“Do you have some grudge attached to your name?”
“Hurry up and say it, now.”
Kang Ikwon urged me and put force into his arms. The guy’s body pressed against me was dry as if yesterday’s fierce lovemaking hadn’t happened, and at the same time hot as if we were still making love. I was shocked at the heavy sensation poking below.
“You’re completely hard!”
“Then shouldn’t I be?”
He asked back as if it were obvious, which confused me instead. Should I get hard too? He bit my earlobe. He chewed around the ear, then bit my jaw and lips and neck indiscriminately without hurting. Just like a Siberian Husky licking its owner’s face all over randomly.
“What the hell are you so excited about? Did you have a dirty dream?”
“A dream?”
Kang Ikwon laughed. It was a vulgar, lewd, and unfamiliar smile.
“Just a dream.”
A hundred times more trivial than reality. He pushed incomprehensible words into my mouth along with his tongue.
And then he immediately transformed from a faithful sled dog into a starving wolf. Though both were the same in trying to devour me.
“Haa…”
When cold glass brushed against my sharply erect nipples, my body hair stood on end. The cock that had been slowly pushing in suddenly thrust in deeply as if a detonator had gone off at that sound. My upper body was pushed and crushed mercilessly against the glass. The chilling coldness sparked like electricity not only on my nipples but on my sensitive skin.
“Ah!!”
The cock dug in to the end without an inch of gap, but Kang Ikwon wasn’t satisfied and pushed in as if trying to shove in even his testicles. I was flattened between the man who was mercilessly thrusting up from below and the glass that was rapidly losing its coldness, my hands spread wide against the window. After repeatedly pulling out and pushing in shallowly as if checking a few times, he suddenly started a full-on violent back-and-forth without warning. When Kang Ikwon slightly twisted the angle and thrust up, the cock pushed upward and unfamiliar coldness touched even my perineum. Needle-like stimulation was added to my sensitized skin, making me pant like crazy.
“Ah! Ah… Ah! Ahh, too, too fast…”
“You like it though.”
Kang Ikwon put more weight on me and pressed down on my upper body firmly. Unlike the fierce movement of the lower body, the upper body was completely pressed against each other and against the window, looking like a pair of birds pierced by a single arrow. He bit my jaw, nape, and hair indiscriminately.
“You love this debauched fucking.”
“Ah…!”
“You’re so lewd it’s incredible.”
I was the one who felt incredible and about to go crazy. Today’s Kang Ikwon pounced without mercy, as if interrogating and severely punishing someone. It wasn’t at the level of thinking, contrary to his usual appearance, he’s a bit rough. The excitement mixed with anxious thirst swelled greatly and stabbed me frantically. The swollen cock and nipples received painful stimulation every time they rubbed against the glass, and when Kang Ikwon thrust in below, they swelled up again and rubbed again and… Fuck, it’s a complete Möbius strip of pleasure.
“Ah! Ah, haa, ugh!”
“Can you see what you look like right now?”
Kang Ikwon bit my ear.
“How could… I see…!”
“Look. See how insanely lewd you are.”
Kang Ikwon grabbed my chin hard and peeled my face off the window. My head bent helplessly as his hand fixed it. When I shook off the tears clinging to my eyelashes, I could see the window as hazy as my vision. The glass that had been clean enough to pass through and jump down onto the night city was stained with my saliva and breath. It looks just like a ghost’s silhouette remained.
“Right…”
I blinked my eyelashes to shake off the moisture while looking at the traces of intercourse remaining in the shape of my cheek. The tears that had welled up again slowly flowed down my cheek. Kang Ikwon looked at it with eyes that wanted to lick it up, no, chew and swallow it. I stuck out my tongue and lightly licked my silhouette on the glass. Like masturbating in front of a mirror.
“It looks like I’m doing it with myself.”
Then for Kang Ikwon, is it a threesome?
“Fuck.”
Kang Ikwon substituted his answer with a fierce smile. Thwack! The shock that shook my whole body striking and Kang Ikwon’s hand slamming down as if to break the glass were simultaneous. When his large hand pressed on the mark I’d left, it overlapped as if he’d grabbed and torn my cheek. Kang Ikwon supported and held my legs that were buckling on their own and spun around. Before I could regain my senses from the sensation of the cock screwing through the inner flesh as if drilling every inch, my knees were bent enough to touch my chest.
“You always exceed whatever I imagine.”
“Ah! Haa, haah.”
“I like it so much, sometimes I hate it.”
Really. The last words came out as if chewed and spit through his teeth.
