Seonha didn’t hesitate any longer. He curled his index finger slightly, grazing the inner wall, and immediately began thrusting.
“Hngh, ah! Ah!”
His aroused head rubbed against the pillow repeatedly. His right ankle, still hooked over Seonha’s shoulder, slid down to Seonha’s forearm. Hongdan desperately grabbed the wrist that was ravaging his insides, tears beading at the corners of his eyes.
“Ah, gen… hng, gentlyy… Hng.”
“Gently? If I go any slower than this, when will I ever get mine in?”
“Still…”
“No. Even now it’s so tight only one finger barely fits.”
But Seonha didn’t even scoff. Despite a year having passed, he scratched at the spot he’d found in one go with his fingertip.
“Ah… ah…!”
The already snug inner walls clenched even tighter. Hongdan’s half-closed eyelids trembled as he rolled his eyes back completely.
With just one index finger, really.
Even as he grew anxious about the passage that still wouldn’t open easily, a vague certainty came to him.
“During this time…”
Seonha wore a smile filled with satisfaction. Naturally, he had no intention of stopping the movement of his hands. He slowly grazed the wrinkled surroundings, then scratched that spot again, then slowly pressed it, repeating the cycle.
“It seems you haven’t been seeing anyone.”
“Who would I… ugh, be seeing.”
Muscles stood out on his tensed thighs. Because of his lean physique, the definition was clear even in the dim light. Seonha wanted to carve his marks one by one along those lines. Because Hongdan over this past year was so admirable.
“Right.”
“Hng…”
“Who would you be seeing.”
Besides me.
Seonha quietly swallowed those unspoken words. Instead, he revealed that base desire by increasing the speed of stimulating the inner walls.
“Nngh, ugh, ah!”
The squelching friction added heat to the air. Hongdan couldn’t exhale properly. He kept twisting his head and gasping, only swallowing insufficient breaths. His eyes were so hot he could barely see ahead. Even so, his trembling hands kept seeking Seonha.
“You said you wouldn’t, ngh, hurt me… Hngh! You bas… tard…!”
“…It hurts?”
Would he finally take pity on that pitiful gesture?
“Hmm.”
The merciless touch stopped. The weight pressing down on Hongdan’s body also lifted away. Hongdan took advantage of the gap to catch his lacking breath. However, the reprieve was truly fleeting, and Seonha’s sympathy was nothing but his delusion.
“I don’t think so.”
A wet sensation and the soft feeling of hair rubbing against his crotch were felt simultaneously. Hongdan sat up instantly.
“Wh-what are you doing!”
“You’re almost about to cum here, Hongdan.”
But the smile on Seonha’s face as he held Hongdan’s firmly swollen member in his mouth was nothing but brazen.
Even seeing it directly, he couldn’t believe it.
His genitals were inside that narrow, hot space.
Hongdan flailed his arms desperately to push away the head buried in his crotch. But making his best resistance seem futile, both wrists were easily subdued by Seonha’s large hands.
“If you keep pushing me away, I’ll bite this right off.”
It was a warning that didn’t sound like a joke at all. At the same time, Seonha began sucking on what he’d been holding in his mouth all along. Slurp, sluuurp. Embarrassing sounds filled the room.
“Hng!”
Hongdan’s waist twisted. Though they’d mingled bodies countless times, he’d never received fellatio before. It was a sensation he was experiencing for the first time. Sparks kept flying in his head and his toes curled.
“Sto-stop! I’m fine so sto… ugh.”
“I’m not done.”
“Ah, while holding that… don’t talk, ngh!”
“Mm, it feels good when your dick vibrates like this? I know.”
“Hnngh…!”
This crazy perverted bastard!
He wanted to kick that annoying head right now. But he couldn’t put proper strength into his lower body. All Hongdan could do was mercilessly crumple the bed sheets.
Putting aside their usual habits during sex, why was he trying to do this embarrassing act that he didn’t even do often, that he clearly wouldn’t have done for other guys either? And right now he was in rut, wasn’t he? Whenever rut came, he’d pound away mindlessly like someone who’d just lost their virginity, so after that period passed, Hongdan would invariably suffer from fever for three days straight.
He couldn’t understand it. This act, or Seonha right now.