Kang Ikwon acted like someone determined to fold me flat. Even though the pubic hair was rubbing against my perineum and his testicles were painfully hitting my buttocks, he continued to push himself in with all his might. As if the cock not going in further was just a matter of thrust, he pulled out shallowly and thrust in hard, only forward, forward.
The glass supporting me trembled fragilely at that violent force. Maybe it was just my imagination. I wrapped my arms around Kang Ikwon’s neck, lifting my buttocks that were messily wet, impossible to distinguish whether liquid was coming out or going in. When I bit his cheek, it was crushed below with a crisp and smooth sensation. Skin that sticks tightly. Is my inside wrapping him the same?
“Kang Ikwon.”
It burst out impulsively. Unlike thinking it would be awkward, it was a natural pronunciation as if it had been on my lips for a long time.
“What did you imagine?”
Kang Ikwon didn’t answer. Even if he had answered, I wouldn’t have heard it. It would have been rubbed and swept away, blocked by beast-like moans and a long, hot ejaculation. It was Kang Ikwon’s first ejaculation, earlier than mine.
There was no time to feel victorious, because I could only be released from the punishment-like pleasure when the black night cleared to blue and the blue dawn brightened to white. The glass I saw last in the sunlight was stained with white, cloudy liquid and looked like a spider web.
***
The man kisses me often.
He frequently touches behind my ear, my fingers, and the nape of my neck as if curious.
Then, as if unable to hold back something, he kisses me again.
“Your house is really nice.”
“Then want to move in?”
It was an immediate answer on only my third visit. The delight revealed in Kang Ikwon’s voice was so pure and honest that I couldn’t even be dumbfounded.
“You’re not saying you’ll sell me the house. You mean live together?”
“Yes.”
Kang Ikwon held my fingers that were starting to wrinkle and bit them one by one. My nails that had softened as his tongue brushed them tickled.
“I didn’t originally plan to stay here long, but if you like it, let’s just settle on this place.”
“You didn’t plan to live long? Is it a monthly rental?”
“No, it’s my parents’ house.”
Kang Ikwon rubbed my body seated between his legs with foam.
“It’s been empty since the renovation, so I was temporarily staying here.”
“No wonder it felt empty. If it’s going to stay empty, can’t you just use it?”
“If you like it, I’ll do that.”
“No, not me… you should like it. It’s already been who knows how long since you came to Korea and you still haven’t settled on a house?”
I don’t know exactly, but it’s been well over a month and a half since we met, so he must have come to Korea before that. By the way, we haven’t even been together two months yet? I thought it had been at least three months. Since we literally meet every single day, it feels like much more time than reality has accumulated in layers between us.
“Hey… you didn’t fail to move because you were busy playing with me, did you?”
With the sudden realization, I interrogated him with a maybe, nah, no way mindset. Kang Ikwon hugged me and buried his lips in my shoulder.
“Don’t worry about that.”
He’s not saying no. This bastard, really… Kang Ikwon’s hand gently caressed my arm from shoulder to elbow. Along with the thrilling excitement drawn out by the large palm rubbing with the remaining foam, a languid sense of relief arose together. I leaned back my body that was becoming drowsy and asked with a serious face:
“Are you job hunting?”
“Are you worrying about me?”
Kang Ikwon grinned with a happy face. While lightly ignoring my question.
“Has this mole on your wrist been there since childhood?”
Instead, Kang Ikwon has become very curious about me lately. Mostly useless and embarrassing questions like how many moles I have on my body total, whether my hair was originally this color, whether I resemble my mom or dad, whether I was cute from birth, when did I realize I was cute, and such. Sometimes he’d turn on all the lights in the room and examine my body thoroughly as if making a mold. I wouldn’t be surprised if Kang Ikwon told me he counted every strand of my hair. —No, actually that would be surprising and scary.
“We should get out now.”
Touching my fingers that had shriveled like dates, Kang Ikwon said seriously like a surgeon, yet regretfully. He personally lifted me up and got me out of the bathtub, then quickly wrapped my body in a large, thick towel. He wiped away the moisture, patted my hair dry, and even blow-dried it. While I received service without lifting a finger, he didn’t seem to care about the water dripping from his own body. Until he meticulously dried my body and fastened my robe, Kang Ikwon looked strangely reverent and happy, like someone performing a ritual. He wrapped the robe around me who had become fluffy, as if enveloping me, and Kang Ikwon smiled with satisfaction.
“This is now not a spare but exclusively yours.”
Hmm.
I alternately looked at Kang Ikwon, whose eyes were full of contented smiles looking at me, and the robe with a cloud-like texture.
Hmmm.
“What do you want to eat today?”
“Should we just eat at home?”
“Don’t want to go out?”
“Not that, but nothing particularly appeals to me… eating out all the time is kind of…”