Soft flesh gently wrapped around the shaft then poked the glans. The occasional touch of Seonha’s uvula was ticklish. When he swallowed until no more would go in and then sucked it all in at once, it felt tingly from the crown of his head to his toes. The fingers that still hadn’t withdrawn from below began moving slowly again.
“Ngh!”
He definitely hadn’t told him before. No matter how softly he’d acted, there was no way he would have told him. But Seonha quickly found Hongdan’s peak and pressed only that spot relentlessly. Eventually, his lower abdomen tingled and the urge to ejaculate came rushing.
“Hey… heyy… I’m gonna, ugh, I’m gonna cum. Now sto… hng! Stop, huh?”
Even at Hongdan’s plea, Seonha said nothing. Only one more finger was added to stimulate the inside. Moreover, as if trying to swallow that filthy thing whole, he held it all the way to the root. Putting aside the unfamiliarity with the pleasure he was experiencing after so long, Hongdan was going crazy from the humiliation of his current state.
Seonha kneaded that deeply swollen spot inside the inner walls. Hongdan arched his back sharply and ejaculated thick fluid.
“Haangh…!”
Even after the trembling in his waist subsided, he didn’t release what was in his mouth. Rather, he sucked even more strongly as if he wouldn’t let a single drop escape.
“Ah, nothing’s coming ouut…”
Hongdan couldn’t hide his crying as he pushed Seonha’s head. In truth, because there was no strength in it at all, that resistance was at such a pathetic level that it only touched a few strands of hair.
“It doesn’t taste good though.”
Nevertheless, Seonha obediently raised his upper body. In truth, the desire to see a face thoroughly soaked with arousal after such a long time was strong.
“Haah…”
Seonha lowered his gaze languidly to Hongdan.
“Mm.”
Indeed, Hongdan satisfied that expectation.
Eyes gently moistened without focus. Skin reddened in places from heat that couldn’t be fully released. A chest heaving repeatedly trying to find its breath. Slender hands instinctively clutching his lower abdomen.
There wasn’t a single unsatisfying aspect anywhere.
No matter how long they’d been apart, in the end Hongdan had returned to his arms exactly as he knew him.
Seonha swept his upper lip with the tip of his tongue and pulled down his drawers. Then he aligned his swollen member, ready to burst, with the twitching hole.
Hongdan’s black pupils widened slightly. While biting his trembling lips, his gaze was still directed at the other. He didn’t close his spread legs either. His two arms, neatly placed on the sheet before he knew it, even looked like they were welcoming the man.
Ahh.
Only then did Seonha see it.
“Before you tighten up again.”
Hongdan’s affection.
“Hur…ry up and put it in, idiot.”
The form of affection that only he could give, that he might have had from the moment he couldn’t remember—only now could he see it.
“…Hng.”
The laughter wouldn’t stop.
He knew he still had to hide it, but he couldn’t contain it at all. From his lower abdomen to the top of his head, an indescribable sense of fullness overflowed. Thick, cloudy fluid leaked from his member, which had finally raised its head stiffly.
“What is this…”
At the unpleasant sensation, Hongdan propped up his elbows to raise his upper body. But before he could properly position himself, he slipped right away.
Thwack!
“Ah!”
Because the member that would be difficult even after spending an hour carefully loosening him penetrated below in one stroke.
Seonha gripped Hongdan’s pelvis as if to crush it and thrust his hips upward. Slap slap, the sound of skin hitting skin echoed throughout the house.
“W-wait. Too… too much, aahh! Ah! Ah, Seonha! Seon… ngh!”
What a waste, such a waste.
“Fuck… that I couldn’t have this.”
Idiot Yeon Seonha. Top-class idiot Yeon Seonha that even a bear would laugh at.
“Nngh, ngh! Ah, ngh… it’s tea-, huh? Seonha, I’m… ah!”
Hongdan’s pleas didn’t even graze his ears. Seonha only lamented the time he’d lost due to his own stupidity.
“I should have, done this, from the start. Just, hah… when I first saw you, married you, had kids, I should have done that.”
“Haaah…!”
“For no reason… kuh.”
Then he gauged the time that would be given to him from now on. Happiness quietly seeped out again across his smoothly extended lips.
“Hm? I should have told you I loved you from the beginning.”
